The smell of the New Year in the rural hometown is very strong. When Qiu Han arrived home, it was already more than eight o'clock in the morning of the Chinese New Year's Eve.

Qiuhan's hometown is located in a remote mountain village, and the custom of his hometown is to eat New Year's dinner on the morning of the Chinese New Year's Eve.

Watching his parents prepare the New Year's dinner, Qiu Han took the spoon in his mother's hand and began to cook. The mother is responsible for adding fire and firewood in front of the stove, the father prepares the items for worshipping the ancestors, and Zi Yuyan accompanies the children to roast the fire in the stove and chats with them.

The atmosphere of the home suddenly became harmonious, and the happy family had a taste of endless happiness.

Just go home!

It's good to be reunited!

At the dinner table, Qiu Han sealed a red envelope for everyone by himself, which is also a custom that has been passed down for many years. A New Year's dinner was eaten with joy and smiles, as if the heart-piercing pain of yesterday had not come at all......

However, Xiangxiang spent the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve without incident, the first day of the first lunar month. On the morning of the second year of junior high school, Zi Yuyan suddenly received a phone call, and I don't know who called, Qiu Han asked her, and she only said that she was a colleague. However, when she said this, Zi Yuyan's gaze was a little evasive......

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, it is time to go back to the children's grandmother's house to pay New Year's greetings, that is, Zizixing's home, the home is still the same as before, full of guests and friends, and it is very lively. Especially this year, Zizixing is getting married, and the celebration is different from the past.

The wedding day is also set on the sixth day of the first lunar month, after Zi Yuyan is busy at home, Qiu Han naturally has not been idle, the busy atmosphere makes people forget to think for a while, and at the same time festive and sad.

Qiu Han and Zi Yuyan's divorce has so far only been known to the parents of both parties, and they have not chosen to make it public. It's only in the busy night that the old lady will say a few words: How can such a big person be reckless and lack of thinking......

The atmosphere at home does give people a glimpse of what happiness looks like. It's quiet and peaceful.

If what happens next, then the seemingly broken marriage should be reconciled......

After Zi Zixing got married, Qiu Han had to go back to Jiangcheng again and start busy with this year's affairs. The plan of the year lies in the spring, and the same is true for a person and a company, not to mention that the children are about to start school.

After returning to Jiangcheng, after two busy days, the child also went to school, and at this time Zi Yuyan fell ill.

She went to the hospital for a check-up, and the result was indeed pregnant.

This news made Zi Yuyan fall into a trough again. That night's farewell, farewell to a result that she never wanted again in her life, it was impossible to be born, and the face would be an abortion, which was not a manifestation of a man's love for a woman, it was devastating, vicious and vicious......

So after getting the test results, she never went back to the single-family courtyard, but stayed alone in the hut where she lived with Liu Sang before.

This is where he hides his grief, and where she chooses to forget and rebirth. Zi Yuyan returned to the small room that was still a little warm this year ago, looking extremely tired, she held the checklist in her hand, tears dripped again and again, she hated the autumn cold, this autumn cold, he brought her countless pains, and even the last few years of beauty became decisive when the last tears fell.

Zi Yuyan took a photo of the checklist with her mobile phone and sent it to Qiu Han. After that, he blocked all of Qiu Han's contact information, even the mutual friends around him. Then he sent a message to Ni Song to inform him that he was sick, and the phone once again entered a long-term shutdown state.

This photo made Qiu Han fall into a state of madness, madness, and extremes. From desperately making phone calls, to searching all over the world, from worrying at the beginning to being afraid, he lives in hesitation and fear every day, but Ziyuyan is like the world has evaporated, the street of Jiangcheng Zhongyu Group, Qiu Han has searched all the communities on the street, but the answer to him is still no news.

During the day, the night and the autumn cold are always walking, sometimes even from the night to the dawn, he doesn't think about tea, he doesn't want to eat, and finding Ziyuyan is the biggest in his heart.

In this way, Qiu Han searched again and again with hope, and was disappointed again and again, and people gradually became thin and looked for a needle in a haystack. The days of guilt, self-blame, worry and fear were cursed, dark and long.

One day after looking for about half a month, Qiu Han received three calls.

The first call came from the school, saying that the boarding school had been rebuilt this year, and the children had stopped living in the school, which meant that the three children had to get up early and return late for school. If you continue to live in a single-family courtyard that has given the house to Zi Yuyan, the children have to get up very early to go to school, which is too hard.

The best plan is to live near Zhongyu Group, so that the child can complete it freely and independently, Qiu Han thought that maybe he could call his mother to help bring his grandson......

However, when the ideas were not put into action, one of the father's phone calls and the mother was sick, and Qiu Han had to dispel the idea of letting the mother take the child, and it seemed that he had to find another way.

The third call was from Dong Xiaolan, she said that she missed him, she would come to Jiangcheng tomorrow, and after sending Mu Rongxiao to school, she would go to him, and finally under Qiu Han's strong refusal, Dong Xiaolan cried a lot.

She didn't know what happened to Qiu Han, but from the state in which Qiu Han spoke, she could clearly judge the separation during this time, Qiu Han must have experienced something he couldn't bear, but for this man, he would hardly be because of anything else except that Zi Yuyan was the only weakness?

After Dong Xiaolan's phone hung up, she didn't change her itinerary because of Qiu Han's refusal, on the contrary, she didn't believe that Qiu Han would be that kind of unkind person, she needed to understand the truth of the matter.

And what about Qiu Han? When he was faced with problems other than emotional problems, his mind quickly calmed down.

He had some difficulty making himself look like a dog, and then drove to the hospital where his mother was hospitalized.

When the wards pushed it open, Qiu Han looked at his mother's pale face leaning against the head of the hospital bed, and his heart ached fiercely. Mom looks a lot older.

Qiu Han walked over gently, sat down on the edge of his mother's bed, and took his mother's hand and held it in his hand.

The mother slowly opened her eyes, looked at Qiu Han and said, "I'm fine, I'm sick, why have you lost weight?"

Qiu Han replied softly: "I've always been so thin, how do you feel, Mom?"

"I don't have anything to do, it's just high blood pressure, but you, what have you been busy with lately? There is no phone call, have you found Xiaoyan?"

There was a little helplessness in her mother's inquiry, and there was some self-blame, Qiu Han knew that her mother was blaming her for not giving Qiu Han the marriage certificate that she had kept for many years, so that they came to this point on impulse.

Obviously, Zi Yuyan is also blaming her mother, and she will always remember the "abandonment" in Liu Sang's sentence in her heart.

Qiu Han didn't answer his mother's question directly, but just said that he had been very busy with work recently, and everything would be fine.

I chatted with my mother for a while, and after my sister came over, Qiu Han left the hospital. Before his mother was worried about his illness, he did not say that the child could not board, but drove to the community near Zhongyu Group.

In the fastest way to get a house in the nearby community, so that the problem of children getting up early and returning late for school can be solved. I can still continue to look for the shadow of Ziyuyan around here.

After all settled down, the child was also very obedient, but he kept asking where Qiu Han Zi Yuyan had gone? Qiu Han could only find various reasons to prevaricate over the past again and again, and the time was almost a month away.

Qiu Han also disappeared from everyone's sight for a month, and after arranging the company's affairs, he cut off all contact with the outside world.

Get up every morning and take the children to run, then take care of them after breakfast and go to school, and then continue to look for Ziyuyan. During the day, I searched until the child came home from school to cook, and at night after tutoring the child, washed and went to bed, and then sneaked out of the house to continue the search.

And so it went on for another month.

One evening a month later, Qiu Han picked up the children from school, carrying large bags of daily necessities in his hands, and walked on the way back, surrounded by children, they were talking and laughing, as if there was no sadness of Zi Yuyan at the moment.

After all, some people are your lifelong entanglement, and after a month of continuous searching, Qiu Han gradually feels that fate is too strange, and some people will definitely be able to find it if you don't want to find it.

Although Qiu Han can use Xizi's security company, and she can also seek help from the outside, such a search will definitely be a new misunderstanding for Zi Yuyan, not to mention that she has already seen Qiu Han to death and no longer believes him......

In the evening, the afterglow of the setting sun had not yet dissipated, and when passing by the side of the road outside the basketball court in the community, an extremely familiar figure stood in the middle of the road, and she ......

"Mommy, Mommy, why are you here? where did you go?" said Guo'er's childish voice.

Qiu Han lowered his head to look at the road, and when he looked at the shadow he had been looking for for a month, he was a little flustered, and his nose suddenly became a little sour. But when he saw a little boy behind her, Qiu Han could only stand on the spot, watching the plot between the child and Zi Yuyan play out.

"Mom is sick...... Zi Yuyan was interrupted by the voice of the little boy behind her before she could finish speaking.

"Mom, who are they?"

Zi Yuyan was obviously a little flustered, she wanted to say something, but her lips opened slightly a few times and finally couldn't say half a word, maybe she had never expected such a scene.

"Who are you, why do you call my mother mother?" Shuo'er stared at his big beautiful eyes, a little skeptical and disbelieving?

The unprecedented embarrassment made the weather that had been nearly April as cold as before the end of the year. Qiu Han had never thought that there would be such a scene, which made him feel cold in an instant.

He coughed and said, "Shuo'er, Guo'er, let's go, she can't stand the interruption, let's see that the eldest sister should come back too, right?"

As soon as Qiu Han's words fell, Qiu Yu's voice sounded from behind: "Dad, I'm back early, let's go home!"

I don't know when Qiu Yu stood behind Qiu Han, obviously she saw everything that happened.

Qiu Han turned his head and froze when he saw Qiu Yu. Because next to her stood Dong Xiaolan.

Dong Xiaolan stood quietly next to Qiu Yu, her face already full of tears, full of the appearance that she was looking for the man she loved. At this moment, Qiu Han became firm, he smiled, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist......

He took a step in the direction of the home where there was no longer Ziyuyan. Even the sentence "cherish the rest of your life" that passed by Zi Yuyan could not be spoken.

A chance encounter, a hurried farewell, not to say goodbye.

No one has been contacted since.

In the blink of an eye, May is approaching. Qiu Han unexpectedly received a letterhead, which was sent by Zi Yuyan.

The letterhead reads:

I have never stopped loving you and have never let go of my hatred for you. You gave me all this. That little boy has leukemia and left this world a few days ago, the relationship between me and his father Ni Song is not what you think, we are friends, just friends! I hate you when I am sick, it is he who took care of me for a month, as a gratitude, I just want to do something for that little boy. Give the little boy some motherly care and let her leave happily. I've taken care of everything and I'll be waiting for you at home......

After calmly reading this letter, Qiu Han chose to believe far-fetchedly, his children's maternal love can't be given, how can he talk about great love? However, all this has long been in the past, the past that can't be returned, and the future that can't be reached, only choose to live every day of this life quietly, and accompany people who are willing to accompany you.

Qiu Han wrote down:

Thou art a beautiful cloud in the sky,

And I am the ugly wind in the air.

You have bloomed beauty in me,

I will show you the ugliness.

Do you run away?

If you run away again, I'll chase after you......

In countless blends,

The wind blew away the clouds and remained in the memory......

Maybe the clouds know, maybe the wind knows......

If you have loved for so long, you will leave for a long, long time......

Well......

This is the end of this book, and I wrote it hastily and hastily ended, which is my description of this book. The story in the article is fictional, and the views only represent individuals, so they should be laughed at. Here, I would like to thank the editor-in-charge of Zongheng Chinese.com, as well as many friends and readers who silently support: "The Goddess's Beloved Husband" Ming Shuihan, "Violent Counterattack" Roma, "Dahua Enmity and Hatred" Mei Yuanchen, "Taoyun Evil Doctor" Beer Ertael, "Chasing Heng" Anlilan, "Doomsday Rising Taiji Yin Yang Fish" and so on...... I won't list them all here, thank you for your encouragement, and in the end it was not too much of a prison.

The rivers and lakes will not disperse, and there will be a period later!