Volume 2 Chapter 140 No one raises a glass

No matter how miserable life is, life must go on, this is a truth that Saul has understood a long time ago.

However, even if we hear too much truth, we still can't live this life.

Thor rested quietly on his bed, silently looking at the roof, he had been doing so for days.

To say that you are self-defeating, you can't actually talk about it. After all, every day he is still cleaning the cemetery on time, cleaning up the skeletons, burying the dead, eating when he should eat, sleeping when he should sleep, nothing more than staying in bed a little longer.

If you want to be sad, maybe there is nothing to be sad about. Even without herself, with Cletti's cleverness, she should be able to take care of herself, and maybe she could live a happier life without her own drag.

For days on end, Thor lay quietly in the dark with his eyes open, and it was hard to tell if he was sleeping or in a daze or what he was doing.

During the days of searching for Cletti, the hunting along the road had already caused Thor to touch the edge of the second order, and he felt the so-called premonition before the promotion. Now he could absorb a soul crystal at any time if he wanted to, and then push open the door to the advancement, but he suddenly didn't move.

Thor only suddenly felt a little tired, and seemed to lose interest in even the very thing of the journey.

"Isn't it good to eat familiar things and live familiar days in this familiar place, and finally die like everyone else?

I don't know when a cobweb formed on the roof, covering the small half of the roof. The tiny white spider silk looked clear against the background of the dilapidated roof, and a fluffy spider could be found in the corner along the densely woven web.

Thor had been staring at it for days.

And for the past few days, it has been lurking quietly in the corner of the roof like a qualified hunter and has never moved. There are even times when Thor stares at it and can't find it, it seems to have disappeared, and it may have become a part of the environment.

Only once did a moth accidentally crash into a spider's web.

It seemed to have suddenly returned to this world, decisively emerged from the darkness, and rushed sharply and quickly along the cobwebs to the scene of the incident.

Unfortunately, it was still a step too late, and the moth's strength was not small, and it quickly fluttered its wings and disappeared, and finally tore the entire cobweb apart. It tinkered silently without complaint, and when the webs were back to their original state, it retreated back into its own waiting.

Thor just sat on his arms and kept looking at it, as if he saw his former self.

I used to be so persistent, cautious, patient, able to withstand failure, and silently waiting for my prey like a hunter, but why did I become what I am now?

There was silence all around, and only time flowed in the silent darkness.

In the distance, the sound of music suddenly came from the direction of the town, yes, before you knew it, it was spring again, and the town once again ushered in the Erudomon celebration.

Thor got out of bed, opened the door to the hut, and went to his graveyard, looking around.

There was spoiled food left over from worship in front of a tombstone, and the flies were buzzing to enjoy their corrupt feast, and Thor struck a swift hand and grabbed one with ease.

Back in the house, Thor stood on his bed expectantly, reaching out and opening his palm against the cobwebs on the roof. And the fly, which had been caught by Thor all the time, also hit its head directly into the cobweb, and then was glued.

The fly in the spider's web was a little confused for a moment, and it couldn't understand why its world had suddenly changed after it went black and bright, but now was obviously not the time to think about such philosophical questions. Because the fly soon found that he was in a very bad situation, stuck in spider silk.

So the fly began to flap its wings vigorously in an attempt to break free from the cage, but unfortunately it was still a little smaller, and it could not break free of the tenacious and sticky spider silk.

Soon, in Thor's expectant gaze, the vibration of the cobwebs finally alarmed the fluffy guy in the corner. It ran wildly along the veins of the cobweb, as sharp and swift as the last time, and when it slammed into the fly, it began to spin quickly.

It wasn't until the whole fly was wrapped up like a cocoon and dragged back to its nest like a trophy that Thor finally smiled in the dark.

After getting out of bed and washing his hands, and then changing his clothes, Thor walked towards the town with a bag of food.

The town was at its busiest at this time, and the townspeople, with cheerful smiles on their faces, took out the food and drinks they had already prepared, and piled them on the large tables in Green Square, where anyone could go up and feast on their bellies.

Leaning his food against the food pile, Thor picked up a chicken leg and turned around with a jar of ale.

On the makeshift stage in the middle of the square, the warblers are contributing a hot dance, and sometimes they are the girls of the town. The sound of bagpipes, harps, ambra, pan flutes, and various musical instruments around them was endless, coupled with the dense and lively flow of people, Sol couldn't even find a place to sit for a while.

Eventually, Thor climbed onto the roof of a caravan carriage on the side of the square and sat down. It's a good place, and although the view is a little off, you can hang your feet and sway.

The two imps also wanted to climb into the carriage like Thor when they saw Thor, Thor looked at them with a smile, and suddenly the smile on his face suddenly became hideous and murderous, and the two imps were bluffed, made a face at Thor and ran away in panic.

The world was finally silent, and Thor smiled again, enjoying his spacious seat and watching the show.

In addition to the Aludomon Festival, which is a relatively grand traditional festival of the year, there are actually many small festivals with local characteristics, such as the Egg Festival, the Shimizu Festival, the Summer Dance Festival, etc., but Thor's personality has always disliked to crowd into the excitement.

And Saul knows very well in his heart that the reason why he is not very keen on festivals is because for him, what really matters is not what kind of festival he is living in what season, but who he is spending it with.

In fact, he and Erin held hands at the Erudomon Festival in the spring, and many people were still there at that time.

Now, in the blink of an eye, Shogues and Covill have left the world hand in hand, Erin has become someone else's bride, the dragon Terus has flown to the wider sky, and Sylvana now does not know where to swim in the sea.

It's good that I'm the loneliest one again.

Saul originally thought that loneliness was his old friend, but he didn't know when it began, and he suddenly felt that he seemed to be a little uncomfortable with this feeling of loneliness.

Looking back at those lonely days, in fact, think carefully that I have always been alone. Precia, Suges, Erin, Lorton, there seem to be some people who have appeared during this time and eventually left in various ways.

They appeared just right, at least to stop their loneliness from growing savagely. Saul couldn't tell how he felt at the time, but now he finally knew.

The loneliest thing is not to be alone all the time, but to be alone again.

Looking back on this time, Thor suddenly had the illusion that half of his life had passed.

Life seems to suddenly become empty.

Just like now, no one is waiting to clink glasses and nothing is waiting to be involved.

Maybe life is like this, lonely as snow.

Thor silently watched the performance on the stage in the distance, sometimes taking a sip from the wine vask, sometimes tearing the chicken leg in his hand, chewing hard so that his face showed a hard line, flickering in the lights of the square.

"Someone looks lonely and lonely!" a melodious voice suddenly came from the side of the carriage.

"So the eldest lady came over to warm me?" Thor glanced over, his gaze returning to the stage.

"Heh, you don't look like the kind of person who lives by dreaming all the time. Rianna at the side of the carriage chuckled and teased.

In fact, Thor had seen her just now, full of people from a large family, and Thor at least saw his younger brother, parents, maids, and even many young talents of the family circling around her.

These families, who have a little strength in the town, occupy the best position in the square and have the best view to watch the show. Thor couldn't figure out if their sudden willingness to huddle with civilians was a necessary gesture, or if they really cared about the excitement.

"Actually, it's not a big deal to warm your loneliness, but unfortunately I saw it just now. After standing quietly for a moment, Rianna suddenly burst into words.

"Oh, what do you see?" Thor turned his head in confusion.

"Seeing you scare two children, I have never had any love for people who have no love, so you still want me to warm you, it's so beautiful!" Rianna continued to tease.

"I didn't scare them, I was just worried that they would accidentally fall while climbing, and I was doing my part to maintain local law and order. The corners of Thor's eyes twitched, and he forcibly explained.

Rianna covered her mouth slightly, chuckling silently.

The square is full of people and bustling.

"Go back to your family, and if you mix with a piece of waste like me, you'll ruin your life. Besides, I am an unfortunate person, and it is dangerous to approach me. In the midst of the hustle and bustle, Saul suddenly said this.

Rianna subconsciously wanted to fight back, but she suddenly sensed that Thor was not joking, and what he said seemed to be true. There was a heavy sadness and vicissitudes in that tone, which seemed to be able to drag people into the desolation of the land in an instant.

"You said you were going to leave but didn't leave, is it because you encountered some difficulties? If it's a problem with the money for the trip, maybe I can help you. Ruina stopped joking and replaced her tone with sincerity.

"I don't know how to live, can you help me?" Thor smiled, picking up the vat and sipping his glass to his heart's content.