It was already eleven o'clock at night, and my daughter-in-law and I were still calculating and balancing our income and expenditure. We're trying to figure out how to get through this crisis. But no matter how we try to figure it out, the money is still far from enough. In the end, we had to think about borrowing money in this direction. However, this topic is really difficult. Lao Li was almost the first object that my daughter-in-law and I thought of, but it was really difficult. I have borrowed more than 30,000 yuan from him, and I can say that I have not even paid back a penny.

Every time I think of a loved one, or a friend or colleague, I realize that I still owe him money. If this list were to be put together, it would be a terrible length. To be honest, there are very few ordinary people in this world who can do what I do. If you think about it in a different way, my popularity is really good. I can be trusted. However, that trust is undoubtedly crumbling now. I know, understand and appreciate that many of my friends never ask me to pay my debts. However, they won't lend me any more money. I am like an ocean, and they lend me money like a load of sand to block the sea, and it will never fill my endless ocean. All my favors have been squandered by me. And personal credibility has slowly and little by little collapsed in this process of profligacy. I believe that many people will say when they talk about me as a person: Lao Zhang is worthy of fellowship and sympathy, but in terms of money, he really can't help him anymore. Because he was clearly unable to repay. Every time I think of this, I think of a sentence: Poor people must have something to hate.

"Don't worry about it, it's a big deal for us to sleep on the street. ”

The pressure on the daughter-in-law was already increasing, and she threw her phone on the table, and it fell to the ground again. But the daughter-in-law ignored it.

I bent down to pick up my phone and put it back on the table. "There are a lot of people sleeping on the streets, and we shouldn't be able to. I looked at my daughter-in-law and started telling her a story: "Many years ago, I lost my job. There is not a penny on him. There was no food to eat, no place to sleep. The corners of the daughter-in-law's mouth twitched and smiled.

"I didn't know where to stay that night, to sleep there. ”

I'll continue with this story, which I've told many times. "I had nothing, I was disappointed, I was sad. I'm standing on a footbridge and thinking about a lot ... "This paragraph, in my memory, I don't seem to have mentioned it before. So I thought about it for a while, and then I continued: "I was standing on the overpass, watching the crowd coming and going down the bridge. They are in a hurry. There are gigglers and slapsticks. There are careless. There are elated ... ”

My daughter-in-law glared at me and listened carefully to me as I told me about this detail that she had not heard.

"Maybe it's because of the mood. I continued. "I noticed that more people walked past me with sad faces. I wondered, "Why are they so sad?" Are they like me who have no money to spend, no food to eat, no place to spend the night? ”

My daughter-in-law reached over and grabbed my hands.

"I don't think it's – maybe some people are... I was like, "What am I suffering?" Look at them -- they must have someone who is much harder than me!"

My daughter-in-law reached out to cover my mouth, and her eyes turned red again: "Later, you found an abandoned hotel, met an uncle on the roof, and slept with him for a night... ”

"He also lent me ten dollars in the morning and told me not to panic. I nodded, and when I picked up my daughter-in-law's words, tears were boiling hot.

The daughter-in-law smiled warmly, tears dripping down one by one. She reached out and stroked my face. "You'll never meet that uncle again. ”

I nodded vigorously, tears welling up in my eyes.

"My husband, though a jerk, is the kindest person in the world. ”

My daughter-in-law wiped her face and pulled me up with both hands: "Uncle is an angel." He will look at you from heaven and look at us. ”

I nodded vigorously again, my heart like a knife. My daughter-in-law reached out and wiped my tears from my eyes: "Go to bed, I have to go to work at two o'clock in a while." ”