Chapter 278: Peng Peng's Revenge
Since Susan and others experienced the real-life version of people in embarrassment, they finally discovered that it was not only Zhao Xiaozi who was not easy to mess with, but also the people around her.
Abin is simply a cold-faced god with explosive force value, and Cai Cai is a smiling tiger who is sunny and cheerful on the surface, lively and cute, enthusiastic and hearty, and wilted inside.
Coupled with a Zhao Xiaozi who made them unable to take advantage of the slightest advantage, not only did they not have the energy to set her up, but they had to beware of Cai Cai and Ah Bin's bad work from time to time.
Zhao Xiaozi is naturally too lazy to care about this, in the final analysis, she is not a person who is keen on power, but she must have the absolute right to speak in this hypnosis study, so she has to be the team leader.
She has been working wholeheartedly to achieve her three-month goal all this time, and she already has a preliminary idea in her mind about how to let everyone see the magic of hypnosis.
Although the military order was made by Zhao Xiaozi, Zhao Xiaozi was not the only one who wanted to complete this task. Naturally, Susan's team would not destroy the city walls, and deliberately manipulated research in order to fight for power, so for a while, everyone maintained a superficial harmony.
Abin has successfully joined Zhao Xiaozi's laboratory, although Zhao Xiaozi has the right to decide everything in the laboratory, but obviously Dai Yiran will not give a chance to let Abin get tired of being by Zhao Xiaozi's side every day, so he blocked it in many ways.
However, Abin is really good at computers, and Zhao Xiaozi really needs talents in this area, and the two have bargained many times and signed various so-called gentleman's agreements before he successfully joined the laboratory.
According to the order of duty, it is Zhao Xiaozi's turn to be on duty today. According to the fair competition agreement signed by Abin and Dai Yiran, it is Abin's turn to send her a love lunch today.
Zhao Xiaozi has a little expectation, and always feels that because of the two sneaky dates, the relationship between her and Abin has changed slightly.
Just thinking about Ah Bin, Peng Peng suddenly called, Zhao Xiaozi was stunned for two seconds before pressing the answer button.
"I'm in the café diagonally across from your lab, come here? ”
Zhao Xiaozi thought in his mind what he had hinted at Peng Peng, and said hello.
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"Long time no see, Xiaozi. Compared with the first time Zhao Xiaozi saw Peng Peng after returning to China, she was obviously much more energetic this time. It's like a sapling that is about to die of lack of water and suddenly being watered with nutrient solution, and it has some hideous vitality.
"It's not long, it's just that you've felt it for a long time......" Zhao Xiaozi took a sip of the coffee in front of her and smiled.
"I broke up with Xue Fei, this time I brought it up, I told him, I don't love him, I remember everything he used to do to me from beginning to end, and I made it look like I fell in love with him just to get revenge on him.
He was devastated and unbelievable, and seeing the way he looked, I was finally relieved. Xiaozi, I know you're just trying to borrow me to deal with him, but I'm still grateful to you, if it weren't for you, I might still be obsessed with the past, thank you for pulling me. ”
"Are you just here to thank me?" Zhao Xiaozi asked: "If it's just thanks, then forget it, after all, you also said that I just wanted to borrow you to deal with him, let's take what we need." ”
"Xiaozi, won't the two of us ever have a chance to be friends again?" Peng Peng said with some excitement.
"Peng Peng, do you remember that before you had an accident, you told me that you broke up with Xue Fei and said that you wanted to be friends with me again?"
"At that time, I naively believed your words, thinking that you really recognized his face, so I repented, but I didn't expect that you just made a scene with him, the purpose was to get close to me, and then steal my paper.
Pengpeng, how stupid do you think I am to believe you again?"
Peng Peng smiled bitterly: "Yes, yes, I personally destroyed all your trust in me, what qualifications do I have to come and ask you to forgive me again!"
I'm here today, first, to thank you, and second, to find someone to talk to, Xiaozi, would you like to hear it?"
Zhao Xiaozi looked at the time, there was still about half an hour before Abin came over, anyway, she was not in a hurry for such a while, she simply nodded: "I only have half an hour." ”
Peng Peng nodded and began to tell her story about this time.
"At first, because of your hypnosis, I really thought I didn't know him, and I was quite impressed by his hospitality, but slowly, I found something familiar in his words and deeds, and then I remembered the fragments I had with him.
You probably only gave me a temporary hypnosis, so I just remembered it a few more times, and I remembered all my past with him.
I remember what you told me that the bell must be tied to the bell. I get depressed because he abandoned me, so if I want to get out of this shadow, I just need to abandon him once.
After he showed me affection many times, I decided to give it a try and agreed to be his girlfriend.
At first, he was very cautious of me, for fear of upsetting me, and I almost lost myself in his tenderness. But when I dream back at midnight, I can always think of that bloody child.
Although he only lived in my belly for more than three months, I never forget the bloody lump of flesh that the doctor took out of my stomach.
That's me and his child, I used to yearn for his arrival so much, I didn't expect that everything was just my own passion. He is the child's biological father, that's his blood!
He pushed me downstairs like this, and I looked at the blood on the ground, and suddenly I had a sense of desolation when I woke up from a dream. I hated him, hated him very much, hated him for making me have a sweet dream, and hated him for pushing me out of the dream with his own hands.
I pretended to immerse myself in his tenderness, and when I was tender and sweet with him, I suddenly pretended to be crazy. You know, I've been living a mess all these years, and I know a lot about how to go crazy.
He was so frightened that he kept saying sorry to me, and let me poke him with scissors and scratch his arm with the broken glass on the ground.
He wanted to atone for his sins with his blood, how could I let him succeed?!, so he pretended to be sober, remorsefully touched his wounds, and finally scratched myself with glass.
He was even more distressed, kneeling in front of me, hugging me and crying. The way he was tortured was so beautiful, I liked it so much.
Since then, whenever he thinks I've forgotten about those unpleasantness, I will remind him of the things he has done in all kinds of real and false ways of self-harm.
He was devastated, in pain. I looked at the way he looked, and I enjoyed it and was relieved. I finally got my suffering back, and I finally ...... Got it back. ”
When Peng Peng said this, he suddenly covered his face and cried. Zhao Xiaozi seemed to feel something, as if she suddenly realized what love was.
This feels like an initiation, but there is no special reason, at that moment, Zhao Xiaozi suddenly realized what love is.
It is a vigorous release of feelings, not only love, but even hate, the depth of love, the depth of hate.
Peng Peng's hatred for Xue Fei that penetrated into his bones probably originated from the love that went deep into his bone marrow at the beginning.
Love can naturally be like mellow old wine, with a long stream of water and refreshing people's hearts. However, it must be known that the old wine is also spicy, just mellow and tasteless, then it will lose its interest, and it is not called love, it is called life.
At this moment, Zhao Xiaozi felt that she was extremely sober, and finally understood why there was no feeling of electric shock between herself and Wang Kenan.
She has no love for Wang Kenan from beginning to end, only feelings.
Feelings can be family affection, friendship, or even confidant affection, but it is not love. Without that unique heartbeat, such a relationship is not love.
She suddenly wanted to see Ah Bin, and she wanted to find out if the nervousness she felt when she was dating Ah Bin was because of that unique heartbeat.
But obviously Peng Peng still needs her at this time.
"I made him suffer a lot and suffer a lot. Every now and then I make a fuss, so that he has no time to take care of his work, and all his minds are nervous because of me.
I'm very happy, very happy. However, after being happy and happy, I was extremely lost and empty. I suddenly felt quite boring, I shouldn't hate him, because hate, born of love.
I shouldn't love him anymore, so at this point, there's no need for me to hate him anymore. He should be a dream to me, and I should forget it when I wake up.
His character should become a stranger, a passerby, and eventually disappear into the vast sea of people, leaving no trace in my heart. Instead of losing myself as I am now, in order to get revenge on him.
So I decided to quit this revenge game. Xiaozi, I'm sorry, there's no way to help you contain him anymore, I want to have my own life, not Xue Fei's life. ”
Zhao Xiaozi smiled: "Okay, although we are no longer friends, but as a stranger, I am still happy for you, congratulations on finally getting out of the past predicament and regaining your life." ”
Zhao Xiaozi's blessing is sincere, she is really happy for Peng Peng. It's like seeing the bad guys in TV dramas get lost and finally put down the butcher knife, and people will always smile when they see the bad guys getting better.
"Thank you for your blessings!" Peng Peng's face was filled with a vivid smile, this smile seemed familiar, as if he had seen it often when He Hua first appeared.
"By the way, Xue Fei has been secretly paying attention to you, especially when I was sick, I often heard him call others to check your news.
This address was copied from Xue Fei, so you usually have to be careful, he ...... It's more unreasonable than it used to be, so be careful. ”
Zhao Xiaozi raised her eyebrows and took Peng Peng's affection: "What are your plans in the future?"
"Go home, probably find a job, and then go on a blind date, find someone similar to marry, don't ask for deep friendship, just respect each other, and two people support each other to live. ”
Zhao Xiaozi sighed, Peng Peng was still affected by Xue Fei's whole life after all: "I hope you can meet someone who really cherishes you." ”
"You too. Peng Peng smiled and stood up: "It's time for me to go, someone has been waiting for you for a long time......"
Zhao Xiaozi turned her head and looked out through the glass window of the café. Under the bright sun, Abin was carrying an insulated lunch box and looking at her with a smile. The smile seemed to be gentle to the heart.