Episode 33: Finally a step forward

"Goo~"

The strange sound finally broke the strange atmosphere in the living room, Li Xiaoli looked at the embarrassed Zheng Xiyi in front of him and laughed embarrassedly. The more the two of them laughed, the louder they became, and they both remembered the several meetings between the two sides, and all kinds of strange contradictions, in fact, they were all misunderstandings caused by ignorance, and all of them dissipated inexplicably at this moment, so they couldn't stop laughing.

"Anihasse, Zheng Xiyi XI, I'm Lee Hyori, please take care of me in the future. Li Xiaoli stood up and saluted Zheng Xiyi and looked at him seriously.

Zheng Xiyi also stood up, "Okay, let's get acquainted again, Anihasse, Lee Hyori XI, I'm Zheng Xiyi, I'm your FAN." ”

Lee Hyori's smile froze again, his eyes lost focus, and his body slowly sat back on the sofa, "FAN...... Hehe...... There is still FAN or anything, and Fin.K.L is gone. ”

Zheng Xiyi frowned, it seems that Lee Hyori drank a mess yesterday because Fin.K.L was going to disband, "Filial piety XI, didn't DSP say that Fin.K.L was going to be disbanded?

The corners of Lee Hyo-ri's mouth twitched twice, "Hehe, the company has never said that it will be dissolved, but that is because of the pressure brought by Finky, so it will not publicly announce its dissolution." The company has made it clear to us privately that it will not give Fin.K.L any more resources unless we pay for it ourselves. ”

"Don't give any resources? Your contract hasn't expired yet, is this to hide you?" Zheng Xiyi felt that this was different from the history of his previous life.

"No, you're mistaken. The company means that it will no longer give Fin.K.L this combined resource, but will arrange solo flights according to the strengths and interests of the four of us. Joo Hyun wants to fulfill her childhood dream and become a famous musical actor and vocalist, so in preparing for the musical and studying, Xiao Zhen is interested in hosting and acting, and just finished broadcasting the TV series she participated in last month; ”

"What about you? What are you going to do?"

"I ...... I don't know......" Lee Hyo-ri looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window with a confused face, "I liked to draw in high school, so I kept drawing, and I wanted to go to the art university, but the more I painted, the more confused I became, and before the college entrance examination, I suddenly felt that I was going to paint like this for the rest of my life? Later, he joined the company and debuted with Joo Hyun, Lee Jin and Xiao Yan, singing and dancing together. On the day Finky was founded in '99, I saw for the first time so many people coming together, cheering, jumping, and calling our names. They are really touched by their crazy support for me and for the four of us, and I feel that I want them to be together for the rest of my life, and with my sisters, Fin.K.L and Finky will always be together......"

Zheng Xiyi watched Li Xiaoli's tears slowly overflow his eyes, and sighed softly. Fans bring not only glory and wealth to stars, but also huge pressure and responsibility, no matter who faces the tens of thousands of fans in the audience who are frantically calling their names, they will involuntarily carry such a heavy burden.

"But now it's over, and the four of us can no longer stand together and sing and dance for them. I don't dare to go out during the day, for fear that when I meet Finky, they will ask me if I'm really going to disband, when is my next return, where will I be holding an event recently, what should I do? What can we do? What can I do? We can't go against the company's decision, even if it's a top group like H.O.T, don't they just say that they will be disbanded? Fans are sitting and protesting, isn't it useless? I know this, but why can't I face the expectant look in their questions?" Lee Hyo-ri finally collapsed, covered his face with his hands and fell on the sofa and cried bitterly.

Zheng Xiyi silently stood up and poured a cup of hot water, took a towel, put it on the coffee table, took out his mobile phone and sent a message, and then walked back to the opposite side and sat on the chair and watched quietly. The Lee Hyori he remembered was the domineering and invincible Lee Hyori on the stage, the Lee Hyori on the screen where the national MC Yoo Jae-seok and the capable Kim Jong Kook also bowed their heads to the ear, and the Lee Hyori who exuded maternal brilliance with a stray dog on the CD cover, and today, he saw Lee Hyori curled up on the sofa crying heartbreakingly. The previous ones are all Lee Hyori that people can see, but that is not the complete her, plus today's Lee Hyori, she has become a real person, and is no longer the idol in his mind.

Although Zheng Xiyi is now a star and an idol, he has never had a real sense of these, even if so many fans write to him, he just treats it as a job, simply paying and returning, which is why he doesn't like to be watched by fans. Being watched by onlookers does not do him any good, it brings a lot of trouble, and he has to carry an inexplicable idol baggage, as if he is responsible for the life of fans as long as he is liked by fans. He would rather have no fans than be expected to be placed on him, he is not a stone clay sculpture in the temple, and he can't save incense to cultivate the truth, so that he has to be responsible for the lives of countless people, that is the work of God, he just wants to live a new life for ordinary people.

When the doorbell rang, Zheng Xiyi looked at Li Xiaoli, who was crying on the sofa until he was physically and mentally exhausted and fell asleep, got up and opened the door, quickly flashed out and closed the door, and put his other hand on his mouth and gently shushed.

"Xiyi, why is Ernie here with you? What's wrong with her? Don't block the door!" Cheng Youli anxiously grabbed Zheng Xiyi's chest clothes and kept shaking.

"Sister Yoori, Xiaoli XI is asleep, you be quiet. Zheng Xiyi gently pressed Cheng Youli, who was about to go crazy, "She was in a very bad mood, she drank a lot of alcohol last night, and she wanted to call Zhu Hyun XI to pick her up, but she dialed my phone, I couldn't contact you, and her phone was out of battery again, so I had to take it back to my house and let her rest." She cried a lot when she talked about Fin.K.L after lunch, and now she is tired of crying and falls asleep. ”

Zheng Xiyi's calm and slow narration infected Cheng Youli, and his impatient emotions also calmed down, "Sister Xiaoli is like this, she is always a strong look in front of people, she hides in the quilt and cries in her mouth when she sleeps, even a few of us have to hide, I have to pretend not to know, so as not to embarrass her, I really hate it to death." ”

"You can also know that she is crying in the quilt herself? According to her character, you can't find out at all, right?" Zheng Xiyi thinks that Cheng Youli XI is a famous blind follower, not Conan Okay, you usually sell cute and cute first-class people, but I really didn't find that you have such a strong detective ability.

"What do you stinky men know about girls, everyone has lived in the same room for three or four years, and even the menstrual period has become the same, I can't find out this little secret of her!" Cheng Youli glanced at Zheng Xiyi, but Zheng Xiyi felt that the sky was thundering, Cheng Youli XI, you complained so sharply, do your three sisters know?

"Ahem...... That, Sister Yori, this is the thing...... Even if it's our secret, I'll keep it a secret. I didn't understand anything about menstrual periods, so that's it. Although Zheng Xiyi is almost sixty years old in his past and present lives, it is really beyond his psychological tolerance to talk about the problem of menstrual period in person with a girl in her twenties who has not known her for a long time.

Cheng Youli realized that he had just blurted out something that he shouldn't have said to Zheng Xiyi, and he was ashamed and annoyed but speechless, so he could only pinch Zheng Xiyi with hatred, and his face was distorted in pain but he didn't dare to scream, thinking to himself which way I have offended the gods since last night, why did I either walk on my back for a long time or slip and fall and bruise my legs, and my lunch was also snatched and eaten, and finally I had to be pinched to death.

At this time, there was movement in the hidden door, Zheng Xiyi took the opportunity to push away Cheng Youli's hand, opened the door and walked to the entrance to take a look into the living room, it was Li Xiaoli who woke up and was cleaning up the things on the coffee table. He waved his hand at Cheng Youli behind him, and then walked into the living room, "Xiaoli XI, you go and wash your face first, I'll clean up these, Sister Youli is here." ”

Li Xiaoli straightened up and turned around, and saw Cheng Youli who was bending down to change his shoes in the entrance, and hurriedly covered his face and ran to the bathroom. She was crying a lot just now, although she didn't have makeup in the morning, so it was impossible to put on makeup, but her eyes were red and swollen, and she had to go to the bathroom quickly to compress it with hot water.

Li Xiaoli stayed in the bathroom for more than ten minutes, and then opened the door and came out, Cheng Youli sat on the sofa and looked at her, the concern in her eyes warmed her heart. Fin.K.L Yuzhu Hyun is easy-going and calm, but she is more like the eldest sister in the group; Li Zhen has a cute personality and is often immersed in her own world; only Sung Youli is cheerful, fun-loving and busy, and often sticks to Lee Hyori, no matter where she goes, Lee Hyori also spoils her, so the relationship between the two sisters is the best.

Lee Hyo-ri sat next to Cheng Youli, and You-ri grabbed her hand and looked at her carefully. Because he drank too much wine last night and vomited to death, Lee Hyori's face is still pale, and he cried for a while just now, and his eyes can't get rid of the redness and swelling no matter how much he applies them. Youli was very distressed, but he didn't want to touch Li Xiaoli's sadness again, so he had to press his heart and smile and said: "Ernie, this stinky boy didn't take advantage of you when he got drunk, did he?

Zheng Xiyi was stunned, this style of painting is not right!"Ahhh

Cheng Youli pointed at Zheng Xiyi, "Ah! How dare you say it to NUNA! Do you want to die, stinky boy? Do you still need to repay you to help the drunk NUNA? Are you so cautious as a big man? Xiaolioni is so good and beautiful, and you are still your idol, who knows if you will be confused and do something that you shouldn't do for a while, can't I care about Ernie's safety?"

Zheng Xiyi looked at Cheng Youli and felt that women were really the race in the world that could reverse black and white and mess around, so he had no choice but to snort and pout, and lowered his head to make a grievance.

Li Xiaoli watched the two of them play tricks, and knew that they were trying to divert her attention, so he also laughed, and gently patted the back of Cheng Youli's hand, "Okay, don't make trouble, little girl." Xiyi XI is very good to me, but I am uncomfortable in my own heart, and it has nothing to do with Xiyi XI. ”

Then she turned her head to Zheng Xiyi and said, "Speaking of which, I haven't said thank you to Xiyi XI until now, thank you very much, Xiyi XI." As he spoke, he stood up and saluted.

Zheng Xiyi hurriedly waved his hand, "Xiaoli XI is not polite, this is something that should be done between friends, don't take it to heart." ”

Cheng Youli also pulled Li Xiaoli to prevent her from standing up, "What is Ernie polite to him, and he also said honorifics to him, didn't you use honorifics last time?"

Li Xiaoli smiled and raised his hand to touch Cheng Youli's head, and then said to Zheng Xiyi: "Since you said that this is what friends should do, then we will really be friends in the future, so you don't want to say honorifics to me, just call me NUNA, I'll call you Xiyi, how about it?"

The last time they met for dinner, although Li Xiaoli also asked Zheng Xiyi not to use honorifics, it was actually because Cheng Youli worked very hard to get closer to the face of the relationship between the two, not that the relationship with her really developed to the point of friends. This time, Lee Hyo-ri sincerely accepted Zheng Xiyi as a friend, so Zheng Xiyi was not hypocritical, and nodded, "Of course, the idol has become NUNA, which is simply a dream come true." Sister Xiaoli, hey. As he spoke, he put his hand on his chest and gestured to a heart.

Li Xiaoli laughed out loud, and Cheng Youli shook his fist fiercely, "Stinky boy, you are only a fan of Ernie alone, what about me! I am also a Fin.K.L!"