Chapter 1245: A Beautiful Man's Gratitude (14)
(Cat flutter Chinese ) Dead people?
Qin Jiming was stunned, by the way, Pei Yizhen was already dead.
She's gone to sleep in the ground, she's dead.
Qin Jiming's hands gradually let go of Ye Jingjia, and the whole person slipped to the ground, suddenly crying.
Tears suddenly welled up from his eyes, and Qin Jiming cried and said, "Why, why did she die, why! I would rather die than me, why her, why did she commit suicide!"
Qin Jiming pulled his hair vigorously, he was so painful that he couldn't help himself, he couldn't wait to hit the wall.
When Pei Yizhen died, she took everything from Qin Jiming.
It's a feeling that no one will understand, let alone understand.
Since then, Qin Jiming's life has been dark.
Big tears fell to the ground, and Qin Jiming was so painful that he couldn't live.
Ye Jingjia twisted her head slightly, not wanting to look at Qin Jiming like this, because she didn't know how to face it. This scene was poignant, she didn't expect that her death would bring so much pain to Qin Jiming.
To be honest, Ye Jingjia didn't even understand why his death would have such a big impact on Qin Jiming, and why Qin Jiming had a feeling that he couldn't live.
Obviously, when he was alive, their previous relationship was not as good as before, in fact, after Qin Jiming went abroad, the two completely broke off contact, and it was Qin Jiming who took the initiative to break the contact.
She didn't understand, since Qin Jiming no longer wanted to contact her, why was she crying so sadly now. She didn't even understand why Qin Jiming was grabbing resources for Ye Jingjia's sake.
Even if he guessed that Ye Jingjia was Pei Yizhen, how could he believe such a thing that common sense could not explain?
Even if you believe it, their previous relationship is obviously very weak. Now for the sake of Ye Jingjia, who may be Pei Yizhen, he looks like he is willing to go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, why.
Isn't all this a contradiction?
Ye Jingjia was puzzled, she even wanted to ask Qin Jiming, since she was so reluctant to let Pei Yizhen die, and wanted to do her best to help Ye Jingjia, who might be Pei Yizhen, why didn't she show up when Pei Yizhen needed help the most?
Where was he when he was the Lady Pei and wanted his help?
But looking at Qin Jiming at this moment, Ye Jingjia didn't ask this question, because she didn't want to have more involvement with Qin Jiming, and she didn't want to admit that she was Pei Yizhen.
Enough is enough, really enough.
Ye Jingjia sighed slightly and said, "Gray, I'm not Pei Yizhen, Pei Yizhen has passed away. You think I'm like Bella Pei, but I'm not. People can't be resurrected after death, and I hope you will mourn and change. ”
"I really appreciate the opportunities and resources you have won for me, but even so, I can't say that I am against my will, because I really am not. ”
"I think Pei Yizhen has a spirit in the sky, and she will be very happy to know that you care about her so much. ”
After speaking, Ye Jingjia turned around and prepared to leave.
"When I was a child, her biggest wish was that I could study well. Qin Jiming suddenly spoke, he sat on the ground, looked at the floor and didn't know who to say, "But I didn't, I didn't listen to her, my academic performance was not good."
Ye Jingjia ignored Qin Jiming, put her hand on the doorknob, and was about to open the door to go out, but heard Qin Jiming continue: "I dropped out of school and came out to work for a very simple reason, I just don't want her to work so hard, I hope she can easily become an actor, I hope I can meet her wishes, I hope I can give her enough meat to eat, enough money to spend, she doesn't have to be angry, suffer, tired, and guilty anymore." ”
Ye Jingjia's eyes turned red, she never knew that the reason why Qin Jiming chose to drop out of school to become a model was just to make money for herself......
Why bother, why bother!
She didn't need it at all, and she didn't pay anything for Qin Jiming. On the contrary, she was not good to Qin Jiming. At that time, she was just a child, and she was a cold-blooded child, how could she really care about Qin Jiming?
But when I gradually became a little famous, she was with Lu Yuezhi. ”
"I don't like Lu Yuezhi, I don't like him very much, I hate Lu Yuezhi. But she doesn't listen to me, she loves Lu Yuezhi very much. Later, I went abroad in a fit of rage, and I just wanted to be out of sight. ”
"At the beginning, when I was abroad, I had to ask her every day if she was doing well, and gradually she became more and more popular, and I never inquired about her again. ”
"I don't act, it's not because my acting skills are bad, it's because I don't want to act. I don't even like being a model because I want to be closer to her. After going abroad, I had many opportunities not to be a model, but I was reluctant, this is the closest place I have to her. ”
Speaking of this, Ye Jingjia's heart was shocked.
Her hand pressed against the doorknob and she didn't move.
"One day, a long, long time later, I learned that she had committed suicide. ”
"But how could she have committed suicide? I don't believe it, I don't believe that she would have committed suicide, and when we came out of the orphanage, how could she have committed suicide if she could have come out of it alive! If I hadn't gone abroad, maybe nothing like this would have happened! I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!!
Listening to Qin Jiming's deep repentance in his words, Ye Jingjia didn't know what she could say.
"She, is she good to you?" Ye Jingjia asked softly with her back to Qin Jiming.
"Good. Qin Jiming nodded, "Without her, there would be no me." Since she committed suicide, I have been studying hard every day, and I don't like to read at all, but she always advised me to read more, saying that only with culture can there be a future. I want to be what she likes. ”
"I worked hard, I tried to save money, and lived like an ascetic, because I couldn't watch her lie in the cold grave and live a life of drunkenness. ”
"I always felt that she didn't die, that she would definitely come back, and I thought that when she came back, I could treat her the way she treated me. ”
Qin Jiming got up slowly, walked towards Ye Jingjia step by step, stopped half a meter away from Ye Jingjia, and said, "Since you are not Ye Jingjia, why are you targeting Lan Mei and Lu Yuezhi." ”
Qin Jiming's voice was no longer drunk, and his clear and crisp voice instantly made Ye Jingjia understand that he was not drunk at all!
Perhaps, he was just lying to himself.
Unexpectedly, Qin Jiming, who doesn't have much acting skills, is very professional in this regard, and he did believe it just now, and even almost ......
But think about it, if it's really drunk, where can you say it clearly?
Ye Jingjia didn't turn the doorknob, turned around and calmly faced Qin Jiming, and said affirmatively: "You investigate me." "Cat flutter Chinese