Chapter 125 The rest of my life

Dark day,

The face of the resentful woman,

It's cold.

White snow,

Lovers' eyes,

Intertwined

……

"It's snowing again!" Zi Yuyan said as she stayed alone in the rental house and looked at the snowflakes flying outside the window. She suddenly wanted to go to the Eagle Terrace by the East Lake again.

Habitually walking to Liu Sang's room, she knocked on the door, but there was no reaction in the room, and then she remembered that Liu Sang went on a date, and she should have not returned all night. Zi Yuyan smiled a little bitterly, love is still more beautiful than friendship after all, and even family affection. Although people often casually say that it is equally important, but when you really need to choose, you often choose love, because love is the love between you and him, and the love given by relatives is ruthlessly hurt. Anyway, Scorpio's purple swallow will choose this way, and it will definitely ......

After taking care of herself, Zi Yuyan went out, she couldn't help but glance at Wang Qitu's residence next door, and the shadow that she thought about now and was not so annoying came to her mind, presumably at this time, he should still be lying in the hospital, right? Or can she go to see him, okay? Thinking of this, Zi Yuyan suddenly felt that Qiu Han was too ruthless, was it too heavy, and she suddenly felt that Qiu Han was so cold?

Staying alone in the elevator, Zi Yuyan felt that she was unusually lonely, the originally small elevator would seem extremely empty, and her graceful shadow was reflected around, and it turned out that I was just my own shadow as a companion. She forgot to press the elevator button, thinking about herself, took out her mobile phone, gave herself a small selfie video, pressed the No. 1 button, and the elevator headed towards the first floor.

After getting out of the elevator, Zi Yuyan carefully trimmed the small video she had just taken a selfie, accompanied by a text: Maybe someone is like me, the kind of person who stands in the elevator and doesn't know how to press the up and down buttons, only the shadow accompanies him......

After that, there were hundreds of likes in the circle of friends, and there were different ways of talking to various wandering gods:

Beauty, you are a little lonely, what happened? Zi Yuyan felt that this comment was too vulgar.

Pretty girl, it's snowing, let's talk about it in the coffee house? Zi Yuyan didn't reply, thinking it was too direct.

I never press the elevator button, there is always someone to help...... Zi Yuyan thinks this is a strange thing.

Lonely person, the shadow is your best companion! When she saw this comment, Zi Yuyan's eyes seemed to be stuffed into a sponge that had absorbed water, she blinked, and the slight trembling of her eyelashes had already been dipped in tears. She raised her head and looked at the "Jade Dragon" (another name for snowflakes) that was still flying wildly in the air, she let out a long sigh, and then walked directly into the snowstorm.

Along the way, Zi Yuyan kept flipping through the circle of friends, and she replied to the other party in that comment: After this moment, loneliness will no longer be my companion. She waited for the other party's reply, she felt that this person must have a story, or the same story as her now, otherwise how could he say such a direct word. Zi Yuyan felt that such a person who could say everything in her heart was the one who understood her best.

However, the other party did not reply and disappeared directly. Zi Yuyan clicked on her friend and wanted to see his circle of friends, but she couldn't see anything under the restrictions of permission, under a simple landscape on the photo wall, the signature column read: Looking for you, just to walk in the scenery of a lifetime, and accompany you to see the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter!

Zi Yuyan didn't know who he was, and she didn't know when he existed in his circle. There are too many people in her circle of friends, and she never goes back to take care of them, which is the need of her work. However, he just exists, and these short words instantly pierced into her heart, how much she wished that someone would understand her? Why? Why didn't Qiu Han pay attention to when they were together, in addition to his business, what she paid the most attention to every day was soy sauce, vinegar, oil, salt, firewood, and rice?

How young am I? Why should I live like this? I don't want this life! I also want to find someone to walk with me in the four seasons, and see the scenery alternate like a dream......

Farewell! This is my last farewell! Autumn cold! Everything that has happened to us in the past is like a stain buried by heavy snow in this winter, when the sun shines on the earth again, it will eventually turn into flowing water and disappear without a trace.

But looking at the eagle platform in front of her, Zi Yuyan was a little reluctant, this was once her most beautiful memory, leaving too many memories, this memory used to make her very beautiful, but now all that is left is heartache. The past is like what just happened, and it is a little bit of a flood in the bottom of my heart. Zi Yuyan slowly walked towards the place where Qiu Han was standing that day, everything familiar was still there, but her mind was absent, like a pool of stagnant water.

If it is scattered, it will be dispersed after all......

Looking back on the years they have gone through together, Zi Yuyan's eyes have long been full of tears, she tried to think about the good of the autumn cold, she is still reluctant! But she doesn't seem to be able to find it, leaving him with no alternation of the four seasons, let alone the change of scenery, except for the scars, which are countless tears in her eyes at this moment.

She cried, and cried heartbreakingly. She didn't know what she wanted, what she wanted, or what would happen in the future? This was the question Qiu Han had asked her, but she was very entangled and conflicted, and she was reluctant. But she was not reconciled, she had given almost all of her youth for this man, and in the years that were about to pass, she was no longer herself!

She thought of Qiu Han and the beautiful woman beside him. Thinking of the family, but also of the children, yes, of hers.

It seemed as if she hadn't seen them in a long time, and she missed them so much that she wanted to see them, even from afar. Once she went out impulsively again and again, and turned back again and again. No one stopped her, neither did Liu Sang, but she told herself that this was just a process to get used to in the future, leaving Qiuhan, just like the letter she wrote, as long as she could leave, she could have nothing, nothing......

She cried again......

"Didi!" With tears in her eyes, Zi Yuyan slowly picked up her mobile phone and slowly looked at the reply to the message, only to see that the comment reply read: I have known you for 9 years, and I have seen all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, just for "The Rest of My Life".

Suddenly she smiled, no one knew why Zi Yuyan was laughing, what secret was hidden in her laughter? Only her last glance resolutely turned away and didn't stay in the wind and snow of the eagle winter......

Look for the sun in a windless place

Do warm sun in your cold place

Personnel are in flux

You're always naïve

For the rest of your life

All I want is you

For the rest of your life

The wind and snow are you

It's you

Poverty is also yours

Glory is you

The tenderness at the bottom of your heart is you

Caused by the gaze

It's yours too......