Chapter 91: Xia Xiaoniu's thoughts

"I know......" Xia Ziyao didn't know what was wrong with her, so she suddenly felt very tired, this quarrel was because of Chu Muge's provocation, but it seemed to be ...... It's not just her provocation.

It was as if it was just a match that ignited the fire that was already there, making me feel tired and even a little broken. She knew that Pei Yufeng must be confused now and didn't know what was going on, but even so, he didn't say that he was unreasonable and unreasonable, he still explained to himself, and even told himself not to break up easily in such a fragile tone.

There seemed to be two voices fighting in Xia Ziyao's mind, one said: Xia Ziyao, a man like Pei Yufeng, who is above the top, treats you like this, what else do you have to be dissatisfied with, just accept it when you see it, don't do it again.

And the other is opposing: Xia Ziyao, some issues are principles, and you can't back down, you see that you and him are really like a couple, do you really know his past, if you accept it like this, you will be a fool.

These two voices are fighting with each other, they are equal, and no one can conquer anyone, which makes Xia Ziyao's whole person a little messy, and she feels as if she is going crazy. Xia Ziyao wanted to go home, but Pei Yufeng insisted on not letting her go, "It's so late, and your family lives so remotely, if you say that you won't delay the company's work, you will definitely not have time to come over tomorrow morning...... You're staying here tonight, and if you don't want to see me, I'll go back to my old house or to the company, and I'll ...... tomorrow If you still insist on moving out tomorrow, the company has a staff dormitory, which is near the business park, and there are empty rooms, I will send you there, and it is more convenient to go to work on weekdays. ”

"Good. "I don't know if I said too much just now, or if I cried too much, in short, Xia Ziyao is very tired now, and she just wants to sleep well.

Pei Yufeng had been cheeky and had been sleeping in the same room with Xia Ziyao before, but now he slept upstairs, tossing and turning, he couldn't sleep, his mind was full of Xia Ziyao's painful accusation just now, he was really wrong. I like to see her little temper tantrum, sometimes I do deliberately tease her, make her angry to the point of jumping to her feet, sometimes I do always treat her as a child, always feel that she doesn't know anything, and it is not safe to be out of sight; sometimes ...... I will let her be busy cooking for herself, just because I like to watch her walk around in an apron, which feels very homely. But it seems that she has never asked if she likes this feeling, because Xia Ziyao has never said anything from beginning to end, so she acquiesced, she likes it.

Unexpectedly, Xia Ziyao had so many things hidden in her heart, but she never realized that there were so many problems under the appearance of intimacy between the two, but she never cared about it.

Pei Yufeng couldn't sleep, and Xia Ziyao was no better, she felt a little cold in this summer. On weekdays, I always think that Pei Yufeng deliberately messes with himself, and he looks like he is shy, but now that he is so asleep, he feels that the bed is too big and he can't sleep at all.

There was only a wall between the two, and they both tossed and turned and didn't sleep, but they were both thinking about things. Xia Ziyao eased her emotions and slowly calmed down, but she knew that if time was to do it all over again, she would choose the same approach. Since there will be dissatisfaction, it proves that he has a lot of emotions pressed in his heart, and he didn't even realize that such emotions accumulate over time, and one day they will erupt, at least they will erupt now, and there is still room for thinking and saying clearly, and it will not be irreparable.

The next day, Xia Ziyao got up very early, packed up all her things, took them out, Pei Yufeng practiced in the morning, because she had not slept all night, her face was a little haggard, and when she saw the suitcase placed there, she knew what Xia Ziyao meant, and she was a little lost for a while, so she still chose to move out.

Xia Ziyao had already made breakfast, came out of the kitchen, and saw Pei Yufeng standing there, she was a little embarrassed for a while, the two glanced at each other, almost in unison, "...... at night"

The two stopped at the same time, Xia Ziyao signaled, and asked Pei Yufeng to say first, "I will let Jing Yan arrange the staff dormitory for you, and send the room number and door card down when the time comes...... I have a meeting at five o'clock in the evening, I may leave work a little later, you wait......"

"Then I'll come back and get my luggage myself, you're busy. Xia Ziyao lowered her head and looked at the omelette on the plate, is it a meeting again, or is it a cooperation with the Chu family?

"There are so many things that it's inconvenient for you to be alone. Pei Yufeng naturally can't rest assured, not to mention safety, there are so many things, how can Xia Ziyao handle it herself.

"I'll call a taxi to come over, I know the dormitory, there is an elevator, it's very convenient. Xia Ziyao put down the plate in her hand, "Let's have breakfast." ”

What else did Pei Yufeng want to say, Xia Ziyao had already turned around and entered the kitchen again, went to pour coffee and milk, stood there and sighed lightly, saying calm down, why is he so scared, it is clear that he wants to draw a clear relationship, but ...... Having said that, if you force her to stay, what can you do, it will only stimulate the contradictions even more.

In the morning, Xia Ziyao still took Pei Yufeng's car, and when she got out of the car, she said thank you, Pei Yufeng was stunned for a while, this tone was terrible, thank you, it is not a matter of course for me to send her as a boyfriend, why thank you! Pei Yufeng was a little irritable, his fist slammed into the steering wheel, but accidentally touched the horn, a piercing sound, and he looked back at the person passing by in surprise, recognized the license plate of the BOSS, and silently turned his head and left.

Xia Ziyao actually didn't sleep much last night, and she didn't sleep for a few hours until almost four o'clock because she was too tired, because she had to pack up her things and get up at six o'clock. When I arrived at the company, I was in a bad spirit, and my colleagues had an ambiguous smile, "Xiao Ziyao, you can't work too hard at night, after all, you have to go to work during the day, eat more at noon to make up for it." ”

Xia Ziyao wanted to pretend that she didn't understand, but unfortunately she was really tired now and didn't want to pretend, not to mention that there are a few young people nowadays who can't understand these words, "You guys think too much, I'm just insomnia." ”

"Yes, yes, I think too much. My colleague nodded, and with a gesture that I understood, he turned and left.

Seeing the other party's expression, Xia Ziyao clearly didn't believe her words, sighed a little helplessly, and continued to keep her own documents. Fu Linyu, as an insider, was a little worried when she saw Xia Ziyao's state, and when she went to the pantry to pour water, she saw that there was no one else, so she pulled Xia Ziyao down, "What's the matter with you, should you ...... Did you go back and fight with the boss yesterday?"

Xia Ziyao wanted to deny it, but thinking that she was going to move to the staff dormitory soon, there would definitely be employees of the company who would see it, and it would naturally come out when the time came, Fu Linyu herself could also trust it, so it was better to say that she felt better, so she nodded and admitted it.

"You girl......" Fu Linyu was also very helpless, "I know that the other party is deliberately provocative, just to let you quarrel with the boss, so that you can reap the benefits of the fisherman, but you know that this is a trap, and you jump into it yourself." ”

"It's not just because of her. Xia Ziyao couldn't say it, "I think there is a problem between me and Pei Yufeng, and this matter is just a fuse, there are many things that I can't say clearly, and Pei Yufeng can't feel it, but ...... I just feel messy and tired. ”

"How many emotional things can be explained clearly. Fu Linyu couldn't help it when she looked at Xia Ziyao's dejected appearance, "If you can really sort it out so clearly, then you have no feelings." ”

"The truth is this, but when it comes to yourself, it will be chaotic. Xia Ziyao lowered her head and looked at the coffee in the cup, "I may ...... I won't do it here after the summer vacation. ”

"What?" Fu Linyu was startled, "I said you stupid girl, don't you really plan to break up with the boss?"

"It's not the same thing. Xia Ziyao buckled the cup handle, looking tangled, "My family has a company, and I came to him for an internship, I was originally cheated by him, and I am not particularly interested in this aspect, studying in business school, just to manage the company in the future, he asked me at the time, I was hesitating, just when my dad came to pick me up, he pit me, but my dad is not young, one day I will go back to take over, but sooner or later." ”

"Hey, I forgot, you're also a rich second generation. Fu Linyu raised her hand and patted Xia Ziyao's head, "Then did you tell the boss about this?"

"No, after the quarrel last night, I couldn't sleep, I thought about it a lot. Xia Ziyao wanted to slowly sort out the whole thing, and her head hurt when she thought about it, so she made this decision, "I am also a top student who gets scholarships every year in C University, and I have always been a top student in the role of a scholar, my friends say that I am domineering and have a strong personality, but since I met Pei Yufeng, I feel ...... I feel like I've lost myself. ”

"I was like a silly white sweet in front of him, he couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything, and he had to worry about my safety even when I went out by myself. I knew he cared about me, and I knew to complain about this kind of thing, as if ...... It seems that you are very hypocritical, you must feel that your boyfriend is too late to be happy with you, why bother, but I really ...... I really don't want to live like this, even if he thinks it's good for me to be like this, but I'm tired of myself like this. ”

Fu Linyu looked at Xia Ziyao's depressed appearance and sighed lightly, she understood the problem, the boss is machismo, so she will help Xia Ziyao make decisions, but Xia Ziyao doesn't want to be a captive canary, she is not a little woman who needs others to help her make decisions.