061 Inexplicably, my heart moved
This feeling is only felt when facing Sister Peiwen, why is it the same for her? Is there still a place for her in my heart? Or maybe I haven't completely forgotten her subconsciously?
“……”
I was silent for a long time, and even my heart was confused.
"Why don't you speak...... Even if you say I haven't forgotten you. It's good...... Just coax me to be happy, can't you......" Snow threw herself into my arms, tears staining my cheeks.
The cold wind was still blowing, and the chill that hit her tears froze.
To be honest, I wanted to push her away, but I couldn't help it.
She cried even more sadly, and I knew that only when I had moved my heart and moved my feelings would I make such a sincere voice.
"Dolma...... Don't do that...... You do. I don't feel good in my heart either......" The hesitation in the trance made my heart melt.
When we met again, she shook my heart and even shook my faith......
The crowd around us seemed to be attracted to us. They stopped and watched us quietly. Point fingers at us.
"Yu Hao, I love you...... I beg you, don't leave me...... I beg you not to hurt me...... I beg you to hug me like you used to, okay?" she said emotionally.
At that moment, I was confused and shaken......
But what about Pei Wen?
The woman who silently gave me warmth when I was most helpless and when I needed help the most, should I be so ruthless to her?
The thought of this shook my body.
No, I can't do that, and if I do, am I still human?
"Dolma...... Nope...... I can't deceive my heart, maybe we're destined to be inseparable...... I'm sorry...... You've forgotten me......" I gritted my teeth and uttered cruel words. Then he gently pushed her away......
For a moment she seemed stunned, and she didn't seem to expect me to push her away.
She just looked at me quietly, as if she wanted to melt me into the faint wind.
The five-star red flag on the roof of a building in the distance fluttered in the wind, and the sand particles blown up on the ground blinded my eyes. Even the people in front of me were blinded.
Later, she said could you talk to me alone?
To be honest, I couldn't bear to refuse her when I heard such words. can't refuse her, the most sincere feeling that fills the depths of my heart can't be escaped......
Then we walked back to KFC, ordered two glasses of juice and sat down.
The room is heated and the songs of idol JY linger in this space, forming a special mood.
"Yu Hao. Would you miss me if I were gone?" she said.
I didn't speak, and my eyes never dared to meet the other person's eyes.
"Of course it will ......"
Although I already have Sister Peiwen, she is my childhood friend after all......
"Maybe after this separation, we will never see each other again in this life......"
She said again.
There was a special sadness in his tone. It felt like life and death......
"How could it be, we can meet in the end. ”
A smile tufted into the corners of my mouth. Try to hide the deepest throbbing in your heart.
Bai Xue smiled bitterly, and saw that the muscles at the corners of her mouth were gently pulled.
"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll forget me, I'm afraid that little Dolma will disappear in your heart forever...... I'm afraid that your sister Peiwen won't allow you to think of me......"
She paused slightly: "In the past few days, I have been dreaming, dreaming that you are holding my hand and strolling in the sea of flowers in the valley, and keep singing Qili incense to me......"
She cried again, tears falling from the corners of her eyes on the table in front of her, clearly visible.
The familiar music was still playing in the room......
The lyrics are still so familiar, and even the feelings in my heart at this moment are so familiar.
Bai Xue wiped her eyes and pretended to be strong and smiled.
But that smile is distressing.
"Look at me, why are you crying...... Say yes and don't cry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
She kept her head down. The voice became choked, and even the whole body trembled slightly.
I shifted and leaned gently on her left side. The right hand rested on her shoulder.
She looked up, her eyes suddenly shining, and she kissed me affectionately.
I didn't refuse. I can't refuse it at all......
I looked into her closed eyes and had the illusion of being burned.
The kiss was so long, so long that it could almost reach the earth.
Suddenly, my lips hurt.
Her teeth bit my lower lip.
A heart-wrenching pain spread throughout my body almost instantaneously......
I looked at her quizzically.
She looked at me affectionately.
Eventually, we parted, with a faint smell of blood still on our lips.
"This tooth mark, I want you to remember it forever. There was once a woman who loved you...... Her name is Dolma......"
She said in a blur, her tone soft as if she had drunk the whole room.
With that, she stood up, turned and disappeared into the end of the room.
I didn't chase it, and I didn't keep it, because my heart was already a little loose at that moment......
If I chase her out again, I don't know how to face her, and I don't know how to face Sister Peiwen......
The music is over, and the song is over......
I sat for a long time, finally got up and slowly walked out of KFC.
It was windy outside.
It was as if I had woken up, my drunken dream.
There were a lot of pedestrians on the street, but it was empty in my eyes.
She's gone.
Her back can no longer be seen.
Maybe you can only rely on this lost feeling in your memories.
I sighed. It was as if he sighed out of his heart.
Later, I don't know how I got back to the company.
Although the way back is so familiar, it gives me a feeling. It's as if the whole world has changed.
For the whole afternoon, I was depressed and almost stayed in the office and never went anywhere.
Even the tasks assigned to me by Liu Hai were left behind by me.
Sister Pei Wen comes to mind from time to time.
From time to time, snow appears.
What they look like. It was as if overlapping in the depths of my soul. I can barely tell who they are......
I looked at the contract on the table, but the snow was gone, not even a trace of air......
I don't understand why she said so heavily when she parted, but I had a strong feeling in my heart that I might never see her again in this life......
The bite on her mouth is still aching, and maybe this scar will stay with me forever......
Three o'clock in the afternoon. Lu Yue walked in from outside the door.
She wears a sexy, sexy down jacket with a pair of warm stockings underneath.
Director Yu. Why did you come back so soon?
As soon as she walked in, she asked urgently, and then gently took off the down jacket......
I handed her the contract on the table, still full of loss......
"Ah, got it, that's great......"
She seemed to be very happy, and a smile appeared on her face: "That's right...... Today Ms. Liu has come to our company, and I heard that she is still our vice president of administration......"
I knew about this for a long time, so I wasn't surprised at all.
Plus we all have missions now, so I didn't go looking for her.
I nodded slightly, still sitting in my chair.
Lu Yue seemed to see that I was full of thoughts: "Director Yu, what's wrong with you, you're worried." It's a good thing that the contract is signed, why brow. ”
She probably wanted to make me happy, so she suddenly turned around and said, "Director Yu, look at the stockings I bought today, are they beautiful......
As she spoke, she deliberately tugged at the stockings with her hand, as if to let me see the elasticity.
When I heard her words, I was shocked, and I woke up from that faint sadness.
Thinking of the situation of helping her pull her skirt that day, my face suddenly turned red: "You women's things, how can I understand, you go and ask Qiuyu." ”
"Hah, you're finally talking...... What the hell is going on? Can you tell me?"
Lu Yue saw me speak. Asked again.
I sighed deeply, how can such a thing be brought out?
"Nothing, just a little tired......"
"O'...... That's right, Mr. Yu. A girl came to you at noon...... Say it's called Shuangshuang......"
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