In Nanjing, a relatively remote but not sparsely populated green space, a beautiful environment and quaint church are quietly located here.

Perhaps because of its special location, or for some other reason, the church surrounded by lawns and trees is surrounded by a variety of out-of-season flowers, which make the scenery even more pleasant.

Since it was not Sunday, there were no people in the church who came to pray, only one person sitting quietly in the first row, looking at the huge cross carved out of the marble wall in front of him, his expression was a little trance, maybe in contemplation, or in a daze.

However, no matter what the state is, the unique temperament of that person makes it impossible to find a similar template from this society.

The waist-length pure white hair tied behind the back is still rare even in the modern and open human mind, part of the hair on the side of the ear is braided, and then staggered around and rolled on both sides of the head, leaving only the back of the head of the pure white long hair neatly draped over the back, the traditional sense of the classical temperament beauty vividly displayed.

It can be said that the person in front of him is many times fresher and more gorgeous than the stars he has seen who rely on makeup to catch the eye, fresh and gorgeous, weak and resolute, these two sets of completely contradictory characteristics can be perfectly integrated on this body, especially in this slightly dimly lit church that is not full of light.

"Excuse me, is there anything I can help you?" With a slightly unfamiliar priest's costume, still familiar face, but without the look that belonged to the past, Su Jiuxia, as the person in charge of this church, came out of the back of the church very politely, and stepped forward to ask the confused person who was lost in thought in front of the statue.

"Help... Maybe. At that time when he was in a daze, Qing Huan felt that he was thinking a lot, but he couldn't think of anything, so he also nodded politely to say hello to Jiuxia, and at the same time motioned with his eyes to accompany him to sit down on the chair next to him.

"Now, Father, if there is a memory that will make its owner very painful, but this memory is the whole of this person's past, and for some reason this person has forgotten this part of the memory by mistake..."Qing Huan changed from a sitting position to lying back to the back, he was using his body's relaxed behavior message to show his inner peace, "If that person is you, do you say, should you find it?"

"If it's a memory that's really important to me, maybe I should try to find it, at least for me, it's a memory that only I've experienced, it's a unique one in this world..."Su Jiuxia pondered for a moment, and then continued, not noticing the dimming light in Gu Qinghuan's eyes, "However, if the original memory can only bring pain, forgetting it doesn't mean a new beginning." ”

"While losing the most important things in your past, it is also an opportunity to start everything anew, to start a new life, as long as you don't regret the path you have chosen, then your heart will be redeemed. ”

"Really... Redemption..."Gu Qinghuan took a shallow breath, spread his arms and put himself on the back of the seat, looked up at the beautifully made ceiling, and his tone was full of confusion, "Shouldn't God redeem us?" ”

"Although, this may sound strange..."Su Jiuxia leaned back on the seat like Qing Huan's previous movements, he stretched out his right hand and picked up the cross necklace hanging around his neck, which was different from the cross in the traditional sense, it was the flower that surrounded the entire cross, "I don't believe in God, but I can feel that I once believed in something similar, but just like you assume, I really want to lose it..."

God advocates that mankind believes that he is the one who saves everything, but a voice tells me that mankind should save itself, and that the real responsibility of a person is not to silently accept the situation and commands, but to openly eradicate sin and try to remedy it. ”

"In fact, everyone who comes here to confess to the Lord has a rather evasive mood, they are always running away from their past, those things they have done, but the truth is that no one can leave the past, no matter how long they have escaped, they can't escape the direct face of themselves, so I can persuade those who come here to pray, to lead them to face themselves, to take the initiative to redeem themselves, instead of hoping for the illusory God. ”

"As far as religion is concerned, you're an outlier, Father. Qing Huan's head hung down slowly, and because it was covered by hair, Jiuxia didn't see Qing Huan's expression clearly, "But it's really similar to me who has lost my memory." ”

"Yes? That's an honor. For Qinghuan's words, Su Jiuxia actually gave birth to a kind of serenity that he had never felt before, which made him a little surprised, "To have these feelings, the living blood has something to do with my car accident and the loss of part of my memory." ”

I forgot something more important than my life, but I can't remember it when I die, it's so uncomfortable... But Su Jiuxia was helpless, because no matter how uncomfortable he was because of this, those important things would not come back with his emotions.

"Father, if you find it too troublesome to abide by the teachings of Christianity, and you are uneasy about the environment and confused about yourself, maybe this is more suitable for you, you can try these..." It's really like that. ”

"Monsters... The Ten Commandments..."Su Jiuxia took the note from Gu Qinghuan's fingertips, looked at the words on it with some surprise, and openly preached heresy to the priest in the church, she counted... Are you daring...

【The Ten Commandments of Monsters】

[1. Aesthetic taste and belief are indispensable, they are above life, and there is no hesitation for this. 】

[2. Judgment and discernment make you superior to the world, and you cannot be limited by race and authority.] 】

[3. Equivalent substitution will never be an exception, consider everything that may be sacrificed before trying to obtain it.] 】

[4. It is necessary to respect every life, but it is not equivalent to mercy. 】

[5. Admit the inequality between lives, try to help the weak as much as possible, and if you are hurt, then use wisdom to destroy him, and improve yourself more effectively than begging for mercy.] 】

[6. Respect and uphold the law, and if it cannot be obeyed by all, then follow the precepts one, and remember that the rules can be broken and recreated.] 】

[7. Responsibility arises from oneself, not from the public.] 】

[8. The stronger you are, the more humble you are, just as the more indifferent you are, the more you must smile. 】

[9. There will be a time for everything.] 】

[10. They are unique human beings, and we are also unique monsters. 】

It can be said that this is quite a heretical thought, and it is so incompatible with everything that is preached by society, but it unexpectedly makes Su Jiuxia feel an inexplicable attraction, is it more close to his heart than the Bible, so many dozens of words recorded on this simple piece of paper?

Qinghuan was silent, Jiuxia was also silent, and the two of them had their own thoughts and melancholy.

"A pleasant conversation, Father. After the two of them sat like this and were silent for a long time, Gu Qinghuan got up and left his seat, supported his left hand, and bowed slightly to Su Jiuxia in front of him, "My honor." ”

"No, it's my pleasure. It was a wonderful feeling, Su Jiuxia found that as long as he looked at the person in front of him, his originally empty heart would have an inexplicable sense of security, so he also expressed his respect to the "girl" in front of him.

"When the flower in your hand blooms again, maybe some miracle will happen, pray well, Father. Qinghuan's back seemed to be unlimitedly stretched in Jiuxia's eyes at this moment.

Stupid, no matter how you are, you're just a human in the guise of a monster, I... But it's the monster with the appearance of a human.

The quiet church is silent, the slightly humid air is silent, the portraits and sculptures are equally silent, and the thirteen rows of seats separate the world of the two people.

Su Jiuxia will gradually grow old in this world, and after aging, it will completely dissipate with the disappearance of Long Xi'er's last strength, and he...

Qinghuan's hands were inserted into the side trouser pockets, and his eyes followed him forward and stared at the sunset gradually setting in the distance, the soft fiery red, which seemed to be full of fragrant breath, and also full, a helpless smile.

Behind Qinghuan, Su Jiuxia, who was standing at the door of the church, silently looked at the back that kept moving away, he was really a little curious about the identity of this "girl", why he could even know the pattern on the back of his hand, and for a moment, he seemed to feel that the back of this "girl" reflected by the sunset was so familiar, so familiar, so familiar... In that way, there is a sense of peace of mind, as if there is "her" there, and he can face everything in this world without fear.

"I'll be back, Priest..."Qing Huan in the long journey did not look back, he had already gone farther and farther, he just waved his right hand to the back, "Maybe it's tomorrow, maybe next year, maybe... Anyway, I'll be back..."

Maybe, I can really come back...

The desert, Nanjing, Berlin, these events give him an extremely subtle feeling, like a small script in a big script, no matter how many variables appear, they are all related to the same event, every step has been designed, every variable, every error, every time he thinks he has insight into fate, but he just enters a new script, and the ending of all scripts has unity in the dark.

It would be nice if the empty cherry blossoms were here, but what would the layout be that he hadn't even been able to perceive when he was alive?

At that time, we were just us, the time was still so lazy, life and death and the future felt very far away, life was full of confusion but still hope, there was still the sun in the sky at that time, at that time, the gears of time were just beginning to roll, at that time, everything was still the same as it was, at that time, you were still by my side.

Now I will be alone, once again on that blank future, to find the truth that belongs to me.

In that distant place, a war awaits you.

......

Zhiyu is hidden in the world, Le Gong lives for love, Jiuxia chooses to forget, Qinghuan, where is your path?!