Chapter 283: The Sweetness of the Past

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly felt sour.

But since the decision has been made, there is no reason to change it, and at this time, I seem to have a taste of a tragic hero.

At this time, I remembered that I had been out of school for three or four years, and I had left the best years for Xingchang.

What made me even more ridiculous was that I was just a small driver in Xingchang at that time.

Maybe this was the last time my wife rode in my car, so when I drove, I drove very slowly because I wanted to enjoy my time with my wife.

But the speed of the car was always there, especially after getting on the elevated highway around the lake, my speed had to go up.

I think back then, when Lu Wan and I were looking for jobs, the elevated highway around the lake had not yet been built.

At that time, Lu Wan and I went to the talent market, and we both took the bus.

In fact, my hometown and Lu Wan's hometown are not very far apart, so we will only travel together when we go.

At that time, I had a plan to chase Lu Wan.

Looking back now, I suddenly feel like I haven't seen my parents in a long time.

My parents were honest workers, and I barely asked them for money since I graduated.

But when I got married, my parents did me a big favor by using their life savings to pay for the down payment on the house.

Although it was not a big house, I was actually grateful to my parents for creating a warm home for me.

But now, this warm home is about to be shattered, and I feel sour in my heart, and I feel like crying.

Looking back on everything I have done since I got married, I am undoubtedly fighting for this family.

At this time, I was wondering, can my wife let go of her past hatred and live a good life with me, after all, life is so short, what are you doing with these things!

But apparently my wife didn't think the same way as I did, and I knew that when she filed for divorce from me, she was determined to be the hardest in the world.

Soon, my car was in front of the city's talent market.

During the day, a lot of college graduates come here looking for jobs.

But at this time, it was already more than five o'clock in the afternoon, and it was cold and quiet, and there was no one at all.

What's more, I saw that the little hot and sour noodle restaurant had changed its name and turned into a workplace agent.

With the development of the economy, the amount of labor has increased greatly in recent years, and every factory has a shortage of workers.

For example, if it weren't for Fang Xinyi's substantial increase in wages, the turnover rate of employees would be very high.

Because the production workshop environment in Xingchang is not very good, in the industrial society, the production of each factory will have certain harmful substances.

Some employees leave after less than a month, but in fact, they do not have a great impact on the company.

So now that workplace agents have become a popular business, this has led to many people who want to make a profit.

Of course, because I haven't been involved in personnel reasons, I don't know much about it.

Actually, I'm not a sentimental person, but when I see that the shop that used to witness my sweet love with my wife is gone, I can't help but feel that things are wrong.

I parked my car in front of the shop and asked my wife, "Where are we going now?"

The wife thought for a while and said, "When we were in love before, we often went to Nanhu Company, why don't we go there!"

You know, Nanhu Park is a public welfare park, and when my wife and I were in love, I often went to that park because I didn't have any money.

Now that I think about it, my wife hid everything at that time, but in fact, she didn't really have no money, but she really wanted to know me as a person.

I parked my car in the parking lot of Nanhu Park and walked into Nanhu Park with my wife.

This trail used to come to us a lot when we were in love, and now when I come again, it reminds me of a lot of past events.

At this time, I was walking in front, and my wife was following me.

I remember when we used to walk on this road, we used to hold hands.

When I walked to the center of Nanhu Park, there was a row of stone benches, and my wife said to me, "Husband, do you remember how often we used to chat here?"

I thought about it for a moment and said to my wife, "Then let's have a good talk here!"

The wife did not speak, but sat down on the stone bench.

I sat down beside my wife, and the breeze blew, and I could feel a faint fragrance coming from her.

I remember every time I used to sit next to my wife like this, it felt so good.

I looked at my wife and suddenly remembered what I said to my wife more than two years ago.

At that time, I told my wife that if she left me, I would jump off this South Lake Bridge.

Thinking back on this sentence now, my heart is full of emotion.

The Nanhu Bridge is not far from me, and the lights on the bridge have been turned on at this time, and from a distance, the whole Nanhu Bridge is very beautiful.

In the past, my wife and I used to come here to enjoy the night view of the Nanhu Bridge.

At this time, my wife said to me: "Zhao Jian, this is the safest place, just tell me if you have anything!"

I pointed to the Nanhu Bridge in the distance and said to my wife, "Wife, do you remember what I said before, if you leave me, I will jump off the Nanhu Bridge." ”

When my wife heard me say this, she immediately said: "Zhao Jian, I don't allow you to say that, I didn't say that we divorced, but we had to do it, if we have the opportunity, we will still get back together." ”

I know that my wife is comforting me because I know in my heart that the chances of such a reunion are slim to none.

I said to my wife, "Wife, don't comfort me, now I just want to know, is there really someone outside you?"

On the eve of the divorce, I thought she should tell me the truth, and I must know the truth.

My wife shook her head at me and said, "Husband, don't you believe in my character, the reason why I want a divorce is also because of revenge." ”

I then asked, "Wife, is revenge really so important to you?"

My wife thought for a moment and said to me, "You haven't experienced this, you won't know how I feel, my parents can't die in vain, I must let the bloody people get the end they deserve." ”

At this time, I was silent, it seemed that my wife's mind had been decided, and I had no chance.

Seeing that I was in a bad mood, my wife continued: "Zhao Jian, in fact, Fang Xinyi is a very good girl, I think the two of you are very compatible together." ”

I looked at my wife and asked, "Is this what you mean?"

The wife said, "Of course it's my truth, I'm not trying to match you?"

It seems that my wife is not ready to give me any chance, if I really marry Fang Xinyi, will my wife still have a chance?

The only explanation is that my wife doesn't want to be with me anymore.

Although my wife denied it in every way, before divorcing, I must know if my wife is having an affair.

Finally, I asked a question that had been in my heart for a long time, I asked: "Wife, you really love me, you will definitely not match me and Fang Xinyi, I know in my heart that our divorce may never be able to be together." ”

When I said this, I couldn't help crying, because I suddenly felt that what the old aunt said to me seemed to be a lie woven by my wife.

If that were the case, then I would not have agreed to the divorce, and I would have to find out who was behind it.

This wife looked at me with beautiful eyes at this time, and she said to me: "Zhao Jian, in fact, I am not suitable for you, you should find a more suitable for you." ”

I had asked my wife out to enjoy the last days of my married life, but when I heard her say this, I couldn't help but get angry.

I looked at my wife and said to her: "Wife, if you say such a thing, it proves that you don't love me anymore, you tell me, whose child did you kill?"

In the face of my questioning, my wife's answer seemed evasive, and she said, "Why do you have to know this?"

I thought about it for a moment and said to my wife, "Now that we are still husband and wife, at least I want to know the truth." ”

I knew in my heart that once this truth was revealed, it would definitely be bloody.

My wife said to me: "Zhao Jian, I didn't tell you very clearly this morning, when I should tell you, I will definitely tell you the truth of the matter." ”

Faced with my wife's sloppy eyes, I became angry again, and I said: "Okay, Lu Wan, since you say so, I don't agree to divorce, you sue to the people's court, let the court decide." ”

Hearing me say this, my wife was a little panicked, she thought for a while and said, "Okay, Zhao Jian, I'll tell you the truth, that child is yours." ”

Now that my wife has told the truth, although this result will be a blow to me no matter what, when my wife said this, my chest was still like a hammer, and I couldn't speak in pain.

When I have children, I will have the warmth of a family, and maybe my wife will not divorce me.

But now these can only be hypothetical, because the wife has already killed the child.

Thinking that this was my own blood, I asked my wife: "How can you bear to beat that child, do you know how much I long to have a child, it is the crystallization and testimony of our love." ”

My wife thought for a while and said to me, "Zhao Jian, let me tell you the truth, my body is not suitable for having children. ”

In the past, I used to suspect that my wife was sick, but now that my wife said such things, I undoubtedly found a clue.

I asked my wife, "Do you have any disease?"

Seeing me ask step by step, my wife knew that if she continued to talk, the situation would only become more and more unfavorable for her.

In fact, she originally followed me to this Nanhu Park to reminisce about the past and appreciate the sweetness of love. But now I'm chasing my wife's secrets, which she obviously doesn't want to see.

My wife looked at me and said, "Zhao Jian, we should think about our sweetness in the past, and don't dwell on the current things, after all, you also know what I have in mind." ”

I looked at my wife and said, "The past is irreversible, and it's useless to reminisce, what I want is the present, wife, tell me, what's wrong with your body?"

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