Chapter 171 Ten Fingers Interlocking Heart
Ye Fan was slightly surprised, he didn't expect Chu Mengyao's grandfather to be alive, presumably, he was very old.
The two enjoyed the night scene, and the hazy night shrouded them.
The hearts of the two are very relaxed, and their expressions are leisurely.
"Can I ask you a question?" Ye Fan did not hesitate, as if he blurted out, he wanted to clarify a question in his heart, he wanted to know about Meng Yao's past, what shadow she had in her heart.
"What?" Chu Mengyao's eyes widened in confusion.
"I heard Baguio say that you had an accident when you were a child, and since then, your temperament has changed a lot. Ye Fan asked seriously.
"This sister of mine has nothing to say to you. Chu Mengyao lost her mind slightly, as if she was reminiscing, remembering a shadow that had been left in her childhood mind, she said softly: "You know Lu Xiangxiang, my family is relatively close to Lu Xiangxiang's family, starting from my grandfather's generation, the two families are also old friends, when I was a child, I was only five or six years old at that time, when I was playing in Lu Xiangxiang's house, due to naughty, I accidentally fell into the swimming pool, and Lu Xiangxiang's brother rescued me from the swimming pool, but he had an accident and died in front of me." ”
"I watched Lu Xiangxiang's brother struggle powerlessly in front of me, but I was stupid and couldn't do anything. ”
And just like that, I watched him die in front of me. ”
"From that time on, I often had nightmares and would always dream of that horrible scene. ”
"I hate myself, I hate my cowardice, if I hadn't been playful, he wouldn't have had an accident, he died to save me. ”
"After the accident, I was in the hospital for a long, long time, and doctors from all walks of life were found, and the shadow in my heart just couldn't be removed. ”
In each cell of Chu Mengyao, there was a signal to blame herself, and she continued with remorse: "Although, my family and Lu Xiangxiang's family are still in contact, but there is a pimple in the hearts of the two families, especially Lu Xiangxiang's family, which is a big blow to them, although Lu Xiangxiang's family also comforts me and enlightens me, but this makes me even more guilty, how I hope they blame me, this is what I owe to the Lu family, and my life can be regarded as Lu Xiangxiang's brother saved." ”
Ye Fan acted as a listener, and Meng Yao's words made waves in his heart.
He thought about it seriously, Lu Xiangxiang's brother sacrificed his life to save Meng Yao, this is human nature, not so much that Meng Yao has a shadow in his heart, it is better to say that he feels sorry for Lu Xiangxiang's brother, so he wants to punish himself.
This self-punishment made Meng Yao close herself off and let herself suffer in her own unique way.
"Actually, you should also let it go, I believe that when Brother Lu Xiangxiang saved you, he didn't want to see you have an accident, a little boy protected you with his own strength, you should accept this sense of honor to be protected, if you keep torturing yourself like this, feel that everything is your own fault, wouldn't it be a betrayal of his sincerity to save you, and let his behavior suffer. ”
"A little boy who saves you as a hero, if he has a spirit in heaven, doesn't want to see you like this. ”
"If I were him, I wouldn't want to see the person I saved fall into self-punishment. ”
Ye Fan was comforted, in fact, if he was Lu Xiangxiang's brother, he would think like this.
At the same time, he grabbed Meng Yao's hand, his fingers interlocked, and his weak palm brought him unprecedented calm.
Chu Mengyao's expression was different, and she was a little overwhelmed, so she let Ye Fan's hand and grabbed her hand.
Her heart gradually calmed down, and an unprecedented power came out of Ye Fan's hands, bringing her strength.
She had thought countless times before about what her relationship with Ye Fan would be like in the future, and how it would develop, but she didn't know anything about it, and she couldn't think of how any follow-up plots should be rolled out.
However, now, Ye Fan held her hand like this, as if time had stopped.
"I also have something I want to ask you, but I don't know if I should ask or not?" Chu Mengyao asked for advice.
"As long as it's your question, I'll answer it. Ye Fan confided in his heart.
"I know that you are very mysterious, with an unimaginable past, I can feel that your past is very bitter, I am afraid of mentioning your sadness, or making you embarrassed, I want to share the pain in your heart with you, and I don't have a chance to speak. Chu Mengyao murmured slowly, saying all the entanglements and wanderings in her heart.
"When I was a little older than you, I went to the beach with my parents and ended up running into bad guys. ”
"My parents were killed, they were brutally killed, and I was taken to a training base. ”
"Below the seemingly calm of this world, in the darkness, there are all kinds of waves, devouring kindness and justice. ”
"I don't know what the name of the place I am in, only the cold and bloody, the cruel and inhumane place. ”
"If you want to survive, you have to master the skills of survival, and killing others is the only way to protect yourself. ”
"Slowly, in the blood, I was metamorphosing and growing. ”
"Later, I learned that I had trained myself in an organization called God. ”
"The Organization of God is a veritable boss in the dark world, and even if it is a power on the surface, it controls and influences the politics of many countries. ”
It seems that omnipotence, four words, is the most perfect power for God's organization. ”
"In the organization, I endured for seventeen years, and after killing the high-ranking members of the God Organization, I threw away all the shackles on my body and returned to China. ”
"In the place where I first met you, where my home was originally located, seventeen years of changes, where things have long been different, and there is no longer the slightest familiar taste. ”
"It just so happened that while I was wandering aimlessly, like a walking corpse, I ran into a sniper who had assassinated you. ”
"That's it, I was picked up by you and taken back to the villa. ”
"Just when I was shopping for clothes, I met Ye Juanjuan and found traces of my relatives. ”
"I didn't think about recognizing my relatives, in my opinion, my existence has long been a thing of the past for my only relatives, but I didn't expect it to be not. ”
Ye Fan was sad and whispered about the past that happened to him.
Just as Chu Mengyao told the biggest secret in his heart, Ye Fan also told the secret in his heart.
The door in the hearts of the two quietly loosened and opened for each other.
Although, the biggest secret in the hearts of the two is sad for each other, and the size of the secret is different.
But one thing is very certain, that is, the hearts of two people, like ten fingers tightly clasped together, heart to heart are connected together.