Eighty-four, love makes people blind
The gazebo is made of stone, rectangular, with a pillar at each of the four vertices, and the seats are in two rows, facing each other, not far from the villa of Liu Chengxi, and even standing on the second floor of the villa, you can clearly see here.
Lin Yanran took the lead in sitting in the south position, while Liu Chengxi sat opposite her.
Liu Chengxi didn't know what to say to her, and it wasn't something he wanted to see last night's events develop like that, but he and her were indeed just friends, and he felt that he had a girlfriend and there was no need to report to her.
So he could only sit stupidly across from her, waiting for her to speak first.
Lin Yanran didn't speak at first, she was also thinking about what happened last night, she was indeed a little impulsive at that time, but what woman can not be impulsive when she encounters that kind of situation.
After the two of them looked at each other speechlessly, Lin Yanran finally couldn't help but speak: "How long have you been together?" There was some indescribable reproach in her voice.
Liu Chengxi, who was distracted, heard Lin Yanran's question, instantly came back to his senses, and responded lightly: "More than a month!"
"More than a month!" Lin Yanran muttered in a low voice, and then asked, "Then how long have you known each other?"
Liu Chengxi lowered his head and thought about it for a while, and then said softly: "More than three months." ”
"More than three months" Lin Yanran continued to read softly in her mouth, she also came back from abroad more than three months ago, and she suddenly remembered that Ruoxia mentioned that she had hugged Liu Chengxi.
So he asked faintly: "The last time I came over with Mingnan, she was also there?"
Liu Chengxi looked at Lin Yanran suspiciously, was she confused? The last time they came, there were only three of them in the house?
When Lin Yanran heard the word "no", she was instantly even more lost, that is what he told Ruoxia.
She smiled wryly and said, "You guys are really affectionate, and you have nothing to say!"
Liu Chengxi heard the sarcasm in Lin Yanran's words, and he said in an aggravated tone: "Yanran, I don't know if I haven't made it clear to you all along, or if something has misunderstood you, yes, you are my very good friend, but we can only be friends, after so many years, don't you understand? Although I haven't known Ruoxia for a long time, I know very well that I like her, that feeling is very real, don't embarrass yourself anymore, okay!"
Lin Yanran didn't expect Liu Chengxi to say this suddenly, his words stabbed her heart fiercely, although she knew that he always deliberately distanced himself from her, and even rejected her many times, but he had never said it so straightforwardly, but today, he finally said all the words in his heart.
Lin Yanran's hands on her thighs twisted vigorously, because she was too hard, her beautiful long nails were about to sink into the flesh, she gently flattened her mouth, wanting to take back the tears that were about to gush out of her eyes, she always hoped to keep him with tears before. But today, she didn't want him to see her tears.
Lin Yanran tried to squeeze out a very reluctant smile, and said softly: "I know your mind, I have always known it, I just don't understand where I can't compare to her." ”
Liu Chengxi looked at Lin Yanran's appearance of the rain hitting the pear blossoms, shook his head slightly, although he couldn't bear it, he still said ruthlessly: "Yanran, why do you still not understand it until now." Love is not that complicated, like is like, dislike is not like, to be honest, I also tried to accept you, but I found that I can't do it, I can't deceive my heart, you are a good friend in my heart.
Ruoxia may not be as good as you in everything, but I just like her, this is love, you can't grasp it, you don't even know when it came and why it came, but you can feel it. After all these years, are you sure that you are in love with me, or is it just your obsession, just an excuse for you not to let go?"
When Lin Yanran heard Liu Chengxi's words, she actually laughed with tears in her eyes, Liu Chengxi, who has always liked to escape, actually said these words, it seems that that woman really had a great influence on him.
She smiled wryly and said, "Chengxi, do you know? You have really changed, you have become already aware of how to rub salt in other people's wounds! You are really ruthless and disappointing.
I like you for more than ten years, even if it has become an obsession as you said, but there was a time when I definitely loved you wholeheartedly. But I didn't expect that my liking of you had become a conversation between you and that woman, and I don't know if you were funny or contemptuous when you talked about me, but I knew you definitely didn't take me to heart at all. ”
Liu Chengxi frowned instantly, not because she said that she was disappointed in her, but because she said that she became the talking point between him and Ruoxia, what did that mean?
Liu Chengxi looked at Lin Yanran and asked suspiciously, "What do you mean by talking about it?"
Lin Yanran said indignantly: "What do you mean, don't you know yourself? If you hadn't told her, how would he have known that I hugged you that night." ”
Liu Chengxi blurted out: "I never mentioned you to Ruoxia, even last night, we didn't discuss you!"
Lin Yanran found the doubt in Liu Chengxi's eyes, it didn't look like she was lying to her, she also frowned, thinking back to what Ruoxia said before.
She said slowly while reminiscing: "Ruoxia said before that I took the initiative to give you a hug, wasn't that the night when Ming Nan and I came over for dinner, since she wasn't here, and you didn't tell her, how did she know?"
Liu Chengxi's brows were locked deeper, he squinted his picturesque eyes slightly and glanced at the window on the second floor of the villa, he felt as if he had seen a figure, and he was not sure.
After a while, he asked, "Did she really say that?" What did you just talk about, what did you come here for?"
Lin Yanran looked into Liu Chengxi's eyes squarely, and said firmly: "I came here to see what kind of person she is, although we can't be together, but I don't want you to be hooked up with a woman casually." But if she really said something to me, you know, I would never have wronged her. ”
Liu Chengxi knew that she was not lying, although they had not met as much as before in the past few years, he still understood her, he believed in her arrogance, even if she was very irrational now, but she would not lie and lie to him.
But why did Ruoxia know about that? What else did he not know about her?
Lin Yanran saw that Liu Chengxi was thinking deeply, and knew that he must be thinking about Ruoxia's affairs, so she asked at the right time: "Have you never doubted her?"
Lin Yanran's words interrupted Liu Chengxi's train of thought, he looked up at Lin Yanran, frowned slightly, and asked, "What do you suspect?"
Lin Yanran pursed her lips and said weakly: "I doubt if her feelings for you are real?
Liu Chengxi listened to Lin Yanran's words, his face was incredulous, and he asked softly: "Yanran, have you ever been in love?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the pain on Lin Yanran's face, yes, she has never been in love, she has been waiting for an impossible relationship for several years.
Liu Chengxi looked at Lin Yanran and continued: "If you have ever been in love, you know that people are blind when they are in love, he will become blind, become deaf, and turn a blind eye to all the shortcomings and bad faults of the other party, although Ruoxia has a lot of shortcomings and seems to have a lot of secrets, but I believe in her feelings for me, I believe that she really likes me." ”
When Lin Yanran heard Liu Chengxi's words, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, yes, love makes people blind, if she didn't blindly look at this man, how could she come here to humiliate herself!
Lin Yanran took a deep breath, whether he liked that woman or not, she had to wake him up and let him know that that woman might not be worthy of his liking.
She said lightly: "Do you know? You believe her so much, but she is a liar, I have checked her, her previous history is blank, you can say that you can't find anything, think about it, how can ordinary people have no history, unless she has done something unseemly, she will change her name and surname, and make herself a person without any history, you don't be deceived by her appearance." ”
"You actually investigated her, Yanran, are you crazy? Even if she has a problem, that's my business, I don't want you to mess around, and I don't want you to do anything to hurt her. Liu Chengxi looked at Lin Yanran and said sharply, he didn't expect Lin Yanran to investigate Ruoxia, "When did you investigate her, you obviously only saw her last night!"
Lin Yanran had never seen Liu Chengxi like this, it was obvious that he was angry, she pursed her lips and said: "I asked someone to investigate last night, and I just hope that you will not be deceived, why do you always think of me as a bad person?
Liu Chengxi really didn't want to listen to this woman, he quickly stood up, looked at Lin Yanran condescendingly and said: "Yanran, let me say it one last time, it's impossible for us, even without her, it's impossible for us, so you still don't want to do such senseless things, I don't want you to do anything to hurt Ruoxia again, otherwise we may really not even have friends to do." ”
After speaking, Liu Chengxi left without looking back, leaving Lin Yanran alone in a daze in the gazebo, she didn't expect that this kind man would say such heartless words, but no matter what, she would not let that woman get her way.
The gazebo is worthy of being a gazebo, sitting here, there is really a feeling like falling into an ice cave, Lin Yanran feels that her body can't help but be blown cold, and her heart is even colder.