Chapter 156 Why

Qiu Han, who sat back slowly, was full of anxiety in his heart, but he couldn't open his mouth at all, so he could only try to calm his emotions and endure the tumbling in his heart.

He wanted to open his mouth to tell Zi Yuyan that he was fine, just had internal injuries, but he couldn't open his mouth. When he saw that Zi Yuyan was still worried about himself, he chose to retreat. This is what he hasn't seen for a long time, and she is still carrying her heart for herself, which makes Qiu Han very moved.

There was silence for a long time.

Qiu Han's bloodshot eyes looked tired, and he buzzed and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine!"

He seemed unusually weak, and when he spoke, he had long lost his masculinity, as weak as a man who had been hungry for many days or was seriously ill, and he did not dare to let go of this breath, and there was a hot current in his throat all the time, only he knew what it was.

Zi Yuyan sat opposite Qiu Han, she couldn't do anything, and she didn't know what was wrong with Qiu Han, so she could only whisper: "Go to the hospital, I'll call 120!" After speaking, she looked at Qiu Han with a seeking eye.

When Qiu Han opened his mouth to speak again, there were obvious blood stains on his teeth, and he said, "No, don't scare the child!" I just want to listen to you quietly, can you tell me why you have to divorce?" His voice was not loud, enough for Zi Yuyan to hear clearly.

Zi Yuyan looked at Qiu Han's appearance, her heart was distressed, and she was worried and anxious, she asked, "Is it really so heavy, is it more important than your life?"

But Qiu Han is so strong that there are no words to describe it. He still sat upright, and said in a very affirmative tone: "Important! I always said before, today you say that I just listen, don't worry, I won't be fine, I just want to know why?"

"You're still asking me why? You have to do what you want every time, don't you think? Just like now, your mouth is full of blood, but you still insist that I tell you the answer, is Qiu Han's life important, or is the answer you want important?"

After Zi Yuyan finished speaking, she buried her head in the crook of her arm on the table, and she cried in a low voice, and her heart slowly became hard at this moment......

After crying for a while, she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were firm, and she chose to be a woman who was dedicated and ruthless.

She looked at Qiu Han, and first said word by word: "Forget ...... Finish...... Before...... Target...... Me, remember...... Current...... Ziyuyan!"

After speaking, Zi Yuyan paused for a while before speaking again: "Qiu Han, I was grateful to have you at the beginning of my life, but now I will only hate you!

Zi Yuyan bit her lip and continued: "I met you and fell in love, and it has been fifteen years since we got married, and in the fifteen years, I can only remember that you brought me happiness in the first four years, and I was the happiest woman in the world during those four years, but what about after that? How much hurt you gave me after that, do you remember?"

"You don't remember, you only remember work and neglect of me! Don't you know what I want? I want you to go home on time, I want us to be transparent to each other, I want your phone to have no password, I don't want your white lies, I just want you to be good to me! But do you know how you treat me?"

"Since you opened the company, you never come home on time, every time you come back when you are drunk for business entertainment, and when you come back, you either fall asleep or quarrel with me! Do you think I want to quarrel with you? I am worried about you, don't you know? Yes, in your words, why don't I wait for you to wake up the next day and tell you, today I told the truth, I just can't swallow this breath!"

"Why can you go to bed without paying attention when you're drunk, and I still have to bear these breaths with my heart, and I can't sleep all night? You say you're for your performance, for your family, but in my opinion, you're a rotten person, and you always have your high-sounding excuses. I believed everything you said before, but now every word that pops out of your mouth, I feel like it has the smell of deceiving me!"

Zi Yuyan looked a little excited, her eyes were full of resentment, looking at Qiu Han who was silent, there were countless shames on her face. Since you want to know, I'll tell you all!

She continued: "You get drunk, forget it, when you come home, I will quarrel with you and won't let you sleep, you will quarrel with me, you will not let me, and even you will do something with me, do you remember, I once said that in my marriage, this is absolutely not allowed! Do you remember? Did you do it? Yes, every time you only symbolically scare me, but in my opinion, you just beat me! Are you like this when you love someone?"

Qiu Han listened silently, he couldn't explain, and he didn't want to explain, he didn't know how many times he had explained, in Zi Yuyan's opinion, explanation was a cover-up.

Yes, when the company is newly opened, people trust people, the relationship is bent and the relationship is bent, it is always inevitable to drink, and it can't be pushed away, and there are a few times when it doesn't make sense and I take Ziyuyan with me, and finally it is the same comment: You are the happiest on the table, and your friends are not a good thing!

What can Qiu Han say? He can't say it! Listening to Zi Yuyan's words, he quietly recalled: Beat you? How could I really beat you? Yes, every time I go home after drinking, I go to sleep, and I have to drive during the day when I have something. If you're not happy, I can't sleep, and when I'm annoyed at the end, I'll hold you on the bed and spank you. When did I slap you in the face, or punch and kick you, like a man who has domestic violence?

Then I said that you don't believe it! Even if I say anything now, will you still believe it? The answer has already been formed in your heart, so what's the use of saying more? Qiu Han is so weak that his eyes are already full of teardrops......

Tears are already worthless, and they can't move someone who doesn't love you.

Zi Yuyan looked at Qiu Han's appearance, her heart that had been distressed just now was gone, she felt that Qiu Han was an actor, and he was acting in his own play.

She continued: "I gave birth to three children for you, who can do it as an ordinary woman? But what did your parents do to me? That's not all, I have had a few abortions for you, and every time I lie on the operating table, do you know how much I hate you? Is it like this to love someone? Do you want to say that my mother will take the eldest and my father will work outside during the day, and his legs and feet will not be good, so he will not be able to help at night? You take care of their feelings, but have you considered my feelings? After giving birth to three children, why should I have birth control surgery, can't you do it? You still let me lie on that cold operating table again and again! Why is your heart only good to your family? Have you ever faced up to who I am? I am your wife!"

"I've counted all of this, and I've forgotten your responsibilities and efforts to the family, but do you know how I got here? If it weren't for Shuo'er, I would have left you a long time ago! But you actually didn't want to repent, and you became even worse, and then you actually betrayed me! You sang at KTV, and I made forty-eight calls a night, and you could not answer them, and even if you answered sometimes, it was still dodgy and had an ulterior secret? You actually learned to open a room? Which small card is the best evidence!"

"Little card?" Qiu Han ignored Zi Yuyan's statement at that time, why did it become a different statement today?

Regarding which small card, Qiu Han can't remember exactly what night it was. I just remember drinking at a friend's house with those guys.

Drinking bayberry wine, this wine is not strong, with a fragrant sweetness, several people chatted while drinking, and unconsciously there were more. If you drink too much, you can only ask a friend to help you drive home, because there will be no substitute driver.

There's a friend's little brother in the middle. I don't know where to get a bunch of business cards, the kind of woman with sexy and charming big breasts, the kind with a phone, and one of them stuffed in his ass pocket after coming in.

I was wearing jeans and had something else in my butt pocket, and I dug it out, but I didn't touch it, so I thought it wasn't too bad, so I didn't take it too seriously.

Later, when I went home, Zi Yuyan, who was washing clothes, naturally saw it, she asked me, and I said it directly, she didn't say that at the time, she said: "I believe you, you won't! Besides, who went home with evidence after eating? Isn't that brain-dead?"

But now Qiu Han seems to be a brain-dead, out-and-out brain-dead, just because of this, later this group of friends who joked about it lightly and seriously Qiu Han slowly cut off the road, and felt that it was boring!

Why did she change her words today? Qiu Han's intuition was swollen, and his qi and blood surged up directly, he looked at Zi Yuyan incomprehensibly, and the person in front of him became more and more incomprehensible? Is this still the Zi Yuyan he once regarded as a belief?

Qiu Han's heart was full of pain, entanglement, chagrin, guilt, and regret. This is a mixture of flavors that belong to him. His eyes widened, and Ziyu Yan's handsome face was full of determination!

The two of them can go on like this, can they live well? Qiu Han's mind was blank, and the moment of confusion that he had never felt before invaded all his consciousness, and he stood on the seat like a fool.

The Adam's apple kept squirming, he looked back at the child, and quickly reached out and pulled out the paper towel on the table, covering his mouth, at this moment the bruise that had been forced for a long time came out in an instant, soaked the paper towel, and stained his hands.

Qiu Han stopped looking at Zi Yuyan, got up and hurriedly walked to the bathroom, leaving Zi Yuyan standing opposite the empty seat.

In the bathroom, Qiu Han kept pouring cold water on his head, and he knew that this would calm him down quickly.

After about half a cup of tea, he returned to his seat as if nothing had happened, but Zi Yuyan was gone, and only a note was left on the table, which read: "Take care of yourself, I will wait for you for these two days!"