Chapter 8 Cultivating Love

The winter wind was as bitter as ice blades, and the year was falling and standing in front of the library, pacing back and forth.

Xi Moran stepped forward and hugged Nian Luoluo excitedly, "I've been waiting for a long time, I discussed the investigation report with the teacher in the office, and bought you strawberry-flavored milk tea, which is very warm." He let go of his embrace, inserted the straw, and handed it to Nian Luoluo.

Nian Luoluo's brows were tightly locked, his pupils were full of sorrow, and he took the milk tea.

"Drink it while it's hot to warm your stomach. He took off his scarf, leaned down and intimately wrapped himself around Nian Luoluo's neck.

"I've said many times that I don't like milk tea, and I don't like hot drinks. Nian Luo looked at Xi Moran with irritable eyes.

"But it's winter, you can't drink ice, and carbonated drinks like Coke aren't good for your health. Why do you smell of smoke on your body, and you smoke disobediently?" asked Xi Moran sternly.

Nian Luoluo's eyes revealed obvious irritability and impatience, and he buried his head and stared at the fallen leaves under his feet, "I just went to the water bar to talk to them, maybe the smoke in the box is soaked in the clothes, you can go to the bookstore to buy books by yourself later, and I will go to the bar with them at night to play." ”

"We went to the bookstore together to buy books, and I'll accompany you to the bar, or you'll have bad habits. ”

"What bad habits, what are my bad habits?" Nian Luoluo looked at Xi Moran angrily.

"Your smoking and drinking are bad habits and violence, so I need to monitor you at all times and help you get rid of these bad habits. Xi Moran took out the notebook in his schoolbag, "This is a copy of the class notes borrowed from your professional classmates, the key points are marked in red for you, the final exam is coming soon, study hard, you can't fail the subject anymore, so when you go to the bookstore today, you must buy some books related to your major, it's always good to study more." ”

The pupils of the falling years twitched horribly, and the anger burned her heart, her throat, her whole body" I like to smoke, I like to drink, why can't I do it, I don't think it's a bad habit, I've lived like this for so many years, I now have to accompany you to the library every day, go to self-study classes, and correct all the problems you said, ok, I fell in love for the first time, I have no experience, I thought it would be good as long as I blindly corrected according to your requirements, but your requirements are endless, why should I do this, you liked me because of my original appearance, why do I have to change again and again, and I don't even know myself。 ”

"Love is originally a mutual compromise, two people from completely different worlds need to compromise more places to come together, our values, circle of friends, and outlook on life must be unified, so that. ”

"It's always me who compromises, and it's all me who is going to your world. Blood poured all over his body on Nianluo's face.

There was some pain in my heart, I exhaled deeply, Xi Moran lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and a choked voice came, "That's because I don't fit in with your world, like you said before, I won't fight or kill, I have no self-confidence and a lack of security, so I blindly want you to go to my world, I'm afraid of losing you, because I love you, I really love you, Luoluo." ”

"But I'm tired, and if I continue to live like this, I might break down, and I'll almost break them off for you. ”

"So between me and your group of friends, you choose your group of friends, and they think that all the demands I make to you are contrary to them, but all of them, except for my selfishness, are the best plan for your future and your life. Xi Moran explained.

Nian Luoluo closed his eyes, his lips trembled, "Let's calm down first, I'm tired." ”

"So you broke up with me for the sake of your friends, right? ”

"I don't want to argue with you about anything, I just want to be quiet for a while and let each other calm down. ”

Xi Moran's eyes were full of tears, and it seemed that they would slip down in the next second, "You didn't love me, right, when you agreed to be with me, it was a flood of compassion, you admit." ”

Nian Luoluo turned around and raised his pace with grief and indignation, and his indifference was chilling.

The mixed air was filled with the smell of tobacco and alcohol, the music was so loud that it almost deafened the ears, and both men and women writhed their waists and buttocks wildly on the dance floor.

It seems that such an indulgent play as tonight is a moment that I have been looking forward to for a long time, and it should be exciting and noisy, but at this moment, Nianluo's heart is full of sadness and worry.

It was late at night, the crowd gradually dispersed, and Nianluo staggered out of the bar with Yang Hui's support.

Xi Moran walked through the crowd to put on her clothes for Nian Luoluo, carefully hugged her to the taxi, and covered her cold hands in distress.

Nianluo's fair cheeks were slightly red, and the originally neat hair was also scattered and scattered.

"Are you happy to be drunk now?" asked Xi Moran gently.

Nian Luoluo's misty eyes looked at Xi Moran, pouted, and shook his head.

"Playing late into the night in the bar, indulging with your group of friends, smoking, drinking, you like it, why are you unhappy?" Xi Moran stroked her hair dotingly.

threw himself into Xi Moran's arms and put his face close to his chest, "I'm afraid you'll ignore me, I'm afraid you'll never love me anymore、、、、、、" Nian Luoluo muttered vaguely.

Xi Moran smiled with relief, swallowed the tears that were about to come out of his eyes, and hugged the sleeping Nian Luoluo tightly, he had never seen the well-behaved and fragile Nian Luoluo in front of him, and for the first time, he had the feeling of being relied on by Nian Luoluo.

Xi Moran sent Nian Luoluo home safely, handed it over to Aunt Zhang, and left comfortably.

The music in the cafΓ© lingered in my ears, the friends next to me were chatting leisurely, looking out of the glass window in frustration at the waves of classmates coming home from school leaving, and looking at the mobile phone screen uneasily.

"Click", Xi Moran knocked on the door outside the Nianluo box and walked in leisurely.

At that moment, Nian Luoluo was stunned, stared at Xi Moran, and swallowed his saliva.

All the eyes on the scene converged in the direction of Xi Moran, and they all cast surprised eyes.

Dressed in a black outfit with a short head, like a street gangster, without the slightest trace of the good students of the past, Xi Mo took out a cigarette from the cigarette case in a panic, rubbed the roller of the lighter with his thumb a little clumsily, raised his left eyebrow slightly, and the cigarette in his mouth was lit under the gaze of the audience, and he took a sharp puff, the spicy smoke rushed straight to his throat, trying to restrain his cough, and his face was flushed.

The look of the year fell more and more serious, and the sharp eyes revealed a trace of coldness, which made people shudder, and the students at the scene immediately suppressed their smiles, and there was silence all around.

"Let's go first, there's something else to do. Yang Hui called all her friends away.

The atmosphere was quiet and a little creepy, Xi Moran raised his eyes with a flushed face and watched Nian Luoluo, gradually snuffed out the cigarette on his fingertips, got up and turned his back, scooped up his clothes, and the bloody skin on his back was tattooed with a pattern that looked like Nian Luoluo's head.

frowned slightly, and closed his eyes slightly, "You didn't come to school for a day today, just to get these, how many calls did I give you." Nian Luoluo squinted at him, in his complicated eyes, distress, anger and emotion were constantly intertwined, he took a deep breath, and stopped talking.

"I, I want to surprise you, so. Xi Mo blamed himself and buried his head, "You said yesterday that the person who has been compromising is you, and it is completely you who are going to my world, so I want to change myself and do my best to go to your world, I don't want to change you, I really love you, I'm afraid of losing you, I think we get closer to each other, so that we won't gradually separate." ”

The corners of his mouth raised a smile, "You, are you stupid, as long as we love each other, we will not be separated, what I like is the original you, you don't need to change anything, you just stay where you are and be yourself, don't deliberately play any role for me, you are very tired, I am not used to it, but you are quite handsome like this." Nian Luoluo got up and pinched Xi Moran's handsome face.

Xi Moran gently held Nian Luoluo's hand, and looked into her eyes with admiration, "Also, also, you can't be alienated from your group of friends because of me, I didn't do it right before, you have your lifestyle, I shouldn't interfere, I will invite your friends to dinner tonight." ”

"Invite them to dinner, they have a party tonight, invite them to the bar to play, and I will send them WeChat. "Nian Luoluo stuffed the bank card to Xi Moran" The password is the last 6 digits of my mobile phone number. ”

"I pay for my treat, of course. Xi Moran stuffed the bank card back.

stubbornly stuffed the bank card into Xi Moran's pocket, "The consumption there is in tens of thousands, don't worry about money with me, the only thing I have is money." ”

The words choked in his throat and swallowed back, his eyes flashing with a little sadness.

"When you realize your dream after graduation and make money, you will support me, and you will be responsible for my food, clothing, housing and transportation, but you must know that my consumption level is very high. Holding his hand and walking out of the door, "Let's go to eat first, also, the tattoo part must be rinsed with warm water, not soap and shower gel, be sure to suck it with water, and then dry the wound with a towel, keep the skin clean, and wear back your previous clothes tomorrow, I like sunny and handsome little fresh meat." ”

Xi Moran listened carefully to the rare chatter of the year, held her hand tightly, and followed her dotingly.