Chapter Eighty-Four: A Hurdle That Can't Be Reached
In the car, Ling Shu kept a straight face and didn't speak, Gu Heng just finished throwing up, he still felt a little nauseous and uncomfortable, and he didn't talk much. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
In silence, the car finally stopped under a café, and Gu Heng, who was almost asleep in the corner, felt the cold air coming in after the car door opened, and only then did he open his eyes that were a little foggy.
Shaking his head, Gu Heng got up and followed Ling Shu into the café, and after choosing a window seat on the second floor, Ling Shu didn't ask Gu Heng about his taste, and directly ordered two cups of Mocha.
After the coffee came up, Ling Shu asked the waiter for two packs of wet wipes, handed them to Gu Heng, pointed to his chest and frowned and said, "No, wipe it, I don't feel disgusting, I really don't know what Tingting likes about you." ”
Gu Heng lowered his head and saw a mass of stains left after he had just vomited, and his old face was slightly feverish. In any case, it's a little embarrassing to be rude in front of women.
Ling Shu added two sugars to his coffee, his slender fingers pinched the spoon and stirred it gently, and after Gu Heng wiped it, he said slowly, "You should know my intention in calling you over, right?"
Gu Heng blew the coffee, and directly picked it up as a sobering tea, when the faint bitter taste brewed on the tip of his tongue, his spirit was slightly better, and he nodded: "Know a little!"
"Can you tell me about that as an outsider? Do you have a girlfriend, or do you think Tingting is wrong? If you don't find the root cause from you, I can't persuade her to die. Ling Shu's tone began to become softer, and he didn't have the attitude of not approaching anyone just now
"She's very nice, beautiful, with a sinful figure and a good personality. ”
If this was said in normal times, Gu Heng would never be able to say it, at least he would choose some more subtle words, but under the stimulation of alcohol, he said it without much hesitation.
As soon as the words came out, he already realized that something was wrong, but he couldn't take it back, so he had to rub his temples in embarrassment, trying to wake up his nerves and reason that were paralyzed by alcohol.
The spoon in Ling Shu's hand stopped in mid-air, and he also didn't expect this boy, who seemed to be far more mature than his peers, to give such a straightforward answer.
After a long time, she stared at Gu Heng's eyes and continued to ask, "Since this is the case, then what reason do you have for refusing?" It doesn't seem right that a guy who has a girlfriend can't go ten days and a half months without contacting each other on the phone. ”
Being blocked by the other party in advance, Gu Heng shook his head and smiled bitterly, thinking that what Ling Shu knew was all known through Wan Taoming and Liu Hua, the two traitors, he could only nod and admit: "Well, not yet, but I have someone in my heart who thinks the most right!"
"Mind talking to me about the one you identify, I'm a little curious, where did Tingting lose. ”
Probably because the wine hadn't woken up yet, or because Ling Shu's attitude had changed, or because he really wanted to give Xu Tingting an explanation, Gu Heng pondered for a long time and said: "Well, if you really want to say it, I can't say why, she and I should be regarded as childhood sweethearts, maybe it can also be said to be fate." ”
"Childhood sweetheart! Fate! Do you really believe in this thing?"
Ling Shu suddenly smiled a little nervously, as if he didn't agree with Gu Heng's statement, and said: "Do you know why I am so good with Tingting? Because we are from the same place, my brother and I can also be regarded as childhood sweethearts, when I was a child, I would feel closer than other people, and it was not impossible to think that I would grow up and live together for the rest of my life, but after crossing that hurdle, everything turned sour, and in the end it was embarrassing to even meet." ”
Gu Heng shook his head stubbornly and said, "We are different from you!"
"What's the difference? Men are not all like that, what you can't get is always the best, you dare to say, when you meet Tingting, you won't have the slightest idea, you just said that she led people to sin. ”
"Huh!"
Gu Heng was speechless for a moment, half of it was buried by the pit he dug, and the other half was Ling Shu suddenly saying such a large-scale topic, which made him a little uncomfortable.
Originally, a cold girl, suddenly the style of painting suddenly changed, isn't it strange?
"Xu Tingting, her brother has changed his mind?"
Originally, it was to change the topic, but when the words came out, Gu Heng realized that he was abrupt again, and it was not good to spy on other people's privacy, especially a person who didn't have much friendship.
However, what he didn't expect was that Ling Shu didn't even twist for half a year, nodded generously in acknowledgement, and asked rhetorically: "Is there a cat in this world that doesn't steal?" Or do you ask yourself if you can do this. ”
Gu Heng was stunned, he couldn't wait to slap himself, why was he out of state, and he was buried by the pit he dug again.
Annoyance is chagrin, but he is powerless to argue.
He couldn't help but admit that when Xu Tingting's best side bloomed in front of him, he did have a momentary heartbeat.
He also admits that he is not a decent gentleman like Megumi Yanagishita, and he will appreciate beautiful women when he sees them, and when he sees women with great figures, he will also have the urge that men should have, and in order to relieve his restless hormones, he even went to a nightclub.
However, this cannot be a reason for him to accept Xu Tingting.
Because, there is always a hurdle in his heart to step forward!
That hurdle is Xiao Xiao!
In his previous life, when he didn't have too many shining points, the two girlfriends he had finally broke up with him because of the material reality, but only Xiao Xiao, a girl with a good family background, good looks, and no one to chase her, has been waiting for him silently by her side.
It can be imagined that when the small note that was agreed to be thirty years old quietly slipped from the book, combined with the fact that Xiao Xiao didn't get married until he was thirty years old, Gu Heng's heart was so impacted.
When the figure who always came to his space from time to time to leave a few naughty comments, and suddenly disappeared, how empty his heart was.
At that time, he even naively thought that if he could do it all over again, he would not consider any factors, even if there was an all-round gap with Xiao Xiao in terms of family background and education, even if he was fully opposed by Xiao Xiao's parents, as long as Xiao Xiao did not shake his head and refuse, he would not let go even if he was dead.
Now, his naïve idea has become a reality, and all he wants to do is to fulfill that promise.
It is true that love is too complicated, and his feelings for Xiao Xiao, as Ling Shu questioned, may not be called true love, or more of a debt and obsession, but so what?
In his previous life, when he was just an ordinary person, only one Xiao Xiao was willing to be infatuated, even if it was a relationship that was uncertain whether it was love or not, shouldn't he give the other party an explanation?
Because he walked into a Xiao Xiao in advance in his heart, he could only choose to keep his distance from other girls in this life.
Whether it is Yang Yan or Xu Tingting, in Gu Heng's opinion, what they like is just Gu Heng, who is dressed in a young appearance but has a mature soul in this life, if they want to be Gu Heng who was less than twenty years old in his previous life, maybe they won't be able to look at it.
Gu Heng does not deny that this kind of thinking is indeed a bit hypocritical, he is a reborn person with a plug-in, how can he be qualified to pick and choose a girl who likes him and is excellent in all aspects.
But at the same time, he will unconsciously put Xu Tingting and Xiao Xiao at both ends of the scale, and the final result can be imagined.
Similarly, it is also because Xu Tingting quietly left a trace in his heart that he will keep his distance appropriately.
How easy it would be for him to be a negative man who just takes off his pants, but what about the other party, a young girl who is still full of longing for love, how much trauma will he leave after experiencing such a love injury?
Because I care, I can't bear to hurt!
"You're right, maybe me and her may evolve into you and Xu Tingting and her brother, but I haven't tried it, so I just quit, this is not my character. Besides, this is unfair to Xu Tingting and the one in my heart, isn't it?"