Chapter 114: Behind the Scenes
What this step means to Gu Yan is self-evident.
Qi Qian'er finally faced herself, and the joy in his heart almost jumped out of his heart, wanting to tell the world.
He could stand side by side with Qi Qian'er at this time.
It's just that these behaviors are in the hearts of the school classmates that Gu Yan has taken a fancy to Qi Qian'er's property, and wants to hug his thighs and achieve his goal by hitching up to Qi Qian'er, and since then he has reached the pinnacle of life.
What is the means of giving gifts and breakfast, there is water in the heat, and there is an umbrella in the rain, Gu Yan brazenly learned the methods that Qi Qian used when he was a child.
Say whatever it sounds ugly, everyone is not ashamed of Gu Yan's behavior.
But Gu Yan doesn't care, he just needs to be himself and treat Qian'er wholeheartedly.
These voices didn't have much impact on Gu Yan, but they brought some unhappiness to Qi Qian'er.
She didn't feel that she had any room for development with Gu Yan, but she really felt Gu Yan's kindness to her. Just like when he pursued He Ximing back then, he knew that there was a gap between the two people, but he still felt that with his own enthusiasm, he could be good to her.
Moreover, Gu Yan has done more than her, and loves more than her.
Even if there is no result.
There's a sense of desperation.
Thinking of her own past, and then looking at Gu Yan's present, Qi Qian'er is soft-hearted.
The matter is so big that even the entire industry knows that Qi Qian'er and a junior in her school are fighting hot, some sigh that it is good to be young, while others laugh at He Ximing's death is not worth it.
Feng Xu Yang naturally heard about Gu Yan, and he asked Qi Qian'er to come out.
"Brother Feng, what's the matter?"
She has been reducing her contact with He Ximing since he died, and she thinks that Feng Xu Yang knows her thoughts enough.
"Qian'er, I heard that your junior is pursuing you. So I'm a little worried, worried that he's going to plot something wrong, that you're going to be deceived. But if you're willing to give him a chance, why can't it be me? I've been by your side the longest, and He Ximing entrusted you to me before he died, didn't he?"
Feng Xu Yang said all the words in one go, he was worried that Qi Qian'er agreed to someone else's pursuit, and he might miss it again.
This time, he must seize the opportunity and must not miss Qian'er again.
Qi Qian'er looked at Feng Xu Yang in front of her in shock, but she didn't expect him to come to confess to herself.
"Brother Feng, I don't have anyone to agree to pursue it, I'm very happy that you can like me, but now I'm not ready, and I'm not ready to start a new relationship. You also know the important weight of He Ximing in my heart, and I have no intention of starting until I forget him. ”
Qi Qian'er smiled and refused.
"If you can't forget him in your life, then you ...... in your life"
"Yes, I don't start for the rest of my life. I already have Xi'er, and my father is by my side, I have a lot of things waiting for me to do, and love is now a dispensable thing for me. So I'm sorry. ”
Qi Qian'er interrupted Feng Xu Yang's words. Seeing his disappointed expression, she continued to say her plan, she didn't want to give Feng Xu Yang a possibility, at least now, she didn't want to delay him from pursuing his true happiness.
Looking at Qi Qian'er's determined expression, Feng Xu Yang felt that he might really have no chance, but he didn't give up, as long as he was by Qian'er's side, sooner or later she would accept her.
"So, if there was a day, would you consider me?"
"Yes!"
Feng Xu Yang was silent for a long time before he sighed softly.
"Qian'er, our selfishness aside, I think you need to think about it. Why did he appear in your life so coincidentally, and he was so similar to He Ximing? Don't you really suspect anything? You are not only you now, but you are also the chairman of Aiman, the heir of the Qi family, and you must be responsible for the company and so many employees in the company's name. ”
After sending Feng Xu Yang away, Qi Qian'er's face sank.
It seems that things can't go on like this, and she may not be able to bear the consequences of her momentary soft-heartedness.
So, she always wanted to wait for Gu Yan to appear and talk to the other party, but unfortunately, Gu Yan seemed to have evaporated from the world, and after that day, he never appeared by her side again.
You may feel that there is nothing in front of you when someone who is more punctual than an alarm clock appears in front of you all day long, after all, you are used to it.
But if this long-standing habit goes wrong one day, it will make you feel like you are stuck in your throat, and you can't let go of it at all.
Qi Qian'er is like this, she waited and waited for someone who didn't wait for Gu Yan, and after thinking about it, she decided to find someone, but when she went to look for Gu Yan, she didn't see Gu Yan.
Finally asked the counselor here, Qi Qian'er knew that Gu Yan suddenly asked for personal leave, and this request was more than ten days.
Qi Qian'er originally thought that Gu Yan was gone, and she could finally relax in the past ten days, but when Gu Yan really didn't appear by her side, Qi Qian'er always felt that there seemed to be something missing around her.
As soon as she enters the classroom in the morning, her eyes always glance at her place and see the breakfast on it. After finding out that there was none, I felt a little lost in my heart.
and the heart-warming little post-it notes, which also made Qi Qian'er's mood very bad.
After class, he habitually looked at no, there was no person, no gifts, and no warm smile from him, the disappearance of all this made Qi Qian'er wake up suddenly, how could Gu Yan have such a big impact on him.
What's more, the memory He Ximing gave himself in this school has been slowly replaced by Gu Yan, and the memory is not as deep as before.
Thinking of it, Qi Qian'er panicked.
How could she forget He Ximing so easily?
When she realized this, Qi Qian'er ran home in a panic and locked herself in her room.
She couldn't accept that He Ximing gradually disappeared in her memory, and the figure of another man gradually became active, thinking that this was a manifestation of her betrayal of He Ximing. And what she couldn't accept, and even panicked, was that she forgot what would happen to He Ximing.
She kept recalling the things between herself and He Ximing in the room, not only in this life, but also in the previous life, as long as it was related to He Ximing, she recalled it carefully.
The more carefully she looked, the more painful she became.
The bits and pieces of getting along with He Ximing in the past two lives all prove how much He Ximing loves himself, if it weren't for the villain, they would probably be together.
But now that he is slowly letting others replace him, Qi Qian'er has a deep sense of guilt, and she can't extricate herself from it.
Qi Qian'er didn't come out when it was dinner time, and Qi's father and the nanny called several times but didn't see anyone inside respond, which made Qi Tianxiong very worried and called Ji Feifei to see if Qian'er's good friend knew something.
After the phone called, Ji Feifei was also confused, she hadn't heard Qi Qian'er say anything recently, but thinking that her friend had been silently distracted recently, she only said that she would come over immediately and hung up the phone.
Along the way, Ji Feifei was a little irritable, why was her house so far away from Qi Qian'er's house.
Father Qi hurriedly walked over.
"Feifei, I'm sorry to trouble you again this time. ”
Ji Feifei was still heartless, and shook her head and waved at Qi Tianxiong with a smile.
"Uncle, don't say that, after all, it's my godson and his mother, how can I explain to my godson if something happens?" he said, patting his chest with confidence on his face.
"Don't worry, she'll be fine. ”
Hearing Ji Feifei say this, Qi Tianxiong was a little relieved.
Ji Feifei came to Qi Qian'er's door and stood still and knocked on the door.
"Qian'er, I'm Fei Fei, let's sit down and talk about something, you have locked yourself in the room to make my uncle very worried. ”
After speaking, Ji Feifei listened to the movement inside, but there was no sound.
She could only take Qi Xi as a raft, saying that Qi Xi seemed to have a fever.
As he spoke, he drew a cross on his chest, praying that God would bless the child with peace and well, and ignore her inappropriate words.
After waiting for nearly two minutes, he finally heard the sound of footsteps inside, and Ji Feifei's heart finally hit the ground.
"I'm going to see Qi Xi. ”
Qi Qian'er was about to go out, but Ji Feifei grabbed her arm.
"Don't worry, Qi Xi is very good, but what is not good now is Qi Xi's mother. Let's go, tell me what's wrong with you?"
Ji Feifei showed a satisfied smile at Qi Qian'er, and walked in behind Qi Qian'er, not forgetting to close the door behind her when she came in.
After the two sat down, Ji Feifei looked at Qi Qian'er, who was full of sadness, and asked.
"What's wrong with Qian'er, wasn't she okay before?"
Qi Qian'er didn't know what to tell her best friend.
If she says that she is gradually forgetting He Ximing now, will Fei Fei feel that she is too ruthless?
After opening her mouth a few times, Qi Qian'er finally decided to pour out her current feelings.
"Fei Fei, I suddenly found that He Ximing's memory for me is not as profound as Gu Yan's. Now as long as I see a place with memories in school, the first thing that comes to my mind is not He Ximing but Gu Yan. ”
Qi Qian'er raised her head sharply and looked at Ji Feifei with a helpless expression.
"Fei Fei, do you say that I don't love Ximing as much as I think, or rather, am I too cold-blooded, in less than half a year, I actually slowly forgot He Ximing, and maybe even let another man replace him?"
Ji Feifei looked at her friend who was sad and blamed herself, she felt a little bitter in her heart, sighed and sat down beside Qi Qian'er, patting her back gently.
"Don't doubt your feelings for He Ximing, you know best in your heart what the relationship between you is. As for your current illusion, it's just because Gu Yan has created too many such memories for you recently, and after a period of time, what you miss is He Ximing, and the most profound memory is still He Ximing's left. ”
Listening to Ji Feifei's explanation, Qi Qian'er raised her little face covered with tears and looked uncertain.
"Is that really the case?"
Ji Feifei smiled slightly, nodded very affirmatively, and said half-jokingly.
"Don't you believe me, when did I miss what I said?"
I don't know if I really believe in my friend or if I have psychological comfort, Qi Qian'er finally showed a smile on her face.
But as Gu Yan's figure disappeared, Qi Qian'er became more and more wrong.
She panicked and wondered.
More than 10 days off?
Why? Is there something going on in the house? Or is there something wrong with your body?
After all, last time, in order to give himself more umbrellas, Gu Yan got wet with half of his body, not to mention, after sending them out of school all the way, he went back to class, so wet clothes, almost all dripping water from below, can his body stand it?
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