Chapter 153: Past and Present
The life of the farmer is simple and hard, and the exquisite farm dishes that a few mothers are good at on the table are a typical portrayal, but it is such a clear and bitter interpretation, which simply interprets happiness.
Whether the dish is good or not depends on who accompanies it!
Once upon a time, we looked back and long ago forgot what we once had?
A simple dinner, eaten in laughter,
I eat very little at night with a big belly, so I can only eat small and frequent meals. With a smile on my face, I watched Qiu Han finish the last bite of food and smiled. He said, "Can't you eat enough?"
He smiled and nodded, and a simple dinner ended in laughter.
In addition to festivals in rural areas, there are generally few people who go out to work, and there are also some old and weak women and children in the bay.
A small energy-saving light bulb at the head of the bed in the room has a faint halo, which is always bright at night, so that I am pregnant and do not get up at night to get dark, his mother is careful to take care of it.
When Qiu Han didn't come back, my mother-in-law stayed with me all the time and stayed with me. Tonight, my autumn cold came home, and the cooking thing naturally fell on him.
In the evening of August, although it is a little cool, it still can't stop the buzzing mosquitoes. Qiu Han and I lay in the mosquito net, talking in a whisper.
Endless lovesick words are like spring rain, continuous, warm and lingering. The half-hidden window occasionally has a few fireflies passing by or flying in, flashing a faint glow of continuous fluorescent green, giving the whole room the romance of a country night.
The two of us lay next to each other, and we could clearly feel each other's snorts, and the pretty face that I had been red with was the reddish touch that Qiu Han had just kissed and touched.
It's not that I'm nervous and worried about the baby, I guess the two of us have already been in the rain a few times......
Again and again, again and again, again and again, again and again, and again and again. This unbearable situation is known only to the affectionate. Finally, in the last four-lip contact, the desire in the young heart was completely ignited, which was extremely bold and willful and forgetful love.
Qiu Han is very gentle, very careful, I am very gentle, very cautious. The two of them actually "blatantly" completed a difficult fish and water joy in front of the baby.
Speaking of this, Zi Yuyan suddenly realized that something was wrong, no matter what fault she had with Qiu Han, after all, this was their story along the way, how could she share it with a man who said a few words to his heart?
I've known you for nine years, but I have nothing to do with you, so is it really good for me to do this? I'm still Qiu Han's wife, I can't do this, what's the difference between this and betrayal?
Zi Yuyan suddenly felt a strong sense of guilt in her heart, her whole person instantly dimmed, she withdrew her gaze to look out the window, didn't even look at Ni Song, and put on a cold face. The cold Ziyuyan of the past is back.
She said talkatively: "Thank you for drinking coffee with me, I think I'm crazy, I've talked to you a little too much, goodbye!"
After speaking, Zi Yuyan got up and left, without even looking at the man in front of her.
The sudden change made Ni Song, who originally thought that the victory was in his hands, a little dumbfounded, he never thought that in his usual hypnotic technique, Zi Yuyan would suddenly wake up, making him feel like he had fallen into a mountain stream from a high altitude.
This feeling is very bad, he looked at the back of Zi Yuyan who resolutely refused to leave, and fell into a tangle, he didn't know whether to continue or interrupt. But when he thought of Zi Yuyan's charming smiling face, he was immediately reassured, and his eyes were full of challenge.
He didn't get up, nor did he chase out, because he knew that these had lost their meaning, and following at this moment would only be exchanged for Zi Yuyan's disgust and spit. He slowly picked up the coffee cup and slowly tasted the coffee that had been cold for a long time, and there was a refreshing feeling after it was cooled.
Then he got up and left, disappearing into the already bright morning.
Zi Yuyan walked directly in the direction of the rental house, which was not far from the coffee house, a few steps away, she seemed to have experienced a hardship. But that's just in her own heart, if she is asked to share her story with another man, she can't do it, at least not yet.
But the door of memory has been opened, pouring like a waterfall, and it is not easy to close it? I didn't think about it deliberately before, but now I think about it, and it suddenly touches the most tender memory in my heart.
Walking in the morning when no one is in the winter, Zi Yuyan's distant thoughts are extremely clear......
You have loved me, I will lie next to you, we chatted slowly, no sleepiness at all. I don't know if an hour or two hours later, I suddenly felt a pain in my stomach and frightened you.
You quickly got up and called your mother, and in her anxious words, you knew that I was going to give birth. At that moment, looking at your busy figure, I didn't even have a little worry, except for a faint feeling of pain, my eyes were full of you.
I'm going to love you so much!
There are very few cars in the countryside, most of them are motorcycles, you find the sixth uncle who is a teacher, carrying your aunt, you take me, followed by your mother-in-law, and we went all the way to the hospital in your town.
Looking at your anxious expression, looking at your nervous appearance, I comforted you and said, "Husband, it's okay, I'm not afraid!"
At that moment, I saw the teardrops in your eyes, I knew that you were worried about me, nervous about me, my body was aching at that time, but my heart was extremely sweet.
Everything went well, I can imagine you outside the operating room, and I'm sure you can imagine me lying on the operating table. Every minute and second was a torment and a great test for the two of us.
I worked hard because of your love, and finally when I was lying on the hospital bed after giving birth and appeared in front of you, the first cry of our lovely baby startled you who had been waiting for you. At that moment, you didn't go to see the child, you ran to me, grabbed my hand, cried bitterly, like a child, unscrupulous, at that moment my heart engraved the same happiness and sweetness as I got married!
I remember, I remember!
But how did it become like this now? Where did we go?
Thinking of this, Zi Yuyan squatted on the ground and cried bitterly, she cried for a long time before she slowly got up, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued to walk in the direction of the rental house.
There is sweetness in her heart, maybe it was just in the past? There is pain in her heart, maybe it is now!
After a while, she returned home, her mobile phone alarm clock rang, she looked at it, today is the day of the baby's holiday, she thought she should go to see them, pick them up from school.
Although she didn't want to go home to face Qiu Han, Qiu Han had not heard from him for a few days after receiving her letter.
In the past, he would come to "harass" me at least once a day, but in the past few days, there has been no news, and I don't know how he is now? Where is it? Is it okay? Will he also pick up the children from school and go home?
A trace of concern suddenly rose in my heart, and I couldn't tell whether it was Qiu Han or the child? But it's always a concern, but it just makes me look unusually tired. Zi Yuyan felt sore and weak, no matter how late she stayed up, she rarely stayed up all night, this all-night is really a kind of torment for her current self.
She found the clothes to change, quickly entered the bathroom, took a shower and changed into it, as soon as she went out, she met Liu Sang who pushed the door from the outside, humming a happy song, it seems that this woman's recent mood is not ordinarily good, and her mind and body have been double nourished. How many years older than himself is now, but now he seems to be a happy young man?
"Get up so early, Xiaoyan!" Liu Sang took the initiative to say hello.
"Hmm!" Zi Yuyan replied simply.
Liu Sang only cares about his own happiness, as if he has completely forgotten this best friend for many years, recently because of emotional entanglements have become sleepless at night, when did he go to bed early, and when did he get up early?
At this moment, Zi Yuyan realized that everyone only cares about their own feelings, and it seems that everything that considers the feelings of others is empty, just like a mouse that never knows that what he eats is stolen!
She used to always ask Qiu Han, in this matter, in that matter, did she care about her feelings?
For a while, Zi Yuyan seemed to have captured something, but it was a little ambiguous, this situation has always appeared recently, is she too sensitive or what?
How can one face up to one's mistakes so easily?
However, Liu Sang didn't notice anything unusual, he opened his door and went in, and after that, he didn't make any movement, so he must have fallen asleep. This woman has been going out at night lately, coming back in the morning, and falling asleep during the day. Even the number of people I talk to myself is only a handful. It's obvious that Liu Sang has completely gotten involved with that Dai Zicheng.
Zi Yuyan shook her head, carefully tidied it up again, looked at herself in the mirror, and felt quite satisfied, before going out in the direction of the children's school.
At the same time, Qiu Han's car is also heading towards the school of the little ones, who have not seen the children for too long. This boarding school, closed management, everything is good, but it is rare to see children. It's only two days a month, and after the child comes home, every time he either stays with Zi Yuyan, or pesters his grandmother, his father, usually misses this thing and that, for this part, Qiu Han has begun to review himself.
The only time I can spend with them is the holidays. This time, I must accompany them well, not only because I realized the importance of father's love, but also because Zi Yuyan said that when he came back from Hangzhou City, he would go to handle the matter between the two of them.
If that's it, then the kid ......