No. 110 Sleepy

Meng Ming suddenly felt very ridiculous. I would ask such a question.

Meng Ming shook his head and said, "Haha, if you want to say that, I'm really good." One second I watched them slaughter all my people, the next I woke up trapped here, I couldn't survive, I couldn't die, I had exhausted all my life's learning, but I couldn't escape from here, until one day I started making all kinds of dolls - they accompanied me, accompanied me, for a long, long time, so long that I forgot that I was in this world. It's been so long since I saw my brother die before I lived, it was the doll I was most satisfied with, so vivid, so realistic, so real, it made me hallucinate, it scared me, it made me lost, it made me want to destroy him, it was so painful...... It's so painful...... I can't afford it. You know, I can't afford it! I really can't bear it! That man, that scumbag, that bastard, that demon, that Lord, has the power of darkness, and it breaks me completely—he stood there laughing. Laughing defiantly, laughing—"

"If you can't afford to kill your brother, you're no better!" Qiu Yin said angrily.

"Shut up for me. If it weren't for me, those two of your friends would have died long ago. You're definitely no better than me! I should be watching the fun, and I shouldn't help you at all. Meng Ming looked at Qiu Yinbai and said.

"What? If it weren't for you, gloating, trapping us here, enduring the destruction of your self-directed boredom. We've been able to see each other for a long time. Qiu Yin smiled and said, "To see which of us is more painful! Am I right?"

Qiu Yin looked at Meng Ming expressionlessly, as if he wanted to see him through.

"Haha! You-you're going to say that, there's nothing wrong with you! I'm a little extreme--I really want to see how miserable you are to be ruined. Because he said, "You can let me go." Haha-let me go!" Meng Ming smiled very innocently.

"Do you believe it? Do you really believe it?" Qiu Yin seemed to be looking at a child who had no experience in the world.

"......" Meng Ming looked at Qiu Yin, and for a moment, Meng Ming also felt that he was funny. Believe him, it's better to think about it here and kill yourself.

The air seemed to be condensed, oppressive and quiet.

"Haha, you might as well believe me if you believe him. Maybe...... I...... You can ......," Qiu Yin said with a smile as he stood on the wall, "what do you think—what? I'm a very capable person." ”

Meng Ming looked at Qiu Yin, and after thinking for a moment, he said, "Yes! If this was put in the past, I don't think I would believe you." But now — you may really be that silver lining. ”

Qiu Yin saw Meng Ming say this, and nodded, "This may be the only chance, whether it's for you or for me." ”

Meng Ming closed his eyes, sighed and said, "Okay." ”

Qiu Yin waved his hand and lifted the other party's ban. Then, leaning against the wall, pinching a trick, the sweat-soaked clothes behind him instantly dried, this game is the right one, and the bet is right.

For a long time, neither of them spoke, and Meng Ming seemed to have made some major decision, and his voice slowly sounded. The world in front of me has changed. The dry earth, a layer of white mist, nothing can be seen clearly. Nothing—

Qiu Yin squinted at everything in front of him, it was a kind of despair! It was really despair! This was the only thing Qiu Yin could feel. Endless despair –

"This is what I looked like when I woke up. At the time, I couldn't see anything but white fog. I could feel that there was no life, I tried all kinds of formations, spiritual methods—I had exhausted all my life's learning, and I couldn't remember the time, every time that nightmare appeared, I remembered it once. When he appeared for the 70th time, I put the white mist in this glass bead. Then I saw this world clearly, the dry land, there was no life, no darkness, it was all day, white and dazzling, I would rather be the night, so that at least there were stars as companions. This way I can disguise myself and not be so naked and destroyed.

But there's nothing here, it's white, there's nothing—you know? I want to tear a hole in this bright sky, even a small one. It's okay to let me catch my breath, and it's okay to give me a little hope. But no—

The despair of having nothing but you here! It should be much more comfortable to die than it is now, I often think so, but I can't die. The demon on top of you looks at you playfully, and without any words, you will be trampled to death by him. Not even an ant, I don't even have anger. Looking at the white sky—dead silence.

I lay there, nourishing the land with my blood, praying for something to grow on it—but time seemed to stand still, nothing, nothing—my wounds always healed unconsciously, and I thought about going up to the ground with him, and when the demon appeared, I pounced on him, and I was going to blow myself up, in pain, but—not once, without success, he looked at me like a fool.

Later, I begged him to kill me. Pray with all my heart that he will kill me.

The devil always laughs, and laughs so carefully!

He always made a shrill voice and said, "No, no, yes." The game has just begun, so how can you lose the fun? It's not fun when you die.

I really want to die-

And then he came to torment me again and again—

I don't know how long it has been, I don't know how long it has failed, but the dry land has grown a big tree, but it has no leaves, it is a dead tree. There wasn't any life, but it was standing there – making me feel comfortable. It even makes me feel happy.

Really, very happy. Finally, my first doll was born, and I used all my heart and soul to make a doll. A puppet that can speak, a real person. Then I wasn't alone, more and more dolls. They became my friends, family, partners. Just when I felt I finally had some hope, the demon appeared. He destroyed everything in an instant, but he couldn't destroy the tree, only half of it.

So I tried again, and soon I got my wish. The puppet came back to life - I conjured a world to protect myself from being destroyed by the demon, and I remember that time, I thought I was going to die. However, death is really a luxury for me-

The demon reappeared, his face full of surprise, and he snorted coldly!

In a fit of rage, I conjured up a heaven and earth, so much so that I can't remember how many heavens and the earth I conjured.

There were more and more dolls, more and more friends, and then, one day, my brother was made by me. It's really exactly the same. I'm the happiest I've ever been in a long time. It's really fun. Be careful, for fear of breaking him, really I am super careful.

It was a very good time for me, really, but then I realized that Lan Lan was getting more and more beyond my definition of a doll, that he should not have his own thoughts, his own decisions, his own temper, so he began to torment me day and night, until I began to wonder if it was the devil's trick - and I did it. He died next to me, smiling happily.

Don't trust anyone. I'm going to leave you alone again. These were his last words!

His eyes were so clear, innocent, without sadness, and he smiled very happily. I didn't think of it at the time. How could he be a pawn of that demon.

The demon looked at me in a frenzy, and I felt a great sense of accomplishment. He hasn't been here for a long time since then.

Until one day, he was so happy that he jumped up and down, and you know why I'm so happy? Because soon you're going to have a companion. Haha--interesting pictures are about to be staged, haha-how interesting it is! haha--it's cool to think about. You wait. It's coming soon. Haha –

The demon repeats this every time he appears, until the 55th time he says it, and you appear. There is blood all over your body, you are beautiful, and beauty shines. He dropped you, and he departed. Laughing like crazy!" Meng Ming said with a frown as he recalled.

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