New article "You are in my turbulent time"
001 Nightmare
The man's body is full of alcohol, and there is anger.
Lin Wangjing's hands were tied, and he couldn't make any resistance...... She couldn't even see the murderer's appearance, because her eyes were blindfolded.
The only thing she could do was cry and say, "Please, please let me go...... Don't!"
That kind of scorching hardness was like a sharp blade that swept through thousands of troops, mercilessly piercing the last defense, and also piercing Lin Wangjing's heart.
She had never felt such pain, mixed with humiliation, resentment, fear, and despair like a volcanic eruption.
"Let me go...... Let me go...... Put...... Open ......"
The man has no mercy, and he ignores the woman's pleas, but only uses brute force to possess the woman under him.
Gradually, Lin Bangjing's cries became smaller and smaller, and their pleas became less and less, and they were collectively drowned in the man's crazy and fierce movements, and also in the moment when his heart died.
When everything was over, Lin Bangjing felt like he had died once.
The man put on his pants and stood beside her for a while, looking at the blood-stained lips, he was stunned for a moment, and one hand involuntarily raised slightly, but he never made any further moves.
In the end, the man compassionately helped Lin Bangjing loosen the tie that tied her hands a little, and turned to leave.
At that moment, Lin Bangjing had an impulse, she wanted to break free from all the shackles and die with this man!
But the despair is so deep, the pain is so deep, it has already deprived her of all courage and strength, and also deprived her of the possibility of happiness for the rest of her life.
- How could our Lin family give birth to a daughter like you?
- You were born out of wedlock, and your mother was a third person, so you ...... The upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is crooked, and it is also a complaint.
It's because of you that I'm here now!
"I'm not...... I'm not...... I'm not!"
Lin Bangjing wanted to tear off these labels that were forced on her, she screamed desperately, resisted desperately, and sat up from the bed violently.
The sweat-soaked pajamas cling to her body, making her look like a female ghost in a Japanese movie, with fear and sadness in her grievances.
Lin Wanjing stared at her, stunned for a few seconds, and after her consciousness returned, she didn't care about wiping the sweat on her forehead with the back of her hand, so she decisively turned around and opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out a bottle full of sleeping pills inside.
She wanted to swallow it raw.
However, her throat was so dry that she couldn't swallow the pills when they got stuck in her throat.
There was no way, Lin Wanjing had to get up and look for water.
As she passed the dresser, the oval mirror clearly reflected her appearance by the light of the nightlight next to her.
The pale face, the frightened eyes, and the ugly scars.
Because of the struggle in her sleep, her pajamas were unbuttoned twice, revealing the deep heart-shaped scar on the left side of her chest.
This is what the man left behind.
Lin Bangjing will never forget...... The man vented his madness over and over again on her.
In the process, a sudden hot metal object was burned on her chest, very close to her heart.
The heart-rending pain accompanied by the smell of burnt skin and flesh made Lin Bangjing unable to even shout, but he felt that his body and soul had been hit and tortured at the same time, which was a great shame.
Today, two years later, the feeling is still crystal clear.
002 The night is too dark
In the second half of the night, it suddenly began to rain.
There were no lights on in the cramped room.
Shen Linshu leaned lazily on the back of the bed, as if he had fallen into some kind of contemplation.
The rain was pouring down, and the sound of the raindrops hitting the glass grew louder and louder, interrupting his thoughts.
Shen Linshu glanced coldly at the location of the windowsill, then took out a lighter and lit a cigarette for himself, and the white smoke that he spat out slowly immediately filled the air.
Such a casual look, with sexiness, but also with danger.
Buzz Buzz –
The phone on the bedside table vibrated untimely, breaking the dead silence of the night and adding an unsightly light to the dark room.
Shen Linshu couldn't help but squint his eyes, sipping a cigarette, and reaching out to pick up his phone.
Immediately, a voice came from inside, shouting: "Brother, you and I really have a good heart! You also know that I just came back from LA, and this time difference, it is ......."
"There's something to talk about. Shen Linshu interrupted, holding the cigarette between his two fingers and flicking the ash on the ground at random.
The person on the other end of the phone was stunned when he heard this cold tone, and obviously felt that the atmosphere was not good, and he didn't dare to play poor in front of this demon king of the world, so he had to say: "The marriage between your brother and the Cheng family is probably a certainty." ”
Shen Linshu was not surprised, but the back of his hand was burned by the cigarette ash during the action, which caused a little chill in his eyes, and it took two seconds to reply with the word "um".
"Why are you so calm?" the other party was a little surprised, "What kind of family is the Cheng family? If your brother and that one become together, your parents will value your brother more." They're not happy with you doing it alone on your own, if you ......"
"That's a lot of nonsense. Shen Linshu became impatient, and directly extinguished the cigarette, not wanting to be noisy anymore.
"Don't hang up the phone yet!" The other party hurriedly stayed and was silent for a while, "Linshu, I'm not joking with you." ”
Shen Lin was silent, staring at the ash that was about to die, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"You've been to Lijiang for a week, haven't you?" the man continued, "Since you've already gone, you should bring Lin Bangjing back! Your brother has been waiting for her to get engaged for so long? As long as she comes back, your brother will definitely be shaken, and this marriage will not be concluded." When the time comes, as soon as he offends the Cheng family, you will be able to gasp. ”
Shen Linshu still didn't say anything, but got up and walked to the window to open the curtain, and began to stare at the fine rain outside.
"Do you think that relying on women to do things, your face is gloomy?" the other party smiled hesitantly, "Isn't the shelf life of a woman only one month for you? Big deal, you feel guilty for Lin Bangjing for two months!"
After saying that, the man laughed heartlessly.
And Shen Linshu looked at the vast dark night with an indifferent expression, turned off the phone, and reached out to turn on the night light at the bedside.
The dark and ghostly light exudes a faint vitality, illuminating the opposite wall in a vague way, distorting the photos of the Lijiang scenery on the wall, as if it has become a picture of purgatory on earth.
Shen Linshu let the window open, then paced back to the bed and sat down, lighting a cigarette for himself again.
The white smoke is thick, and it seems to be real and illusory.
Shen Linshu raised his eyes and saw that the girl's beautiful appearance was like an angel from a dream, slowly walking towards him, which was enough to dispel the boundless bitterness of the darkness.
But on the contrary, Shen Linshu likes the dark the most.
If anyone wants to bring light to him, he will drag him into the abyss.
003 came to the door
I don't know if the sleeping pills have finally worked wonders, or if she is tired, so she falls asleep.
When she opened her eyes again, she saw someone walking at the foot of her bed.
The heart suddenly rose to the throat and eyes!
She rolled over and sat up, clutching the quilt with both hands, hoping that they would turn into armor and protect her.
"Who?" her hoarse voice was furious and warning, but in fact full of fear, "Get out!"
Wang Lan was startled, turned her head to look, and saw the expression of Bang Jing as if she was about to kill, she frowned, and asked softly: "Bang Jing, what's wrong? I'll bring you breakfast." ”
The mirror was stunned, as if he didn't believe that anyone would care about her and miss her so kindly.
So, the two of them looked at each other for a long time before they were able to return to their souls.
"I'm sorry. She curled up on the bed with her knees hugged, "Really...... I'm sorry. ”
Wang Lan didn't understand what was wrong with her, she just felt that the girl in front of her was really distressing, as if something had happened to her, and she had no one to rely on, so she could only resist stupidly.
"Pull the mirror, drink some porridge. Wang Lan said so, walked to the table and picked up the tray, "Your face is very bad." ”
There is no appetite for the mirror.
Last night's nightmare was too real, as if she had the illusion of recreating yesterday.
Such cruel torture exhausted her physically and mentally, and also made her feel a strong uneasiness inexplicably, as if something was approaching her.
……
For three days in a row, the mirror did not go out to collect wind.
She always sits by the window and looks into the distance, always holding a cartoon keychain in her hand, her thoughts are entangled in the sweetness of the past and the pain of this time.
A few meters away, Shen Linshu stood against the wall in the dark place at the mouth of the alley.
The weather is starting to become gloomy compared to the early morning, which seems to be a sign of rain.
The cool wind blew the tips of Shen Linshu's hair over and over again, but he didn't move, just stared intently at the hazy figure by the window on the second floor.
He was thinking, Shen Linhui's wedding is imminent, how would he feel if he knew that his beloved first love was now a person who was not a human or a ghost?
That scene must be very interesting and definitely worth watching.
Shen Linshu smiled ruffianly, took the remaining small section of cigarette to the end, causing it to quickly burn out between his fingers, and then turned to leave.
But in the blink of an eye, he saw a figure that was not familiar, but it was enough to make him vigilant and defensive......
Lin Qingyan didn't expect that the mirror was really in Lijiang.
Since that incident two years ago, the mirror has evaporated from the world, and there has been no news.
The family doesn't mention this person, and they don't look for this person, they all think that they are without her, and they will be innocent and quiet.
If Lin Qingyan hadn't happened to come to Lijiang to participate in the exchange meeting, and happened to hear her former colleague mention that she had seen a girl who looked very similar to Bangjing, she probably wouldn't have deliberately thought of this person.
But now that you know, it's better to take this opportunity to deal with the remaining problems.
"Hello. Wang Lan saw a guest coming in and greeted him with a smile, "Do you want to stay or eat?"
Lin Qingyan swept her phoenix eyes, took a thorough look at the small inn, frowned slightly to show her disgust, and she whispered two words: "Find someone." ”
"Looking for someone?" Wang Lan didn't understand too much, "You want to ......"
"Lin Bangjing. Lin Qingyan said bluntly, "I'm her sister." ”
004 His marriage
When Bang Jing saw this half-sister again after two years, he was still like the first time the two met, with an innate inferiority complex.
She kept her head down, her hands clasped tightly together hidden under the table to hide her crampedness.
And Lin Qingyan stood in the middle of her room, not looking for a place to sit, just looking at her directly, with contempt and disdain in her eyes, without hiding it.
"No wonder I couldn't find you, it turned out that you ran here to hide in Qingjing. Lin Qingyan smiled, but he couldn't get enough of it, "What's the matter?"
Listening to her hypocritical words of concern, she unconsciously buried her head lower.
But the long silence seemed to make her aware of her identity and what happened to her.
So, Bang Jing tried not to be humble or arrogant and said: "I am no longer the Lin family." ”
"Huh. Lin Qingyan smiled even more, "If you don't say this, I know it." Do you think that your mother will use you as a bargaining chip and you will be able to enter the Lin family ancestral hall? ”
Wanjing's brows twisted, and his fingertips trembled slightly.
Such words, she heard from a young age.
But for her life experience, she will not and cannot do any more resistance, because it is the original sin and cannot be changed.
Everyone in this world can look down on her, and everyone can poke her backbone, but her Linhui can't, and that's enough.
"How long are you going to stay in Lijiang?" Lin Qingyan suddenly asked again, as if he had lost his little patience.
Pulling the mirror and sighing softly, meeting Lin Qingyan's gaze, he replied: "I'm a free person, my sister won't even interfere with this, right?"
Lin Qingyan said disdainfully: "I don't care where you live, or whether you live or die." But ......"
Bang Jing suddenly felt a worry, and he also knew what Lin Qingyan was going to say next.
Sure enough, Lin Qingyan mentioned it: "The house that grandma left you, you must give it up automatically." ”
For this question, Bang Jing never wavered, she stood up, shook her head, and said, "I will never give up this house." It was left to me by my grandmother. ”
Lin Qingyan's face changed, and anger spontaneously grew, "Lin Bangjing, are you born to like to rob other people's things? It's really a good mother who follows you! It's a pity that your mother hasn't missed you for half a cent in the two years since you left! But she is in a hurry to ask your father for money!"
Listening to this, her heart was filled with dense pain, which made her already broken heart even more broken.
She knew that as long as she gave up the house, her grievances with the Lin family would be settled. Her mother would no longer have any extravagant hopes.
However, she was reluctant to give up her grandmother's love.
She still wants to wait until she is old, so she will go back to that old house and spend the rest of her life quietly.
"Today, let me meet you, it is providence. Lin Qingyan stepped forward and grabbed the wrist of the mirror, "How long do you want to stay in Lijiang, that's your business." However, you have to go back and go through the property transfer procedures with me!"
He shrank back and said firmly: "I won't give you a house, and I won't go with you." ”
Lin Qingyan hates Lin Bangjing's tall appearance the most, as if she is a white lotus flower that comes out of the mud and is not stained, obviously from a humble background, but it can make people awe-inspired.
"Don't you dare to go back to the imperial capital, aren't you afraid that Shen Linhui will know about that incident and ruin your Bingqing Yujie image?" Lin Qingyan narrowed his shrewd phoenix eyes, "I just have good news to share with you here." ”
Bang Jing subconsciously didn't want to listen to the latter words, but Lin Qingyan had already announced with a smile: "Shen Linhui is engaged to the youngest daughter of the Cheng family, and the wedding will be held next month." ”
005 A choice
When Bang Jing heard the news, his reaction was: I don't believe it.
Her Lin Hui had said that his bride could only be her, so how could he marry someone else?
This...... No way.
"You know the Cheng family. Lin Qingyan admired the grief on Bang Jing's face, and felt pleasure in his heart, "The Cheng family is a real famous family, and every member of the family is a well-known figure in society. And this youngest daughter of the Cheng family is the pearl of the Cheng family. After Shen Linhui marries her, he will definitely be able to rise to prominence. Let's take a look at you, what can you bring to Shen Linhui?"
Lin Qingyan didn't say it explicitly, but the obvious answer was even more hurtful - all she could bring to Shen Linhui was unbearable and shameful.
Smack!
A tear carrying too many tears fell from the eye socket of the mirror and slammed into the ground.
"Stop struggling. Lin Qingyan easily grasped the weakness of the mirror, "If you don't give up grandma's house, I'll tell Shen Linhui everything you did back then." At that time, in Shen Linhui's heart, even a slightly better image will be gone. ”
After speaking, Lin Qingyan patted the mirror on the shoulder, and left the room with a victor's smile.
After the person left, he slumped in the chair.
How many lonely nights, she was afraid, desperate, and helpless, and could only silently recite Shen Linhui's name in her heart, so as to get a trace of comfort.
However, two years could not heal her injuries, but it effortlessly took away her hope.
The keychain in her pocket suddenly became hot, like a raging fire, burning her skin.
This was the first time she and Shen Linhui watched a movie and ate potato chips, and the prize was won by a Mickey Mouse with a big smile.
At that time, Bang Jing promised Shen Linhui that she would definitely treasure this keychain and tie the key to the house, and Shen Linhui promised that he would give Bang Jing a real home.
And now, Shen Linhui wants to build a happy family with others, but she can't even keep the memories of the past, and there is only one choice left.
……
Outside the window, the sky, which was still gloomy just now, began to change to clear again, just like the development of events, always like that, people were caught off guard.
Shen Linshu took off his headphones and turned off the eavesdropping device.
He didn't expect that someone would replace him so soon to force him to return to the imperial capital, and his methods were so sharp.
Reaching into his pocket, he wanted to smoke a cigarette so that his thoughts could clear up and plan what was next.
"Damn. ”
Shen Linshu scolded in a low voice, because the cigarette case was empty.
He clutched the lighter in his hand and prepared to go downstairs to buy cigarettes, but when he caught a glimpse of the pictures on the wall, he seemed to have lost his addiction to cigarettes, and was left to meditate on the spot.
He stared at the girl's side face, and countless pictures appeared in his mind, especially after she and Shen Linhui reunited, Shen Linhui couldn't help but feel a lot of feelings.
That's just the way it goes.
As long as Shen Linhui is allowed to see Bangjing, or even let Shen Linhui know the truth about Bangjing's departure that year, it is impossible for Shen Linhui to marry the Cheng family.
Shen Linshu has been waiting for the day when Shen Linhui is ruined, and he has been waiting for too long.
He couldn't give up at this time, and that meant someone had to sacrifice.
took out his mobile phone, and the busy sound in the earpiece rang only once, and then a human voice came, Shen Linshu said in a low voice, "Prepare a ticket back to the imperial capital." ”