Chapter 47: 26 Years of Loving You
Fang Zihao stood outside the training room, looking at Yang Hui teaching students with fun, and after a long time, he handed the coffee to Yang Hui who was walking towards him, "I just saw you show your students how to reflexively subdue the enemy, it's very handsome, Teacher Yang, when will I also come to register!"
smiled disdainfully, "You have time, Mr. Fang." "Took a big sip of coffee.
"Today is the day Yan Mu is out of the detention center, let's treat her to a meal!" Fang Zihao said in a low voice.
"You should have gone to the detention center today, didn't you see her?" said Yang Hui.
"How do you know?" Fang Zihao looked at her in surprise.
"You are my brother, you feel very guilty and embarrassed to see him, but because you miss her and can't wait to see her, you are so entangled, so you come to me now and want to. β
"Was it our mistake to let her regain her memory without any care, but she seemed to be more sad than ever. Fang Zihao's eyes flashed with distress.
Subconsciously twisted the coffee cup, "At first, I also doubted that I would be too cruel to do this, but my starting point is to make her less painful, I can understand the pain in her heart now than anyone else, her overwhelmed, her dazed, her helplessness to escape everything, but, brother, everything we do now is for her good." Yang Hui lowered her head and blinked her blurred eyes, "Moreover, when they break up, won't you have a chance to be courteous, so you are the ultimate winner." β
"It seems like I'm mean. Fang Zihao raised a bitter smile.
"Love sometimes needs to be unscrupulous, and even if we don't do anything for her, she will one day regain her memory, and we are doing exactly the right thing now before everything becomes completely out of our control. Yang Hui elaborated indifferently.
At night, the evening breeze blows lightly, gently blowing the curtains, and the bright moon in the starry sky is very dazzling.
Nian Luoluo sat at the dining table indifferently, watching Mi Luo and Du Yan bring the cooked dishes to the table one after another.
Du Yan naturally reached out and untied the apron around Mi Luo's neck, straightened the corners of his wrinkled clothes, and put the pre-adjusted flavor dish in front of him, "He especially likes to eat steamed fish, but he must make a separate flavor dish by himself, because he likes to put a lot of vinegar and peppercorns and salt, and he is afraid of the fishy smell." Du Yan remembers everything about him so deeply, "Do you remember when we were in our second year of high school, on the night of your birthday, we met to take sick leave to eat the steamed fish, we didn't have enough money, and we were caught by the boss for evading orders." β
"Of course I remember, I called my dad later, asking him to ransom people, my dad also helped us lie to the head teacher, and specially approved us not to go back to school, since that incident, my dad has reminded me openly and secretly, so that I can't fall in love early, I have to control myself, and so on. Mi Luo relished, his eyes reflecting the joy and satisfaction that he had not seen for a long time.
"You know Uncle Xi. Du Yan noticed Yan Mu's lonely look, and immediately swallowed his words, "The food seems to be getting cold, let's move!"
Yan Mu silently picked up the chopsticks, feeling a little lost, a little dazed, and a little envious.
Outside the car window, the blurred scenery flew by, Du Yan turned off the music, and exhaled a heavy breath shallowly, "The steamed fish tastes okay tonight!" staring at his face.
The corners of Mi Luo's mouth grinned slightly, "It's great, it's as good as ever." β
"Then I'll teach Yan Mu, and she can make it for you to eat in the future." Du Yan's voice was very soft.
Swallowing his saliva, he looked back puzzled, "Why?"
"Why, how should you answer that! Because you like to eat steamed fish. Du Yan's smiling eyebrows were full of sadness.
"Where are you going?"
The corners of his mouth trembled slightly, "You can go anywhere, anyway, as long as I won't meet you again." β
I should have said something, but I was silent and didn't know how to speak, looking straight ahead, my eyes were red.
"Don't feel guilty, don't blame yourself, don't be sad, 26 years is not short, you don't need any sad goodbye, I like you but I don't want to cause you any burden, so I let go of your happiness, you won't be embarrassed anymore, but think about it rationally, 26 years I have been so good to you, suddenly lose me, you must be very unaccustomed, very sad, and then maybe you will suddenly find that you can't do without me, but you can no longer find me, so that there will always be me in your heart, so that I seem to be able to live in your heart for the rest of my life, and it seems to feel good to be held by the man I love all the timeγ His nose twitched to control the tears.
"Don't go. Mi Luo choked up and squeezed out two words.
You smiled, tears still burst out of your eyes, "You are the one who left, I just followed your footsteps and left in the opposite direction." "Quickly wipe away the tears" I can generously accept that you have someone else in your heart, I can generously accept that you fall in love with others, I can even accept that you marry someone else, but I can't accept that someone else is Nianluo, that you can give up your life for her, for him to completely disregard everything for Nianluo, because I know that the probability of my victory is 50% relative to others, and I can even reach 100% if I work hard, but the probability of my chance of winning is 0% relative to Nianluo, and how hard I work is also 0% , so I gave up on you, you secretly rejoice!"
"You can be so organized in everything, and sure enough, you are a good lawyer. Mi Luo teased with a smile.
"Yes, I forgot to mention that you have also lost a good friend who is a lawyer. Du Yan suddenly burst into tears and laughed, "In this way, for the sake of fairness, give you another chance, choose me or her?" looked at him directly, although it seemed to be joking, but in fact, he gave himself one last chance, in the face of his silence, Du Yan smiled knowingly, "The last straw that crushed the camel." β
Reluctance, sadness, guilt, grief, a series of emotions came to her heart, Mi Luosi thought about it for a long time, but couldn't find a reason to keep her.
In the parking lot, the smell of smoke fills the air, weaving a soft net that covers all the scenery in the carriage.
There was still the last cigarette in the cigarette case, picked it up, lit it, the flames brightened the dim corners, and the face showed the deep traces of melancholy, Mi Luo took a shallow breath, but it was stuffy for a long time before he spit it out gently, tears dripping down his cheeks and falling down his neck and chest.