Chapter 147
Darkness covered the room, and the two sat on the edge of the kang, and neither of them spoke for a moment. Until Xiao Lianyou broke the silence: "Yu Yiran, what do you have to do, you can talk about it now." ”
Yu Yiran was silent for a long time before speaking: "Ah Xuan, I want to say 'I'm sorry'." ”
"Why? Just because you insulted me?" Xiao Lianyou wondered, feeling that this reason was too ridiculous, just looking at his tireless appearance, how could it be because of this reason?
"How do I call it indecency? To my beloved girl, doing what I want to do is called happiness!" Yu Yiran's originally heavy face suddenly became excited.
"Ahh
"Then I ask you now, are you happy? I remember that you used to be full of happiness. Yu Yiran began to smile again, and put his face in front of Xiao Lianyou's eyes and asked.
"Yu Yiran!" Xiao Lian was annoyed and ashamed, and pushed his face away: "You are not here to talk about problems at all, you are here to be angry with me." I'm not happy, and you won't be allowed to do this in the future!" she stood up angrily, grabbed Yu Yiran and pushed it out, and snorted angrily: "You go quickly, stay away from me, and I will be happy." ”
Yu Yiran tried hard to stand still, not letting Xiao Lianyou pull easily, and suddenly said in a deep voice: "Ah Xuan, do you still hate me? Because I went abroad to compete, I haven't heard from me for a few months." Because you are uncertain about your love for me, you decided to test me by committing suicide?"
Xiao Lianyou was so shocked by his words that she let out a "boom" in her head, she didn't move for a long time, and her hand holding him was suddenly put down, and her pretty face lowered.
Did he know? Did he know that Ah Xuan was really dead? Her face turned pale, and her teeth bit her lip hard, what should she do?
Xiao Lianyou then thought again, he just said that he was tempting, and asked himself if he still hated him? In this way, he must have thought that he was just using suicide to scare him, and he didn't really die.
So what should I do?
"No! Li Dai Taostiff is already helpless, but if he admits that he still hates him, it is equivalent to admitting that he still loves him, doesn't that give him hope?
If you cheat on other people's feelings for your own safety, what will you become?
Xiao Lianyou thought about it a few times and was silent for a long time, Yu Yiran just stared at Xiao Lianyou's direction, but did not urge her, and silently waited for her answer.
But to tell the truth, tell him that she is not Lu Qingxuan? Xiao Lianyou immediately denied this idea in her heart. Not to mention whether Yu Yiran will believe it, assuming that he believes it, will he hate himself for this? Will he suspect that it was his appearance that caused Lu Qingxuan to die? He can't take such a risk, he hasn't found his husband and Tiantian yet, and he can't die.
What should I do? Xiao Lianyou slowly raised her head and looked at Yu Yiran, who was quietly waiting for an answer, through the moonlight outside the window. His evil smile was long gone, and although there was a little anxiety on his face, he patiently gave her time.
He can never give him the answer he wants, so why give him hope in vain? If he doubts himself because of this, then doubt. Xiao Lianyou finally made up her mind.
She raised her head, stared into Yu Yiran's eyes, and said word by word, "I don't hate you." I've never hated you. Xiao Lianyou thought silently in her heart, what I said was true.
This sentence was absolutely ironclad, which made Yu Yiran's face change dramatically in an instant, and he never hated? What does it mean? Is there really no chance of recovery?
He hurriedly explained: "Ah Xuan, you can't do this. It's not fair. It was my parents' temporary decision to go abroad, they said that this opportunity was rare, and it was not easy to sign up, I thought I would call you again when I got abroad, but who knew that the competition was really held on a remote island. On the day I left, Ning Wei came to see me, and I obviously asked her to tell you where I went, but she ......"
Xiao Lianyou suddenly raised her head when she heard this, and glared at him fiercely with sharp eyes, it turned out that his parents had given him a temporary registration. Is it true, is it just an excuse, just an excuse to ruin the relationship between the two of them? She thought of Lu Qingxuan's sensitive and suspicious character, Yu Yiran disappeared for so long, and Ning Wei's cynicism finally made her end up committing suicide. Isn't all this just because of Ning Wei?
"How did you know I committed suicide?" Xiao Lianyou suddenly interrupted his explanation.
Yu Yiran paused, his voice full of guilt: "Originally, I didn't know, but one day you threw this out of the space in order to save people." He pulled out a small notebook from his trouser pocket.
Xiao Lianyou took it, glanced at it silently, and finally understood that this was Lu Qingxuan's diary. No wonder......
While thinking about it, she wanted to take the notebook back into the space, but Yu Yiran suddenly took it back from her hand and put it back in her trouser pocket with a new cherish.
Xiao Lianyou didn't go to snatch it from him, this is Lu Qingxuan's relic, and it should be kept for him.
"The past is gone, and there is no point in holding back who is right and who is wrong. I don't hate you, and I don't blame anyone, only that I am too sensitive and willful. Fortunately, we don't have anything to do now, this is the greatest gift from God, we should cherish it, don't we? Don't mention this matter again, okay?" "Ah Xuan, you are always so kind, you would rather others hurt you, you never resent others. But why do you still blame me?"
"How many times have you told me to say it to believe that I don't hate you anymore, but I don't love you anymore, because I died in that premeditated accident. Standing in front of you now is a new me. ”
"Okay, it doesn't matter, no matter what kind of you and I like it, Ah Xuan, since you are brand new, do you allow me to pursue you with a new look?" Yu Yiran returned to that state of hippie smile. Xiao Lian raised her forehead and sighed, did this guy understand his own words, why is he so tired of talking to him?
She grabbed Yu Yiran and pushed it out of the door again: "It's time, it's time to sleep, you go back to rest, don't always come to me if it's okay, I'm busy." ”
"Ah Xuan, you haven't answered yet, can you? I won't leave!" Yu Yiran pulled the door frame and shouted in a low voice.
"No!" Xiao Lian yelled angrily.
Finally with a force, she pushed the door out of the door, closed it quickly with her backhand, and she leaned against the door.
"Whew...... This hateful fellow, who has wasted his tongue all night, has spoken ...... in vain" (To be continued.) )