Chapter 568: Heart Knot
Shang Xiaohong's own alcohol consumption is also good, usually drinking more than a pound of liquor is fine, today is excited, wine is not drunk and everyone is drunk, after a short rest, plus the effect of the hangover drug, the brain stimulated by alcohol quickly sobered up, she opened her eyes, stared at the ceiling for a while, and gradually remembered today's drinking.
Shang Xiaohong was suddenly startled, and hurriedly looked up to check, and now that she was covered with a quilt and her clothes were well dressed, she breathed a sigh of relief, but she faintly felt a little lost.
The dormitory where Shang Xiaohong lived was originally a house assigned to deputy department-level cadres by the Physical Reform Commission, with a total of one bedroom and one living room, Bao Feiyang heard the movement outside, hurriedly walked into the room, and shouted in surprise: "Sister Shang, you are awake!"
Seeing Bao Feiyang, Shang Xiaohong was pleasantly surprised, and her mood was even more complicated: "Feiyang, you, why are you still here, you sent me back?"
Bao Feiyang nodded, relieved, he was a man with strong blood, always facing a beautiful woman lying on the bed, defenseless, always reminding him that he could take and take, and his heart would inevitably be a little impatient.
Now that Shang Xiaohong has woken up, the relationship between them can finally return to normal. Bao Feiyang blamed himself in his heart, and while secretly scolding himself as a beast, he said with a smile: "Yes, Sister Shang, you are actually drunk, this is something I never thought of, how about now, does it hurt with a headache, do you want to drink some water?"
As he spoke, Bao Feiyang naturally brought over the cup that had already poured water.
Shang Xiaohong's head did hurt a little, this was a normal reaction after drinking too much wine, and her mouth was also very dry, she hurriedly sat up with her body propped up, took the water glass, and gulped water.
Shang Xiaohong only cared about drinking water, but there was no spring leakage from the placket that was now unbuttoned. A plump and plump snowball almost jumped out, swaying like a little white rabbit, and the relaxed Bao Feiyang couldn't help but look straight at it.
Shang Xiaohong finished drinking the water, and when she looked up, she realized that there was something wrong with her expression. Follow his gaze and look down. was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly pulled up the quilt to cover his chest. But he forgot that he was still holding a cup in his hand, and there was a little bit of water left in the cup, which was sprinkled on the quilt and body.
"Ahh Stretched out his hand again to wipe the splashed water stains, and suddenly he was in a hurry, and his chest was once again full of spring light, and the little white rabbit kept beating-
"You still see!" Shang Xiaohong suddenly saw Bao Feiyang's gaze, and was immediately embarrassed, grabbed the pillow and smashed it on Bao Feiyang's face, and then pulled up the quilt. Cover your body.
Bao Feiyang grabbed the pillow, scratched his head a little embarrassedly, lowered his head and didn't dare to look at it again: "Hehe, Sister Shang." If you're fine, I'll go first. â
"Ah, you're leaving?" I don't know why, Shang Xiaohong's heart felt empty, and an unspeakable loneliness surrounded her. Thinking of the grievances she suffered in Tianyuan during this time, she has always been alone in it, and she really wants to find someone to talk to. So when she drank at night, she didn't take hangover pills, deliberately trying to get herself drunk, and then say goodbye to the hard days of the past.
She even regretted it a little now, why did she wake up so quickly, even if Bao Feiyang fed herself antidote, she could continue to pretend to be drunk! Then he wouldn't have left so quickly.
Shang Xiaohong really wanted Bao Feiyang to stay, talk to her, and make herself not so lonely, but she knew very well that she had no position to ask Bao Feiyang to stay, and the lonely men and widows were in the same room, in case it spread out, the impact would not be good.
Shang Xiaohong endured it and didn't hold back, watching Bao Feiyang walk out of the door, and then hid in the quilt and silently shed tears.
After a while, Shang Xiaohong suddenly heard a knock on the door, she poked her head out of the quilt, listened with her ears sideways, and sure enough, when she heard someone knocking on the door again, her heart was pounding, not worried, but wondering if Bao Feiyang was back, and afraid that it was not Bao Feiyang, who would suffer from gains and losses.
Just when Shang Xiaohong hesitated, the door of the room had been opened from the outside, Bao Feiyang had something in his hand, tiptoed in, and saw Shang Xiaohong, who was full of astonishment and half-sitting on the bed, and was suddenly startled: "Ah, Sister Shang, you didn't fall asleep, I thought you were asleep, just, just when the key was forgotten and put down, I opened the door by myself." â
Seeing Bao Feiyang's nervous, embarrassed and somewhat helpless appearance, Shang Xiaohong suddenly laughed with a "poof", and she didn't know why, but her mood improved.
"Then you came back with the key?" Shang Xiaohong reached out and rubbed her face, taking the opportunity to wipe away the tears on her face.
In fact, Bao Feiyang had already seen the tears on Shang Xiaohong's face, knew that she had just cried, and thought that she had come back in the right place.
Originally, Bao Feiyang didn't dare to stay because of what he almost lost control before, for fear that he would do something inappropriate again. But when he walked out the door, he felt that he was not doing well. If he drank too much alcohol before, he was impulsive and could be forgiven, then now he knows that Shang Xiaohong is drunk and has problems in his heart, but he still cruelly throws her alone in the room, which is not what a friend should do.
Bao Feiyang began to reflect in his heart, the reason why he was in a hurry to leave was because he was afraid that he would have some undeserved impulses in the face of the beautiful Shang Xiaohong. He and Meng Shuang have made a lifelong bet and vowed to take care of Meng Shuang for the rest of their lives, and they have agreed that they will be loyal to each other, both physically and mentally.
There are also many particularly excellent women in Bao Feiyang's life, such as Shang Xiaohong, Zhao Liping, and sisters Tang Tianer and Tang Mier.
Of course, the impulse of the moment can be forgiven, the ancients have a saying: all good and filial piety first, look at the heart without looking at the traces, see the traces of the world without filial piety; It means that a person is filial piety or not, mainly depends on his heart, not deeds, if you look at deeds, no one in the world is filial piety, because some people have limited ability, parents do not get the best support, some people are impulsive, against their parents, etc., at this time it depends on whether he has a bad heart, as long as there is no bad heart, it is filial piety, and will not make bad deeds.
All evil and lewd behavior, look at the traces and do not look at the heart, that is to say, everyone has desires in their hearts, the so-called fair lady, gentleman is good, see beautiful women, men have admiration and appreciation in their hearts, that is human nature;
Therefore, Bao Feiyang blamed himself very much for his previous behavior, but because of this incident, it seemed wrong to keep a distance from Shang Xiaohong and draw a clear line. Between men and women, except for lovers, can't there be a normal friendship? At least Bao Feiyang thinks that there is a zĂ i, and after what happened just now, he also thinks that he can grasp himself when he encounters a similar situation, not to mention that Shang Xiaohong has woken up, and he will not repeat what happened just now.
As long as you don't look at indecent things, don't say indecent words, and don't listen to indecent people, then you can continue to maintain a good friend with Shang Xiaohong, similar to the relationship between sisters and brothers.
Thinking of this, Bao Feiyang was finally relieved, he went to the roadside store to buy some food, bought two boxes of yogurt, and returned to Shang Xiaohong's dormitory.
Shang Xiaohong didn't know Bao Feiyang's mental journey, but she was very happy to see Bao Feiyang come back. And Bao Feiyang let go of the burden in his heart, except for being a little embarrassed at the beginning, he quickly relaxed, he raised the bag in his hand, and said with a smile: "I bought some food, seeing that you know how to drink at night, you will definitely be hungry, and there are two boxes of yogurt, drinking some yogurt after drinking can nourish the stomach and sober up." â
"Hmph, even if you have a heart, if you just throw your sister down like this, your sister won't pay attention to you in the future. Shang Xiaohong glanced at Bao Feiyang, straightened the clothes on his body, and after sitting down, he took the yogurt from Bao Feiyang's hand, took a sip, and felt refreshed.
Shang Xiaohong initially regarded Bao Feiyang as a younger brother, and later realized that Bao Feiyang helped her solve problems many times, especially after the conflict with Yang Hongbing, it was Bao Feiyang's strength that allowed Shang Xiaohong to finally get rid of Yang Hongbing's harassment.
Since then, Shang Xiaohong once fantasized that it would be nice if Bao Feiyang was her boyfriend, but she also knew that it was impossible, the age difference between the two was several years, and Bao Feiyang also had a girlfriend, she had experienced betrayal, so unless Bao Feiyang and Meng Shuang took the initiative to break up, she would never get involved.
During this time, she was under a lot of pressure, and now she finally got out of the fire pit with the help of Bao Feiyang, on the one hand, she was relaxed, and on the other hand, she was also very sorry, the so-called hatred was not married, so her mood was very complicated, and she got drunk after drinking more wine at night.
When Bao Feiyang sent her back, Shang Xiaohong was in a daze, in fact, she was still conscious, but she didn't want to wake up subconsciously, and she had some impressions of what happened after she woke up. She felt a little lost in her heart, but she was more relieved, and felt that such a bag Feiyang was more worthy of trust.
After Bao Feiyang left, she felt very disappointed and lonely at the same time, and almost couldn't help crying. Who knew that Bao Feiyang came back later, and let go of the knot, Shang Xiaohong knew that Bao Feiyang had figured it out, which also meant that there was no longer any possibility between them.
Shang Xiaohong felt a deep loss, but she also knew that this was the best ending, and gradually let go of her knots, went to the water room to take a shower, and after coming out, she regained the demeanor of the hearty and generous "Sister Shang", pulled Bao Feiyang to eat, and at the same time recounted the hard work during this time: "Feiyang, my sister will follow you in the future, you can't let your sister suffer the same grievances as before." â
"Don't worry, Sister Shang, you are my own sister, and no one can bully you in the future. Bao Feiyang said with a smile.
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