There is a kind of love called letting go
Gu Yunfan tugged at the corner of his mouth at the stunned man, then turned his head and let Chen Qingyu take his hand and walk forward.
After a few steps, he withdrew his hand, wrapping her small, boneless hand in his large palm instead.
Chen Qingyu didn't react to his movements.
Feeling her hands trembling slightly, Gu Yunfan's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "Yu'er, is it cold?"
The long arm reached over and wrapped her in the crook of the arm.
Chen Qingyu shook her head, she was not cold, she just felt sad to death.
Bastard Duan Yichen, how could he do this to her? How could he say such hurtful things to her?
They've only been fine for two days, and now they're making trouble again.
Her right hand was a little numb, and she really used a lot of strength in that palm just now.
That palm went down, in fact, even she herself was stunned for a few seconds, she never thought that she could do it to him.
He must be in pain, right?
She shook her head, she shouldn't feel sorry for him, who told him to speak so badly?
If only there was a next time, she would have kicked him with her foot.
Bastard! Bastard!
Gu Yunfan stopped and held her shoulders with both hands: "Yu'er, cry when you're sad." ”
Chen Qingyu shook his head: "I won't cry for that bastard anymore!"
She had also warned herself not to shed tears of sadness because of him, but when a certain emotion came, she found that she could not control her roots.
The corners of Gu Yunfan's lips curled: "This is a good child." ”
Chen Qingyu was stunned, raised his eyes to look at the handsome face in front of him, his eyes that were as black as the night flashed with a thick doting light, not the love of a man for a woman, but a brother's doting with distress......
She shook her head, why did she have this hallucination again?
Noticing her strangeness, Gu Yunfan asked, "What's wrong?"
Chen Qingyu retracted his gaze: "It's nothing." ”
As if thinking of something, she said: "Gu Yunfan, what I said just now is just for the sake of Duan Yichen, don't go to your heart." ””
Stimulated by Duan Yichen, she was angry for a while, and the words she said were out of her mind.
For fear that Gu Yunfan would misunderstand, she had to explain clearly.
I don't know if she has been listened to in her heart, she doesn't want to be hated by the women of Quanyang City, you know, the man in front of her is the male god in the minds of many women.
After thinking about it, this is not Yangcheng, but Yuncheng, and her popularity has not reached this level.
Gu Yunfan sighed: "I know." Yu'er, I know you love him, but is this relationship worth it? He is already a man with a wife, and most importantly, he always hurts you. Love should not be like this, it should give you happiness and growth, not blindly hurt. ”
Chen Qingyu said sadly: "I know. But I couldn't control myself. When I was young, I gave all my heart to him, even though I had been mistakenly thinking that he was dead for several years, but my heart was still in him. ”
For the man in front of her, unconsciously, she had let down her guard.
"If you can't get it, you should put it down as soon as possible. ”
"I thought, but I can't. Gu Yunfan, I never knew that loving someone would be so painful. ”
"He'll eventually come back to his wife, and you're just a passing moment for him. Yu'er, leave him, and let me take care of you in the future. Gu Yunfan said with a solemn expression.
He couldn't help but hold the girl in his arms.
"He's threatening you, isn't he?" shot a dangerous glint in his eyes.
Chen Qingyu nodded, and then shook his head again: "I am willing." ”
Hearing this, Gu Yunfan sighed: "You fool!"
Chen Qingyu smiled bitterly, yes, how stupid she is.
Gu Yunfan suddenly raised his eyes and looked away.
There was a figure that disappeared into the crowd in an instant.
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Duan Yichen couldn't react for a long time because of Chen Qingyu's palm.
He couldn't believe that she dared to attack him.
The feeling of hot pain on the left side of his face reminded him that he was really beaten by her, and it was not light.
The woman who owes the lesson, who gave her so much courage, is it because of Gu Yunfan?
Damn, is he short of women? Why is the rain staring at him?
But can anyone else be blamed for this?
His rain has enough charm and capital to attract the attention of all men.
Beautiful but not delicate, glamorous but not demonic, black and white eyes always shine with innocent and kind light, fragile appearance, strong heart, gentle, generous, no matter rich or poor, treat everyone equally......
She is such a goddess in the minds of many men?
In front of him, the man and woman hugged each other again.
The vinegar in his chest began to bubble again.
Duan Yichen was furious, a dead woman, seducing other men in front of him!
He quickly stepped forward, came to their side, and with a stretch of his big hand, he pulled Chen Qingyu out of Gu Yunfan's arms.
Chen Qingyu screamed in pain, looked down, and saw that a big hand was tightly clasped on her tender white wrist, and the force was so great that it seemed to crush her bones.
"Duan Yichen, what are you doing, let go of me, it hurts!"
Duan Yichen had a calm face and sneered: "Let go of you, let you go and let you go to open a room with this man with a beast's heart?"
Chen Qingyu was furious: "Duan Yichen, you are the heart of a human-faced beast!"
Duan Yichen's face became even more ugly, he had only known Gu Yunfan for a few days, and he had begun to defend him!
"Follow me!" Duan Yichen dragged her and wanted to leave.
He wants to take her back to the hotel until she can't get out of bed, and see how she hooks up and lures others!
Unbeknownst to him, Gu Yunfan clasped Chen Qingyu's other hand, and he couldn't take her away smoothly.
He dragged Chen Qingyu to his side, and Gu Yunfan pulled her back again.
After repeating this several times, Chen Qingyu was pulled so that his wrists hurt and his shoulders hurt.
She couldn't cry or laugh, the bloody scenes that are often in TV and movies would happen to her.
There were a lot of people around.
People are afraid of being famous, and pigs are afraid of being strong.
Pigs are slaughtered quickly when they are strong, and people are famous for dying quickly, for example, they are killed by various eyes, such as being drowned by saliva, in short, they are all dead.
She was anxious: "What are you doing, let me go." ”
But the two big men didn't seem to hear it, and dragged her around twice.
Chen Qingyu was dizzy and annoyed: "You...... How can you go so far? Let it go!"
Duan Yichen said in a deep voice: "Don't let go!"
"I told you to let go!"
"Let you go and open the room?"
Chen Qingyu was so angry that she wanted to bite him, and she did so, bowed her head, and took a bite on the back of Duan Yichen's hand.
Duan Yichen was in pain, and immediately withdrew his hand: "Chen Qingyu, are you a dog? In order to go to the house with him, you actually bit me!"
Chen Qingyu was already dizzy with anger at this time, and after listening to his words, he yelled at him: "I just want to open a room with him for a few days and nights, what can you do to me?"
"Dear Fan Fan, let's go change clothes first, and then go to the room and open the room!" she said, taking Gu Yunfan's hand and striding forward.
Gu Yunfan was behind her, looking at her little head that seemed to be emitting fire, the corners of her mouth were curved, and her eyes were full of doting, but she didn't expect that Yu'er was so cute when she got angry, like a fried kitten.
Entering the locker room hall, Gu Yunfan went to the men's locker room on the left, and Chen Qingyu went to the women's locker room.
Just as she was about to put on dry clothes after showering, she heard the continuous screams of women.
"Ah......h
"How can there be a man here?"
"Pervert, get out!"
"Call the police!"
The women dressed and rushed out.
Chen Qingyu was so frightened that his face turned white.
No, how can a man be in the women's locker room?
She was in a hurry to get dressed, and there was a sound in her ears, listening to the clanging sound, it seemed that someone had thrown something at the perverted man, obviously trying to beat him out.
"If you don't want to die, just get out of here!" the man yelled.
Hearing this voice, Chen Qingyu almost fell to the ground.
How did this bastard break into the women's locker room?
The changing room of the water park is comparable to a shared bathhouse, and the women are walking around in swimsuits, which is nothing, the key is that some women don't mind showing off their good figures, and there are also those who walk around naked, and they won't even close the curtains when they shower, anyway, they are all women, who is afraid?
But Duan Yichen suddenly rushed in, and it was strange if he wasn't beaten out.
His violent voice was so powerful that the women ran away at once.
"Chen Qingyu, you come out for me!" he raised his voice.
Chen Qingyu was so frightened that he didn't dare to come out, let alone say it.
She huddled in the small bathroom, and heard the man's angry voice again: "Let me catch you and you will have your good looks!"
Chen Qingyu naturally understood what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem to have any other means than tossing her on the bed.
She had seen the way men looked when they were angry in bed, and that kind of rage seemed to kill her in bed.
She was afraid of the feeling of death.
A rush of footsteps came from outside the door, accompanied by the chaotic sound of men, and it sounded like there were at least ten people.
"Why did you break into the women's locker room?" someone asked angrily.
"Find someone. Duan Yichen said lightly.
"Who's looking for?"
"My wife. "Calm voice.
Chen Qingyu gritted his teeth, this man doesn't make drafts when he lies.
"This is the women's locker room, you have to find someone who shouldn't break in, you can wait for her outside. Maybe it was the unlying look on Duan Yichen's face that made others believe him, and the man who spoke softened his tone.
"My wife sometimes gets dizzy, I'm not around her, she's scared. Scared to hide, she will cut her pulse and commit suicide when her brain is not clear. If something happens to her, you are responsible. ”
Chen Qingyu almost vomited blood when he heard this.
This bastard, he is talking nonsense, he is not an actor or a screenwriter, he is too condescending!
She had already determined that those men should be the security guards in the water park, and they believed Duan Yichen's words with the belief that they would rather believe what they had than what they didn't.
If it really kills, they really can't afford it.
Duan Yichen said: "My wife is timid, she will be afraid of many people, so let's go out first, and I will find her." ”
So, Chen Qingyu heard the sound of the group of pig-like head security guards leaving.
They were easily fooled by Duan Yichen, could it be because he was a disabled person and would not do anything harmful?
Just thinking about it, with the sound of "brush", the curtain was suddenly opened, Chen Qingyu was startled, and when he raised his eyes, Duan Yichen appeared in front of him with a gloomy face.
Chen Qingyu snatched the door away, and Duan Yichen stretched out his arm and dragged her into his arms.
"Let go of me!" Chen Qingyu was furious.
"If you resist again, I'll you right here!" the man said grimly.
This trick was particularly useful for Chen Qingyu, and before the words fell, she had obediently quieted down.
Duan Yichen had an evil look on his face, Xiaoyi, can you beat me?
On the one hand, Chen Qingyu was afraid that he would really bully her here, and on the other hand, she didn't want to make too much trouble, so she simply let Duan Yichen carry her out of the locker room.
As soon as they came out, the group of security guards greeted them.
"Is your wife okay?"
"It's fine. Duan Yichen responded, and his big hand pinched Chen Qingyu's elastic buttocks.
Chen Qingyu was startled, and his face quickly turned red.
"I ...... I'm fine, thank you. She glanced up and buried her head in the man's neck.
She opened her mouth angrily and bit his neck, not distressed.
Duan Yichen's body stiffened, but he didn't show it, but greeted the security guards with a smile, and remotely controlled the wheelchair out of the locker room hall.
Gu Yunfan stood at the door, looking at the man and woman with a complicated expression.
Duan Yichen said in a low voice, "You can go with him." However, your big brother Xu ......"
There is no need for him to continue to say the rest of the words, Chen Qingyu already knows what he wants to say.
Chen Qingyu looked up.
"Gu Yunfan. ”
"Do you really want to go back with him?" Gu Yunfan asked.
"Gu Yunfan, I'm sorry. Thank you today, I'm very happy. ”
***
Until he left and returned to the hotel, Duan Yichen still had a cold face.
"So reluctant to him?"
"Yes, I'm very reluctant to him, very, very reluctant!" Chen Qingyu said with a suffocating breath.
So, the enraged man pressed her to the bed and did it!
In the end, he threw down Chen Qingyu, who was like a rag doll, and went out.
"Duan Yichen, I hate you!"
As he closed the door, he heard her crying.
He stiffened and closed the door.
The anger in her chest has not yet dissipated, and there are always images of her hugging and laughing with another man.
In bed, he treated her extremely roughly, comparable to abuse, it must have hurt her, right?
Sitting alone in a bar and drinking sullenly.
A person sat down next to him, he just thought it was the woman who came to talk to him, and spit out a word without raising his head: "Get out!"
The man did not move, but reached out and took a wine glass and filled it with wine.
It was a man's big hand.
Duan Yichen raised his eyes and found that it was actually Gu Yunfan.
The man who was very deep in the city glanced at him and smiled: "Drinking alcohol alone, it doesn't look like Mr. Duan's style." ”
"Just say what you want, get out of here when you're done!" Duan Yichen said angrily.
Gu Yunfan picked up the wine glass, took a sip of wine with elegant movements, and asked, "Duan Yichen, are you tired?"
Duan Yichen didn't expect him to ask such a question, and twisted his eyebrows: "What do you want to say?"
"If you love Yu'er, divorce the one in the family. If she couldn't, let her go. Gu Yunfan said lightly, "It's despicable to use threats to force a woman to stay by his side." ”
Duan Yichen sneered: "As long as you get her, what if the means are despicable?"
Gu Yunfan said with a smile: "Are you telling me, what means to snatch the rain away?"
Duan Yichen's eyes sank: "Gu Yunfan, what do you want to do?"
Gu Yunfan said: "I don't want to do anything, I just feel distressed to see Yu'er stay by your side so painfully." If you can't give her happiness, let her go. ”
Duan Yichen looked at him vigilantly: "What idea are you trying to fight in the rain?"
Gu Yunfan smiled slightly: "I am the one who can absolutely give her happiness, do you bet?"
It's joy, not happiness.
The only one who can give her happiness is the one she loves and loves her, and this person must be the same man.
And he's just ...... after all
Seeing his tense face, Gu Yunfan smiled: "You force her to stay by your side, do you know how much pressure she has to bear? Even if she loves you, you can't take advantage of her love for you and always hurt her." ”
"Duan Yichen, if you love someone, you will give her marriage, not give her the name of a junior and a mistress. ”
"If you can't give her a marriage, let her go. ”
"She is a good, good girl who is most entitled to happiness. ”
Gu Yunfan poured all the wine in the wine glass into his stomach, put the wine glass down, he stood up and turned around.
"Gu Yunfan, are you in love with her?" Duan Yichen's slightly hoarse voice came from behind him.
Gu Yunfan didn't respond, and just strode out of the bar.
***
Duan Yichen returned to the hotel.
Chen Qingyu had already fallen asleep, she was hunched over, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes.
Looking at her restless sleeping face, Duan Yichen's heart was very complicated.
Thinking of Gu Yunfan's words, he closed his eyes in pain.
He can't give her a marriage, and he can't dissolve the marriage with He Biling, unless she proposes it herself.
Without marriage, he can't give Chen Qingyu the happiness he deserves.
was struggling violently in his heart, as early as after He Biling's car accident, he had already made a decision and decided to let her go, but how difficult it was to really implement this decision.
He still couldn't bear her after all.
He got into bed and took her in his arms.
Chen Qingyu struggled for a while, knowing that it was him, he didn't even lift his eyelids, and continued to sleep.
When I woke up the next day, it was already noon, and there was no longer Duan Yichen around.
He must have been busy.
The phone on the bedside table rang, she picked it up and answered it, it was actually Gu Yunfan.
"Little lazy pig, wake up, hurry up and wash up, I'll take you to eat something delicious. Gu Yunfan's gentle voice came from the other side of the phone.
Chen Qingyu hesitated.
Gu Yunfan said: "Yu'er, aren't you worried that I'm going to sell you?"
Chen Qingyu smiled: "I'll sell it to you." Wait for me for ten minutes. ”
Thinking of how Duan Yichen tossed her in bed yesterday, she was angry in her heart, he asked her to stay away from Gu Yunfan, saying that he was a dangerous person, but now in Chen Qingyu's eyes, Duan Yichen is terrifying and dangerous.
Aside from threatening her with the people she cared about, besides tossing her in bed, what did he do to her?
But Gu Yunfan is different, maybe because he once rescued her from the police station, or because at the graduation party, he protected her regardless of the danger of his life, in short, in her heart, Gu Yunfan is a good person, at least he won't hurt her.
The most important thing is that the longer she spends time with him, the more security she feels in her heart. He would give her a very safe and affectionate feeling, like family......
One was angry with Duan Yichen, and the other was not resisting contact with Gu Yunfan.
And just like that, ten minutes later, she opened the door to her room on time.
What caught my eye was the smiling face of an incomparably handsome man.
"Yu'er, you're so punctual. Gu Yunfan said.
His eyes fell on the bruises on her neck, his breath stagnated, and his big hand clenched into a fist: "He bullied you again last night?"
Chen Qingyu bowed his head and said nothing.
Gu Yunfan grabbed her arms and pushed her long-sleeved shirt up, revealing two white arms, but they were covered with bruises, which looked like kiss marks.
"This bastard!" Gu Yunfan's body trembled slightly.
Chen Qingyu pulled down his sleeves: "It's okay, don't be angry." ”
"How often does he do that to you?"
"Nope. Only...... Last night only. ”
Gu Yunfan hugged her: "Yu'er, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”
If it weren't for him, Duan Yichen wouldn't have vented his anger on her.
Chen Qingyu shook his head: "Gu Yunfan, it's none of your business." Don't blame yourself. Let's go, didn't you say take me to something delicious? I'm hungry. ”
Gu Yunfan hesitated, he was worried that Duan Yichen would find out when he turned around, and he would take Yu'er out again.
Chen Qingyu said: "It's okay. He shouldn't be embarrassed about me anymore. ”
Last night, she heard him whisper in her ear, "Yu'er, I'm sorry, he's right, it's time for me to let you go and find your own happiness." I can't give you marriage. Yu'er, if there is an afterlife, you must remember that you must wait for me ......"
Recalling his words at this moment, she only felt bitter and reluctant.
Gu Yunfan wanted to say something, but Chen Qingyu had already gone in the direction of the elevator.
Gu Yunfan followed with a complicated expression.
He took her to eat the most characteristic local food, and after the meal, he took her to see the famous scenic spot in Cloud City.
Chen Qingyu found that Gu Yunfan was a knowledgeable man, he was like an encyclopedia, everywhere he went, he could always explain its history and legends, just like a local tour guide.
For the plants and flowers that Chen Qingyu couldn't name, he could tell its name, origin, and use at a glance.
Along the way, she admired him so much.
How can there be such a powerful man in this world?
It's horrible.
When they were tired of walking, the two sat down to rest in an elegant restaurant.
When night fell, Gu Yunfan took Chen Qingyu to a beach where there were no tourists.
Stepping on the soft sand, Chen Qingyu was in a good mood.
"Gu Yunfan, why are there no tourists here?" she asked loudly in the sea breeze.
Gu Yunfan said with a smile: "I bought this beach. ”
Chen Qingyu: "Huh?"
Gu Yunfan asked, "Yu'er, do you want to feel the feeling of running barefoot on the beach?"
When Chen Qingyu heard this, he nodded wildly: "Yes!"
"So let's take our shoes off and try that feeling?"
They threw off their shoes, Gu Yunfan stretched out his big hand to hold her little hand, and the two ran wildly on the soft and warm sand, and Chen Qingyu's laughter spread far away.
Not far away, Duan Yichen watched this scene, listening to the "giggles" laughter, his face turned white.
Many years ago, Yu'er once said that one day she hoped to be able to run on the beach with him, facing the sea breeze, listening to the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks.
She also said that she sat on the tall rock and snuggled up with him to watch the sunset.
As the sun went down, he saw them sitting on the rocks, waiting for the sun to set......
He promised her that he would run on the beach with her and watch the sunset over the sea with her.
But now, it was another man who was doing all this by her side.
He looked down at his legs, and the familiar feeling of powerlessness hit him again.
He was a cripple, and what he had promised her was impossible to think about.
A few years later, he was no longer sure if the miracle that Anan had spoken of back then would happen to him.
His heart is becoming more and more bottomless, perhaps, he really has no chance to stand up again.
Looking at the tall man with a tall back not far away, he was strong enough to protect her, and even more able to bring laughter to Yu'er.
The most important thing is that he doesn't mind Yu'er's past at all, and his eyes are full of love when he looks at her.
Yu'er can be with him, perhaps, it should be happy.
He turned his wheelchair and left silently.
The afterglow of the setting sun stretched his shadow very long, very long, and because of this, his back looked even more lonely and lonely.
He suddenly stopped his wheelchair and looked up at the sky, how beautiful the colorful sunset was.
Not far away, someone was singing in a low voice:
“……
There is a kind of love called letting go,
Give up for love for a long time,
If we keep you together, if you give everything,
Let true love take me away,
For love to end forever,
If I depart from you to have everything,
Let true love take me away and say break up,
For you to lose you,
Ruthless play hurts you,
For you to leave you,
Forever gone. ”
A drop of water slipped through the corner of his eye.
At this moment, he really made a decision.