Chapter 163: I don't know what to do

Gao Shan's smile was a little dazzling, with the power to soothe people's hearts, and for a moment, Zhao Xiaozi felt that Gao Shan's body was full of maternal brilliance.

She had no way to connect such a mountain with the lonely person who had been her friend for half a year.

"You've changed a lot, too. ”

Gao Shan nodded: "Yes, thanks to you, I finally slowly came out of the original shadows." There was still a warm smile on his face.

"But I didn't do anything. Zhao Xiaozi was a little puzzled.

Gao Shan raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhao Xiaozi seriously: "You just think you have a mysterious power in you, which can make people open their hearts and become sunny." ”

"What do you mean...... Hmm, positive energy?"

"Hah...... Probably, I had a miserable life, but when I saw that your life was simple and happy, I longed for it, and slowly began to learn from you. Don't be pessimistic, don't complain, look forward. ”

Zhao Xiaozi had some understanding, but she couldn't say what she had realized.

Gao Shan saw that Zhao Xiaozi didn't speak, so he stopped talking. In fact, when she said that she had a good impression of Luo Cheng just now, she was not revealing her own thoughts.

I don't know when Luo Cheng actually integrated into her life, and even when Zhao Xiaozi was unconscious with a fever, her first reaction was to call Luo Cheng.

Luo Cheng didn't appear in front of her every day, but she felt that Luo Cheng's shadow was everywhere.

When I went to the library, I saw his name on the volunteer platform, I went to the cafeteria, I could hear people talking about him, and when I finally got home, Luo Cheng would always find something like this or that to help her.

Thinking of this, Gao Shan took out her mobile phone, and she promised to help Luo Cheng test the software.

The test software is very simple, but it is a little troublesome, every step has to be screenshotted, and sometimes it is necessary to return to the previous steps to make a second selection, and then send it to Luo Cheng.

Of course, except for the first software test that helped Luo Cheng participate in programming for free, all the rest were paid.

In Luo Cheng's words, this is called a test fee, anyway, it is not a software that I participate in, so why should I help others for free.

So, in addition to his daily study, Gao Shan will also help with software testing when he is free, and it is very simple to do it after he is familiar with it, and he often chats with Luo Cheng while sending screenshots.

At first, most of the topics revolved around Zhao Xiaozi, Dai Yiran, and Zhang Li, and then slowly developed into themselves.

Gao Shan said that he was doing part-time work, and Luo Cheng said that he was a white guest.

Luo Cheng has the ability to be a hacker, but he thinks he is law-abiding, and he generally won't do anything illegal and undisciplined, so he has always called himself a white customer.

The two seem to be incompatible, but they can often get together. Yoko, who happened to read the chat history of the two once, watched it three times before she figured out the conversation between the two, and said that her IQ had been hit hard.

Gao Shan's thoughts were flying, and his mobile phone made a pleasant ringtone, which was a message from Luo Cheng, saying that he had arrived at school safely, don't read it.

If it turned out, Gao Shan would probably reply with a "miss you a big-headed ghost", after all, the relationship between the two is good now, and she also has a sense of humor.

But thinking of the gap between the two, she sighed lightly, moved her fingers, and finally returned a smile, so as not to worry him.

Luo Cheng didn't say more, and returned a smile, which could be regarded as the end of this short conversation.

Look, Luo Cheng is like this, walking behind you unhurriedly, you turn back, he can talk to you immediately, you take two steps quickly, he is not in a hurry, just watch from afar, and when you slow down, he will narrow the gap between the two little by little.

The relationship between the two seems to be light and light, like clouds in the sky, and they disperse as soon as the wind blows, but they are really connected to a thread, pulling constantly.

……

Zhao Xiaozi was indeed fine, and the doctor announced that she could be discharged from the hospital after checking the room the next morning. She wanted to ask herself why she had a fever for no reason, but she thought that she was almost lost in the fog and chaos and thought that it was better not to talk too much, otherwise it would be easy to cause trouble.

As a result, no one cared much about why Zhao Xiaozi had a fever and why she was in an inexplicable coma for unknown reasons. Wang Kenan wanted to ask, but was interrupted by Gao Shan's eyes, so he closed his mouth tacitly.

In fact, Wang Kenan has his own guesses in his heart, and it turns out that his guesses are infinitely close to the facts.

"Xiaozi, do you remember how many times you were in a coma when you thought of yourself as Hehua?" When he got home, Luo Cheng was going to buy grapefruit and came back to be unlucky, Gao Shan looked at Zhao Xiaozi and Wang Kenan, who were blending oil in honey, and followed them with interest, and there was nothing else in the house at this time except for the two.

When Zhao Xiaozi heard this, she no longer looked lazy and leaned on Wang Kenan: "Well, remember." ”

"You say, is your coma this time also related to this?" Wang Kenan looked at Zhao Xiaozi carefully, as if he was ready to make amends for his words at any time.

Zhao Xiaozi also thought of it, in fact, she thought of it yesterday, so she called Hehua in her heart for the first time. But unexpectedly, Hehua did not show up.

It's as if there has never been a personality named Hehua in his mind, and it has always been Zhao Xiaozi's wishful thinking.

It turned out that she could sense Hehua, even if Hehua didn't make a sound and shrank quietly in the depths of her mind, Zhao Xiaozi could still feel the existence of such a person.

But yesterday she didn't even feel it at all.

Gao Shan knocked on the side and asked Zhao Xiaozi what happened after the accident, but Zhao Xiaozi only remembered that she was a little confused, and then Hehua seemed to say something to herself, and she was a little broken, but after that, she had no impression at all.

If Gao Shan told Zhao Xiaozi what she saw at this time, she would probably guess the truth soon. But Gao Shan always remembered what Professor Xing said, "Don't give Zhao Xiaozi any hint that she has a second personality."

Therefore, Zhao Xiaozi didn't know that she was almost taken away from control of her body forever by Hehua.

On the contrary, because she didn't sense the existence of Hehua, Zhao Xiaozi was still a little panicked. She had become accustomed to Hehua's existence, and even to some extent, she had become somewhat dependent on Hehua.

It is undeniable that many of Zhao Xiaozi's changes began subtly under the influence of Hehua. And whether these changes are good or bad in Zhao Xiaozi's view, at least they do make her more suitable for surviving in this society.

Wang Kenan saw that Zhao Xiaozi had not spoken, as if she was thinking deeply, and suddenly thought of Gao Shan's words, she said not to mention too many things in the past, and Professor Xing also instructed him.

Well, hypnosis is a thing of the past. Thinking about it like this, Wang Kenan didn't dare to let Zhao Xiaozi use his brain anymore, and revealed his problem in a few words, but told her about various delicacies.

When Gao Shan and Luo Cheng came back, the two were talking about Xingtou.

Gao Shan listened for a while, rolled his eyes, and said with a smile: "Speaking of food, do you know peach blossom tofu soup?"

Everyone didn't know, but Gao Shan stubbornly waited for Zhao Xiaozi's answer. Zhao Xiaozi saw that everyone was looking at her, and said uncertainly: "I saw it on the Internet before, but I don't know if it's the one you said." ”

"It's just small talk, let's talk about it, maybe the two of us are talking about the same thing!" Gao Shan encouraged.

"It seems that you need eggs, tofu and peach blossoms, and it is said that you can beautify your face and detoxify and lose weight. How to do it......" Zhao Xiaozi's eyebrows raised slightly, as if she was thinking: "The method seems to have forgotten, I only remember that eggs need to be made into egg custard and mixed with others, and I don't know the details." ”

Gao Shan didn't care about the method, she only cared if Zhao Xiaozi knew about this dish! In order to confirm, she asked again: "What about the yellow sprouts hanging ham?"

Although it was strange why Gao Shan had taken Zhao Xiaozi's recipe, everyone still looked at Zhao Xiaozi together.

"It sounds like it's delicious...... I haven't heard of this, what kind of dish is yellow sprouts?" Zhao Xiaozi smashed his mouth, hanging ham, how did he hang it?

Don't you know? Gao Shan's heart was beating like a drum, her fists were clenched in her sleeves, and the tingling pain from the tip of her tongue made her calm down a little, and she forced a smile: "I thought you could know, I also heard what others said, and I only heard the name of the dish, saying that it tasted very good, so I asked you." ”

As soon as Takayama explained this, everyone believed it, and after a while, it was said that it was about other dishes, but no one noticed the difference in Takayama.

At some point, she had retreated to the edge of the room. Everyone laughed together, everyone laughed at her, everyone sighed and she sighed, but her heart kept tumbling.

One dish knows a little bit about it, and the other doesn't know it. How could this be? These two dishes obviously came out of her mouth, and judging by her tone, it was clear that she ate them regularly.

Could it be that it was really not Zhao Xiaozi who talked to herself that day, but her second personality?

Be...... Owa?

Yes, Zhao Xiaozi once mentioned that He Hua is a character in the novel she wrote, so she will naturally arrange reasonable meals for the characters in the novel.

You can't write modern recipes in an ancient novel, then these two dishes must be the ancient recipes that Zhao Xiaozi checked for the protagonist in the novel, so that Zhao Xiaozi can't remember it clearly.

So, does Zhao Xiaozi really have a second personality? So, does Zhao Xiaozi have schizophrenia?

Rao is high mountain has experienced many winds and waves, and Leng Buding knows that the person who gets along with him day and night is a mental illness, and he is also a little worried in his heart.

Although she knows Zhao Xiaozi's temperament well and knows that she will not hurt herself, this mentally ill person cannot be speculated by common sense after all......

Gao Shan had a lot of thoughts in his heart for a while, but he didn't think about abandoning Zhao Xiaozi just like that, but thought about quickly telling Professor Xing about Zhao Xiaozi's situation and finding a way to cure Zhao Xiaozi as soon as possible.