Zhuang Lijun found that her face was wrong, although he didn't know what she was thinking, but he still quickly explained, "Didn't you say that you were going to the suburbs of Beijing to fold the moon season? I thought that you would need soil to plant flowers, so I got a few snakeskin bags and shovels to dig the soil." ”

It turned out that this was what he meant by work, her face was a little pale, and she felt weak about her evil thoughts, so she quickly changed the topic, "I have to buy a few crockpots as flower pots before." ”

"Let's go to the acquisition station, there are so many things to exchange. He thought about it, it's not that there is no place to buy crockpots, but the crockpots sold in the store are all fired out of a mold, and I am afraid that it will not be looked down on with Liu Hao's aesthetics.

She laughed, "Why are you so close to the acquisition station?"

I remember that when I was in Southern Province, he also introduced himself to the acquisition station to buy a lot of old books, but I didn't expect him to have a relationship with the scrap collection station in the capital.

He laughed, "When I was a child, there were a lot of things at the acquisition station, and I often went to the scourge, and I fought there a few times, and over time I had a friendship. ”

While eating, Liu Hao listened to him talk about things when he was a child, and couldn't help but be more curious, "You are obviously a very serious and serious person, everyone says that you are steady, how can you listen to your past stories and think that you were a person with a flamboyant personality and a very unobtrusive person?"

"It's impossible to say that I have a flamboyant personality, I've always been this character, but I didn't have anything to do at home in the past, and the elders in the family didn't care about me, and the compound was messy all day long, even if I was alone, there were people who took the initiative to stir up trouble, and over time there was inevitably some anger in my character," he peeled a boiled egg for her, put it in her bowl, and said slowly, "I was young and angry, and there was no one to enlighten me, so I could only look around for trouble, and I was brave and ruthless." After arriving at the army, they had to undergo high-intensity training every day, so how could they have the strength to provoke trouble again? Later, after experiencing a rain of bullets, it was naturally impossible for him to be as reckless as before. ”

Seeing that she listened carefully, he couldn't help laughing, "So I'm really blessed, who would have thought that a person like me could marry such a good girl as you, and if we have a child in the future, we must raise her well and teach her to be as knowledgeable as you." ”

After listening to the first half of his sentence, she just wanted to comfort him, saying that he was a very good person, not bad at all, but she didn't expect to be ashamed of the second half of his sentence, in fact, she is not an easy shy person, but after last night's events, her thoughts are not so pure, Zhuang Lijun casually said an ordinary word, she can think crookedly.

She coughed lightly twice, dispelling the distractions in her heart, "In fact, the growth of children, the company of parents is the most important, when I was young, my parents were busy with work, there was no way to take care of me personally, I grew up with my grandparents, although my grandparents also gave me a lot of love, but I still feel regretful, and even fearful of marriage and family, because I value my career very seriously, I think I have no way to give up my career for the sake of my family and children, in order not to let my future children repeat the mistakes of the past, I would rather remain single...... So I later recalled what Aunt Shi said before, and felt that it actually made sense, when the child was young, the parents had a great influence on the child, and this influence may not be visible on the surface. ”

Zhuang Lijun listened very carefully, he heard Liu Hao talk a lot about her past, but he only knew that she was very attached to her parents, and he didn't know that she still had such regrets hidden in her heart.

He thought for a while, and said solemnly to Liu, "Then we don't want children in the future, it's good for the two of us to stay together for the rest of our lives." ”

She was stunned for a moment, she didn't understand why he suddenly didn't want children, last night at Zhuang Jianming's house, the elders still had "high hopes" for them, and he happily agreed, how could it ......

She suddenly reacted, knowing that he had misunderstood, and hurriedly said, "What I said was my past thoughts, since I chose to get married, I am naturally willing to have a child." ”

As soon as the words came out, she thought of what happened last night, and blushed a little, what was she talking about, as if she was thinking about having children all day long.

"Your career is also very important, and not every couple has to have children, I respect your choice and respect your pursuit in your career. Zhuang Lijun seemed to want to open it, and even tried to persuade her not to have children.

She couldn't cry or laugh, some things still have to be made clear, "Marriage is not only a matter for the two of us, but also a matter for our two families, even if the two of us can accept not having children, the old people will definitely not accept it, I don't want to make everyone unhappy for such a thing." ”

Since she made up her mind to accept Zhuang Lijun, she has been more attentive to the Zhuang family, so she has been respected and loved by the Zhuang family, the basis of marriage is of course the feelings of two people, but the feelings between family members are equally important.

Zhuang Lijun said with a straight face, "No, marriage is still a matter of two people in the final analysis, whether it is parents or siblings, or even children can not accompany you for a lifetime, only me, only the two of us are the people who want to be with each other for a lifetime, so you don't have to force yourself for them, you just need to be yourself in front of me, as for the wind and rain outside, the criticism of others, I will help you block!"

Since she gave herself to him, he could not live up to her trust, and he must protect her and make her happy.

Liu Haohao's hand holding the bowl trembled slightly, and a shallow light appeared in her eyes, she didn't choose such a man.

"Go with the flow, I'm not averse to having a baby. Now I also have a fate with children, I used to be a primary school teacher, now I am a university teacher, if I don't love children, how can I be a good teacher? I have been with children all day long, many ideas have changed, now I am not the same as I used to be, if there are children, I have the confidence to give him the best company. Liu smiled at him.

If she had made up her mind not to have children, she would not have accepted Zhuang Lijun in the first place, her hand holding the chopsticks suddenly paused, she found that she liked him more than she imagined, how much she liked a person, she would willingly give up her original intention and want to have a child for this man.

"What's wrong?" Zhuang Lijun looked at her thoughtful appearance and hurriedly asked.

"It's nothing," her face was a little red, thinking of herself and his child, she had a faint expectation in her heart, and she couldn't look directly into his eager eyes, and hurriedly prevaricated, "Eat, don't think nonsense." ”

After looking at her carefully a few times to make sure that she was not angry, he lowered his head and drank porridge, and after a while looked at her again, "I will do my best to fulfill the responsibility of a father." ”