As soon as he entered the room, Xue Fei, who fell on the bed, drank the honey water brought by Peng Peng, and seemed to be more awake, but his eyes were still very misty.

"Pengpeng, I'm so aggrieved...... You stay with me...... Peng Peng, I'm sorry, I didn't want to be angry with you!" Xue Fei put his arms around Peng Peng's waist, buried his head in her, and said sullenly: "What did you call me about at that time?"

"I wanted to ask you why Hehua didn't know about hypnosis. Peng Peng was a little embarrassed to be held by Xue Fei like this, Xue Fei's head was just on his little belly, it was really embarrassing.

"Oh, yes, I was annoyed as soon as I heard that it was Hehua's business, if it was your business, I would definitely not murder you, Peng Peng, you know that you have always been the most special in my heart!" Xue Fei raised his head and looked at Peng Peng seriously with misty eyes.

"I know, I don't blame you, I know you were drunk at that moment, you were in a bad mood. Peng Peng stroked Xue Fei's head again and again, and looked at him, and there was a strange feeling circulating between the two.

"What's wrong with Hehua? She doesn't know hypnosis? What do you mean?"

"You're tired, let's rest for a while, we'll talk about Hehua's matter tomorrow, anyway, it's not in a hurry now, you told me before that I didn't want to mention hypnosis in front of her, so I didn't dare to say more, I called you directly. Peng Peng knew that now was not the time to talk about this, Xue Fei's state was not very good.

"Okay, let's not talk about her, we talk about us. Knowing that Peng Peng hadn't said anything to He Hua for the time being, Xue Fei put his mind at ease, and the most important thing now was to let Peng Peng let down his guard and let go of the doubts he might have.

"Pengpeng, you know, I once had a very failed relationship. ”

Peng Peng lowered his head and looked at Xue Fei who was holding him in surprise, but unfortunately he only saw the soft light on his hair, and couldn't see his expression, but his voice was very low.

It turns out that Xue Fei has really been hurt emotionally, it seems that he really didn't guess wrong. Is he going to open up to himself now? Peng Peng was a little excited, but also a little unpleasant.

Without hearing Peng Peng's answer, Xue Fei continued to talk to himself: "It was when we were in college, we were in the same class, and her family conditions were good, but her academic performance was very poor;

No one expected that such two people would finally start to fall in love. I had low self-esteem with her at that time, and no one knew how much poverty would affect people.

At that time, I would fight to pay for a date with her because I didn't want to be looked down upon by her. I will try to buy her the clothes, shoes and bags she likes, because I don't want people to say that she has a boyfriend for nothing.

But these expenses are not something my family can afford, so I have to keep working part-time, making up classes more easily, writing papers, and tiring dishes and handing out leaflets, I have done them all.

At most, I took four jobs a week, and as long as I didn't have classes, I was always busy. She thinks I don't accompany her, and messes with me every day. I know I owe her and can only work harder to make money.

Later, I was selected by Professor Xing to be a teaching assistant, and my situation gradually improved. Those days were the happiest days for us, and we said that we would get married and have children in the future, and develop in the city.

But everything changed when I got home with her. Her family looked down on me so much that they didn't even have the most basic courtesy to me, and I never set foot in their house after I was forced to let me in the house the first time I came to the house.

I thought she could stand on my side and insist on our love, but I didn't expect that she didn't mean this at all, and she was going to break up with me when she went back to school. I knew that my family conditions were not good and I was not worthy of her, so I agreed to break up.

The day after the breakup, she went in and out with another man, thinking that everything was over, but then she teased me from time to time~ dialed me, so I died after four times, knowing that she really didn't love me......"

Xue Fei said this, as if he was controlling his emotions, because Peng Peng could feel his hands holding his waist trembling.

"You don't know, Pengpeng. It was only later that I found out that she was only with me at first because she wanted me to make up lessons for him, and wanted me to copy her homework and make cheat sheets for exams.

I fought to pay for it in her eyes, she felt that I was a swollen face, and she took it for granted that I gave her what she liked, and sometimes even sneered at my gifts. When I worked four jobs a week for her, she looked down on me and told her friends that I was from the countryside and could only earn money by working hard.

Later, when I became Professor Xing's assistant, she felt that I had a future and was really willing to be with me, but her family thought my family was a drag.

My parents, who gave birth to me and raised me, worked hard all their lives to provide for me to go to college, and my parents who couldn't straighten their waists turned out to be a drag in their eyes.

The last time she tried to get back together with me and I refused, she came to me the next day with the same man from before. It turns out that they have hooked up a long time ago, and I, who has always been just a spare tire, took me to meet her parents just to make me feel embarrassed.

They quarreled, and she came to me to get back together, and when they reconciled, I was kicked aside. She said that a phoenix man like me can only talk about love, and he can't get by. She said I was poor, so I deserved to be the one who was abandoned.

I have never complained about my parents, I just want to get out of this situation by my own efforts, what's wrong with me, she wants to treat me like this?!

Peng Peng, how did I fall in love with her in the first place! I have paid so much for her, how can she trample on our feelings so much!"

Xue Fei was a little hysterical at the end, he held Peng Peng's hand tightly and buttoned into her clothes, and Peng Peng was already in tears at this time.

She didn't expect that such an excellent senior in her eyes would have such a sad past. Just because of poverty, he puts himself in an inferior position everywhere, and his inferiority complex makes him take it for granted that he is sorry for others, but what is wrong with him?!

Peng Peng felt sorry for Xue Fei, who took on four points of work at the same time a week, except for classes, Xue Fei, who was still holding on to hope when he knew that the woman didn't love her, and even more sorry for Xue Fei, who didn't blame anyone and just wanted to get rid of poverty with his own efforts.

She never knew that poverty could make a senior who was so good and beautiful in her eyes humble to the dust, even if she had worked so hard, she still felt that everything was her fault.

"You're not wrong, it's her who is at fault, it's her who is sorry for you. You're right...... There is nothing wrong with that...... You are very powerful......" Peng Peng persuaded Xue Fei incoherently, and tears fell down like beads with broken threads.

Xue Fei seemed to feel Peng Peng's tears, he pulled her to sit down, and gently kissed her tears: "Don't cry, Peng Peng, everything is over, I'm just unwilling." ”

Being treated so gently by Xue Fei, Peng Peng didn't have the shyness and happiness she deserved, she was so distressed, she couldn't imagine it, and she couldn't empathize, because she had never experienced poverty like Xue Fei.

"Well, I don't cry. Don't cry...... "Peng Peng was still holding Xue Fei's head, and the two sat on the bed~ and hugged each other and cried. Comforting each other and stroking each other. It seems that this can drive away the cold of winter and give the heart a haven of shelter.

……

"Pengpeng, you've always been so good to me, I'm scared. I'm afraid I'm used to your goodness, and one day you'll suddenly leave...... I resist your kindness to me, but I can't bear you, what should I do if you ask me to take you?"

"No, I will always be good to you, as long as you are willing to ......" Peng Peng was already leaning on Xue Fei's arms at this time. The closing time of the dormitory door has long passed, and it seems that the two of them are going to stay here for the night.

"Really, will you wait for me, for the day I fully accept you, for the day my wounds are healed?"

"Yes, I'll wait for you......"

"Pengpeng. I'm too scared of your sudden departure, so I'll give you to me, okay......" Xue Fei's voice was inaudible, with a cautious temptation.

Peng Peng was a little distressed by such a cautious statement: "I won't leave you, as long as you want, I will always be by your side......"

"Then, leave you to me......"

"Good ......"

In fact, when I came out of the dormitory today, I should have thought about what might happen tonight!

Xue Fei gently stroked Peng Peng's face with his fingertips, outlining every detail and outline of her face: "Peng Peng, let me remember what you look like......"

"Hmm......" Peng Peng's face was still stained with tears, his watery eyes looked at Xue Fei affectionately, and his hand was naturally on his sturdy back.

Xue Fei changed from stroking to kissing, little by little, from the pinna of the ear to the neck, and back to the lips. From the very beginning of licking ~ licking to the later in-depth exploration, every kiss makes Peng Peng's affection a little more.

The two overlapping bodies outline an ambiguous silhouette in the cold night, and the undulating waves are like a turbulent tide, mixed with hormonal breath escaping.

The moment Xue Fei entered, Peng Peng suddenly burst into tears. It's not because it hurts, but because it's Xue Fei, the senior I've always loved. I finally joined him, not only in the flesh, but also in the harmony of the soul.

I finally walked into his heart, opened the door of his heart, and from then on, I finally really lived in his heart......

Xue Fei naturally felt that layer of barrier, and forcibly stopped his movements: "I'm sorry, Peng Peng, I don't know...... I'm sorry......" He gently gnawed at Peng's fair skin to soothe her pain: "I'll be responsible for you, I'll be lighter, lighter......"

The author has something to say: It's really not my fault that I'm suddenly stuck here, hahaha, but since I said that meat is a New Year's benefit, I will definitely send out the rest today, but it will be a little later, don't worry!