Chapter 247: Break up peacefully and get a new life
It's too late, Wang Kenan has always understood that Zhao Xiaozi is cold in his bones. All her passion was put into her studies, and she finally wanted to be her girlfriend only because of her parents' support and gratitude to her.
If she changes to another person, she will also gain the approval of her parents, and she will also choose to be with that person because she is moved.
If there is no one in the relationship, then it is not love, at most it is just love. Wang Kenan has always understood that Zhao Xiaozi only likes him.
He has always emphasized to Zhao Xiaozi that what they are between them is love and mutuality. After a long time, even he believed that Zhao Xiaozi loved him.
But the truth is like a basin of cold water poured on the head.
She doesn't love, she doesn't want to sacrifice her pride and self-esteem for someone she doesn't love, she can treat the relationship between the two sensibly, she didn't even get too angry, just said lightly "Then be it".
So, is this the end of more than three years of relationship? Is it now over that many days and nights of longing?
Wang Kenan has never felt that his heart is so bitter, not only his heart is bitter, but even his body and mind are bitter.
He didn't even know who to blame, he was too confident and deceived himself, or Zhao Xiaozi was too ruthless and didn't move her for so long, or was he blamed for Su Qingqing, who once liked him, for breaking the relationship between the two at such an inopportune time?
He had no way to blame Zhao Xiaozi, because he knew from the beginning that she couldn't give him love, and he couldn't blame Su Qingqing, because she didn't know how many mistakes her actions had caused from beginning to end.
He can only blame himself, blame God, blame fate......
"Wang Kenan, don't scare me, what's wrong with you Wang Kenan?" Su Qingqing's voice sounded in a trance, with anxiety.
Wang Kenan hooked the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but unfortunately in the end he fell heavily.
It seems that between responsibility, gratitude and love, Zhao Xiaozi has made a choice for herself, and she uses the facts to tell herself that she doesn't need to be burdened by love, because that love doesn't exist at all.
He just has to be burdened by responsibility and gratitude. How good, I don't have to be in a dilemma anymore, it's a hundred, how good!
"It's nothing, it's just that I've lost her completely, and it's a little hard to accept. Don't talk about her, are you okay?Is there anything uncomfortable, do you want to see a doctor again?" Wang Kenan's attitude changed too quickly, and Su Qingqing couldn't keep up with the rhythm for a while.
"No, no, I don't need to see a doctor, it's only been less than a month, I just have some stomach pain, the doctor said that the month is still young, let me supplement folic acid and progesterone, and pay more attention to bed rest." ”
"Oh, then let's go back, I'll help you. Wang Kenan's concerned words were plain.
"No, I, I'll just go by myself, I can't wear high heels in the future......" I don't know what to say, Su Qingqing was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.
That's not right, it's not what I imagined.
In her plan, she wants to make Wang Kenan dissatisfied with Zhao Xiaozi step by step, and then have a good impression of herself. She had already done this through her father and mother.
The next step is to create twists and turns and misunderstandings between the two of them, and consume each other's feelings.
When their relationship is almost exhausted, he will intervene strongly and let Wang Kenan completely empathize with him.
Let Zhao Xiaozi see that Wang Kenan is good to herself, but she can't do anything about it. This kind of strategizing will make her extremely satisfied.
Look, it's not like looking good and getting everything that others can't get easily.
But what about the facts, how could this be? His plan had just begun, why did Zhao Xiaozi give up directly? Why did Wang Kenan give up directly? He really didn't like Zhao Xiaozi?
No, no, his appearance just now was clearly very affectionate to Zhao Xiaozi. Is that because of what? Is it because of this unexpected child? Because of responsibility?
Su Qingqing was a little sneered and a little speechless. In this world, there are still people who want to be responsible?
Su Qingqing looked uncertainly at Wang Kenan, who was striding in front of him, didn't pay attention to his feet, and threw himself forward.
Wang Kenan held her up in time: "Is it a foot injury again?" I'll take you away." ”
Su Qingqing's feet arrived when Wang Kenan went to the airport to pick up Zhao Xiaozi, but later because he followed Zhao Xiaozi around, he never had a good time.
At this time, seeing that Wang Kenan cared about his foot injury and took the initiative to hold himself, Su Qingqing couldn't help but laugh at himself for thinking too much.
may be because he had too much good impression from the royal father and queen mother in the early stage, so Wang Kenan subconsciously accepted himself, and it happened that Zhao Xiaozi proposed to break up this time, so he went down the slope.
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Zhao Xiaozi went back to Wang Kenan's house one step ahead of schedule, and it has been three years, and his own things are scattered in every corner of his house. Photos, ornaments, potted plants, and even her clothes and shoes, each of them suggests to outsiders that there is a hostess in this house.
But now, this family doesn't need it.
Packing up her things as quickly as possible, packing them and throwing them into the trash can downstairs, Zhao Xiaozi once again glanced at the "home" where she had to settle every time she returned to China in the past three years, and she finally couldn't help crying.
Just let yourself cry for a while, no matter how disappointed you are, no matter how boring you feel, it's always been a relationship for so many years. Let's just cry for a while, after crying, all the past should be regarded as a dream.
When you wake up from a dream, you should go, you should scatter, and you can live your life as you should.
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Wang Kenan sent Su Qingqing home, and saw that she was asleep before stepping on the cold moonlight and returning to his house.
The house is still the same house, but it is no longer the same home. Wang Kenan could see at a glance that Zhao Xiaozi had taken away all the things that belonged to her.
Not only hers, but even those things that belonged to the memories of the two of them were taken away. The house has been carefully cleaned up, but there is no longer the warmth of home.
There are no longer long overly enthusiastic potted plants on the windowsill, Zhao Xiaozi's excessively strong smile is no longer on the walls and next to the TV cabinet, there are no more professional books crammed to the shelves, and even the cushions on the sofa have been replaced with the specifications that match the sofa.
The whole house is neat and simple, like a standard model room.
"Look at you, like a child, what are you doing with so many dolls, you don't take it away, I'm a man, there are so many dolls at home, and when someone else goes to my house, they should say that I have a problem!"
"It's not simple, you just say it's your daughter-in-law!"
Those dolls that are placed everywhere are gone, so many dolls, so many memories, don't you want them?
Wang Kenan was a little sad, and found the bedroom from the living room, the bathroom from the bedroom, and then the kitchen from the bathroom.
It's gone, even the trash cans are cleaned. Nothing was left.
Wang Kenan threw himself on the sofa and buried himself deep in the pillow that was deliberately placed neatly.
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"Hey, how do you know I'm back in W City?" When Chen Xiaoxiao came over, Zhao Xiaozi was packing up her things.
Everything else can be thrown away, but books are not allowed to be thrown away. Zhao Xiaozi sorted it out and prepared to take it back to her hometown first.
"Don't forget what I do, it just so happens that the place where you live is our area, and I came over when I heard the wind!" Chen Xiaoxiao casually looked at Zhao Xiaozi with a full bed of books.
"Aren't you a criminal police officer now?
"It just so happens that there is a case here, so I will keep an eye on it. Chen Xiaoxiao opened her mouth indifferently and pointed to these books: "Are you going to send these books home?"
"yes. ”
"Then you won't read any of these books in the future?"
"Why? Of course, these are books that I need to use all the time. ”
"And you're going to send it back?"
"What if you don't?"
"Why don't you let me go there? I now live in a house by myself, with complete appliances, located in the city center, convenient transportation, and just lack a roommate. I don't know if you're interested?"
Zhao Xiaozi stopped what she was doing and looked at Chen Xiaoxiao but didn't speak.
Chen Xiaoxiao was stared at for a long time, and finally couldn't help but speak: "Oh, okay, I said, it was Wang Kenan who asked me to come to you, he said that you have no place to live now, let me help think of a way." I happened to be alone, so I came to you!
What's wrong with you two? These books used to be where he was, right? Why did they all move, you ...... It can't be because you've been trafficked, right?
If you want me to say, you also have a problem with this, whose eldest girl has nothing to do and uses herself as bait and goes to the hands of human traffickers! Just explain it clearly, the two of you have been together for so long, and you have survived the long-distance relationship, why can't you survive when you come back?"
Zhao Xiaozi continued to look at Chen Xiaoxiao, still not speaking.
"Alright, alright, when I didn't say it. Do you want to go and live with me? I'm really alone, my dad bought me a house, and you can just pay me a little rent every month to subsidize my life, how about it?"
Hearing Chen Xiaoxiao say that she would collect rent, Zhao Xiaozi finally raised her head: "Give you rent at the market price." ”
"What? no, no, what's the relationship between the two of us......" Chen Xiaoxiao said halfway through and immediately changed his words: "Uh...... Okay, then give me the rent at the market price. ”
"Deal, help move the book!" Zhao Xiaozi unceremoniously commanded Chen Xiaoxiao.
"Yes, I was kind enough to help you, but I was arrested as a coolie. No, I have to call Qian Jiashun over to help, hasn't he been clamoring to recognize you as a sister, such a good opportunity to play with you is almost how can he be missing. ”
"If you have the skills to make this call, we will all move downstairs, just call a taxi in a while. Zhao Xiaozi doesn't want to have anything to do with the opposite sex anymore.
"It's okay, he's used to it. Besides, he lives at our door, which is very convenient!" Chen Xiaoxiao waved his hand and began to call.
"Oh~~~ Do you live in the opposite door? It seems that her worries are unnecessary, Zhao Xiaozi smiled and said to herself.
It seems that the days ahead should be exciting!