"Before you go to prison, no, go there, don't you look at your anger?"

"Don't look at it, I'm afraid I won't want to leave after seeing it, and besides, if the body has been left there for a long time, won't the forensic doctor see it?" Pei Shiqi put away the cigarette thrown by Father Pu, "There will be a period later, I'm angry, then please ask you." ”

Pei Shiqi sorted out his emotions, isn't it just two years? Isn't it just going to prison? I don't regret it at all, really, really ...... No regrets.

If you summarize Pei Shiqi's current psychology in one sentence.

I think a quote from "The Seven Deadly Sins" would be the most appropriate.

"I'm pretty sure I made the right choice, but every day after that I wish I had made a different choice. “

"I think I should go now, but at the last moment, I want to say a few words to Park Kyung-ho," from the moment he entered this villa, Bae Se-ji called him Park Kyung-ho for the first time,

Father Pu also understood what Pei Shiqi meant, walked a few steps away, and gave them an independent space.

Park Kyung-ho also reacted, and barely met Bae Se-ji's gaze.

"Kyung-ho, give me a copy!"

"It?"

"The drugs you injected, inject me a little, not too much, probably enough for a blood test, I don't know much about this, and the control of the amount depends on you. ”

Pei Shiqi said it very easily, as if it was as natural as going to the hospital for injections when he had a cold.

Park Kyung-ho looked at Bae Se-ji with an incredulous expression, as if he knew him for the first time,

"What are you stunned about, really, I already knew if you and Emi were taking drugs, I regret it, I couldn't stop you in time at the time, if you quit at that time, it probably wouldn't have happened today, so I guess Emi also took drugs today, just look at the syringe on the table. ”

He paused, took a new syringe from there, and handed it to Park Kyung-ho, "So, I'm going to pack myself more like a prisoner, so that the prosecutor and Mr. Judge won't be suspicious." ”

If we don't choose to fall, then what's the point of hell, if we choose to fall, then let's fall completely.

Park Kyung-ho doesn't even want to remember what mood he felt at that time to send those sinful things into his body, it was too painful.

Obviously, Mingming, I've injected myself so many times, why do my hands still tremble?

Pei Shiqi suddenly held the hand that kept shaking, gave him a reassuring smile, and slowly sent those things into his blood.

Many men who smoke methamphetamine will have a high degree of concentration and attention after 1 or 2 hours after 1 or 2 hours, and their thinking will be clear, and they will not have symptoms of laziness and weakness in physical strength, and some people will even feel more energetic. In this state, work efficiency will be greatly improved, and toluene drugs are unique to make the mind highly concentrated.

After a while, Pei Shiqi was indeed affecting his body and nerves, and he said slowly,

"Kyung-ho, Mian, I just beat you up at the bar and made you very shameless, you will forgive me. Park Kyung-ho's body trembled, only to feel that his heart was suddenly filled with a huge sadness, he moved his lips, and stopped talking.

"It's okay, time will dilute everything, although I want to forgive you now, but you know, I'm not a good temper, maybe after a while, I will forgive you, maybe a few days, a few months, maybe a long ......time" Bae Shiji felt very painful in his heart, but Park Kyung-ho couldn't help it, no one can limit people's feelings, and it's hard to repay the debt,

They all knew that they had lost their few friends, and that they were one step closer to loneliness.

Pei Shiqi slowly took out the Zippo lighter, rubbed its smooth surface, and after a while, turned it around again, this side is not as smooth as the other side, and it is still engraved, the word 'JH',

He looked at the lighter that had been with him for a year, and said with a smile, "Obviously, I have been breaking up with her for so long, and she is also 'married', and she has put on a wedding dress for other men, I apologize first, forgive me for lying to you, I know Seo Hyun, I like her very much, forgive me for going to Dongguk University for her, think about it, we were still thinking about the thighs of Sister Kim Tae-hee,"

"You bastard, you don't know how much I liked Kim Tae-hee in the first place, but in the end I followed you kid to Dongguk. Park Kyung-ho scolded with a smile, but there were tears in his laughter.

Pei Shiqi also smiled, smiling very happily, and he continued,

"When I knew her, she was still called Xu Zhuxian, right, it's very similar to my Nuna's name, I always feel that taking care of her is compensation for Nuna, right, don't you think I'm a bastard too!"

Park Kyung-ho shook his head and remained silent without speaking,

"When I first met her, it was at the traditional spicy beef soup restaurant in Myeongdong, which is the one we often go to, and I still remember that it was April 19, 2007 (a special day), in Seoul, and you can still see cherry blossoms, and it was in that heart-warming season that I met her, Seo Joo-hyun. ”

"You weren't there that day, and I didn't want to eat alone, so I had to find a place with a lot of people, pretending as if I was eating with someone else, obviously it was Thursday, but there were unexpectedly many people," Pei Shiqi, who was taking drugs, now has a very clear mind, so that every detail of that day now remembers it clearly.

"Because everyone else is walking in groups, and I looked around, and I cursed God at that time, thinking, what day is today, why am I single, is it a sin to be single?" Pei Shiqi chuckled and scratched his head, as if he was really sitting there now,

"Sure enough, by noon, there were more people, you may not believe it, I've been sitting there since 9 o'clock, but it's true, I'm grateful for my decision at the time, I'm thinking, if it wasn't for that decision to have a convulsion at that time, I don't think I'd ever be her boyfriend for the rest of my life,"

"Fate is so strange, isn't there a saying in China that 'there is a fate to meet thousands of miles away, but there is no chance to meet and not to meet'?"

Pei Shiqi nodded thoughtfully, now he seems to be very happy.

"Although there is no rule in the restaurant to drive away customers, when I didn't order for a long time, the waiter still brought three people and politely asked me, do you mind if I share a table?" "Guess how I answered?"

"Of course!"

I replied the same way, seeing their family eating happily, I felt like a lonely person, I was not happy!"

"Of course!"

"Haha, how do I feel like we're playing a game of 'of course'. ”

"These are not important, I seem to be a little interested in the follow-up development,"

"Of course, I feel like if this is going to be made into a movie!"

Pei Shiqi pursed his somewhat dry lips and continued, "At that time, I was embarrassed for a moment, and I had no choice, so I casually pointed to the girl who was looking for a seat that I had been paying attention to before. ”

"Is that her?"

The answer to Park Kyung-ho was still a familiar sentence, "Of course!"

Then I said to the waiter, "Well, this is my girlfriend Joo-hyun, you will definitely ask me why I am called this name, my sister used to be called Bae Joo-hyun, and the first name that came to my mind at that time was Joo-hyun." The girl with silkworm eyes and baby fat on her cheeks noticed the movement and pointed to herself, her eyes were shining, and she wanted to escape from the store, not because she was afraid that the lie would be exposed, but because she didn't want her to remember me who lied. ”

"At that time, I wanted to die, do you know the feeling of facing Xu Xian's upright eyes?"

Park Kyung-ho looked at the guy in front of him who was almost dancing, and laughed, "This, I really don't understand, when I don't have enough food, I'm sleepy." ”

Pei Shiqi said disdainfully, "Is the crown still sleepy now?" (I like Su Yuan, spray lightly)

For a moment, Park Kyung-ho was speechless.

To my surprise, she actually walked up to me and showed a sweet smile, "Well, I'm his girlfriend Seo Joo-hyun." ””

"This was our first encounter, and then we dating,"

"Once I was seen smoking by her, even if you are sleepy, then you should have heard of the temper of the girlhood, so scared that I fell off the cigarette at that time, and kept coughing, but she came over and patted me on the back, and said, 'It's okay.'" I thought she was going to scold me, and in that moment, really, I was done, hopelessly done. ”

"Not as a substitute for my Nuna, not as a girlhood, but simply as my girlfriend, Seo Hyun. ”

"Your peach blossom luck has always been unexpectedly good," perhaps driven by Pei Shiqi's emotions, they seemed to have returned to the past when someone confessed to sharing a secret as soon as the quarrel was over.

However, I came to Seoul from Daegu that year, and the bloody thing is that Seo Hyun didn't know where I knew my original intention of having a boyfriend and girlfriend with her, maybe her self-esteem did not allow this relationship that she used as a substitute to continue, and finally broke up with me when she received the invitation to "We Are Married". ”

"It's ironic, she's going to marry someone else. Bae Shiji paused, touched the English on the lighter, and continued, "On the day we broke up, she gave me this, 'JH', Joo-hyun, and I felt like I was being slapped in the face." ”

"I deleted all the photos with her and her photos in a fit of anger, but I touched this lighter when I was fine, and I didn't look at her name on the lighter, but I knew better than anyone else, I still couldn't let go of her, holding the lighter, even if I didn't look at that, it seemed to hold her in my hand, and in the end I relented, went to Dongguo, and studied the same major as her,"

"Then, every day I look forward to hiding in the corner and watching her from afar, for me, listening to her songs, maybe I can see her in class, and that's enough. ”

"But now, I want you to do me a favor and give her back this lighter, this is my last request. Bae Shiji handed the lighter to Park Kyung-ho with a resolute expression.

Xi Murong said, "When I guessed the answer to the riddle, I realized that everything had passed, and the years had already changed the puzzle." ”

Seo Hyun, I love you.