88 The splendor of love

Cao'e's tears flowed wantonly on her cheeks, looking at Zhang Shi with a concerned face in front of her, Cao'e shook her head weakly: "I still have something, I'll go first." As he spoke, he crossed Zhang Shi and went to the entrance to put on his shoes.

Zhang Shi grabbed Cao'e and asked confusedly: "What's wrong? Tell me! If there is anything you can't solve, tell me, I'll help you, you don't tell me what..."

Cao'e struggled subconsciously, and the phone slipped out of the pocket of her coat and fell to the floor with a dull sound.

Zhang Shi squatted down and picked up the phone, the screen lit up, and there were dozens of missed calls on the interface of the lock screen, which was extremely eye-catching. Zhang Shi looked at his phone, and then at Pear Blossom with a sad face on her face, and pulled her to sit down on the sofa guiltily, explaining softly and carefully.

Zhang Shi: "Mi Yane, oppa's mobile phone is silent, I didn't hear it, so I ....." Cao'e still had a cold face, ignoring Zhang Shi, and her heart was still angry.

Looking at Cao'e's expression, Zhang Shi had to start from the beginning: "Because of work, OPPA is going on a business trip, but I still have a job in a bar." So I went to the bar today, talked to the manager, and settled the salary. After depositing the money in the bank, I sent kakao to everyone, everyone I knew...."As he spoke, he took out his phone and rummaged through the 'evidence'. In the unread text messages, I saw several text messages from Cao'e, and the words were full of confusion and anxiety.

Flipping to the top, Zhang Shi saw the latest text message he sent her: "I'm leaving for China" without beginning or end, combined with the missed call, Zhang Shi finally understood the reason for Cao'e's emotions.

After struggling to coax Cao'e's tears, he looked at Cao'e's face carefully, no longer as angry and sad as when he first entered the door, Zhang Shi secretly wiped his sweat and sighed.

Cao'e silently walked to the bedroom, and Zhang Shi touched his nose and followed behind. Silently sat on the edge of the bed, opened the suitcase, silently folded the clothes, suits, long and short-sleeved shirts, underwear, and socks in turn.

watched Cao'e fold her underwear as usual, and took the socks that had been washed and left smelly without disgust. It was as if the wife was accustomed to preparing her husband's luggage for the upcoming trip, as if everything was the same as before, except that the color of her hair had changed. Zhang Shi opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say it.

I couldn't stand the silence for a long time, and wanted to light a cigarette, but I found that I had never had tobacco on my body. Zhang Shi looked at Cao'e's youthful outfit, and suddenly remembered that he didn't seem to have bought her a few decent clothes.

Zhang Shi suddenly thought that Drafting was only 23 years old today, and the flower-like season was already such a gentle and virtuous appearance in his mind. Since high school, it seems that I haven't seen her coquettish.

Other children still rely on their parents' pocket money in high school to compare everything with each other, but Cao'e never adds even a single piece of clothing to herself because of herself.

I don't know when, I seem to be used to her sensible and virtuous appearance, and it is natural for her to accompany her to bear the hardships of life, and it is natural for life to wear out her childishness, and for course to sacrifice the flower season and rainy season that she should have. Foolishly believing her reason for giving up college, she was allowed to start working part-time early, honing sales skills that she shouldn't have at her age.

When she took a sales commission of 5 million, didn't buy herself a single piece of clothing, and used it all to supplement the family, how could she ever feel sorry for her, as if everything was taken for granted.

Thinking of this, Zhang Shi's nose was slightly sour, his breathing was heavy and rapid, and he seemed to be choking on something in his throat, which was uncomfortable.

After calming down for a long time, Zhang Shi opened his mouth to speak, but his voice suddenly became hoarse: "Cao'er, oppa Miyane, I have been with me so selfishly for so many years, Miyane..."

Cao'e looked up at Zhang Shi blankly, her eyes met, and tears suddenly slipped from the corners of her eyes. Silent and weeping, Cao'e laughed for a while.

Zhang Shi wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and asked with a smile, "What are you laughing at?"

The corners of Cao'e's mouth raised a smile, and she said with envy and emotion: "Love is really magical, it can make OPPA change so much." ”

Cho-e Ah stuffed the clothes in her hand into the box and asked casually, "How is the relationship between OPPA and Taeyeon-senpai going?"

Zhang Shi's eyes were stunned, and Cao'e looked up and saw Zhang Shi's expression and smiled, "OPPA mentions Taeyeon's senior's eyes every time..... I'm a woman, how can I not see it. How's it going?" Zhang Shi shook his head with a far-fetched smile and didn't speak.

Cao'e put down the clothes in her hand, sat down next to Zhang Shi, and said faintly: "Rejected me and pursued your happiness, but what about your happiness? ”

Zhang Shi took a deep breath, looked at her fixedly, looked at each other, and slowly spoke: "If I hadn't lost my memory, if I could still remember you when I woke up in the hospital, I could be sure that I still love you." But I'm not going to chase you back, to ask for your forgiveness, and the last thing I can do for you is to let go and not bother you. ”

"But when I opened my eyes, I couldn't think of you, I couldn't remember everything between us. When you threw yourself into my arms, crying like a child, when I finally remembered you, when I thought we could be together again, only to find that she had come close to my heart. ”

"I can't forget her, I can't control myself from thinking about her, I can't give you complete love. I know we still have a relationship, but it's no longer whole, and it doesn't deserve your full heart. I can't be cruel enough to let you have such love! After all these years, you've ......"

Zhang Shi choked in his throat, raised his head and blinked his eyes vigorously, and continued with emotion for a while: "How can I let you suffer such a thing, how can I let you suffer such an unfair thing, how can I... And let you suffer such a injury!"

Cao'e raised her hand and gently stroked Zhang Shi's face, her fingerprints measured every inch of skin on his face, and she chuckled faintly: "Pabo...."

Zhang Shi was stunned for a moment, dazed: "What?"

Cao'e got up suddenly, came to the suitcase, pressed the full suitcase, buckled the buckle in the suitcase, closed the zipper, and lifted it up and put it in the corner. Clapped his palms, walked to the entrance and followed Zhang Shi and said, "Oppa, I'm leaving." ”

Zhang Shi: "I'll send you." ”

Cao'e stood outside the door prettyly, stretched out her hand to block Zhang Shi, who was going out with her, with a resolute look in her eyes.

Zhang Shi had no choice but to stand inside the door, his eyes worried.

Cao'e looked at Zhang Shi gently, smiled and said, "Oppa, no one can make decisions for others, even in the name of 'love'. It makes more sense to care more about what a woman thinks and what they want than to just care about her safety. ”

“oppa.... Ani~"

The moment he turned around, the tears that dripped were as bright as the stars.