Letting go is the best fulfillment of love
The next day, Zhou Fang found Wen Xue and told Wen Xue that she would leave here and leave this beautiful and sad city. Wen Xue also knew why her best friend wanted to leave, but what could she say, when she knew that she would not live long, she planned to tell a big lie when she came, and only her current husband "Wang Kai" knew that she had this plan. Maybe this is very unfair to Wang Kai, but he is the only one who can help him. Seeing Zhou Fang crying in front of her, she was very sad, but Wen Xue didn't know how to comfort her. At this time, Wen Xue felt a sense of jealousy in her heart, the person she loved the most now occupied such a big position in the hearts of others, and she had to comfort this person to let go of her beloved. Wen Xue hated God at this time, if it wasn't for his dramatic arrangement to give him a terminal illness scene, then it would not be Li Yan lying in He Fei's arms at the moment, and her best friend would not cry in front of her saying how much she loves He Fei and how reluctant She Fei is. Wen Xue clenched her fists fiercely, and tears flowed down unconsciously.
"Xue'er, you tell me, am I very cheap, why do I only have a third person's life in front of He Fei, when you are together, I can still restrain myself from liking him and not touching the fruitless love. But after you broke up, I had the opportunity to fight for it, but I heard you tell me that He Fei abandoned you for Li Yan, and I wanted to ask He Fei at that time, and when you didn't let me go, I began to hate He Fei, it was she who hurt you. But after you got married, I didn't control myself, and even fell deeper and deeper. Cher, you hate me very much. ”
Zhou Fang lay in Wen Xue's arms, crying hard, Zhou Fang didn't know who she should talk to in this situation, and now there is no bosom friend in this city except Wen Xue herself. Zhou Fang once thought that Wen Xue would have a chance after leaving He Fei, but that night Zhou Fang saw He Fei's attitude towards Li Yan, and she understood that it was impossible to have that love in this life.
Wen Xue realized that Zhou Fang had always been in love with He Fei, and she could feel it before, but she ignored Zhou Fang's feelings, and now she found out how much Zhou Fang had paid for He Fei. Wen Xue didn't know if she should hate Zhou Fang, the three of them have been together since junior high school, until now. She always thought that Zhou Fang would not like He Fei, and even that would not be said in front of her. Wen Xue looked at the best friend in her arms, but she couldn't hate Zhou Fang no matter what, maybe she would be more relieved if she left and handed over He Fei to Zhou Fang. Wen Xue patted Zhou Fang's shoulder and wiped away the tears in her eyes.
"Fangfang, let him go, he is not suitable for you, he is like a sharp knife, when you can't grasp his gentlest place, then you will only be injured. Leave him and you will find that you are actually better off than by his side. ”
Wen Xue just didn't tell Zhou Fang what she was like after leaving He Fei, how many times she followed He Fei and secretly looked at him, how many times she almost didn't control herself to tell He Fei the truth about everything, but Wen Xue knew that she couldn't do this, she knew He Fei, if she told him about her terminal illness, then according to He Fei's character, she would definitely do something she didn't want to see. She loves He Fei deeply, but she can't accompany He Fei for a lifetime.
Zhou Fang hid in Wen Xue's arms and cried until she had no strength and fell asleep. Wen Xue called Wang Kailai and asked him to send him and Wen Xue home. That night, Wen Xue accompanied Zhou Fang to cry and laugh all night, they talked to each other about all the memories over the years, including He Fei, Xie Bin, Li Qian, and many, many of their classmates, but the two of them could avoid feelings about those that did not belong to them.
Wang Kai listened to Wen Xue's laughter outside the house, he didn't know how long he had never heard Wen Xue laugh so happily and cry so happily. Wen Xue has always regarded herself as her best friend, big brother in front of her. Wang Kai envied He Fei from the bottom of his heart, and hoped that he could have such a love, the heroine was "Wen Xue", he didn't know how many late nights he prayed to the sky that he would suffer on behalf of Wen Xue and die, so that Wen Xue could live happily for the rest of her life. But now he could only watch Wen Xue become more and more haggard day by day, and death was approaching day by day, and he was afraid that he would never be able to open the door behind him after he got up that day. Wang Kai himself feels how terrible it is to wait for death with his beloved, a hundred times more terrible than waiting for death himself, no, it should be a thousand times thousands of times.
The next day, Zhou Fang, accompanied by Wen Xue and Wang Kai, stepped on a plane to Ethiopia, and Zhou Fang chose a remote, remote, and information-underdeveloped country in order to completely forget He Fei. She had chosen this place because she was afraid that she couldn't help but miss it that day, and would call He Fei or come back to him directly.
"Fangfang, if you think about it again, that place is not safe, I think you should not go, stay and we go shopping every day, do your hair, and drink coffee, you have to run so far, do you want to leave me." ”
In fact, Wen Xue also hoped that Zhou Fang would leave, not that Zhou Fang liked He Fei himself and wanted her to leave. It's just that Wen Xue knows that her time is short, and she just wants to leave quietly alone, no one knows. It won't be painful to walk on your own. Wen Xue looked at the strong best friend in front of her and gave her a big hug. Attached to Zhou Fang's ear said:
"I know you won't stay, but I want you to come out as soon as possible and come back soon, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for you to come back to see me. ”
Wen Xue said that her tears flowed, how reluctant she was to let Zhou Fang leave, but how reluctant she was to see Zhou Fang sad.
Zhou Fang listened to Wen Xue's words, picked up Wen Xue's face and said:
"Silly girl, what are you talking about a day, it's not like I'm not coming back, and it's only two years at the latest, you see what you said seems to be life and death, don't talk nonsense, I still want to be your child's godmother." ”
Zhou Fang glanced back at Wang Kai, who was following Wen Xue, and said to him:
"I'm telling you, if I hear you bullying my Xuexue, then I'll fly back to clean you up and don't bully my Xuexue. ”
Wang Kai glanced at Wen Xue, his eyes were full of love, and said to Zhou Fang:
"It's too late for me to love her, how can I bully her, she's my favorite woman. ”
Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, the time for the plane to take off was up, and the announcer's beautiful voice came over the radio. Zhou Fang hugged Wen Xue again:
"Xuexue, remember to miss me when I'm gone. ”
"Mmmm, take care of yourself over there, remember to call me when you have time, I'll wait for you to come back." ”
Zhou Fang let go of Wen Xue, and when she turned to leave, she glanced outside the airport, knowing that the person she was expecting would not appear, but how much she hoped that a miracle would happen. Zhou Fang left without looking back, the moment she left, her heart was completely dead, tears flowed down her cheeks and into her mouth, it was so bitter, so painful. Zhou Fang told herself that He Fei did not belong to him before, and he will not belong to him in the future, and letting go is the most perfect end to his love for himself, and it is also the best fulfillment of his beloved. I love him, but I haven't ever had him.
At this time, He Fei was busy writing wedding invitations, during which he called Zhou Fang several times, he wanted to find Zhou Fang to explain the matter clearly and end the relationship between the two of them, but Zhou Fang never answered. He Fei gave up himself, He Fei thought that Zhou Fang knew that he was going to get married, and hid sadly. He Fei himself also knew that he really liked Zhou Fang, but this love came too late, he already had Li Yan, and it was impossible to give another girl a perfect love. If he had been occupying Zhou Fang's heart, He Fei also knew that doing so would hurt three people at the same time. So he can only give up this love that came too late, and he also knows what harm this will cause to Zhou Fang, but he is willing to bear any punishment from Zhou Fang. When He Fei knew Zhou Fang's feelings for him, how much he hoped that he would choose Zhou Fang since junior high school, then there would not be so many people suffering, not to mention that he really liked her.
He Fei finished writing the invitations of all the people on the list, but there were two people who didn't know whether to write or not, one was Zhou Fang and the other was Wen Xue. He was afraid that he would struggle in contradiction in the face of three women when he got married that day, but now he only knows that he chose Li Yan, gave up Zhou Fang, and let go of Wen Xue. But he can't choose not to love these three women, He Fei can clearly feel what he feels about these three women, extremely deep love, if you want to say who is deeper, the answer he gave himself is "Wen Xue", if he chooses between Zhou Fang and Li Yan, then he can't choose to come. Love is so selfish, I know that I can only have one, but I have three people in my heart.
He Fei shook his head painfully and wrote "Zhou Fang" and "Wen Xue" on the invitation. Sooner or later, those who should face must be faced, and those who should let go must let go sooner or later. What's the use of liking yourself, letting go of the love you can't have is the best relief, it's good for Zhou Fang and He Fei, this also includes Li Yan and Wen Xue. The most beautiful love is actually fulfillment and letting go, entangled in those inconclusive loves, and in the end, both parties will be bruised.