I hope I don't meet you so early in the next life
Chen Qingyu's heart moved, and he hurriedly asked, "Ah Chen, are you ...... Are you asking me to move out of Grace Garden?"
She wanted to ask him if he let her go, but she didn't have the courage to ask directly.
Duan Yichen opened his eyes and looked at her for a long time, his voice tired: "You want to leave me so much?"
Chen Qingyu looked away, not daring to look at him.
In fact, why did she want to leave him?
It's just that the reality is already in front of her, and she can't always intervene between him and He Biling.
"Tell me, do you really want to leave me?" Duan Yichen asked again.
Chen Qingyu lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "Ah Chen, you already have a wife......
She seemed to hear the man's helpless sigh, and after a long time, he said, "Stay with me for the next few days." β
"Are you going somewhere?"
Duan Yichen closed his eyes and nodded.
The handsome face full of vicissitudes of life lacks the spirit of the past, revealing tiredness and helplessness.
This kind of him is something Chen Qingyu has never seen.
Raising his hand to caress his chin with a colored green beard, the distressed color quietly poured into his eyes.
"Ah Chen, is something going on?" she asked softly, in a slightly nasal voice.
Ever since he had left her at the cinema that day and chased his wife, he had evaporated from the world.
He didn't know that she missed him every day, but she didn't have the courage to call him, and even went to Yuchen Group to find him.
Because, she always knows who she is.
Love, but can't ask for it, is doomed to the infinite pain and never-ending struggle of this relationship.
But she understands that between her and him, there will be an end one day.
She was ready to part with him at any time.
Every time she thought of this separation, she felt her heart bleed.
He has a wife, and in the future there will be one or two children who belong to him and her, a family, and live happily ever after. And she, maybe one day in the future, will marry someone else and live an ordinary life......
At the thought of this, tears fell.
She held his face and kissed him softly in an uncomfortable mood.
For her initiative, Duan Yichen was unexpected, slowly opened his eyes, his eyes touched her tear-stained face, and his heart throbbed.
He pressed her to the bed, and at first he just kissed her back with great tenderness, but gradually, the more he kissed, the more fierce he became.
The emotions suppressed in her chest were vented and vented in her body again and again.
After everything was over, he was beside her, gasping for breath, staring at the woman with closed eyes sadly, a tearful eye, suddenly "snapped" and fell down and smashed on Chen Qingyu's body.
Although Chen Qingyu was very tired and tired, she was reluctant to sleep, and when the boiling and hot water droplets fell, she was shocked, but she didn't open her eyes.
She heard him say, "Yu'er, I'm sorry. β
Then, a soft touch came to her lips, a faint lemon fragrance entered her nose, and then she heard him get out of bed, she heard him dress, and finally, she heard the sound of a wheelchair sliding, and the whole space fell into endless silence as the sound of doors opening and closing came in succession.
Chen Qingyu opened his eyes.
He said "I'm sorry" to her twice, what was he sorry for? What was he trying to say?
But the others had left, and she couldn't ask any more.
Just when she was thinking nonsense, she received a call from Qin Luoying: "Miss Chen, I'm outside the door." β
Chen Qingyu immediately dressed up and walked out of the villa, and sure enough, he saw Qin Luoying standing at the door.
Seeing her, he handed over something in a black bag: "Miss Chen, this is what the young master asked me to pass on to you." β
"What is it?" Chen Qingyu wondered.
After Qin Luoying left, she received a text message from Duan Yichen: "Yu'er, remember to take medicine." β
She hurriedly opened the black bag and saw a box of emergency contraceptive pills lying quietly inside.
She was very surprised, a month ago, he kept saying that he wanted her to have a child, and he would not let her go until he gave birth to a son, but now, after he lifted his pants and left, he actually asked his assistant to bring her emergency contraception.
She was confused, she didn't know what the man was thinking, and she would look the same for a while.
There is no need to give birth to a child for him, she breathed a sigh of relief, but she felt a trace of sadness inexplicably in her heart.
Thinking of his tired and helpless countenance, her instinct told her that something must have happened.
She called Qin Luoying cleanly.
"Miss Chen, is there something wrong?"
"Mr. Qin, tell me, did something happen to Ah Chen?"
Qin Luoying was silent for a while: "Young Master, he has been staying in the hospital these days. β
"What happened, and why was he in the hospital?"
After not getting a response from Qin Luoying for a long time, she asked hurriedly: "Tell me, which hospital is he in, what ward, and what room is it?"
Over there, Qin Luoying held his mobile phone, glanced back at Duan Yichen beside him, and when he got his response, he said, "I'll come and pick you up." β
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About an hour later, Qin Luoying took Chen Qingyu to the hospital ward.
Along the way, Chen Qingyu's heart was full of fear, she only thought that Duan Yichen was in the hospital, but when she walked into the ward, no, when she walked into the intensive care room, she saw Duan Yichen sitting in a wheelchair, and there was a person lying on the hospital bed next to him.
The man's eyes were closed, wearing an oxygen mask, above the bed were two infusion tubes, which were injected into the body of the person on the bed, and next to the bed were several machines, one was an ECG monitoring machine, the numbers on it were moving steadily, and the rest were sputum suction machines, and other rescue machines.
Chen Qingyu put his mind at ease, it's not that he is sick.
But who is lying in bed?
From her point of view, she couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, and she couldn't tell whether it was a man or a woman.
Sensing that someone was standing behind him, Duan Yichen slowly turned his head and saw her, without a trace of surprise, but said calmly: "You are here." β
Chen Qingyu let out an "um" and walked to his side.
Duan Yichen pulled over a chair: "Sit down." β
Chen Qingyu sat down beside him.
Raised her eyes to look at the person on the bed again, this time, she finally saw who it was, it was Duan Yichen's wife, He Biling.
She was taken aback: "Ah Chen, what's wrong with her?"
Duan Yichen didn't look at her, but looked at the person on the bed, and his voice was full of sadness: "After coming out of the theater that day, she had a car accident. She was badly injured and remained unconscious. β
Chen Qingyu was taken aback: "What does the doctor say?"
"The doctor can't find out the exact answer, she may still wake up, but I don't know when, or it may be, all the time, that she will become vegetative. Duan Yichen muttered, "Yu'er, I'm sorry for her." β
If it weren't for him, Bizhu wouldn't have become like this.
These days, he is almost always in the ward.
"Ah Chen, don't blame yourself too much, it's none of your business. Seeing the pain in his eyes, Chen Qingyu comforted.
It's ironic, how the woman in the bed once hurt her, she won't forget, but looking at lying here, she is very likely to become a vegetative person, and she feels very uncomfortable. She can't have any good feelings for this woman, but right now, she feels that He Biling is actually a poor person.
Because of her husband's persecution, as a third party, she had to mind between them. In other words, any woman who loves her husband deeply, no one will be able to accept such a thing, He Biling will lose control, and she will want to strangle her when she faces her, she can completely understand her feelings.
If it were her Chen Qingyu, if her husband had someone else outside, perhaps, her reaction would be stronger and more terrifying than He Biling's......
"How can it be none of my business?" Duan Yichen smiled bitterly.
"Ah Chen, don't worry too much, now that medical technology is developed, she will definitely wake up. β
"Thank you, Yu'er. Duan Yichen's face was full of sadness, "Biling, she used to be an innocent, romantic and kind child, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have become what she is today......"
His tone implied guilt for his wife.
"Do you love her?" knew that he shouldn't ask him this kind of question in this situation, but Chen Qingyu still couldn't help but ask.
Four years later, she no longer knew the man.
If love, why drag her ex into the water.
If you don't love, why marry her?
Duan Yichen didn't answer her words.
Chen Qingyu was disappointed, but after thinking about it, he didn't answer, in fact, it was the best answer.
What about love, and what about not loving? Some things have already happened, and they can't even be changed.
"Yu'er, accompany me outside to talk. Duan Yichen said and turned his wheelchair and walked out.
Chen Qingyu followed.
The two came to the garden of the hospital.
Although it was a hot summer, in the garden at midnight, Chen Qingyu only felt a coolness, under the dim street lamp, the shadows of the trees were mottled, and there was no one around, which was terrifyingly quiet.
A black blazer landed on her, shielding her from the night's chill.
Duan Yichen hugged her, and the two sat on the bench.
Looking at the night sky, the man slowly spoke: "Yu'er, if there is an afterlife, I will meet you later." β
Chen Qingyu turned his head to look at him, in the night, the man's expression was solemn, and the looming sadness was distressing.
"Why?" she asked.
Duan Yichen didn't look at her, his eyes still fell on the ethereal night sky.
"I hope to meet you again when I am successful in my career, and not to fall in love with you when I am at my poorest. In this way, there will be no external pressure that separates us. β
Chen Qingyu was stunned, and his eyes turned red all of a sudden.
In his heart, he had always thought that four years ago, she had left him because of his poverty.
In his heart, she is a woman who hates the poor and loves the rich.
He didn't know anything.
But now, even if she tells him the truth, what can she do? Can she and him go back to the past? No more, there is already a He Biling between her and him.
Judging from tonight's situation, Chen Qingyu has already faintly sensed something.
He may really have to return to He Biling's side.
If he was told that she had left him just to save him, then so what, he would not have left his wife lying on the hospital bed and gone with her to the ends of the earth......
There are some things, so be it, it's better to let him misunderstand all the time, and let him live in guilt in the future.
She loved him and wished him peace and happiness for the rest of his life.
The discomfort in my heart became more and more blocked, and finally turned into droplets of water flowing out of my eyes.
"Fool," Duan Yichen raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and said softly, "Yu'er, I don't blame you anymore. It's all because I didn't have the ability to give you happiness back then. I understand your choice. In the future, don't cry anymore because ......"
He grabbed her hand and brought it to his left chest: "I'm here, it will hurt." β
Hearing this, Chen Qingyu cried even more fiercely.
Duan Yichen sighed: "Yu'er, I know, you have always wanted to know, what happened to me four years ago, now, I will tell you ......"
He picked her up and placed her on his lap, wrapped her tightly and closed his eyes.
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That year, that day.
Entrance to the police station.
The girl said coldly, "Duan Yichen, I'm really sorry. You look at yourself, you're twenty-five years old, and you're still not accomplishing anything. Not only that, but you also got into a group fight with people and went to the police station. I couldn't be with a poor man who had been in the police station anymore. You can't give me the happiness I want. In the future, you don't want to look for me. I've got a new boyfriend and he's more gold than you!"
Then the girl turned and threw herself into the arms of others, and resolutely left.
The poor boy who was poor and white did not want to accept the facts, he chased him out, and as a result, there was a car accident, and before he lost consciousness, he saw that the car carrying the girl disappeared from sight.
From then on, his whole world fell into darkness, both in the visual world and the spiritual world.
When he woke up, he was already in a foreign country, half a year after his car accident.
Accompanying him was a handsome but unsmiling young man, who was none other than Qin Luoying.
"Young Master, you've finally woken up. β
He just felt that he had a long, long dream, in which a young girl was always chasing after him.
It took him a long time to retrieve all his memories from the brief void in his brain.
The girl in the dream is Chen Qingyu. In his dream, she kept calling him: "Ah Chen, Ah Chen......"
It was this sad voice that woke him up from his dream.
"Where's Yu'er?" he asked Qin Luoying beside him.
"Young master, in the past six months, you have called this name almost every day. Falling Shadow doesn't know who she is, but Falling Shadow can find her for the young master. Qin Luoying said respectfully.
He shook his head: "No need. β
"Who are you?" he asked.
Qin Luoying lowered his eyes slightly: "Young Master, you don't remember." I am the beggar who almost starved to death in the winter night, and it was your bowl of noodles and a padded jacket that saved me......"
Since he met Chen Qingyu, Duan Yichen, the "bad boy" who was good at fighting and fighting, gradually became "good", under the influence of Chen Qingyu, he gradually became caring, and he also had compassion for the old, weak, sick and disabled.
"Saving a life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter", this sentence often jumped out of the mouth of the teenage girl, at that time, she was kind-hearted, nosy, and even pulled out a knife to help. It is precisely because of her "nosy" that she has saved Duan Yuyan many times, and because of this, she has created a fate between him and her.
Infected by this girl's "integrity", Duan Yichen began to do good things.
For example, he will work with her to save those injured cats and dogs, and with her, he will send the chicks that fell from the nest back to the nest, and when she can't get down from the tree, he will find a harness and tie her behind him, like a child, and carry her down the tree, and she "giggles" behind him......
The memories are so good.
Later, late one night, he came out of the nightclub where he worked, and saw a young man shivering from the cold on the side of the road, this young man was Qin Luoying, no one knew who he was, why he was there, and no one would come forward to care about him and greet him. Because of the cold, because of hunger, his consciousness became blurred.
Before he lost consciousness, he smelled a strong fragrance, and he thought he was hallucinating, but the voice of a teenager came to his ears, and at the same time, a cotton jacket fell from his body, blocking him from the biting cold wind of this winter night.
"Let's have a bite to eat. β
He was so cold that he couldn't speak, and even his hands were so cold that he almost lost consciousness, so he couldn't hold chopsticks at all.
"Can you eat it? I'll feed you. The young man asked.
He looked up, and his eyes turned red.
He had been hungry for three days, and during these three days there was a lot of people, but this young man stopped to care for him and brought him food and clothes.
"Live well. The boy said, "If you live strongly, you will find that this world is actually very beautiful." β
The young man said, his eyes were full of tenderness, just because, he thought of his girl, the kind girl.
He wiped away tears while eating the powder fed by the young man, and finally drank the soup, his body gradually warmed, his consciousness was clear, and his strength gradually returned.
The young man looked at his tattered clothes, and took out a handful of money from his pocket: "This is the money for my part-time job this month, you can take it, although it is not much, but it may solve your temporary predicament." β
With tears streaming down his face, he knelt down at the young man and kowtowed to him three times: "Big brother, thank you, your great kindness, the shadow will never be forgotten." Big brother, don't worry, I will live well, and in the future, I will definitely repay you. β
The young man smiled, not at ease with his words, he saved him, not so that he could repay him in the future.
The boy didn't expect that this little beggar would fulfill his promise many years later, come to his side, and pursue him all his life......
With that life-saving money, Qin Luoying, a homeless child without a father and mother, bought himself warm clothes, and knelt at the door of the campus for seven days, and finally moved the principal, and was able to enter the school to study, living up to expectations, he studied hard, won the first scholarship in the exam every year, and became the first student to skip a grade in the school without any reputation, and in a certain year's college entrance examination, he won the college entrance examination in that place, and made a name for the school, the principal cried bitterly, after so many years, he finally came out of a champion, he gave Qin Luoying the award a large amount of money, and secretly glad that he kept this student back thenβ¦β¦
After the college entrance examination, Qin Luoying enrolled in the police academy, and under the influence of Duan Yichen, he wanted to be a policeman and help more people with his own ability.
That year, he had just graduated from college and entered the police station with the first place, but the first case he received was Duan Yichen's.
But after many years, Duan Yichen no longer remembered him.
Knowing that the rich kid who was thrown into the hospital by him was going to send him to prison, and he was trying to save him, an order came from above, and Duan Yichen was acquitted.
Qin Luoying breathed a sigh of relief, but when he came out of the police station, he saw Duan Yichen lying in a pool of blood.
He rushed him to the hospital.
Duan Yichen's injuries were very serious, and the doctor immediately issued a critical illness notice, his vital signs were extremely unstable, and his heart stopped beating several times, and he was rescued several times.
That night, a mysterious man appeared in the hospital room.
This man is none other than Gu Xiujie, the former president of Yangcheng's largest group.
He used his connections to deal with Duan Yichen's death, but secretly sent Duan Yichen to country M.
Qin Luoying overheard the conversation between Gu Xiujie and the doctor, and learned that Duan Yichen might become a vegetative person for the rest of his life, and even if he woke up, he would only be able to spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair, because his legs were severely damaged, injuring his nerves. Nerve damage, in general, is irreversible.
From Gu Xiujie's eyes, Qin Luoying faintly understood the relationship between him and Duan Yichen.
However, Duan Yichen's life was dying, and he was sent abroad at this time, for fear that an unexpected accident would occur. There is a high probability that he will die in transit.
Therefore, he stopped Gu Xiujie.
From the conversation, Gu Xiujie learned what kind of feelings Qin Luoying had for Duan Yichen, and he also believed in the officer's character, so he said unabashedly: "He is my biological son, I will not harm him, I will only protect him." Sending him out at such a juncture is to protect him!"
Without Duan Yichen, there would be no him today. Qin Luoying made the first major decision in his life.
He has no father or mother, but Duan Yichen is his reborn parent.
He will repay him and spend his life in the end.
In the regret of everyone, he resigned from his promising police job and swore to follow Duan Yichen to the death......
In this way, he and Duan Yichen crossed the ocean and came to country M, where they stayed for four years......
He didn't expect that Duan Yichen was actually the illegitimate son of Gu Xiujie, the former president of Yangcheng's largest group!
However, no matter what the young master's identity is, whether he is rich or poor, in the days to come, no matter how difficult it is, he will follow his left and right......
In the first half year of arriving in country M, Duan Yichen experienced many struggles between life and death, rescue after rescue, and surgery again and again, but fortunately, half a year later, he finally woke up.
However, he became a person with disabled legs, and his lower limbs had no sensation and no muscle strength.
Facing Qin Luoying's complaint, Duan Yichen raised his eyes slightly: "It turned out to be you." Is it worth it to stay with me like this?"
Qin Luoying said firmly: "Young Master, it's worth it." β
As if thinking of something, he hurriedly said, "Young master, don't drive me away." β
Duan Yichen looked at him and nodded for a long time: "Okay." β
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Duan Yichen, who woke up, couldn't accept the reality of being disabled for a while.
Like ordinary people, he has also experienced a long process of adaptation, painful struggles, and low moods, but every time he remembers what Chen Qingyu said before leaving, he tells himself that he wants to live strongly, he wants to live like a person, and one day, he will stand in front of her and strike and retaliate against her......