Chapter 28: Desire
The current Bai Cuicui is very much like a dam full of water, usually the wind and waves are calm, and there is not even a little ripple on the water surface, but once the gate is opened, it is turbulent, Xu Fei is like a ship, submerged in the rolling torrent.
Bai Cuicui hadn't touched a man for more than a year, and gradually took that incident lightly, but since she tossed with Xu Fei a few nights ago, the well-behaved little cat once again revealed her true colors and turned into a beast that eats people and doesn't spit out bones.
This night, Xu Fei forgot how many times he and Bai Cuicui had done, maybe five times, maybe seven times, or more, in short, the Yin Yuan on Bai Cuicui's body was absorbed by him at all, and in the end, the Joy Divine Formula had lost its effect, all supported by Xu Fei's own experience.
He sucked Bai Cuicui's Yin Yuan dry, but Bai Cuicui also squeezed Xu Fei's children and grandchildren.
The two fell asleep deeply.
When Xu Fei woke up the next day, he found that Bai Cuicui was not around.
"You're awake. ”
When Xu Fei was putting on his pants, Bai Cuicui walked in with a plate full of food, cold shredded potatoes, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, two bowls of white rice porridge and a few white flour steamed buns.
"Come, let's eat. ”
Bai Cuicui smiled and put the plate on the kang.
Xu Fei looked at Bai Cuicui's eyes with some emotion and a little trance.
This is the first time that a woman has served her so meticulously, like a good wife and mother, but Xu Fei knows very well in his heart that Bai Cuicui is Zhao Daqing's wife, and even if Bai Cuicui and Zhao Daqing divorce, he definitely has no possibility with Bai Cuicui.
Bai Cuicui's feelings for herself are by no means love, but a kind of spiritual sustenance, her spiritual world is empty and lonely and cold, she needs a man to come into her life and make up for her emptiness, if she didn't have the opportunity to break her and Zhao Erdan's bastard thing that night, and had a relationship with Bai Cuicui, maybe the person who slept with Bai Cuicui last night was Zhao Erdan, which would make Bai Cuicui willing to serve the person also Zhao Erdan.
The relationship between the two of them is more akin to an abstract spiritual aspect of mutual exploitation.
Of course, even if he thinks about these problems clearly, Xu Fei will not have any bad opinions about Bai Cuicui, his husband has cheated on him justifiably, so why don't he find a man to vent his dissatisfaction and make up for his loneliness?
He knows how to repay his kindness, and how others treat him, he will also treat others.
He put on his clothes and said to Bai Cuicui very seriously.
"Sister Cuicui, you are so good to me, don't worry, I will come to you often in the future, and I will not let you be lonely. ”
The ripe Bai Cuicui actually had unprecedentedly girl-like Xia Fei cheeks.
"Well, I believe you. ”
Bai Cuicui nodded shyly at Xu Fei.
"You wait a while, I'll go get you face water, wash your face and eat again." ”
Bai Cuicui hurriedly excused herself and left the room, because of the crazy toss last night, Bai Cuicui's buttocks as big as a grinding disc hurt badly, like someone had sprinkled a handful of chili noodles.
But Bai Cuicui didn't feel pain, but a different kind of warmth rippled in her heart.
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It was only seven o'clock when Xu Fei had eaten, and he was worried about being seen, Bai Cuicui first turned around the door in a pretentious manner, and after making sure that there was no one, Xu Fei ran out of Bai Cuicui's house, and then waved his hand with his back to Bai Cuicui, and ran towards the primary school in the village.
The village primary school is very close to the village chief's house, less than a kilometer away, and it takes about ten minutes to walk.
When Xu Fei passed by the village chief's house, he wanted to capture Yu Meimei's figure and have the most beautiful encounter in the early morning, but he didn't see any ghosts, anyway, the village chief and Yu Meili didn't need to farm and work, so they should still be sleeping.
Xu Fei walked to the village primary school that was a little disappointing.
Ten minutes later, Xu Fei successfully walked to the destination, the village primary school is halfway up the mountainside, the wall has collapsed due to disrepair, leaving only three leaky earthen houses, a hundred-year-old elm tree, thicker than the waist of a tiger, standing alone in the middle of the desolate yard, the school has been closed for a month because there is no teacher willing to teach, the yard is full of weeds, as for the playground?
The voice of the village head, Wang Dahu, was heard from the loudspeaker, informing each family to arrange for their children to come to the primary school for class, and the time was set at 10 o'clock.
Two or three hours to go.
Xu Fei picked up a rusty shovel on the side and began to slowly remove the weeds.
"Ah, look, it's Brother Xu Fei. ”
More than half an hour later, a childish voice sounded in Xu Fei's ears, and he turned his head to see more than a dozen children jumping outside the school yard.
"Little bean sprouts, Li hurry up ......"
They are all children in the village, and Xu Fei can recognize them.
"Brother Xu Fei, why are you at school?
Shanhe Village is a big place, everyone knows each other, and these children go down to the river to catch fish all day long, and they are quite familiar with Xu Fei.
The children looked at Xu Fei suspiciously.
Xu Feile was happy.
"I will be your teacher from now on, and I will teach you lessons from now on. ”
A short-haired girl wearing a small vest made from her mother's clothes said in surprise.
"If Brother Xu Fei were to be our teacher, he wouldn't be like the previous teacher, because the conditions were too poor and he left. ”
"Yes, yes, Brother Xu Fei's home is in our Shanhe Village. ”
A group of children chirped and seemed very excited.
A group of children volunteered to come over to help Xu Fei pull the weeds, and they were happy.
In 07 years of Shanhe Village, the annual income of each family is less than 2,000, and there is food and clothing, life is difficult, people in the mountains know that it is possible to go out only by reading, all the children are full of thirst for knowledge, hoping to go to elementary school, junior high school, high school, university.
That's why these children, who are only in their teens, or even seven or eight years old, will come to school happily one by one as soon as they hear that they are going to reopen.
Xu Fei came over like this, he can understand the mood of every child to study, because that is who he used to be......
At the age of seven or eight, it is not uncommon to follow their parents to the field and herd cattle by the river, and they can endure hardships, and in more than an hour, the weeds in the yard are cleaned up, the classroom is full of dust, and the tables and chairs with missing arms and legs are also neatly visited.
"We're back to school"
When Xu Fei wrote these five words on the blackboard in the classroom, the two dozen or so children below cheered and were very happy.
"Brother Xu Fei, I heard my little tiger say, you also went to high school, didn't you? Then have you ever been to the county seat, what is the county town like? I heard that the school in the city is very big, and the classrooms are very clean, isn't it?"
The short-haired little girl in the red vest called Bean Sprouts asked excitedly.
Immediately, all the children looked at Xu Fei excitedly, most of them have never even been to the town, how do they know what the county is like?
All the children were full of curiosity, Xu Fei's eyes were a little sour, and he told these children what he had seen and heard in school.
There is not a single TV set in the whole Shanhe Village, and they have never been out of the village, so they don't know anything about the outside world, and some people don't even know about cars, such as compasses, and other school supplies, which the children have never seen.
The classroom was very quiet, and all the children listened with wide eyes as Xu Fei described the things in the county, and they were fascinated.
After Xu Fei finished speaking, the children said excitedly one by one.
"In the future, I will also go to high school, and I will also go to the county seat. ”
Xu Fei shook his head and said.
"No, your ambitions are more ambitious, you all have to go to college, to the capital, to Tianhai, to the real big city, I actually don't know much, our Qianyuan County is just a little bigger countryside, the scenery of the big city is more beautiful, there are hundreds of meters high buildings, those people can stand in the clouds, there are roller coasters, there are pirate ships, ......"
Belief is a very important thing, especially for children in the enlightenment stage, without which they simply do not know what path to take.
When they know that the outside world is so magnificent, the belief in everyone's heart that they want to study hard and get ahead has already sprouted.
Maybe in the future, each of them will have great confusion about life and the future because of poverty and various practical conditions, but as long as the belief in wanting to leave the mountains and get ahead is not extinguished, then they will develop in a better direction.
This was just Xu Fei's unintentional move, just to share some of his insights with these young children, he would not have thought that his words would have much impact on these children in tattered clothes.
"By the way, what about Xiaohu? and the big head, why didn't they come?"
Xu Fei found that there were many missing figures among the children below, and seven or eight school-age children did not come to school, and his face turned ugly.