Chapter 60: Warmth
"Then I will kill you and take the blood alchemy from your heart!"
Chen Qi's voice was filled with an indissoluble ferocity, "As long as you pour your blood on the pill, and then get the Seven Star Grass to further consolidate it, that is all your value to me!"
Chen Qi felt a faint feeling of discomfort in his heart, but he still suppressed the emotion, and a strong killing intent permeated out, "But now I don't want to kill you, get out!"
The rich killing intent poured in, Chen Qi's reason was once again consumed, and now he was almost completely unable to control it, and he really wanted to take Lin Ruo to alchemy!
"Get out! Get out of here!"
Chen Qi yelled, Lin Ruo was lying on the ground in pain, and she couldn't control her emotions anymore and cried out "wow", it was a heartbreaking emotion, she insisted on it, but all she faced was Chen Qi's indifferent refusal!
She is very similar to saying that we are husband and wife, and I will not leave, but she has said countless times that she is unwilling to go, but in exchange for only more indifferent refusal.
"For you, I really...... Isn't it nothing?"
Lin Ruo's voice trembled, but now her whole person was only fragile, and the intense discomfort left only an indescribable pain in her mind.
At this time, Chen Qi was already on the verge of collapsing his killing intent, he gritted his teeth, and forcefully pushed Lin Ruo on the ground hard, and threw her out of the door violently.
"Get out!"
Lin Ruo slammed down the door, she looked at the closed door, thinking of his merciless hideousness, she couldn't hold back the extremely suppressed emotions in her heart anymore, "He doesn't want me anymore, he really doesn't want me anymore." ”
Lin Ruo lay on the ground in pain, but no matter how painful the fall was, it couldn't compare to the pain in her heart, he didn't want himself anymore, no matter how much he kept it, what he left for himself seemed to be so indifferent.
Lin Ruo suddenly felt a feeling of weakness coming, and a mouthful of blood suddenly spit out, at this time her face was like gold paper, this time the pain was far stronger than the last time she knew that she had misunderstood Chen Qi and drove him away.
"You like a lot of people, but you don't like me. ”
Lin Ruo barely squeezed out a smile, she thought of Liu Ruyue, Qi Xuanxuan, and Xie Wanyu, but in the end, only herself was left.
It turned out that this marriage, from the very beginning when he was forced to marry him, he was destined not to be happy, it turned out, even if he became better, even if he once cared about himself, it turned out that he never loved himself.
"I'm sorry, I pestered you......"
Lin Ruo cried in despair, looking at the closed door, she felt like this for the first time, there was no love in life, and all thoughts were lost.
At this time, Chen Qi was in the room, the killing intent completely exploded, he had lost his mind, and his broken body actually emerged with thin mana, "Kill!"
A trace of madness bloomed all around him, and almost when he wanted to get up and kill, only occasionally his reason barely suppressed himself from killing.
"Uh...... Ahh
At this time, the idea of being killed in Chen Qi's body surged as if it exploded, and the broken body was repaired, but there were more broken ones, losing the original support, and there was no cultivation to suppress, he didn't go out to do evil and kill people now, it was already Chen Qi's biggest self-control right now!
"Kill!"
His reason was already confused, and the occasional light was to kill Lin Ruo, but he vaguely had a strong desire not to hurt her, but his whole person had fallen into a muddy nightmare.
"Can't kill her......"
That trace of reason collapsed, at this time, as long as Chen Qi had more spiritual power, he would definitely go out to kill people, and now he has completely become a killing machine!
Lin Ruo got up from the ground weakly, she didn't leave, but the reluctant smile and the pale cheeks were only depressed.
"Lin Ruo, you were born unworthy of happiness. ”
She seemed to be talking to herself, as if she was feeling self-pity.
She was just a poor ordinary girl, but she was never treated well, and maybe it was her happiest time before she got married.
After getting married, she also had a time full of memories, but at the end of the memories, there was only the despair of being abandoned.
She gave everything, she was single-minded, in exchange for only sourness and indifference, only the love and affection that she could never ask for.
"You don't love me, but I won't leave you. ”
Lin Ruo barely hooked a smile, but tears had already blurred her vision, she touched the sigil bag quietly hidden in her arms, took it down as if it were precious, and gently put it on the coffee table.
"It wasn't meant to bless you and me, perhaps, a hundred years of good together, you should give it to Miss Liu...... Or her best friend Qi Xuanxuan, or perhaps, Sister Wanyu......"
She reluctantly put the sigil in the bag on the table, and quietly held the small bag, the bag that was already empty, "What belongs to me may just be the bag that contains the most precious thing you have ever given me......"
She wiped her tears, and the intense discomfort made the pain of the distance hurt her head, but what really belonged to her was perhaps only this bag, it turned out that she had never gotten anything at all except for not getting him.
She was like a thin grass in the wind, blown only cold, she suppressed her despair, squatted down and looked at the pill in the corner of the cabinet, except for the pill, only that one remained, the marriage certificate she once wanted to leave to Chen Qi.
She and him inside look inseparable, but this is the last happiness for her.
"Now...... You may no longer need our marriage license. ”
She cried and put away the marriage certificate, quietly hid it in the depths of the cabinet, and then looked at the round thing, she knew for the first time that it was called an elixir.
She didn't know what the elixir Chen Qi wanted was, and she didn't know what the purpose of all this was, but this time, she knew what the blood in her heart was, and she also knew what was wrong with this elixir.
"You don't like me, but you can't stop you, I like you. ”
She carefully picked up the slippery, and there was only a cruel smile on the corner of her mouth, she just wanted to pretend to be happy for the last time, for her, maybe this was also the last time she could do it for him.
"I won't leave you, if there is really a ghost when a person dies, I will quietly accompany you here, I quietly watch you from the corner, hoping that you can go on happily with the person you like and cherish it. ”
Lin Ruo picked up the long scissors, and the sharp white mangs made people chill, but this time, for the first time, she felt that this kind of cold was actually a little warm.
At least this kind of warmth is much hotter than when Chen Qi abandoned himself.
"In this life, I can only accompany you, and I have been here with you......"
Lin Ruo's voice was only left with a choked cry, and without the slightest fear, he thrust it into his heart.
Bursts of bright red blood suddenly gushed out, but the pain in her body could never compare to the pain in her heart.
When Chen Qi drove her away again and again, and when Chen Qi pushed her away and pushed her out of the door, in fact, her heart was already dripping with blood.
A trace of blood was poured on the pill, and the pill continued to absorb blood, Lin Ruo could feel that he was getting weaker and weaker, and in his vague consciousness, he only felt that his body was gradually cold.
"Mom, I'm coming...... Maybe seeing you again, it won't hurt so much. ”
The taste of confusion kept surging in Lin Ruo's heart, she seemed to see her mother who once loved her and cared for her, she seemed to see her grandparents, but in the end, what she saw was the figure she was most familiar with and longed for.
"Chen Qi!"
She screamed loudly, but there was only weakness in her voice, when she tried hard to hug him, she wanted to reach out, she wanted to hug him, but at the end, all she saw was foam.
"It turned out to be just an illusion...... He's not going to ask for you......"
Lin Ruo's huge despair and pain left only labor pains in her mind, she seemed to see him hugging her, but in the end, his figure left her.
"If there is another life...... I don't know, will I still love you, it's really hard to love you...... But I think it will, but you'll never love me again," she smiled, her eyes darkened, she didn't know how much blood the pill needed, but when she inserted the scissors, it was the only thing she could do for him, and it was also what she wanted to do for him.
"Husband...... Will I call you that one last time like that...... I hope you are happy...... It's a pity that you never called me wife...... Not even a word of Ruoruo......"
Tears slid down Lin Ruo's side face, she leaned on the sofa, there were still stains on her cheeks, and there were falls on her hands and body, but it didn't matter anymore.
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