Chapter 189: The Way to Get Along
"I ......" Zhao Xiaozi had already flinched a little before she could speak. Her mind was a little messy, and she always felt that if she said it, it might make a difference, but if she didn't, she would lose something.
Wang Kenan was not in a hurry to ask, but looked at Zhao Xiaozi with his bright and sincere eyes, which were full of expectations.
Zhao Xiaozi really didn't hesitate anymore: "You know about Hehua before, at that time, I did recover my memory and changed back to myself, but she did not disappear and still existed in my mind." In your words, I have a dual personality......"
Speaking of this, Zhao Xiaozi glanced at Wang Kenan, and saw that he was expressionless, and was a little unsure of what he was thinking for a while, so he had to continue: "Before, she didn't affect my life, and it doesn't matter if she exist......s or not;
Speaking of this, Zhao Xiaozi paused and changed her words: "However, Professor Xing is already helping me with hypnotherapy, I believe that everything will be fine in a short time, so you don't have to worry about ......"
"When?" Wang Kenan said in a deep voice.
"Huh?" Wang Kenan finally reacted, and Zhao Xiaozi also breathed a sigh of relief: "Even when I changed back to Zhao Xiaozi from Hehua, she has always existed." ”
"I'm asking, when did she get stronger, and why did she do that?"
Zhao Xiaozi recalled carefully: "It turns out that Hehua has always behaved very submissively in front of me, even if we disagree with each other, she just makes some comments or makes some suggestions, but she can't force anything to change."
Later, when Peng Peng had an accident, she said some very radical words, which poked me in the heart, and I don't know what happened, so I was hospitalized with a fever, you once guessed that it was related to Hehua, in fact, I also guessed so.
After that, I sometimes didn't feel her presence very well. Moreover, after Zhang Li's incident this time, she was obviously much stronger than before, especially during the period when I was hospitalized to recuperate. ”
Wang Kenan squeezed his fists: "Is that really the case......"
"You know?" Zhao Xiaozi's turn was surprised.
"I ......" Wang Kenan was about to say something, but suddenly stopped, with some astringency on his face: "I want to be quiet, and let Gao Shan make you some delicious tonic for a while, I ...... I'll come back to see you tomorrow. After saying that, he ran away and left.
"Wang Kenan!" Zhao Xiaozi chased after him and shouted behind him.
Wang Kenan didn't look back, just pressed the elevator a few more times, and found that the elevator didn't come so quickly, so he walked straight to the stairs, and stopped at the staircase: "I'm fine! I just suddenly thought that there was still some work left unfinished today...... You take care of your injuries, go back quickly, it's hot outside!"
Seeing Wang Kenan's back disappear at the corner of the stairs, Zhao Xiaozi suddenly felt a little twitching in her heart, sure enough, something was different......
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When Gao Shan came back, he saw the dishes in the kitchen and knew that Wang Kenan had come, so he asked casually: "What about others, don't you stay here to eat today?"
Zhao Xiaozi nodded a little dejectedly, and almost wrote the five big words "Come and comfort me" on her face.
Gao Shan really walked over: "What's the matter?
"Nope. ”
"Didn't quarrel with this virtue?"
"Hey......"
It seems that the problem is quite serious, Gao Shan looked at the time, and it seems that lunch has to be made simpler: "I'll go make some porridge, and we'll talk about it in a while." ”
By the time Gao Shan boiled the porridge and sat back next to Zhao Xiaozi, she had already organized the language: "I told Wang Kenan that I have schizophrenia." ”
"Ah?!" Gao Shan finally knew why Zhao Xiaozi was like this, and finally knew why Wang Kenan left.
"How, how are you......" Well, it's really not a matter of hiding it. Gao Shan rolled his eyes before he asked again, "Then what did you tell him?"
Zhao Xiaozi briefly talked about the process and Wang Kenan's reaction, and Gao Shan was also a little uncertain: "Your situation is very different from schizophrenia, the real schizophrenia is obtained in your own ignorance, and it is accompanied by many organic lesions, you can't count it." Did you explain this to him?"
Zhao Xiaozi shook her head a little blankly: "Does this matter to him? Whether it is schizophrenia or not, I already have a second personality, don't I?"
Gao Shan felt as if he had grasped the key: "You stupid, how can this be the same." In the eyes of people who don't know, what is schizophrenia, that is, mental illness, mental illness has to be locked up at home, unable to take care of oneself, indiscriminately hurting people.
If you suddenly say that you have schizophrenia, he naturally can't accept it! It's good that I didn't break up with you on the spot!"
"Is that so?" Zhao Xiaozi felt as if it made sense: "So what now?"
"Explain to him quickly and call...... No, no, let's send WeChat. If he hangs up on the phone, it will be embarrassing, just send WeChat, don't explain so academically, people are laymen, you just need to explain simply. ”
"Well, well......"
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Wang Kenan looked at the long explanation sent by Zhao Xiaozi, telling himself that she was not a schizophrenia in the real sense, and she was so angry that she almost dropped her mobile phone.
If he cared about this, he wouldn't have contacted her again if he had known that she had mistaken her for Hehua in the first place.
The root thing he cares about is that Zhao Xiaozi has never regarded himself as his closest partner and most trusted boyfriend.
Yes, he does know that Zhao Xiaozi is very mentally retarded in terms of feelings, and he is ready to guide her well and teach her how to love, but this is also too mentally retarded, and he will be very tired, okay?!
Besides, it seems that even Gao Shan knows about it, only he is kept in the dark, what is this, can't he hide it?
If you say that you are afraid of worrying about yourself, you are pretending to be smart! Self-righteousness! Excuses! Now tell yourself that you are not afraid of worrying about yourself?
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After a cold war with Wang Kenan for two days, Zhao Xiaozi suddenly came back to her senses and secretly sent him a WeChat message: "I know what I did wrong, I will tell you as soon as possible if I have anything in the future, and I will never hide it from you again." ”
Unexpectedly, Wang Kenan, who kept replying to her "um", "good", and "busy", replied a lot at length this time.
In the final analysis, the central idea is based on three points.
Number one: It's good to finally realize your mistake.
The second point: the most important thing between men and women is trust, don't think it's just a trivial matter, a thousand miles of embankment destroyed in an anthill, you should pay attention to it.
Point 3: Don't speculate about others with your own thoughts, what you think is good for others is not necessarily good for others.
Zhao Xiaozi showed Gao Shan the news of Wang Kenan's reply, and even Gao Shan looked like a ghost: "Your Wang Kenan's brain circuit is different from ordinary people, and I am also drunk when I focus on it." ”
Having said that, Zhao Xiaozi still decided to coax Wang Kenan well, and if she didn't say anything else, she would never give up on him during this time, and she couldn't blindly wait for him to bow her head, which chilled his heart.
Wang Kenan emphasized the way to get along for half a day!
After searching the confession in his mind, Zhao Xiaozi lowered her head in disappointment: It's too vulgar, it's too vulgar! Some have been used by Dai Yiran.
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On the third day when Wang Kenan was waiting for Zhao Xiaozi's call with anticipation, she finally called and asked him to come out to play.
Wang Kenan pretended to be calm and hummed, originally wanted to say that he had been a little busy in the past two days, but after hearing her playfully say "must come", he immediately disarmed and surrendered, and hurriedly agreed.
After hanging up the phone, Wang Kenan began to pack up the things he would go out to play tomorrow, although now he can swipe his mobile phone anywhere, but in case something doesn't work, he still has to bring some money just in case.
After coming back from the busy work of withdrawing the money, Wang Kenan suddenly realized that something was wrong, just now Xiaozi said where to play? library, or museum?!
Speaking of museums, Wang Kenan was very angry, once Zhao Xiaozi also said that he wanted to go to the museum with him, but he was resolutely intercepted by Dai, which almost killed her, and the museum is not an auspicious place!
But it's been a cold war for so many days, and it can't be dragged out any longer. Why don't you tell Xiaozi to change places? No, no, no, forget it, finally she took the initiative to contact herself, so be it. You can't be superstitious, you can't be superstitious......
After countless psychological constructions for himself, he let go of the little diaphragm in his heart and turned to pick up the clothes he would wear tomorrow.
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Just in case, Wang Kenan personally went to Zhao Xiaozi's house to pick her up early in the morning.
I saw that she was wearing a white preppy dress, black and red plaid edging, black satin tied with a good-looking bow around the waist, and white leather mid-heel sandals, the whole person was full of youthful and lively atmosphere.
Wang Kenan smiled a little from ear to ear: "Are you still wearing makeup today?"
The corners of Zhao Xiaozi's lips lifted lightly, and Gao Shan kept chattering on the side: "It turns out that you won't be beautiful without makeup?"
"Who said it, it's always been beautiful, and it's even more beautiful today!" Wang Kenan replied to Gao Shan's words, but his eyes never left Zhao Xiaozi for a moment.
Gao Shan couldn't look down on it even more: "You have it, let's go quickly, look at you like that!"
Wang Kenan couldn't wait to take Zhao Xiaozi away, but when he heard this, he pulled Zhao Xiaozi, and seeing that she didn't object, he grabbed her hand tightly and walked to the elevator together.
When waiting for the elevator, Wang Kenan also stared at Zhao Xiaozi with a wrong eye, and after a while, her face flushed.
"What's there to see. ”
"Look at you, it's good-looking. Wang Kenan is not an honest man who can't speak, he can actually praise Zhao Xiaozi's dress and makeup today, but he feels that these are not enough, in front of Zhao Xiaozi's stunning appearance, any language looks pale and powerless.