Erhe's spirit has been extremely tense these days, on the one hand, he has to ask someone to inquire about the news, and on the other hand, he has to hide it from his family, and he is also very tired, but he is the head of the family, if he can't stand it, what will he do with the women in the family?

The old lady felt sorry for her son and asked him to rest first, she said to Xilin Jueluo and Shu Yierha: "All cheer up, our family can't be so fragile, when the old lady went into battle, I was also waiting for him at home, no matter what news came out at that time, I didn't believe it, I believed that he could come back alive, and then he really came back, we Jinggu Leji people have their own nature, and they will definitely be able to turn evil into good fortune." ”

Xilin Jue Luo just cried, but now he is much calmer, looking at Jing Guji and Shu Yierha, who were a little frightened, he reluctantly squeezed out a smile at them, and said, "Don't worry about me, I can hold on, Jing Guji, you know a lot of people outside, and go to them to help inquire, maybe your brother is okay now," she urged Jing Guji, "I'm fine, you can go quickly." ”

Jing Guji looked at her worriedly, and then looked at Shu Yierha, and saw that Shu Yierha nodded at him, so he turned around and went out, Xilin Jueluo said to the old lady again: "The daughter-in-law lost her temper just now, let Eniang laugh, what Eniang said is that Jing Gule has not yet been determined...... I can't fall down first, I still have to take care of my grandfather and the children......"

The old lady sighed, patted Xilin Jue Luo's hand, and said softly + comforted her: "It's good that you can think like this, look at Shu Yierha, I was scared a lot just now, right? Take a good look at your mother, don't make her too sad......"

Shu Yierha glanced at the old lady quickly, although the old lady didn't say anything. Shu Yierha felt that she could see her unfinished words from her eyes, and her meaning was clearly to sue Sù Xilin Jue Luo, even if Jing Gule really had an accident, she still had Jing Guji, Jing E, and herself, she was not as firm as she said, and she had even made the worst assumptions.

Shu Yierha didn't have much in her heart, she knew that the old lady was right. No one can change what has happened, and even if Jing Gule really goes, they will still have to continue to live. The old lady has seen a lot, even if she is sad, she will not blindly indulge in sadness, which is the freedom that only people who have really experienced life and death have. Shuirha can't do that yet. As long as she thought that she would never see the brother who would smile at her gently, her heart hurt like a knife......

Shu Yierha has also experienced the pain of losing her loved ones, when her adoptive parents died in her previous life, she was sad and wanted to go with them, she thought that she could face it calmly after experiencing the death of her relatives, who knows that it still doesn't work, her heart is not strong enough.

Unhappy to return to the Begonia Courtyard. Lu Man handed over a cup of soothing tea, and Shu Yierha took it and drank it. He sighed to the green vine and said, "There are things at home these days, and I'm afraid your family affairs will have to be postponed for a while......"

Green vine often for Shu Yierha to make pastries in the kitchen, back and forth by Chef Zhang, a year ago for her son Deng Jinsheng to marry, Shu Yierha let people inquire carefully, knowing that Deng Jinsheng has a good character and temperament, people are also motivated, and also followed his mother to learn cooking skills for several years, there are skills and enterprising, Green vine will not suffer with him, Shu Yierha asked the meaning of Green Man, Green Man because of the good with Chef Zhang, he nodded and agreed, Shu Yier Ha agreed to this family matter, originally planned to let them marry in the spring, who knew that just after the New Year, Zhang Luo Jinggule's matter began, and the family did not have the heart to handle the servant's marriage, so it was delayed。

Lu Man didn't care, she said: "What does Gege say, the slave and maid can't wait to be by Gege's side for the rest of your life, as long as you don't drive the slave and maid away, the slave and maid will always serve you...... The slave is not in a hurry......"

Even though Shu Yierha was in a heavy mood, she was amused by her: "You're not in a hurry, someone is in a hurry, I don't dare to keep you all the time......" Seeing that Lu Man's face was red and she didn't dare to answer, she didn't want to joke too much, so she changed the conversation and said: "You are going out in two months, do you want to let someone replace you?"

The green vine was embarrassed: "The slaves and maids are very good when they look at them, and they should be very good at reasoning...... But Gege asked, the slave maid said what she thought, the slave maid is the most optimistic about Zizhi, she is careful and diligent, her popularity is good, Zijuan needlework is good, she is good at cooking, it just matches Zijuan, she mentions it, and it will not conflict with Zijuan, and the slave feels that this is also very important......"

Shu Yierha nodded, Lu Man's recommendation is the same as the result of her cold eyes, she is also the most optimistic about Zizhi, but she likes Lu Qiao the most, I thought about mentioning her, and then I remembered Xilin Jue Luo's teaching, employing people can not only look at preferences, but more important things look at ability, see if she is suitable, Lu Qiao has a cheerful and lively personality, and the female red is good, but she is a little careless, and she is not calm enough, considering that she is good at conflicts with Zijuan, she should be pressed temporarily.

Sending the green vine out, Shu Yierha began to think about Zijuan's personal problems again, Zijuan is only one year younger than the green vine, and she is eighteen this year, and she should find someone to marry her, but Shu Yierha is young first, and secondly, she is in the house all day long, where can she meet the school-age teenager? I had to pin my hope on Mama Li, but the current atmosphere at home is not suitable for mentioning this matter, Shu Yierha temporarily kept it in mind, and prepared to let Mama Li find someone after a while.

It's not that Shu Yier has a big heart and doesn't rest assured about Jing Gule's affairs, but if she doesn't find something to do for herself, she can't even calm down for a moment, she can only distract herself from these trivial things around her, and others can use the method of reading and writing to meditate, Shu Yierha can't do it, when she has something in her heart, she can't read the book and can't write the words, so she can only let her thinking run around the sky.

That night, Shu Yierha fell asleep very late, but woke up early the next day, in the end, she was young, she stayed up all night and didn't show it, she didn't have dark circles on her face, and she felt very energetic, but Shu Yierha knew that her body was very tired, but she was already excited mentally, she couldn't sleep even if she wanted to, she didn't do useless work, she washed up and went to the main room.

The family had a tasteless breakfast, Erhe went to work first, Jing Guji made an appointment with a friend yesterday, and let people help always have to ask for sincerity in person, he said hello to Xilin Jue Luo and went out, Shu Yierha saw that Xilin Jue Luo was also depressed, knowing that she was not resting well, so he took Jing E and Feng Yierha to Haitang Courtyard, and arranged a few pages of big characters for the two of them, so that the maid and the maid looked at them, and she went back to the main room to find Xilin Jue Luo.

Xilin Jue Luo was praying sincerely in the room, Shu Yierha did not disturb her, waited until she finished praying next to her, and then persuaded softly: "Eniang, last time we went to Baita Temple to ask for a signature, didn't the signature say, my brother is a hexagram of the willow and the dark flowers, this 'fierce' should probably be on this, and the back should naturally be 'auspicious', we can't do anything at home, it is better to go to the temple to put incense on the Buddha, and also ask for a peace charm for my brother......"

Although I don't know if there are really gods, and I don't know if they will hear the requests of mortals, at least there is a sustenance in the heart, and people will be more hopeful. At this time, Shu Yierha hoped that the gods and Buddhas really existed.

Xilin Jue Luo's eyes lit up, and he felt that Shu Yierha was reasonable, and immediately ordered someone to set up the car, and explained that Shu Yierha was watching her younger brothers and sisters at home, she went out by herself, Shu Yierha sighed and went back to the room, Jing Erha and Feng Yierha were immersed in practicing calligraphy, after half an hour, Shu Yierha let them rest, and the two little ones came to her, Jing Er asked carefully: "Sister, is there anything at home?" Ama and Eniang have been so fierce these two days, I don't dare to talk to them......

Shu Yierha looked at him, he didn't know what to say, the two of them were too young, so no one told them about Jing Gule, I didn't expect the two little ones to be so sensitive, she didn't know how to explain to them, she thought about it, and said: "There is bad news for the eldest brother, Ama and Eniang are worried about him, so they are in a bad mood, you and your sister should be well-behaved these days, don't make Ama Eniang angry, and don't be in front of them, eldest brother, come to my sister if you have nothing to do, do you remember?"

The two little ones nodded with ignorant eyes, and Shu Yier tugged at the pigtails on Jing's forehead, feeling that he wanted to sigh again.

Xilin Jue Luo and Jing Guji both came back in the afternoon, Xilin Jue Luo added sesame oil money, asked for a peace charm, and lit a lantern, feeling better, Jing Guji ran for a day, asked several well-informed people for help, but now there is no result, several people looked at each other, Shu Yier Haqiang smiled: "Eniang, don't worry too much, I have heard a saying before, called 'no news is good news', we haven't received bad news, doesn't it prove that the eldest brother is fine, you relax......"

Xilin Jue Luo hooked the corners of his lips, touched Shu Yierha's hair and said: "I'm fine, you don't have to treat me as a glass man, you two children know how to be strong, can I still be inferior to you? She thought to herself, even if the eldest son really has a case, she can't fall, she still has two sons and a daughter to take care of, she falls, what should they do?

In the evening, the family gathered in the old lady's room, and the old lady asked Erhe if there was any new news, and Erhe shook his head and said: "The day before yesterday and yesterday sent the excerpt did not have this content, although I sent someone to hurry over, there is no response now, what is going on, no one can say clearly now, wait for tomorrow to see." (To be continued......) R1292