I've been thinking about it.,I'll explain it to you after the code.。

But the manuscript hasn't been written yet, so send it out in advance, and I'm not a person who can save the manuscript, otherwise it wouldn't have been interrupted for so long.

This is the second time that it has been interrupted, and it is exactly the same as the last time, updated for a few months, then broken for half a year, and then come back at the end of the year...

Actually, why are there two interruptions in a row, what are tired, I don't want to write, I can't write, etc., it's all excuses. As long as you want to write, you can continue to write. I'm also eating this bite of food professionally now.,There's no way there's something I can't write.,The plot of this thing.,As long as you want to.,There's going to be there anyway.,Hard writing is OK.。

It's just that the problem that stuck me took two years, and I still couldn't solve it.

I remember at the end of 16, when I went to the annual meeting, the table was full of bigwigs, big tomatoes, big blood red, and even the boss of the company. At that time, the big boss asked me, "What are you going to write after you finish writing the earth?"

I replied with confidence at the time, and I said that I was going to study "Covering the Sky" in the future, and write about the vast cosmic world like Dong Ge.

And then I got stuck here for two whole years for this sentence.

From the first break to the reply update, I was constantly thinking about and perfecting my ability to write fantasy fairy. It's the first time I've written a book, and I've written all the urban plots, so it's theoretically time to write about Xianxia, after all, the city cultivates immortals, the first half of the city, the second half of the city, and the predecessors all go this way.

But it's really obscure, it's really hard.

I don't feel the hearty feeling of writing about the city, I don't feel the urge to make my own blood burn, almost boiling, and I don't have the power to ignite not only me, but also you.

Although I spent a lot of brain and mental energy to conceive of this sect, that strong person, and conceived all kinds of exercises and magic weapons with different names, and so on.

But it didn't work.

I don't feel it, I don't feel like the words I wrote, not like a real Chen Beixuan to encounter something, not like a story that is enough to make people's blood boil like the first half.

I didn't know at the time, but the problem I had was the same one that all urban writers have. It's just that the predecessors either wrote it down hard, or it stopped abruptly in the urban chapter. didn't go deep into Xianxia and the universe anymore.

Because that's a really hard question to solve.

In the city, we have a familiar sense of substitution, when we mention BMW, we know that it is a luxury car, when we point to LV, we know that it is a luxury car, and when we say that the mayor knows that it is a high-ranking official. The whole world is so real that it draws you and me into it.

But when you leave the city, this feeling fades.

The world is distorted, lost to reality.

And if there is no truth, it means that there is no emotion. So Chen Beixuan fell into the same slap in the face. Actually, I don't even know why I wrote such a plot after I wrote it. Is it just to write it down and finish it in a hurry?

There is no doubt that my last effort failed.

It abruptly stopped in May of '18.

I had to keep stopping and thinking. This book has given me enough to keep me fed and clothed and that I don't have to worry about life. Then then, it's time for me to give back to the book.

When I was chatting privately before, the house pig persuaded me to finish the book quickly and open a new book. He had also fallen into such a situation, and it took a long time for him to finally struggle out. This is undoubtedly the golden words of my predecessors, and I have been struggling with it for a long, long time.

Or...

Let's really open a new book.

It's a big deal if I change my pen name, you won't recognize who I am, and you can pretend to be a newcomer. It just so happens that the revival of the aura is hot.,I'm going to set this theme for the next book.,If there is no continuous interruption of urban immortal cultivation.。 Maybe I started writing it all last year.

But...

I'm really, really unwilling.

This is the first book I've written, and I haven't even written a complete book before that. If it is broken like this, then I feel that every word I write after that seems to be living in guilt. In fact, in the past half a year, although I basically don't know how to code, I don't dare to read this book, and I don't dare to read urban immortals. As if at a glance, Chen Beixuan was laughing at me.

He's such a proud man.

His pride can't even be covered by this book. Everyone who saw me said, 'I, Chen Beixuan, have been acting all my life, so why do I need to explain it to you.' 'Speaking of the Sword God, in reality, how can you not be as domineering as Chen Beixuan.

In reality, I am a kind Buddhist youth.

In fact, whether online or outside, I have never had a fight with others. Of course, it has something to do with how little I go out, but most of the time, it's silent. When I'm angry, I'm really angry. But the gas is also dissipated quickly, basically eating a meal, watching a movie, listening to a music, and the gas is gone.

But every time I am bullied and angry, I will always be YY in my heart, how I want to be like Chen Beixuan, desperate to turn my face, not afraid of all the rules and reproaches in the world, even if this sky is pressed, the sky will be pierced.

That's the person I want the most.

I wrote this book for such a person.

He was like my hero, like my childhood dream, and now he is really in front of me. But because of my own ability, I couldn't write him well, so he lay silently in the corner of the starting point library and got moldy. Watch one golden person after another climb to the top and go to bathe in the mountains.

Reason tells me that even if I come back and update, I won't have much of a chance.

Not too many readers will follow a book that has been interrupted, especially if he has interrupted it twice.

Like Banana and my idols, I also want to say, 'I'm responsible for the words, so I'm going to cut off.'" But I really can't say it.

I'm not for words, I'm not a person who has too much awe and seriousness for words, and then goes to deduct word by word, plot by plot.

But I'm responsible for him.

He was the first character I ever created, just like my first love. When I have the strength of my own and encounter difficulties, should I abandon him? Is that the next book, when I encounter difficulties again, give up another book?

Even mentioning his pen is not the old heart.

Maybe I will be able to write more skillfully in the future, in fact, my skills and writing philosophy have been improving in the past six months. For this reason, I even compiled the theories I studied with my girlfriend into a few books, and boasted that it was not much worse than "Nine Yin True Scripture", and it was a little valuable in the online literature world. I've never been afraid that I'll get worse grades when I write a book. If I keep working hard to learn and improve and make myself worse, it really means that I am a natural problem.

But.

What about him?

Write an ending in a hurry and turn the book over. And then I opened a new book and gathered a group of people again? Or put on a vest and start over again? Each one of them swirled through my mind, and a voice in my heart told me to do these things, because it was obviously the best choice.

But....

But that's 'Chen Beixuan'.

It's the person I put myself into the book every time and fantasize about what I've become.

I've only written 3 million words now, and maybe I'll be able to write 10 million words, 20 million words, three books, four books in the future. But I will never write such a pure, unique character in an online article again.

He is so unique.

He was born for my fantasies, a dream of my weak scumbag who didn't even dare to quarrel with others in my life. He is so brave and diligent, indomitable, fearless, and not bound by any worldly affection, friendship, or rules. Kill if you want, and be angry when you want. In case of unevenness, it is uneven, and when it encounters a dragon, it is a dragon.

I...

I don't want to let him leave like this, just retire from the stage without being gorgeous, and be driven down like this.

His strength, which has been imitated by countless authors inside and outside the station, has already proven himself. Sometimes, even plagiarizing his books can occupy half of the best-selling list of a station.

It's me, I'm sorry for him.

I didn't give him a good second half and let him turn around in disgrace.

Actually, to this day, I still don't know how to write the second half of the universe. This is an unsolvable problem, which will be avoided by clever authors, and written all the way by professional authors. I'm the only one who suffers from gains and losses. While thinking about being professional, I am sorry for him in my heart.

If you really follow the previous outline and write it all the way.

Then he is not 'Chen Beixuan'.

It's just an ordinary fantasy male protagonist.,This kind of fantasy fairy tale.,I grabbed a lot of them on the Internet.,Why should I read this book.,Why do I write about this person.,Why do I spend that kind of effort for him.,Keep writing.。

What I want to write about is the fearless and unique 'Chen Beixuan'.

He will make everyone who reads this book, whether it is the urban chapter or the universe chapter, be excited by his unruliness, for his contempt, for his heroism and strength to pierce the whole long sky, for him to slap the table and shout, cheer for him, and say to everyone for him: "I, Chen Beixuan, have acted all my life, why do I have to explain it to you?"

I'll write this book down.

Until I can write the 'Chen Beixuan' in my heart again.

I don't know if there will be a third break.

Because I'm faced with a problem that borders on the bottom of the spectrum. This problem, which no one has solved before, now it is my turn to solve it. But isn't the problem just that people break through? Squid can integrate Cthulhu, and Dongge can open up aura revival. As long as you work hard, squeeze your mental strength, and force your potential, why can't you write? At least when I really can't write, I can finally say to you and Chen Beixuan with a little shame.

I should have done my best. ’

It took me ten years to write and finally write it, so why should I be afraid to spend another year living for him?

The last of the last.

Thank you really, really, really much. Even if I have been interrupted twice in a row, disappeared for several months, and been on QQ for a long time, I can see you on the screen of my phone every time asking me when to update and when to restore.

Thank you for not giving up on me, for not giving up on the book, for not giving up on him.

I am back.

Fight for you, for him.

Cut off the spear, smash the shield!Today's battle, the blood-stained sand, the red sun rises—— "Lord of the Rings 3" King Xiudon led the crowd to charge against the army of Mordor