Chapter 316: Alas:-(

"I like him, I like him stupidly, not only because he has a handsome face under martial arts, but also because he likes his real life.

Although he is the antagonist of the author's pen, the evil character.

But back then, he was also an ignorant teenager, a person who loved and was loved by people obsessively.

He's not bad, he's afraid of being abandoned and hurt.

He is afraid of being abandoned and hurt, so he is willing to put an end to those who can hurt and abandon him.

He truly reflects the darkest place, the deepest place, the most cowardly place of every human being.

But this place is not reflected by ordinary people even if they die, otherwise the world will not be all sick.

Hou Jian is also a very painful but happy person, and the painful thing is that she did not leave the glacier with Ma Feng back then.

If she can be braver, if she can speak out bravely and be selfish for herself, maybe the fate of her and Ma Feng will change.

Happily, she got some good times, and died for Ma Feng, and before Hou Jian died, she knew that Ma Feng was willing to say that she loved her in order to save her life and Liu Xing.

But she was glad that even if it was an illusion, she was willing to pretend to be blind and deaf to keep it.

In fact, Ma Feng had a purpose at the beginning, but later, he couldn't tell whether it was a purpose or a sincerity, because that feeling of happiness made him fall into it, and Heichuan's death made Hou Jian regret himself, and it was his own selfishness that made him unable to distinguish between good and evil.

She wanted to get away from Ma Feng, but Hou Jian's departure made Ma Feng crazy, he didn't allow it, he didn't allow Hou Jian to leave, leave his sight, leave his side.

Hou Jane's death was a huge blow to him, and the subsequent encounter, at first, was anger, and then he wanted to keep her, and he must not let her leave him again.........

It wasn't until the last Hou Jane sacrificed for himself that he knew that his Hou Jane had not changed, and he was still happy with his happiness and sad with his sadness.

It has always been his Hou Jane, and it has never changed, and he knows that no matter how many years it is, the people he loves and the people who love him are only Hou Jane!!

The ending is sad for everyone, and if Hou Jane hadn't died, it might have been the best ending.

But if Jane dies, I hope it's the end now.

Because Ma Feng, I don't want him to live alone in the world and live in pain.

I don't know if there's heaven or hell, but I hope they meet.

People who hate him, although I don't want people to hate him, at least it's okay to hate him, but you can't insult him.

Of course, Liu Xing was bloody, don't do it, don't die...... That would be so sad.!"

"I can only watch this martial arts film that I can watch in recent years, and I haven't seen the version yet. ”

"By the way, isn't it a comment without emotion, and you can't comment yet?"

"Feel like they're all big guys?"

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"To be honest, after watching the movie version of "The Peacock Feather of the Seven Weapons", and then looking back at the author's, the former looks quite magnificent, with many characters, various lines are intertwined, and patterns are stacked.

The heroine was added later;There are no beauties in the original book.,The only one with the title of "beauty" and "little princess" is a blind and lame.、Underdeveloped deformity.。

I think even Gao Li, who loves her deeply, sees this very clearly.

For such a woman, to judge the beauty and ugliness of her appearance, it is almost impossible to make it without even aesthetic beauty.

The truth can sometimes hurt people, so after Qiu Fengwu saw it, she was very cooperative, praising the beauty of Shuangshuang, and only said to Gao Li in private: "Her appearance may not be beautiful, but her heart is very beautiful, maybe more beautiful than most people in the world." ”

He exclaimed in a clear tone: "For a woman like her, no matter what you do, it is worth it." ”

Qiu Fengwu's words were not bad. She is indeed a woman who deserves to be paid by Gao Li: calm, calm, and intelligent, although she knows her appearance very well in her heart, she pretends not to know about the kindness of the other party, and self-confidence can really make any woman shine beautifully, and Shuangshuang is no exception.

Her carefulness and reasonableness are the best plasters to soothe Gao Li's life.

Facing the sigh of his friend, Gao Li admitted frankly that he was not as noble and selfless as Feng Wu said.

"If I speak more magnificently, of course I can say that it is for her, but I know in my heart that I am doing this for myself. Because it's only when I'm here that I feel happy and calm. So, every once in a while, I have to come back and stay for a few days, otherwise I will feel that I have already fallen down and gone crazy. ”

Both of them are more like a harbor that can be docked.

The song first uses an old record to lead the story, and the vocals in the record make people feel desolate and helpless, like the sad sigh of a play.

Time has passed, and the audience under the stage has changed batch after batch, but no one understands the scene anymore.

The last sentence of "Who else accompanies me to watch this old drama obsessively, and who stops for me and who accompanies me like clothes" echoes the beginning, and the seat is full of clothes without memory,

So, this is a song with a story that shocks us in the constant strengthening of emotions.

Even if you listen to the whole song, you will be embarrassed, and half a lifetime of obsession is just a dream in and out of the play.

Even if you haven't heard the background of the story, you can guess six or seven points based on the lyrics alone.

So even if Li Xusheng has finished singing this song, he sees that the eyes of the two girls are tired!

……

Wang Yun didn't care about the image, wiped her eyes, and said, "I suddenly feel that this style of song is so sad!"

Here, the ancient style circle of Huaguo can only be regarded as a niche.

Because times have changed so much!

However, one good thing is that because of Li Tang, people have a great interest in these ancient works.

But it also makes them more demanding of this type of work.

If it's just a general work, they basically don't want to see it or think about it.

After all, now because of Li Tang, the charm and style of the ancient times are well preserved, so everyone's requirements for the ancient style are naturally high!

And when Li Xusheng heard Wang Yun say this, he couldn't help but say: "Aren't all ancient songs like this now?"

"It seems to be too!" Wang Yun thought about it and nodded.

"But Brother Xu, it is said that behind every song, there is such a story, so what did you say about the song you sang just now?"

Wang Yun asked a little curiously.

Although she could feel a little bit from the surface of the lyrics, she really liked the song, so she asked.

"What kind of story can actually be roughly analyzed from the lyrics. ”

Li Xusheng paused for a moment and continued: "And this song is performed from the perspective of a storyteller, and the words keep saying "he", because this drama will always live in his own world, Huli and Hetu are telling stories, we are listening to stories, but we can never integrate into his world; He doesn't tell us everything from the perspective of "me" because he can't tell whether it's in the play or out of the play. ”

Li Xusheng seems to be an occupational disease, because when he is teaching at Huaying Academy now, he likes to be serious and reasonable.

"The withered grass is even horizontally sunny, half of the city is willow-colored and half of the flute. In vain, the green wax was made of red jade, and the seats were full of clothes without memories. Time goes by. ”

This part feels like the state of the drama when the story is told at this moment, and it is also an introduction to the whole story.

"Withered grass" means withered grass, and "evening sunny" refers to the first sunny day after the evening rain.

In the following clause, "half-city willow" and "withered grass" indicate to us a concept of time, which is roughly what it looks like in early spring. It shows the mood of the play, and the sound of "half flute" is accompanied by the early spring, but it can't enter his heart.

The drama "vainly" turns the stage and life into a dream.

And the later sentence "full of clothes and no memories" also just caters to this, and the audience is full of people who don't have the infatuation in his heart.

"Time goes by" comes to an abrupt end, and the story officially begins.

"The oblique screen is half-leaning to elongate the light and shadow, and the heavy color vermilion paint mottles the painting. A farce of drunken gold fans, a dress dyed with red dust, who looks forward to this life in the West Chamber. ”

The "light and shadow" and "painting" here have modifiers to define the emotion, the screen on the stage is obliquely standing and half-leaning, and the light reflected on the ground is also elongated, and the "heavy color vermilion paint" should refer to the heavy oil paint on the actor's face, which is still bright and dazzling but "mottled with painting" in the mind.

And he and the officer acted in this farce of troubled times, and since then his wide-sleeved costume has been stained with red dust.

After singing "West Chamber", the beautiful love in the play moved him, and he fantasized that he could also have a love that "promised in this life".

"The shadows under the lamp whitewash the memories, and the old record player reincarnates the thoughts. A yellowed and wrinkled letter, a pen that outlines the corners of the eyebrows, and the flower cavity is like a song that should be reconciled with the old age. ”

The word "whitewash" is not just a joke, it seems that each of us has more or less deceived ourselves about memories, but this "shadow under the lamp" has witnessed his memories.

I think that "a yellowed and wrinkled letter" may have been a promise given to him by the officer back then, and the letter paper has been yellowed with the passage of time, and the promise has been lost in the wind and finally become an illusion.

"The flower cavity is like a song that should be and the old year", and now the opera still sings with his wonderful voice, and uses his flower cavity to respond to the music of the past, just like he has been obsessively waiting for the promise given to him by the officer.

The shadow of the clothes and temples covered a few sighs, and coldly watched a few neon partings. ”

"Clothes and sideburns" and "neon" should be related to opera performances and stages, and through the description of the hustle and bustle of the environment, they contrast the "sighs" and "cold eyes" of the play.

This sentence here is full of feelings that have not changed over the years, and "a few partings" on stage and in life are his indescribable wounds.

He was still acting in the scene where Lang rode a bamboo horse, he was still wearing the clothes with overlapping flowers and shadows, and he was still trapped in that dream of being separated from life to many years. Quietly put your clothes together and go to sleep, ignoring the day and night. ”

The intoxicated and melancholy emotions shown by the three "hims" are deepened layer by layer, and the pictures of the past and present in the memory of the drama seem to show in front of him.

may have met at the beginning of the year, he was the play he played, and he was the clothes he was wearing, but now things are not people, and he still rides a bamboo horse in the play, and his clothes are still overlapping.

It was that person who gave him that vague dream, and now he is still waiting in his dream, but that person is gone.

"Sleep with your clothes together", anyway, the old scene in and out of the dream, the change of day and night, the intersection of morning and dusk, ignoring the hustle and bustle of the world, he only lives in his dreamlike play.

He played all the joys and sorrows and no one wanted to reconcile, the candle flame was unclear and swaying all over the ground, he shook off the flowers and waited for anyone to remember. The people who saw off their dreams have not yet dispersed. ”

As a pinnacle of emotion, it brings us into a sad and bleak atmosphere as a whole.

In the play, there are joys and sorrows, and anger is impermanent; But no one is in harmony anymore, no matter whether it is a song or a sad song, no one listens to resonance.

He climbed the corridor and broke the branches, he swayed the flowers, no one remembered him when he danced the water sleeves, and no one remembered him when he sang the old plays.

The singing and dancing on the stage, and the staggered scenery off the stage, have nothing to do with him, he is just waiting for the person who will never come back.

"The people who see off their dreams" may refer to those spectators in the audience, or to the storytellers, or to those of us who listen to the story, who are reluctant to disperse for a long time, just for the foolish life in the drama in the dream.

After saying that, Wang Yun and Yun Muyue also looked at Li Xusheng with a smile.

It seems that I have never seen such a brazen person.

At this time, Wang Yun looked at Li Xusheng and asked, "Brother Xu, are you so watery in class with such a long speech?"

Li Xusheng skimmed her, "You know this?"

"It's really water!" Wang Yun didn't answer, but muttered.

……

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But she looked at the many songs on the ground, and she didn't say anything more!

Then, Li Xusheng left the practice room, leaving only Yun Muyue and Wang Yun there to choose songs.

At this time, Li Xusheng cried because the two children might not have seen him for a long time!

By this time, he had come to another room.

Soon, the two little princesses finally returned to normal under his comfort.

And at this point, time passed quickly!

It was four o'clock in the afternoon.

Cloud Curtain Month, they finally chose the song!

There are twelve songs in total.

"Snow Between the Eyebrows"

"Red Wish"

"One of My Aunt Daoists, Friend"

Ember

"Dream Chasing Order"

"Smoke and Sand in Half a City"

"You Who Came to My Life"

"Evil Spirit"

"Floating Boat Together"

"The Moon Shines on Kyushu Again"

There are also two of them that are pure music in the ancient style.

"Rain Breaks Jiangnan"

There is another song, which I believe everyone knows......

"Falling into the Mortal Dust"

……

It is an album composed of the above twelve songs.

It is also a masterpiece of the comeback of the cloud curtain moon.

Perhaps these songs are considered a niche in the music circle.

But Cloud Moon can also be regarded as a person who makes the public like the niche!

Because of her previous works, isn't it niche?

But in the end, it was not just a fire, and countless people were moved by it.

It's because her singing voice is so beautiful with songs like ancient style or Chinese style!