It was also at that moment that Bai Congjian knew that his future self would be the same as before. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Alone.

The woman in the screen was obviously out of breath, but he still stubbornly said to her, "You always forget what I said to you." ”

His voice seemed to be blocked, hoarse and low, "Yanyan, your memory is really bad." ”

Xiao Ziyu's memory is not good.

He put all his patience into telling her to pay attention.

Every time she knew she had made a mistake, she would smile and walk up behind him like a sycophant child and rub his shoulders.

She is a martial arts practitioner, and her strength is very strong, and she will always fail to control her strength every time, and she almost wants to crush his bones.

Even so, he still reluctantly told her again and again that she should not remember again.

However, no matter how many times he said it, Xiao Ziyu still didn't remember what he said......

Bai Congjian's slender eyebrows frowned slightly, "But you remember." ”

When you think about it, you don't forget it completely.

Xiao Ziyu didn't answer Bai Congjian's words, she held the teacup, and started the same action as Bai Congjian, subconsciously rubbing the edge of the teacup.

If you have lived with a person for a long time, you will inadvertently learn a lot of small movements of that person, and Xiao Ziyu is no exception.

When she realized what she was doing, she immediately stopped and put the teacup on the table as if she was going to discard something.

She didn't control her strength, and the teacup fell on the table, making a big noise.

"If I could, I really wouldn't want to think about it at all. Xiao Ziyu's voice trembled, "I think of how my father died in battle, I think of my mother who committed suicide when she was sick, and I think of my brother who disappeared...... There's nothing I want to think about. But I knew that I had to remember...... To be able to live again is a gift from heaven. I can't let the things of my previous life happen to them again......"

"You should know very well why my father died in battle, right?" Xiao Ziyu seemed to use a lot of strength to suppress his anger, "He can obviously not go!"

In the nineteenth year of Great Chu, North Vietnam began to attack Great Chu, which was menacing.

Soon, Da Chu lost several cities one after another.

In her previous life, her father did not serve in the military department, but he was also a third-grade general. At that time, no one wanted to lead the army into battle, only her father was willing to go to the battlefield himself.

Once this battle was fought, it was two years.

Her father returned triumphantly, but he also fell ill.

In the years that followed, my father became like an old man who was struggling to catch his breath.

Emperor Wan Qi rewarded her father with a lot of things, but he also completely took away all the military power from her father, as if he was afraid of her father, and he didn't have half of the trust.

Later, Emperor Wan Qi suddenly fell ill, and Dongyi took advantage of this opportunity to send troops against Da Chu.

At that time, Great Chu and North Vietnam were at war, and although it seemed that Great Chu won a great victory, in fact, they were both defeated. The Great Chu side lost a lot of troops and generals, and the treasury was empty and difficult to fill.

When Dongyi came to attack, her father could not have gone to war.

Bai Congjian went to Xiao's house in person, and after talking to her father all night, her father suddenly changed his mind and was willing to personally lead the troops to the expedition to protect the stability of Dachu and Jinjin.

That night, Bai Congjian said something to his father, and at the moment of her death, Bai Congjian did not tell her.

This is the beginning of the tragedy......

Before Dongyi was destroyed, her father died on the battlefield, and even the Eighth Prince, who went out together, lost an arm.

However, Dongyi was also greatly injured in this battle and stopped the pace of the offensive.

In this battle, it is impossible to say who wins and who loses.

But in Xiao Ziyu's heart, she was defeated.

After her father died in battle, her mother's sanity began to become crazy, and her mother even grabbed Xiao Yuzhu's neck and shouted in front of her, "I shouldn't have raised you in the first place, I shouldn't have raised you...... What North Vietnam is stable, and what Dongyi will no longer commit, are all lies, I don't believe it. ”

Xiao Ziyu looked at her mother like a madman, and finally picked up the long sword and almost slashed her arm.

Dr. Mu, who came in a hurry, immediately asked the maids to trap her mother, and finally calmed her mother.

Xiao Ziyu thought that his mother would get through it.

The mother was just stimulated.

That winter day, in her memory, also became incomparably long and heavy.

As a result, she was completely wrong, and her mother finally committed suicide by hanging herself, and when her mother's bones were not cold, her brother Xiao Yuzhu disappeared, as if the world had evaporated.

At that time, she felt that life was hopeless, and everything she looked at was hopeless.

At that time, her temper was uncertain, and when she was in the Bai family, she often yelled at Bai Congjian, as if she was not afraid of death, and repeatedly provoked Bai Congjian.

And then ......

In the court of Da Chu, there were ministers who impeached her father and the eighth prince for collaborating with the enemy and treason, and this matter made a lot of trouble, but she was not affected at all.

Bai Congjian was always by her side at that time and said, "Yanyan, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

She loved this man and hated him so much.

In those bleak days, she began to flip through medical books to avoid Bai Congjian.

Inadvertently, she met a white-haired old man again, and began to learn concocted medicinal materials with the old man, even when she later learned that some medicinal materials could not be touched, and if touched, they would be disfigured and even unable to give birth, Xiao Ziyu still did not give up.

Disfigured? What was the use of appearance to her.

How can she and Bai Congjian have children, absolutely not.

She subconsciously told herself that she had to speed up the concoction of medicinal materials to cure Bai Congjian.

Since he wanted to live, she fulfilled him and let him live a long life.

Because she was tired and didn't want to survive anymore.

At that time, she was actually very selfish in her heart, she exchanged her life for Bai Congjian's longevity in the future, hoping that Bai Congjian could help her find her brother, and also hoped that Bai Congjian could tell her the so-called truth.

However, Bai Congjian still didn't say anything.

Didn't say anything.

When the toxicity of medicinal herbs invaded her whole body, Xiao Ziyu gradually felt that she was becoming more and more unbearable, and she and Bai Congjian lived separately, and even the first few times they had sex together was an accident...... In the end, when all her strength was about to disappear, Bai Congjian knew about her concoction of medicinal materials.

At that time, Bai Congjian was dumbfounded, and raised his voice for the first time.

He said, "Don't you hate me, and if you're gone, how can you hate me?"

Xiao Ziyu smiled and did not speak.

In her heart, there is not only hatred, but also love.

She felt sorry for her parents and her brother who disappeared.

She fell in love with someone she wasn't supposed to love.

This is the last thing Xiao Ziyu wants to admit in his previous life, but it is also the most profound memory, and there is no way to erase it.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ziyu looked at Bai Congjian in front of him and met his gaze.

It was as if they had returned to their previous lives, the coldest days ever ever lived.

She said lightly, "In my previous life, I also saved your life...... So in this life, Master Bai, can you let me go? Let me and my parents live this life well, and we will no longer be implicated by you. ”

She said she was no longer implicated by him. (To be continued.) )