Chapter 121: Reconciliation

Zhao Xiaozi listened quietly, her eyes were bright and dark, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Wang Kenan seemed to have lost his previous cleverness, and only cared about pouring out his emotions: "Xiaozi, do you know how much I hated myself when I learned the reason why you saw him that day?

Originally, I didn't have anything to do that day, I just ...... I'm just, I just didn't come to see you for some other reason, and if I did, you wouldn't be alone in him, and the rest wouldn't have happened.

I'm really not a thing!" Wang Kenan's emotions were a little excited, and he slapped himself twice.

It made Zhao Xiaozi's eyes shine with some brilliance: "That...... I almost lost my innocence, do you care?"

This time, Zhao Xiaozi's questioning Wang Kenan finally figured it out.

"Xiaozi, I don't care! I don't blame you for not protecting you when you encounter such a thing! Besides, you'd rather die than protect yourself, how can I care!"

For the same question, Wang Kenan first answered that he cared, and then replied that he didn't care, which seemed to be a little inconsistent, but Zhao Xiaozi understood. What I care about is the harm I have suffered, and what I don't care about is the innocence that I almost lost.

"Xiaozi, you know what? I really would rather you be ...... I don't want you to cost your life...... Xiaozi, do you understand what I mean? In my eyes, you are the most important thing, and there is nothing worth your life for......

Wang Kenan expressed his inner thoughts incoherently, he really would rather Zhao Xiaozi be resolute than lose her life.

"I see, don't say it. Now that she has understood what Wang Kenan meant, Zhao Xiaozi doesn't want to dwell on this topic with him anymore, after all, this matter is still a big blow to her.

"So, Xiaozi, let's ...... Are we reconciled now?" Wang Kenan rubbed his hands a little apprehensively.

"Probably, you've always been good to me, but I thought about it some time ago, so I didn't have a good attitude towards you. Speaking of this, Zhao Xiaozi paused: "I'm sorry." ”

"Xiaozi, you never have to say sorry to me. It's me who I'm sorry for you......" Wang Kenan stepped forward affectionately and hugged Zhao Xiaozi, wanting to say something moving, but Leng Buding was pushed away awkwardly by Zhao Xiaozi.

pushed Wang Kenan away, and Zhao Xiaozi felt a little embarrassed.

"Right...... I'm sorry, I ...... I couldn't hold back for a moment. Why don't you hug it again, this time I'll be mentally prepared in advance. ”

Wang Kenan showed that distressed and self-reproachful expression again: "Xiaozi, I didn't take care of you, it's all my fault!" This time he just tentatively held Zhao Xiaozi's hand, but did not step forward to try to hug her again.

"Wang Kenan, my heart knot is untied, what about yours?" Zhao Xiaozi glanced at the hand held by Wang Kenan, and finally relaxed her tense body.

"My heart knot?" Wang Kenan looked at Zhao Xiaozi in surprise, with a question in his eyes.

"Yes, your heart knot, why do you blame yourself so much in this matter? Actually, to put it bluntly, this has nothing to do with you. Although we are boyfriend and girlfriend, you are a working person after all, so naturally you can't be by my side every day. ”

After listening to Zhao Xiaozi's words, Wang Kenan was also silent, how should he tell Zhao Xiaozi about this? Because I looked at your photo the night before the accident, I was embarrassed to see you on the day of the accident, so Dai resolutely took advantage of the loophole and tricked you to the lake?

Zhao Xiaozi looked at Wang Kenan's expression and asked tentatively, "Is it related to the fact that you didn't come to the school to look for me that day?"

Wang Kenan quickly raised his eyes and looked at Zhao Xiaozi, and then lowered his head again, like a child who had done something wrong.

Zhao Xiaozi took a deep breath: "Why didn't you come to me that day?" I remember that we made an appointment to eat together that day, and Gao Shan prepared all the dishes. ”

Wang Kenan was asked about the point, but it was difficult to explain, for fear that Zhao Xiaozi would be stimulated after knowing about her intentions. So he just pleaded: "Xiaozi, everything is over, don't you dwell on that?"

"And then you have been with me with such a mental baggage? Wang Kenan, love is not repayment and compensation, if your love has a strong self-blame in it, and you always think about how to compensate me, is it still called love?"

Zhao Xiaozi's remarks really shocked Wang Kenan was stunned for a moment: "Xiao, Xiaozi...... You, you, you...... Who taught you?"

"Teach me what?" Zhao Xiaozi asked rhetorically.

"Who taught you those words of love just now?"

"No one taught me, just a little bit of my own feelings. Zhao Xiaozi said nonchalantly.

"Xiaozi, you...... You ......" Wang Kenan has a feeling of dizziness when he was hit by a huge lottery ticket, he always has a feeling of raising a daughter when he gets along with Zhao Xiaozi, he always thought that it would take a long time for Zhao Xiaozi to understand those things of love and love, but he didn't expect the surprise to come so suddenly.

"When did you open your mind?"

"Enlightenment?" Zhao Xiaozi smacked the word in her heart, remembering Gao Shan and Peng Peng's remarks that they were not enlightened in terms of feelings, and sighed again.

"Hey, Wang Kenan, let me say so. Actually, I still haven't figured out whether I like you or not. When I was with you, I felt very relaxed, happy, and able to grow a lot. But I really don't have the feeling of a phone call, and I don't have the kind of palpitations and ...... that kind of heart and Hmmm......"

When Zhao Xiaozi was still thinking about adjectives, Wang Kenan had already interjected: "That's enough Xiaozi! Love is not necessarily vigorous, there are also trickles of water." Isn't it enough that you can be with me, relaxed and happy, and still grow?

After all, literature is literature, although it is based on life, it is always higher than life, and what literature wants is the collision of passions to attract readers, but life does not necessarily need those things.

Xiaozi, from the very beginning when I was with you, I was rushing to get married. I also told your parents about this when I was at your house, I'm not young anymore, those little couples are divided and combined, and grievances and hatreds can't be played anymore.

I like you, I love you, I want to marry you, I want to live with you for the rest of my life, it's as simple as that.

Maybe for you who are new to love, you don't feel like you've ever been in love if you haven't experienced any legendary plots. But time will tell, and those episodes are as dispensable as an appendix and sometimes cost you your life.

So, Xiaozi, don't easily deny the relationship between the two of us, okay?"

The person who was stunned for a moment was replaced by Zhao Xiaozi. This sudden confession provoked her to not know what to say for a while, she felt that what Wang Kenan said was quite reasonable, and love and marriage are two different things at all, he is running for marriage, and it is indeed not appropriate for him to be entangled in love or something.

Seeing that Zhao Xiaozi was silent and did not speak, Wang Kenan thought that he had not persuaded Zhao Xiaozi, so he glanced at Peng Peng, who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, and motioned to Zhao Xiaozi.

"Look, let's just talk about Peng Peng, do you think there is love between her and Xue Fei?"

Surprised by the speed with which Wang Kenan's topic shifted, Zhao Xiaozi nodded unconsciously, nodded twice and quickly shook his head.

"Look, you're not sure. Peng Peng is very excited about Xue Fei, right? But what is the result? Look at Peng Peng's current appearance, think about Xue Fei's appearance again, do you think there is love between them?"

Wang Kenan was good at seducing and taking Peng Peng as an example.

Zhao Xiaozi recalled Peng Peng's reaction when she received a call from Xue Fei when she was still living in the dormitory, and it was really the same as described in literary works, the kind of apprehension, excitement, excitement and pretending to be calm.

Peng Peng has also said more than once how she loves this man, this man's every move affects her heart, and she is happy and sad about it.

will count the thin clothes of the nine cold days because of the other party's praise, and will also have countless nonsensical thoughts because the other party did not reply to the message for a while.

Even the unenlightened self can see that Peng Peng really loves that man.

But is it really love between them?

No, at most, it can be regarded as Peng Peng's love, for Xue Fei, Peng Peng is just a silly girl who took the initiative to post and can be used.

After using it, I felt that it was still easy to use, so I didn't abandon it. Gao Shan had seen Peng Peng waiting for Xue Fei to go home with her in the cold wind more than once, but Xue Fei saw Peng Peng waiting but was not in a hurry to greet his companions at all, as if he didn't see her.

He could have told Peng Peng to wear more and pay attention to his body, but he didn't. Maybe he said it, but his behavior is constantly reinforcing Peng Peng wearing those thin clothes, is this love?

It's just an invisible show-off. Look, I have a girlfriend who loves me very much, and I can call her and go as much as I want, and lo and behold, she can do whatever she does for me......

"That's probably Peng Peng's love alone. After a long time, Zhao Xiaozi opened her mouth.

"So, Xiaozi, do you understand now? It's not that after acting in those clichΓ© plots, it's called love, if the so-called love will make people become like Pengpeng, then I'd rather you and I never love. ”

After impassionedly publishing these words, Wang Kenan felt that there might be some ambiguity in his words, so he hurriedly said: "In my eyes, love is what you are willing to give, if you love me for seven points, I will love you for eight points, not like Peng Peng and Xue Fei, Peng Peng will always be the one who accommodates and pays;

Love is the sweetness of you and me, and being with each other, even if you are in a daze or doing your own thing, it is sweet, not like Peng Peng who lost herself in order to cater to Xue Fei's hobbies;

Love grows together and snuggles together, you grow into a big tree, and I am not bad, instead of losing your own life, like a silk flower wrapped around each other's lives......

Zhao Xiaozi, I am willing to give you such love, are you willing to give me the same love?"

Zhao Xiaozi shook Wang Kenan's hand back and replied, and the hands of the two were intertwined with each other, which looked very warm in the sun.

The two were immersed in the atmosphere at this time, and neither of them noticed the tears that crossed the corners of Peng Peng's eyes.