121 Love's Struggle (6)

In the blink of an eye, a year has passed quietly, and in this year, nature has experienced the blossoming and falling of flowers, the melting of ice and snow, and the alternation of spring and winter. It is the season of autumn leaves withering, the fallen leaves are falling one by one, this kind of picture can only be in the world of fairy tales, however, this beauty seems to be more beautiful than the scene in the fairy tale world, for Cheng Jie, the world is now a thing or a person, the rows of poplars are still so vigorous and powerful, maybe the next door is still lonely, if it was last year, everything was so beautiful, there was her in the landscape, there was him and her in the picture, her departure made Cheng Jie's heart completely broken, so he quit his job in the mine, came to the city, wandered for a few months, then found a job repairing electrical appliances, and now his mood is much betterIf at first he was hurt by innocence, now he seems much more indifferent.

Thinking about the past days, suddenly separated from each other, it seems that thousands of years have passed, since Cheng Jie broke up with Li Lu, they have no contact, sometimes I think about it, but the painful memory cannot be erased, he wants to give her freedom, the freedom she once had no way to get. Although it was a breakup, Cheng Jie's heart still deeply loved Li Lu who used to be him, she seemed to have become a habit of Cheng Jie, unable to forget, there is nothing unique that can be replaced, Cheng Jie understands in his heart that this is just a kind of ignorance, who made him so fascinated by her!

Often woken up by nightmares, in the dream she is still so beautiful, still so gentle, still so lovely, can't you forget? yes, can't forget, when the moment he was awakened by a nightmare, the world was so empty, his heart was so lonely, he wanted to hug her into his arms again, but this was just a habit, it was over. There is a saying that for a man to mature, he must experience an unforgettable loss of love. If you follow this logic, Cheng Jie should be a mature man now, because the broken love is unforgettable for him!

She has graduated, returned to her hometown, and now works for a company. After breaking up with Cheng Jie, she and Ma Xiaochuan got along, it felt very fresh at first, after the two talked for two months, Li Lu gradually found that Ma Xiaochuan and her shared too little language, and he who used to feel gentle and considerate disappeared, and there were more and more contradictions between the two people, and finally Ma Xiaochuan wanted to break up with her, she didn't keep it, and she didn't even break up without a word of "cherish".

One day when Li Lu was packing her luggage, she turned out a photo with Cheng Jie two years ago, she looked at Cheng Jie quietly, she felt so kind, is he okay now? Li Lu couldn't help but shed tears that she hadn't seen for a long time, she missed that beautiful time very much, and finally she abandoned Cheng Jie, she didn't understand why she was so stupid, to abandon a person who loved her, to choose another person, maybe just because of loneliness. She tried to call Cheng Jie, but she never got through, Cheng Jie seems to have disappeared and will never come back!

Every time Li Lu buys fruits, she always buys some bananas that Cheng Jie likes to eat, and after buying them, they become moldy like that, and then throw them away. She didn't know what she was doing, so she did it. Cheng Jie's appearance has never subsided, he is still so stupid, so naughty, often when she is not paying attention, do some tricks, oh, this is a memory, it is a fantasy, Cheng Jie has disappeared in her world, where did he go?

It's easy to forget someone, of course it's forgetting someone you don't care about, it's hard to forget someone because he makes you can't forget. She's no longer by your side, but she does always be by your side, because you've been carrying on her habits, and time flies slowly in the days without you. You may ask me if you're doing well. You should know if it's good or not, I'll live like you, and of course, in front of you, even if it's not good, it's good.

Cheng Jie listened to Li Lu's favorite song "Dear Child", and vaguely saw Li Lu's naughty appearance.