Chapter 13: A Woman's Heart
I subconsciously clicked on Tang Wanwan's chat box, and since adding Tang Wanwan's WeChat, we have hardly chatted a few words.
In 2013, I downloaded a WeChat APP with the trend, and the WeChat function automatically imported all my QQ friends at one time, which added Tang Wanwan and some college classmates who were not often contacted.
I looked at Tang Wanwan's WeChat avatar, graceful and graceful, elegant and beautiful like a lily. I don't mind others magnifying and showing her facial features, although I am a little narcissistic, I still admire her from the bottom of my heart, she is as open as ever, she doesn't care about other people's eyes, and she is confident in herself. Over the years, she doesn't seem to have changed anything, neither in her appearance nor in her mentality.
Look at my avatar again, it is a woman's back, so that people can't tell whether this is a star or a passerby.
I have a complex and conflicted heart, on the one hand, I want to be recognized, on the other hand, I am ashamed to show my whole picture, I want to be mysterious, and at the same time I am not confident in myself. In Lao Chen's words, people like me are glass-hearted, that is, they want to die to save face and suffer crimes, their self-esteem is too strong, and they are easy to think too much.
After hesitating for a moment, I began to type in the input box, "Tang Wanwan, long time no see!", too rusty, "Wanwan, why are you in Suzhou?", too gossipy......
I haven't seen each other for seven years, I have become fond of thinking before thinking about it, thinking twice, thinking about it before doing things, reporting to the leader in the work group, and constantly pinching the rhetoric, for fear of saying the wrong thing and hitting the minefield of the leader.
"Wanwan, why didn't you notify me when you came to Suzhou, so that I could do my best as a landlord!"
After sending this WeChat, it was already eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Tang Wanwan did not reply to the message, it is estimated that she should have been sleeping beauty sleep, the self-discipline of the goddess has always been very high, I will wait for the yellow-faced woman to go to bed early!
I remember a famous saying: If sleep is an art, then no one can stop me from pursuing art! Sleep is a super happy thing, but lately it has been almost difficult for me to have a good night's sleep.
There are rumors in the company, saying that the big boss is going to be replaced, and everyone does not know whether it is an internal investment or an airborne. No one can change the sprint of our annual performance, which leader comes, the performance indicators are there, and the thunder can't move. Indicators don't lower standards just because of a change of leadership. The business representatives of our group F went one after another, and they were dug into the corners of the credit card sales centers of other banks, and they were all powerful cadres brought out by me. Recently, I set up a point in the talent market, and found a few small hairy heads who had just graduated to fill the position, either I couldn't bear the hardships of sales, or the business level was not enough, and I had to continue to tutor them in sales and accompany them to visit customers strangely.
Late autumn to early winter, as soon as the season changes, the children's resistance system is easy to collapse, and in the parent group of the second class, parents complain to the teacher for leave, and the children have colds, fevers, diarrhea, one after another. At first, Siqi was fine, and I was glad that my friend bought a carton of colostrum powder in Australia at the beginning of the year, and mixed it with one to two scoops every day when soaking milk to strengthen the body and ward off viruses. Who would have thought, my mother-in-law took Siqi downstairs to play, sweated like crazy, and went to the hospital with a high fever of 40 degrees, and the doctor said that it was a child with pneumonia and had to be hospitalized for a week.
As the saying goes: "Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read", and the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law belongs to the most difficult scripture to read. Before I got married, I thought I was justified all over the world and tried to reason within the family, but because I insisted on not wanting to have a second child, my mother-in-law formed an antagonistic relationship with me, not only forming a gang and trying to lobby Siqi, but now even Lao Chen will not let go. A few times I eavesdropped on the corner of the wall and found that my mother-in-law knew more than I thought, what was to prick a few small holes in the tool of that security measure, what was to secretly change my menstrual period calculator, and let Lao Chen secretly change my oral contraceptive...... I was shivering with anger behind the door, the ginger was still old and spicy!
Lao Chen is sandwiched between three women, in a dilemma, and has always adhered to neutrality. Because he can't afford to offend anyone.
Walking out of the staircase, the familiar message prompt on WeChat sounded, it was sent by Tang Wanwan.
"Jingjing, my boyfriend and I are here for a trip, and you go to work and take the baby, so I'm not embarrassed to disturb you. ”
It seems that Tang Wanwan still cares about me, although I don't see her like or comment on me on weekdays, but she doesn't like or comment on other classmates either!
My heart warmed, "Wanwan, no matter how busy we are, we have to meet, we haven't seen each other for seven years, you send me the hotel address, tomorrow is the weekend, I will take you around Suzhou, eat Subang cuisine, just say it, don't make an appointment just don't give me face!"
Tang Wanwan made a smiling expression and agreed.
Back in the ward, I was inexplicably looking forward to tomorrow's appointment with my old classmates.
Lao Chen was staring at the hanging bottle, his upper eyelid was heavily on his lower eyelid, and he tried to open it, eager to hold it up with a bamboo pole. My heart is hot, Lao Chen is a good father and a good man. The three women in the family are in one play, and it is really difficult for him, in addition to maintaining neutrality, I ask him more, and it seems that I am too strong.
"You go back to sleep, change me to accompany Siqi tonight!", although my tone was not very soft, but I was reluctant to let my man be true.
Lao Chen rubbed his sleepy eyes, cheered up, one bone was distinct, his white and slender hand took my hand, and said gently, "Mom is sleeping in the family room, you can go too." You're stressed at work, so go to sleep. Our dean is on a business trip, and I can catch up on sleep in the office during the day tomorrow. Go, go to sleep!"
Thinking of these days, I didn't give him a good look, and he was still looking for me everywhere, I couldn't help but feel soft in my heart, "Siqi, this is the last bottle of water, it's okay, you go to sleep." ”
"Wife, this is not good, staying up late will destroy a woman's endocrine system and nervous system, and then you will have dry skin, poor elasticity, lack of luster, acne, acne, churson, and dark spots, and you will blame me again. I had an endocrine disorder and a nervous disorder, so I lost my temper and beat me again...... Wife, go back to sleep!
Lao Chen has always been like this, saying that he was afraid of being beaten, but in fact he was reluctant to let me stay up late, in all fairness, Lao Chen is a good husband.
Thinking that I will go to Tang Wanwan tomorrow, my lips fell on Lao Chen's forehead, familiar body odor, familiar feeling, if it weren't for the face of the past few days, if it wasn't unpleasant because of the second child, I think the kiss of the chick pecking the rice just now should be a very long, long lingering. "It's hard work, then I'll go to sleep. ”
Old Chen Yi looked at me unfinished, sleepy, in the dim light, I could see his bad smile, and even the two thick eyebrows were flooded with soft ripples, I understood in a second.
I must have felt two blushes on my face, and I felt hot. It is not advisable to stay here for a long time.