When Lin Yun first heard this, he didn't react too much.

But soon, he clearly realized that this was indeed from Zhang Zhirong's mouth, and this was not the first time she had said this.

A year ago, she mentioned it to Bai Xing'er: found the diary and destroyed the diary.

"Madam Bai, ...... you" Lin Yunchu wanted to ask in depth.

But at this time, Bai Xing'er, who was holding a towel and ointment, had already run back, Zhang Zhirong frowned slightly, and immediately became her usual appearance for so many years.

Lin Yunchu's words were stuck in his throat.

"Yun Chu, I'll take my mother to the guest room to check it out. Bai Xinger helped Zhang Zhirong up, "You wait for me outside." ”

Lin Yunchu always stared at Zhang Zhirong, and had an urge to stop people, and then ask them to understand! But Bai Xinger was still present, and Lin Yunchu must not act rashly.

"There you go. He said, "It should be fine." ”

Bai Xinger nodded and helped Zhang Zhirong to leave.

Lin Yun first saw that as soon as the two disappeared around the corner of the corridor, he couldn't wait to go to the small restaurant to find Shen Ronghe.

Just now, Shen Ronghe saw that Bai Xing'er was called Lin Yunchu, so he didn't want to disturb the family's rare time alone, so he went to the small restaurant to accompany his wife and children.

"What's wrong?" Shen Ronghe smiled and fed a spoonful of supplementary food into his baby daughter's mouth, "It can't be that you can't handle your mother-in-law, right?"

Jing Xin also laughed when he heard this, and said with a smile: "The fourth young master is staring at Xing'er closely, Aunt Zhang must like to kill this son-in-law." ”

The husband and wife said a word, and I could hear the little heads of the two little guys, Shen Rong and Shen Xin, shaking back and forth with their voices.

Lin Yunchu didn't care about their jokes, but now was not the time.

"Lawyer Shen, I would like to say a few words to you alone. He said solemnly.

Shen Rong was slightly stiff with his original smile, then handed the small bowl to Jing Xin, got up and went to the stairs diagonally opposite the small dining room with Lin Yunchu.

"What's wrong?" Shen Ronghe asked as low as he could, "You just said you wanted me to take you somewhere, where is it?"

Lin Yunchu shook his head, feeling that he could talk about it later, so he went straight to the point and said, "Lawyer Shen, do you have any information about Minister Bai's life? ”

Shen Ronghe couldn't help but be stunned, feeling that his request came a little suddenly.

Lin Yunchu was puzzled when he wanted to get Shen Rong, but he thought that it was better not to confess Zhang Zhirong as a last resort.

Therefore, he can only use Bai Xinger as a shield.

This idea also came to me suddenly. He said, "Xiao'er and I will go back to Hai'an tomorrow, and if anything happens, I don't have a clue." And most of the information on your side is also confidential documents, so I thought it would be better to learn about Minister Bai's past first. ”

Shen Ronghe pondered for a moment, even though he was still skeptical of what he said, he still nodded.

Because he knew very well that Lin Yunchu would be his most reliable ally in the entire Shadow Organization incident.

Therefore, the necessary trust should be there.

……

As night falls, the lights come on.

After Lin Yunchu and Bai Xinger sent Zhang Zhirong back to the sanatorium, they returned to the hotel.

Bai Xing'er's mood was never high, and his sullen state lasted for a long time.

After returning to the hotel, she and Lin Yunchu took a shower one after another, and then took out their suitcases and began to pack their things, preparing to return to Hai'an tomorrow.

"This specialty, Mr. Liang likes to eat it very much. She felt that the air was too quiet, so she found a topic, "I bought a lot more this time, and I will give it to her when I go back." ”

Lin Yunchu sat on the sofa and watched her clean up her things, but she was waiting for her to take the initiative to speak.

So, instead of blindly observing her, he got up and walked to her side.

Stopping her movements, Lin Yunchu said, "Don't blame yourself, don't be sad." What we do now is for a better future. ”

Bai Xinger nodded, and continued to put the specialty into the box.

Lin Yunchu knew that she still didn't get any relief in her heart, so she said to her again: "It's the Dragon Boat Festival in more than a month, let's come back to accompany Mrs. Bai for the holiday." ”

At the mention of the word "festival", Bai Xinger couldn't help but think of the big and small festivals she had with her parents when she was a child.

Almost every time there is a holiday, there will be another surprise.

She held Lin Yunchu's hand, pulled him to sit on the edge of the bed, and said very seriously: "I always feel that my mother is a little abnormal. Her reaction this time was too similar to the one she had a year ago. There's definitely something wrong with that!"

Lin Yunchu looked at Bai Xing'er's serious expression and knew that it would be impossible to pass the test if he was sloppy again, so he began to try to guide her.

"Do you think Minister Bai betrayed his family and his marriage as Madame Bai said?" he asked, "When you were a child, did you find any clues?"

Bai Xing'er, just like last night, immediately said without thinking: "It is absolutely impossible for my father to betray the family! And this misunderstanding has become a knot in her heart, which is not conducive to her health. ”

"So sure?" Lin Yunchu asked again.

Bai Xing'er frowned, he really wanted Lin Yunchu to see with his own eyes what kind of wicked person Bai Yi was!

But he didn't have this opportunity, and he won't have it again.

Thinking that it had been ten years since Bai Yi passed away, Bai Xinger's eyes began to sour, and many good childhood memories also swirled in her mind, making her extremely nostalgic.

"My dad and my mom haven't had a fight for as long as I can remember. She smiled and said, "When they talked, they were all thoughtful and polite." My dad's job is diplomacy, and he needs to travel to various countries all year round. But even so, he would spend as much time as possible with my mom and me, and he always cooked some of my mom's favorite dishes. ”

Bai Xinger still remembers that when she was six years old, a beautiful young lady came to the next class, two years older than her.

Her parents are businessmen and are busy abroad all year round, so she has always been only taken care of by a nanny, lonely, and looks pitiful.

After Bai Yi knew about this, he asked Bai Xinger to play with the young lady.

Even sometimes, Bai Yi and Bai Xinger were playing games in the yard, and he would specially call the young lady and invite her to participate together.

That young lady likes Bai Yi very much, and always says that it would be nice if her father was like him......

Bai Yi is really a very kind person.

He is warm-hearted, friendly, knowledgeable, and generous, and anyone who comes into contact with him will be attracted to his personality and then impressed.

The proudest thing in Bai Xinger's life is not that she became a ballet dancer, nor that she can finally have Lin Yunchu, but that her father is Bai Yi.

Therefore, no matter what, she could not think that Bai Yi had betrayed her family.

"My mom must have misunderstood something. Bai Xinger said firmly again.

Lin Yunchu frowned quietly, only feeling that Bai Yi's status in Bai Xing'er's heart was much higher than he imagined...... If things can't be hidden, Bai Xinger probably won't be as simple as a collapse.

Her faith may be shaken.

"Yun Chu, do you think my mother will be in a bad mental state because of some misunderstanding?" Bai Xing'er asked.

Lin Yun couldn't find a suitable word for a while.

Because, when he thought of Zhang Zhirong's cold words in the morning, it was clear that he had calculated the right time to reveal important information to him.

He had absolute reason to suspect that Zhang Zhirong's mind might be sober. It's just that she is paying the price for Bai Yi's decision.

Bai Xinger saw that Lin Yunchu had been silent, and couldn't help but be a little anxious, "What's wrong with you......?"

Lin Yunchu didn't wait for her to finish speaking, he took her into his arms and told her: "The relationship between husband and wife is an extremely complex relationship in society, even if you are their child, you may not be able to see it clearly. ”

"Then what I said to my mother, am I going to ignore it and let it go?"

"Of course not. He replied, "But we have to prioritize what we do." For Madame Bai, the most important thing is her personal safety and physical health. Minister Bai has been dead for so many years, and no matter what kind of misunderstanding it is, it has become irrelevant. ”

On the one hand, Bai Xinger felt that this was reasonable, and on the other hand, he felt that Zhang Zhirong's reaction could not be ignored.

But between the two, it is her safety that is the most important.

"Yun Chu, do you say that after many years, our relationship between husband and wife will become complicated?" she leaned into his arms and asked in a low voice, "I know that there is a seven-year itch, and I also know that if husband and wife have been together for a long time, the passion of youth will slowly fade." At that time, will you be tired, tired, and tired, and finally boil love into family affection?"

"No, it won't. Lin Yunchu answered her with great certainty, "Our love is love, nothing else." Our union was meant to be. This kind of affection goes beyond love, but also beyond family affection. ”

"Really?" Bai Xinger raised his head and asked him, "Do you love me so much?"

Lin Yunchu reached out and held her face, and gently rubbed the smooth and delicate skin with a calloused thumb.

Ever since he first met her, she was like a dandelion seed that floated into his heart, and then began to slowly sprout and grow.

When he was twenty and she was twelve, they officially met.

Beneath his cold exterior was a heart...... He didn't expect the little girl to be so beautiful.

He felt that his psychology was somewhat distorted, otherwise how could he have a relationship between a man and a woman for a twelve-year-old child?

However, it turned out that his purpose for her was never pure.

Bai Yi had an accident, and the Bai family fell.

He secretly accumulated strength, just so that he could be her support in the future.

The days passed, and in a flash, the girl grew up, and in the "fourth uncle", there was less worship and dependence of a child, and more shyness and patience.

It's not that he can't see her feelings for him, it's just that at that time, he still couldn't discover his love for her, nor did he find out that he was deep in the mud and couldn't extricate himself.

It wasn't until later that he finally knew his heart, and finally knew that he had let her live in his heart when he first met her.

"Then will you love me so much?" Lin Yunchu stared into her eyes and pushed the question back to Bai Xing'er.

Bai Xing'er bit his slightly trembling lip, and in the face of his questioning, he felt that what he had been trying to hide was infidelity and betrayal of their love.

Lin Yun was silent when he saw her, picked her up and put it on his lap, and asked with a smile: "This question is difficult to answer?" Then I will answer you first, I will. And, never, never change. ”

Bai Xinger lowered his eyes, rested his head on his shoulder, and suddenly decided not to close his heart anymore, and showed it in front of him as it was.

"I've been rejecting you before, are you angry?"

Lin Yunchu was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect her to mention this suddenly, and just wanted to tell her that she was not angry and would not force her, so she heard and said, "It's not that I don't want to be close to you, but I feel very scared." I'm afraid...... I was afraid I would get pregnant. ”

……

Late at night, the bell struck twelve o'clock.

Lin Yunchu closed his eyes and pinched his eyebrows, and put the information in his hand on the table.

After Bai Xing'er fell asleep, he tiptoed out the information that Shen Ronghe gave him, and then sat on the sofa to study it carefully.

Dozens of pages of dense text show Bai Yi's life.

In his life, it can be said that he has been smooth sailing, stable and stable, and his talent has not been buried, and he has been maximized and reused.

The only stain was the cause of his death.

After reading through the information on one side, Lin Yunchu focused on the dynamics of the years before Bai Yi's accident, and found that he reduced the number of visits abroad during that time, and left a lot of energy to his family.

Is it because of guilt? Or are you prepared and know that your life will be imminent?

Probably both.

The information also shows that Bai Yi went to Guangyang twice a year before the accident.

As an important commercial city in the south, it is not surprising that Guangyang will be favored by the central cadres.

It's just that Bai Xinger also mentioned this place, and she brought it up a year ago when Zhang Zhirong mentioned the diary to her.

Lin Yunchu still remembered that Bai Xinger's statement at that time was that some things were sorted out by the Bai family, and their mother and daughter were inconvenient, so they handed it over to a kind distant relative in Guangyang.

Is the diary hidden in it?

Lin Yunchu felt that it was very necessary to go to Guangyang to investigate the matter clearly.

But then again, how is he going to explain the purpose of going to Guangyang to Bai Xing'er? I'm afraid he has to throw the bait of the diary before she can think it is reasonable.

After sorting out these clues, Lin Yunchu packed up the materials and went to the bathroom to destroy everything one by one.

Then, he turned off the night light, returned to Bai Xing'er's side, and gently scooped the person into his arms, and couldn't help but wrinkle his eyebrows and sigh.

He never thought that the reason why Bai Xinger didn't let him touch her would be because he was afraid of getting pregnant!

This reason sounds a little ridiculous and a little infuriating...... But for him, it's more of a dull heartache.

Bai Xinger has never been able to pass the level of losing his child, and he has never been able to.

Thinking of this, Lin Yunchu sighed again.

He decided to bring Bai Xinger with him tomorrow, and he had to let her come out and say goodbye to everything that had been desperate.

……

Jinhua City, which has been sunny for many days, is a rainy day today.

When Lin Yunchu asked Shen Ronghe for the address, Shen Ronghe suddenly realized that Lin Yunchu said that before leaving Jinhua, there was a place where he had to go, where it was.

But what Shen Ronghe didn't expect was that Lin Yunchu actually brought Bai Xing'er.

In the cemetery, there was a strong silence of death.

Lin Yunchu was holding a large bunch of sunflowers in one hand, and holding Bai Xing'er's cold hand tightly in the other.

Neither of them retreated, but every step they took weighed as much as a thousand pounds, and it seemed to leave many heavy potholes along the way.

After walking for less than ten minutes, they came to a corner of the cemetery, where a small tombstone stood quietly, which simply read: "Tomb of the Beloved Son."

When Lin Yunchu saw these four words, his body trembled, and he suddenly felt that he was overestimating his ability to bear it.

He thought he could face it, but when he really got to this point, he found that he couldn't say a word of the words he was going to say to Bai Xing'er to motivate her.

Because, it's all nonsense, and he can't get his children back.

"Why did you bring me here?" Bai Xing'er, who had been lifeless, suddenly asked, "Who told you that the child has a tomb?"

Lin Yunchu turned his head to look at her, as if he couldn't find his own voice, and was speechless.

Bai Xinger took a deep breath, took the sunflower in Lin Yunchu's arms, and then walked to the tombstone and put the sunflower down.

"Baby, Daddy has come to see you. She said this, kneeling on the cold stone slab.

Lin Yunchu's hands shook, and he immediately clenched his fists.

"Mom told you a long time ago that Dad loves you very much. She continued, "Even if he can't be with you then, he loves you, he ......."

"Why don't you name the child?" Lin Yunchu really didn't want to listen to Bai Xing'er anymore, so he immediately interrupted her with a voice.

Bai Xinger smiled faintly, stretched out his hand, and his slender white fingers slid over the words "Tomb of the Beloved Son", with reluctance and heartache that still did not change.

"I've thought of some names. "But I don't think it sounds good, I always feel like this is our first child, and we need you to name it." ”

And so it was.

Lin Yunchu laughed, realizing that he was really stupid.

He wanted to bring Bai Xing'er here to say goodbye to everything in the past, but now, the person who should say goodbye seems to be him.

For this dead child, many of the feelings he has are pinned on Bai Xing'er.

He is distressed by Bai Xinger, and his heart is painful by Bai Xinger...... All his feelings revolve around Bai Xing'er, so he ignores the child itself and what the child means to him.

"Xiaoer, it's me who doesn't deserve it. He said, "I don't deserve to be a father." ”

Bai Xing'er finally couldn't help it, crying and shaking his head there.

"It's me who is good at asserting that and thinks that I can save the child that way, so I don't say a word about it. She said, "If I tell you, you will do everything in your power to protect our mother and son." ”

Lin Yunchu walked to Bai Xinger's side step by step, and then knelt in front of the tombstone, and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry, really...... I'm sorry. ”

"It's me who should say I'm sorry!" Bai Xinger shouted, "I've put your hand on my stomach several times, and I think you feel the child's presence...... I think you know we have a baby, but I still insisted on going my own way, and I ended up killing the child!"

When Lin Yun saw that she was suddenly so excited, she hurriedly pressed her trembling shoulder, wanting her to calm down. I don't know why, his comforting words just can't be said.

They are all responsible for the death of the child.

Now, things can no longer be changed, and all they can do is to face and bear the last resort.

Lin Yunchu strongly hugged Bai Xinger into his arms and let her cry loudly in his arms. And he himself stared at the words on the tombstone, and he was silently crying in his heart.

From beginning to end, Lin Yunchu thought things too simply.

In the face of the child's death, he and Bai Xinger can't redeem anyone, so they can only slowly carry it together and let time help them get out.

"Xiaoer, we will be good parents in the future. Lin Yunchu said, "Because we are already parents, our children are here." ”

"The ...... of the Beginning"

"Baby, Mom and Dad have come to see you. ”

Lin Yunchu showed a smile full of love, and smiled to accept the bitter tears.

……

Zhang Zhirong kept staring at the clock on the wall.

It ticks, as if it has a hypnotic effect.

But Zhang Zhirong didn't feel sleepy at all, she only had excitement and prayers. Because once it is past three o'clock in the afternoon, Bai Xinger will leave Jinhua, and he will be safe for the time being.

She walked slowly to the window, and then stared at the gray sky again.

From the moment Bai Yi died, Zhang Zhirong went crazy.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is an infatuated woman, and for the sake of her beloved husband, she finally put herself in it, and also affected their daughter.

But that's not the case at all.

Zhang Zhirong knew that the reason why Bai Yi would marry her was because her family was the icing on the cake and a tiger wings for his diplomatic career.

They are a good marriage.

The word marriage always has the color of skill, but compared with those who only care about interests and power, Bai Yi can be regarded as affectionate and righteous to Zhang Zhirong.

He has always treated her with great care, and he also loves their daughter wholeheartedly, and regards her as the pearl of his palm.

Therefore, Zhang Zhirong is very content.

She accepted everything Bai Yi gave her, but she couldn't give love to the marriage, and also accepted that his heart has always been on other women, and a love is more than ten years.

But she couldn't accept it, and he was willing to die for that woman.

Zhang Zhirong begged Bai Yi bitterly, hoping that he would not be impulsive, and he would not make Bai Xinger a child without a father for the sake of that woman. However, Bai Yi just told her that he had loved Bai Xinger twice as much as he had loved Bai Xinger for so many years, and it was time to take a little responsibility for him and that woman's child.

Zhang Zhirong was suddenly struck by lightning, and then she knew that Bai Yi not only had love for that woman, but also a common crystallization.

The marriage of more than ten years is a big joke.

Zhang Zhirong completely gave up on Bai Yi, and only wanted to take Bai Xinger to live a good life.

At that time, Zhang Zhirong still thought about things too simply, and also thought too simple about the organization that Bai Yi offended...... It wasn't until Bai Yi died in prison that she completely understood that her life with Bai Xinger would never go on peacefully.

Therefore, in order to cover Bai Xing'er, Zhang Zhirong went crazy for ten years.

In the past ten years, there have been countless moments when even she can't tell whether she is really crazy or fake.

And now, the past has been revealed again, but she is too old to be useful, and she has no ability to continue to protect her precious daughter.

She can only hope that Lin Yunchu can protect her life safely.

When the time comes......

Zhang Zhirong turned her head to look in the direction under the bed, there was a small dark grid in the bed board, which was the sleeping pill she had saved little by little, in order to use death to completely make the shadow organization give up getting the roster from the Bai family when necessary, so that Bai Xinger would really be safe.