"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have gone drinking with them last night, I should have gone into battle myself, so that her younger siblings wouldn't be lost. ”

Yang Hao spoke with some self-reproach, since the moment he heard the news just now, his whole person had completely entered such a state.

It would have been nice if he had gone into battle on his own, and if he had never agreed to go out drinking with this group of fox friends.

He shouldn't have thought that nothing happened in the first two days, and the rest of the days will be the same.

It's all because he took it too lightly that everything became like this.

He should have been closely following Pan Hui, even if he fought for his life, he should protect Pan Hui.

It's all to blame him, if something really happens to Pan Hui, how can he have the face to continue to face his brother in the future.

"Seriously, Haozi, don't continue acting, my Xiaohui must still be watched by your people, right?"

I still don't want to believe it, Yang Hao must be lying to me, he must have said this on purpose, he must have said this on purpose to make me worry about it.

But I was really scared, I was scared by what he said.

His goal has been achieved, and if there is anything he is not satisfied with, he can tell me Xiaohui's location.

"I'm sorry Lhotse, this matter is really negligent, I shouldn't have done such a thing as getting drunk late at night for a woman as unworthy as Yanzi. ”

Yang Hao still sighed, except for sighing so self-reproachfully, he didn't know how he should face me.

It's all because he has always been obsessed with the woman Yanzi, for the sake of such an unworthy woman, he also made a thing like going to a bar to buy drunk, if he was asked to make another choice, he would definitely not be like this.

“……”

I was silent and didn't speak, I didn't know what I should say.

In this short morning, I don't know how many times my heart has gone up and down, and I am starting to feel a little numb.

If I had to choose again, I would rather never leave Shashi, what Xiao Lan Feifei's, all of them are not important, only Xiao Hui, he is the woman I should really protect.

"Don't stop talking, if you want to beat me and scold me, don't be silent without saying a word!"

Yang Hao gradually panicked, if I beat him and scold him, he deserves it.

But I was so silent that I didn't want to say a word, which gave him even more invisible pressure.

He really doesn't want to lose my brother, he doesn't want to be ashamed of me for the rest of his life because of this incident.

"Haozi, I'm fine, I just want to be alone. ”

I calmed down for a long time and made sure my emotions had completely stabilized before I spoke.

Every time I encounter something like this, there is only one thought in my mind, and that is that I want to be quiet.

I just want to shut myself up in a small room, just stay quiet, don't think about anything, don't do anything.

"Zhang Luo, you cheer me up, Pan Hui will be fine. ”

Yang Hao knew me best, just listening to my tone, he had already guessed that I was trying to find a way to escape.

But this matter can't be solved by escaping, Yang Hao shouted angrily, trying to pull me back from the fantasy he had weaved.

There are so many things to deal with in reality, and I can't just run away from it.

As my friend, Yang Hao feels that he has the obligation and responsibility to pull me out and let me be sober alone.

"I beg you to leave me alone, okay, I just want to be alone!"

I also shouted angrily, I don't want to pay attention to these things anymore, no matter how tough I am, I'm just an ordinary human being, can't I have feelings, can't I have an escape mentality?

I just want to lock myself up and calm down, calm down the fear in my heart, am I wrong?

Is it because I can't stand up bravely like a hero, I'm wrong, but what's wrong with me, I just want to calm down, and I didn't say that I want to leave Xiaohui alone.

"I don't want to do anything right now, I'm scared, I'm really scared. ”

"Luozi, calm down, Pan Hui is fine, she will be fine, she will be fine, you have already experienced so many things between you, God will not play such a big joke with you. ”

After I screamed like this, Yang Hao's tone gradually softened.

He knows that I have slowly calmed down, that emotion is no longer held in my heart alone, and I am now venting my emotions.

"But what if Xiaohui is really already, what if she is like Zhang Qian at the beginning, I can't save Zhang Qian, and I can't save her!"

I covered my head with some fear, this morning's experience reminded me of Zhang Qian.

I remember that she had disappeared all of a sudden, and by the time I found her again, it was all over.

I'm so afraid that this incident will repeat the mistakes of that time, and Xiaohui will be the same as Zhang Qian, when I arrived, she had already been ......

I don't mind if Xiaohui happens to something like that, all I want is her as a person, and I never care if she's clean or not.

The only thing I'm afraid of is that Xiaohui will be like Zhang Qian, and she will push herself into a corner.

I'm afraid that she will hate me, just like Zhang Qian, and she will not forgive me for my mistakes for the rest of her life.

"No, Pan Hui is Pan Hui, Zhang Qian is Zhang Qian, they are two completely different individuals, and the same thing will not happen to them. ”

Yang Hao shook his head gently, he also knew what happened to Zhang Qian, of course, he also expressed great sympathy for Zhang Qian's experience.

But at the same time, he didn't think that Pan Hui would be treated the same as Zhang Qian.

In his opinion, Zhang Qian and Pan Hui were two different individuals from the beginning, and the people now are completely different from those at that time.

Whether he's optimistic or naïve, he doesn't think this time will be the same as last time.

"Thank you Haozi, but I still want to be alone. ”

I didn't agree or disagree, so be it, that's it, and in any case, I'm not interested in continuing the discussion.

I still want to be alone for a while, and I don't have the slightest interest in talking to these people.

"Lhotse, you ......"

Yang Hao was still a little unwilling, he still tried to persuade me to come out of my sadness.

But where is this kind of sadness so easy to come out, besides, I have never wanted to come out of it.

"Don't you have a beautiful woman to meet in the afternoon, hurry up and prepare, and strive to find a girlfriend to come back as soon as possible, and my uncle and aunt can also be a little happy." ”

I directly stopped what Yang Hao wanted to say next, I had already guessed what he wanted to say, but I didn't want to listen to it anymore.

I lowered my voice a little more to try to make myself happier than before, and casually found an excuse to divert the subject.

"My brother is already sad like this, I still have the heart to go out and pick up girls, is this what the a man should do!"

Yang Hao shouted angrily, in his opinion, the reason why I did this was that I was still blaming him in my heart.

His brothers have already experienced such sad things, if he only cares about his own happiness, is he still a man!