119 The Struggle of Love (4)
At a party with classmates, Li Lu met Ma Xiaochuan, who was a fellow villager with her, Ma Xiaochuan was an outgoing and humorous boy, at that party, Li Lu attracted Ma Xiaochuan's attention, he kept watching Li Lu's every move, Li Lu vaguely seemed to feel Ma Xiaochuan's eyes, and when the party was about to end, Ma Xiaochuan asked for Li Lu's contact information in a joking way.
Cheng Jie, who is thousands of miles away, misses his Li Lu day and night, and all he can do is make a phone call to Li Lu every night, he can't accompany her to dinner, go shopping hand in hand, and watch a romantic movie together, these beautiful pictures Cheng Jie has thought about more than once, and often dreamed in dreams, he is a little powerless, and all he can give Li Lu is a hot heart. For Li Lu, faith is just an ideal state, she has endured the torture of lovesickness, such a life is too tiring, she may want an ordinary man who can walk with her, she began to waver in her heart for no reason.
Li Lu is actually still in love with Cheng Jie in the past, that kind of love is permanent, when there was an inexplicable change in her heart, she told Cheng Jie her thoughts, after listening to Li Lu's confession, Cheng Jie was stunned, his mind was blank, he couldn't say a word, he was just muttering to himself, he didn't expect Li Lu to have this kind of change, he couldn't believe it. His heart was torn by something, and that night, he stayed up all night, and the night seemed so unquiet that it was better than a storm.
Since he and Li Lu met for the first time at a party, Ma Xiaochuan began to try his best to seek contact with Li Lu, asking Li Lu to eat, go shopping, Take a walk, Li Lu did not refuse Ma Xiaochuan's invitation, this is the dignity that a girl should have, gradually, she had a good impression of Ma Xiaochuan in her heart, this boy is gentle and considerate, his personality is quite good, and he is very happy to get along, Cheng Jie was put aside in a dark corner in Li Lu's heart, although she has not completely abandoned Cheng Jie, but it is obviously light, she began to be unaccustomed to Cheng Jie's vicissitudes of life, and began to get tired of Cheng Jie's phone calls one after another.
Cheng Jie's keen intuition has sensed this obvious change, he doesn't understand what he did wrong, he is reflecting on his behavior, is there something that makes Li Lu disgusted, the grievance in his heart gradually turned into anger, he is no longer as gentle as before, and now he is more like a "man" , with a rough temper, when listening to Li Lu tell her happy and romantic life in front of him, he released the anger that had been suppressed for a long time, he roared and spoke to Li Lu, and the workers together were stunned when they saw this scene, Cheng Jie has never been like this, this irrational venting not only did not win Li Lu's sympathy, but was spurned and insulted by her, and Cheng Jie completely collapsed.
Every time in a fierce argument, he and Li Lu ended the call, and when he ended the call, the pain in his heart spread to his whole body, so he borrowed wine to kill his sorrows, every time he got drunk, he didn't have to think about anything when he was drunk, he could lie down on the Gobi Desert and sleep well, several times he was carried to the bed after being found by his co-workers, he had never been absent from work before, he had not been on several shifts, the foreman warned him that if he didn't go to work again, he would be dismissed, this elderly foreman couldn't figure out the power of a woman, and actually put this tough guy down。
At the same time that Cheng Jie was crazy and decadent, Ma Xiaochuan's offensive became more violent, he couldn't realize that there was a man who was sad, this is love, love is equal for everyone, everyone has the right to have love, Li Lu not only belongs to Cheng Jie, she belongs to every opposite sex who likes her, Ma Xiaochuan began to hint that Li Lu gave up the unrealistic Cheng Jie, there is no need to pay anything for a madman, Li Lu was silent, she was struggling, struggling to break free from the shackles of Cheng Jie in her heart, struggling to accept reality, Ma Xiaochuan is no worse than Cheng Jie, it's just that Ma Xiaochuan came a little late, isn't itThis is Li Lu's concept of love, she is kind, but she inadvertently kills a legendary love.
Listening to Cheng Jie's painful voice, Li Lu was very uncomfortable, she washed her face with tears every day, what should she do, she didn't know herself, if she lost her Cheng Jie, she would definitely regret it, but would Cheng Jie give her the simplest hug in real life? What should I do? She didn't want to miss Ma Xiaochuan in front of her, although she didn't fully understand what kind of person Ma Xiaochuan was, maybe Ma Xiaochuan was hypocritical in front of her, but he could see through his own mind, he could walk the streets with her, and he could say "good night" in person when he was most tired.
How should Li Lu make a choice in the face of three years of love? Will Cheng Jie cheer up? Will Ma Xiaochuan, who is the latecomer, get the love that belongs to him? Things are slowly evolving.