These words have never been said to Tu Shuangxue by anyone.

Living in a wealthy family since childhood, Tu Shuangxue's education is completely different from that of ordinary people, and she has to learn all kinds of etiquette since she was a child.

Whether it is in terms of dining or dealing with people, Tu Shuangxue does a very perfect job, and everything is polite.

But are you really happy in that kind of life?

Obviously, it's disgusting to see one. I hate someone very much, I can't wait to slap that person in the face, but I want to have a smile on my face, and I even have to shake hands with that person.

Then after leaving, he hid in the bathroom alone, pouring hand sanitizer into his hands, did he really like that kind of day?

Is that really me?

Tu Shuangxue didn't know.

I can see that. This woman's body is covered with a thick mask, and I just want to peel it off.

"Do you have friends? the kind of friends who are very sincere, very caring, no matter how private. The kind that will tell you?" I asked Tu Shuangxue.

Tu Shuangxue just bit her lip slightly and didn't say anything.

"Didn't you?"

"Who said I don't have friends, every year when I have a birthday, a lot of people come to celebrate with me. Every time I celebrate the holidays, I receive a lot of blessing text messages on my mobile phone, and every time I ......"

"What about usually?" I asked again.

Tu Shuangxue opened her mouth, and once again there was no sound.

"When you celebrate your birthday, do those people really look at your face to celebrate your birthday? How do you know that those people are not looking at your father's face?"

"Every time you celebrate the holidays, you will receive a blessing text message, but what about usually? When you fall out of love, will you find a good friend to confide in your heart's sadness? Or will you hide in the bed alone and cry quietly?"

"When your so-called friend encounters something sad, the family dog dies, your boyfriend breaks up, etc., will you make a phone call and cry to you?"

"Will someone invite you to go to the movies with you? Go to the playground?" I threw out a series of questions.

But Tu Shuangxue never gave any answer, and the expression on her face only became more and more ugly.

None of these things have ever happened.

Although during the New Year's holidays, the text messages on your mobile phone will appear non-stop, but the kind of text messages that can be seen at a glance to be a group copy of the text message do not make people feel the slightest warmth, no matter how beautiful the text message is, how moving, it is far less than a happy New Year, happy birthday more heart-warming.

No one has ever invited me to go to the movies, invited me to go to play together.

"Okay, let's change it to a simpler one, when you are in the Tu family, you will be treated like this, so what about when you leave the Tu family and become a teacher in Yinghua?"

Tu Shuangxue couldn't hold back any longer, and suddenly raised her head and looked at me: "What do you want to say, do you just want to laugh at me?" Okay, that's right. What's wrong with me not having any friends, I'm having a good time alone, I don't need any friends, can't I?"

Tu Shuangxue's voice was a little loud, but you can imagine how excited Tu Shuangxue's heart was at this time, and the whole person even looked a little out of control.

Fortunately, there weren't many people in the area, and there weren't many people around, so it didn't cause much of a stir.

"Don't you need friends?" I sneered, "You wipe your breasts...... Think about it yourself, do you really think so?"

"You don't need too many friends, a true friend, just one is enough. ”

"Don't you really need to?" I asked rhetorically.

Because I had been thinking about that place in my head before, I almost said the wrong thing, but fortunately I was smart and quickly changed my mouth.

Tu Shuangxue's eyes stared at me fiercely, that kind of look. completely abandoned his usual etiquette.

But that looks even more beautiful to me.

It turns out that Tu Shuangxue will also be angry, I thought that Tu Shuangxue would not matter who she met. No matter what time it is, there will always be that gentle smile on your face.

used to be a beauty, but that kind of appearance is more like coming out of a TV series, giving people a very unreal feeling. But now Tu Shuangxue looks much more pleasing to the eye.

After Tu Shuangxue listened to my words, she actually froze for a moment, and then stupidly stretched out a hand and put it on her chest.

It seems that I really want to experience the thoughts in my heart.

I didn't feel anything, just an unprecedented heartbeat.

Do you really not need friends?

Tu Shuangxue's face twitched slightly, it didn't seem to be the case, she also had some nominal good girlfriends, but these so-called girlfriends, when they stayed with them, never said some private things, more about what brands they bought......

That's more of a show-off.

In fact, my heart has always been quite lonely, and in my heart, there will always be only one person who is so lonely.

This man has seen through himself completely.

To be honest, the feeling of being seen through is even more unacceptable than the fact that this man has completely seen his body.

But......

Tu Shuangxue's whole person was like a completely deflated ball, and she sat on the chair all of a sudden, her face slightly pale.

Tu Shuangxue knew that what I said was true.

The education he received since he was a child made Tu Shuangxue's face covered with a mask when he was very young.

When he was talking to his classmates, with his teachers, and even when he was facing his father, he used that mask.

I was very polite, and my classmates, friends, and even teachers praised me for being sensible.

But then what?

Nothing then and soon disappeared.

That kind of politeness, although it seems very decent. But for those who really want to make friends, excessive politeness has turned into an attitude of rejection.

Politeness also represents a kind of life.

In fact, I have always known this, but I have been paralyzing myself in my heart, and I have been telling myself that this is good.

This is the life I want.

Friends or something, it's just something dispensable, and you don't need to care about it at all.

In the family she is in, Tu Shuangxue can't feel any so-called sincere communication at all, and some only have all kinds of deceit and intrigue.

That kind of life made Tu Shuangxue feel indescribably tired. Maybe it's for this reason that I chose to run away from that family.

But even if he escaped, he still didn't make any changes, and he still continued.

When this man pierced the mask on his body. Tu Shuangxue felt that she was so lonely.

Tu Shuangxue didn't want to admit her defeat, but at this time, Tu Shuangxue felt that she had completely failed, and she was completely defeated, completely and completely without the ability to resist.

After a long time, Tu Shuangxue raised her head and looked at me: "How did you find out?"

"Your smile...... It's brilliant and gentle, but it gives me a very fake feeling. Scratching my head, I said.

"Maybe it's because I'm not used to this feeling, I didn't have any friends before, but then I did, very good brothers, all dead. ”

"But when I'm with those friends, I feel at ease, I feel happy, I feel like time flies. A flash of pain flashed across my face.

I thought that I would go on like that with Brother Bai and Brother Fat, even after the pension basin washed our hands, we would still get together and recall the heroic past before.

But...... There will never be that opportunity, and there are some things, missed, that will never come back.

"But you're different, you seem to have a lot of girlfriends on the boat, but when you're with those girlfriends, I see only a kind of boredom in your eyes. ”

"You want to get out, stay next to those people, you feel very uncomfortable, you can't wait to get out of there, it's like it's a hell of a ......"