Chapter 18 Missing the City

When Gu Bei returned to the dormitory, it was already late. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

There was no light in the bedroom, by the moonlight outside the window, Gu Bei saw Song Junxian, lying on the bed curled up with his back to him, motionless, and he didn't take off his clothes, Gu Bei thought that he should be asleep, walked over and picked up the blanket that fell on the ground and covered him, didn't make a sound, took off his clothes Gu Bei ran to the bathroom to take a cold shower, and then went to bed.

Lying on the bed, Gu Bei's mind immediately appeared Xia Nuo's appearance, in the dimly lit noodle restaurant, Nuo Nuo held his delicate chin with both hands and listened to him sing "Knocking on the Door of Heaven", time seemed to become slow, the night was so beautiful, and the warmth filled his heart, as if returning to the past, he and Nuo Nuo were in love with each other.

Gu Bei looked at the ceiling with his head on his hands, he couldn't help it, and laughed, he had a warm feeling in his heart that he hadn't had since Nuo Nuo left him, let's count it as happiness, but this happiness didn't last long, because in his previous life, Nuo Nuo's silent departure made him palpitate, made him afraid, and made him soberly realize that he didn't have Nuo Nuo.

Many years ago, Gu Bei didn't understand the plot in Stephen Chow's "Kung Fu", in which the protagonist opened up the second vein of Ren Du, went to heaven and earth, and incarnated as a Buddha, but he failed to become famous, rich and noble, at most he just held her hand.

It wasn't until later, when Nuno left him, that he really understood that he liked a girl and wanted to hold her hand, he really needed to open the second vein of Rendu, go to heaven and earth, and incarnate as a Buddha!

Thinking about it like this, Gu Bei has a sense of urgency, he no longer wants to live as mediocre and incompetent as in his previous life, he is extremely eager for money and status, which is not shameful, when you feel that you have to chase money and fame for the girl you love, you will find that you are great like Marx, and you will also find yourself becoming a monkey who makes trouble in the heavenly palace, omnipotent, no matter how big the difficulty is, it is not worth mentioning.

Thinking about it, Gu Bei thought with happiness that Nuo Nuo was about to fall asleep, Song Junxian in the lower bunk raised his foot and knocked on the bed board, Gu Bei poked his head down.

"Is there any smoke?" Song Junxian's voice was hoarse.

Through the faint light, Gu Bei saw Song Junxian's pitiful appearance of an addict, his expression was extremely painful, there was no look in his eyes, only anxiety remained, Gu Bei realized that something was wrong, Song Junxian would never expose his fragile side to others, this kid must have something wrong!

"Wait. ”

Gu Bei immediately put on his clothes and went out, he rarely smoked, naturally he didn't have this thing on his body, the commissary downstairs in the dormitory in the middle of the night was closed early, so he had to go to the convenience store outside to buy two packs of Song Junxian's favorite acacia bird, and by the way, he got a few bottles of Erguotou and brought them back to the bedroom.

Song Junxian pulled Gu Bei to the balcony and asked Gu Bei to chat with him for a while.

At first, Song Junxian didn't say anything, he just cared about smoking and drinking, the more he smoked, the more anxious his expression became, the fingers holding the cigarette were trembling, and his chest rose and fell violently as if he couldn't breathe.

Gu Bei was not in a hurry, he accompanied Song Junxian to smoke and drink, although he drank averagely, the amount of three bottles of beer, but now he accompanied Song Junxian to drink two pots and drink to the best of his ability, because he felt that Song Junxian was about to collapse, and he needed someone to be by his side to give him a little strength.

I don't know how long it took, Song Junxian leaned against the corner of the wall and began to speak: "During military training, Yu Wei got along with a local tyrant behind my back, and today ...... I bumped into me today. ”

Gu Bei was silent.

No wonder Song Junxian was so uncomfortable, during military training, Gu Bei felt from many details that Song Junxian's feelings for that Yu Wei were very deep, and the pain of being split was inevitable, and he even saw the look on his face when Nuo Nuo left him from Song Junxian's face, it was really painful to collapse!

But what can be done?

For Gu Bei, Song Junxian's first love for many years and the local tyrant got along, it is indeed an unexpected and reasonable thing, to be honest, this thing is not new at all, it happens in every land in this world all the time, in fact, whether we want to admit it or not, we have really lived in an era where we need to use money to prove love.

Gu Bei suddenly remembered the criss-crossing scars on Song Junxian's shoulders, the dozen or so knife wounds were all for Yu Wei, Song Junxian could refuse Zhang Yaqi without hesitation for her, he could mop a kitchen knife and slash with a group of thugs on the street, and almost lost his life in the end, but his love, his life, after all, can't compare to the money in other people's pockets.

It's brutal, but that's the reality.

Gu Bei believes that Song Junxian is a person who can see reality clearly, there is no way to comfort this kind of person, sweet words can only be said to people who believe in fairy tales, so he doesn't know how to comfort Song Junxian, maybe Song Junxian doesn't need him to comfort, what Song Junxian needs is just an object to confide in.

"I know, I know, it costs a lot of money to learn acting, her family conditions are also very average, and in a place like Qingchuan Drama Academy, I'm poor, I can't support a canary like her, hehe...... I knew something was going to happen, but we've been together for so long, and now it's only been a month since school started...... This splitting speed can catch up with a rocket!hehe...... It turns out that love is so cheap, so low......"

Song Junxian's words were intermittent, he drank too much wine, his speech was not clear, and he said with a big tongue how he and Yu Wei met, how they were together, and how much he paid for this relationship, this taciturn teenager seemed to say everything he wanted to say all his life, the more he spoke, the more excited, painful, and desperate he became, hitting the wall with his head, and being hugged tightly by Gu Bei.

"Don't go crazy with you!" Gu Bei roared: "Your pain won't make her change her mind, you have to live better and happier is the biggest punishment for her!"

Song Junxian laughed miserably, and tears fell like this.

Under the lonely starry sky, Gu Bei silently looked at the poor man in front of him, and he didn't know how long it took, he reached out and hugged Song Junxian's shoulder: "It's okay, believe me, it's okay, it's all over." ”

The night was deep, the depth was suffocating, and in the lonely Nishizawa boys' dormitory building, two teenagers leaned against the corner of the balcony, looking at the lonely starry sky together, and after a long silence, they felt that the power was penetrating each other.

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