Chapter 354: Whether you forgive me or not, I won't let go

The cold wind blew through the woods and grass, making a rustling sound, and the surrounding trees were towering, and the wild grass was piled up, giving people an infinite sense of oppression, but at this time, Jinxiu and the Li family walked through this layer of obstacles and walked in front of a flat land.

This cemetery is much quieter than the dense jungle, looking down, is a trickle of water, looking up, but it is backed by green mountains, stone monuments are everywhere, full of mottled eyes, one by one graves stand tall, full of lonely and desolate atmosphere, and the surrounding grass is still inserted in the long-worn spirit flags, dancing alone with the cold wind.

Jinxiu looked around, but the foot is slowly walking to the memory of the two monuments standing side by side in front of the grave, the stele is still very new, the handwriting on it is still clear, Jinxiu from his sleeve out of the handkerchief, silently for the stele to wipe.

Jun Yi and Yuesheng both hated and stopped tacitly, picked up the hoe and shovel and began to clean up the weeds around, Liu took out a cloth towel and led Fan Mo and Junyang to start cleaning up the stone tablet, Fan Che carried an axe to clean up the new wood that has grown in recent years, and several people were assigned to a degree, but they had a tacit understanding not to disturb Jinxiu.

"I'm sorry to come to see you so late. Jinxiu knelt on the wet and cool ground, didn't care about his white clothes at all, and wiped the stone tablet for a long time, but he was speechless for a long time.

It wasn't until the stele was polished that the splendid mouth opened.

The voice was difficult, just listening to it, I knew how turbulent and difficult her heart was, "My name is Li Jinxiu, a lonely soul from a thousand years later." I have inherited all the memories of your daughter, but I am not quite the same as hers.

When I woke up, your daughter was probably gone, and I don't know if she was with you, but I couldn't erect a grave for her, I'm sorry......

I used to be an orphan, and I lived a precarious life, and maybe one day when I died, no one would look for me.

And my life here is very happy, with brothers and brothers, uncles and aunts who are like parents, I don't think I have anything to ask for.

I know I'm selfish, but I don't want to lose everything I have now, I will protect them and give them a different life, and you will be happy for them, right?"

At this time, her back was not as straight as when she knelt down, but she was a little ostrich, with indescribable fatigue and vicissitudes, obviously the best age, but her eyes were full of wind and frost.

A smile slowly appeared on her face that didn't apply powder, and she said slowly, "I don't know if you're really happy, and I don't know if you'll forgive me as an outsider, but whatever!"

I will not give up, I will do my best to give them the best and most desired life, I will raise Junyang well, so that he will be happy and safe all his life.

I will guard Junyi, let him shine on the lintel of the Li family, and be a good official for the country and the people.

I will let the villagers who have helped you live a good life, happy and safe..."Jinxiu's voice was almost nothing, and the low murmur was serious.

I saw that she finished pulling the last grass in front of the grave, stood up, patted her dirty robe, looked at the stone tablet standing in front of her and said, "Whether you forgive me or not, I still have to stay by their side, whether it is selfish or ulterior motives, I will not let go!"

At this time, her back was straight, her eyes were firm, and her arrogant momentum seemed to be able to pierce the sky, after she said this, she turned around and returned to Liu's side, picked up the incense candle yellow paper in the bamboo basket and slowly lit it in front of their grave.

The curling light smoke swirled and swirled with the breeze, as if it was the last bit of nostalgia and lingering in this world, and Jinxiu looked at it quietly and never spoke again, and everyone stood behind Jinxiu, silent......

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On the village road, on the side of the dirt road, the Li family walked unhurriedly, Yuesheng and the Liu family talked with the people passing by from time to time, the couple were in good spirits, their faces were ruddy, and many people were envious.

Jinxiu held Yuxue's lovely Junyang in her arms, and smiled with a doting and helpless face, "Yangyang, the book says that men and women are seven years old and have different seats, and you are now eight years old, don't you think something is wrong?"

Jun Yang twisted his round body, his face was a little red, "Yang Yang is not grown up now, Yang Yang has not yet reached the crown!" These words are a little arrogant, Jun Yang puffed out his face angrily, and asked angrily

"Sister, do you dislike Yangyang, don't you like Yangyang?" said that the villain was a little sad, and the white and tender little face was full of fear, "Do you like Luo Yu and don't like me anymore? Yangyang is not unbehaved! I just want to be closer to my sister more, I don't want you to ignore me!"

"Fool, you are my brother, my precious brother for life, how could I not want you! ”

Jinxiu was a little helpless when she heard this, but there were bursts of emotion in the depths of her eyes, she was not sure, she didn't know if she could stand the torment, she was Li Jinxiu, but not Li Jinxiu, if the person who lived under the same roof with her knew the truth one day, although he would not hate to kill himself quickly, I am afraid he would not forgive himself for being a person who occupied the magpie's nest.

But this child can always soothe his heart, let himself feel that he is needed, not the duckweed wandering everywhere, rootless and careless, Jinxiu's hand is silently tightened, but there is a decision in his heart.

"Sister, I won't want you, we've been a family all our lives, Yangyang doesn't want to leave you, you don't want to leave Yangyang, okay?" Junyang circled Jinxiu's neck, and his round little face was tightly attached to Jinxiu's face and looked at her, that look was clearly the appearance of not giving up if he didn't get the answer he wanted.

Little Overlord, Jinxiu said angrily in her heart, but there was a touch of softness on her face, only to see her hook her lips and chuckle, and said softly, "Okay!"

Just one word, but it made this little doll happy, only to see her fiercely hug Jinxiu's neck and kiss her face fiercely, only with a little enjoyment of his jade snow pink cheeks into Jinxiu's shoulder socket.

Jinxiu smiled dotingly, turned Junyang in his arms upside down, glanced at Junyi with a soft smile, and walked towards his home at the foot of the mountain.

Before they reached the door, they saw a circle of people there, not waiting quietly as before, and they were all talking to each other.

The terrible screams pierced the air, but when it reached Jinxiu, it was already indistinguishable, Jinxiu quickened her pace, and kept moving in the direction of her home, and everything in front of her was gradually clear......