Lu Qimeng is always lonely in the eyes of outsiders, like the occasional twinkling stars in the dark night, indifferent and calm as a bystander. In fact, she was not like this when she was a child, she was delicate, soft and glutinous, adults always liked to tease, and sometimes when she was interested, she pinched her chubby little face, or said "You were picked up by your parents". Every time this happens, it always makes Lu Qimeng cry non-stop, and gradually those who joke are no longer like this. When she grew up and went to junior high school, her parents suddenly found that their daughter seemed to have grown up and become stronger, and although she was still so young, it was also worth celebrating. After that, it is the life journey that is arranged early---- go to high school, get into a good university, and find a good job. She is also willing to do this, after all, as a realistic person, she must always support herself, so that can be regarded as a real growth.

But everyone always forgets the wise saying---- if you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence. Yes, Lu Qimeng managed to go to the point of no return after 27 years of depression---- she was diagnosed with mild depression and moderate paranoia.

It's a day to remember. For the rest of her life, she will always think of that day so casually, the hundred-year-old camphor tree on the side of the road, stretching its long-decayed torso alone, as if waiting for her return, and as if waving to her, saying that we will never see each other. The sky was foggy, and it was noon, and every household was busy cooking, wisps of cooking smoke slowly drifted out through the blackened chimneys, and one or two shouts were heard in the distance, calling the playful children to go home early. And, of course, there are the distant mountains, dark green, as if they want to carve their own figures into them until the end of the sky.

She finally got into the car that drove to the "Zhongfang Hospital". To tell the truth, she was happy, she thought, "I'm going to live!" In anticipation, the car passed through the small county town that was not prosperous, drove through the mountains and forests full of pine trees, and slowly entered a courtyard with a high wall. It was a remote flat land, surrounded by a few hills, sparse, and the only thing that was good was the small but crooked stream, which led to some unknown place and what friends I met.

She was met by Dr. Zil.

"That's right! I think I liked it as soon as I came, so I stayed there and didn't leave. Dr. Zill was embarrassed to touch his Mediterranean head. "Of course, you can't never leave, it's better for us to stay less, right?" Lu Qimeng just looked at him and didn't make any comments.

Life in the hospital is relatively monotonous, the roommates are sometimes good and bad, and Lu Qi is sick like that, so the people around her don't talk or play with her much---- people here are like children, innocent, doing things she has never done before. Overall, Lu Qimeng feels very good about this place, and he is comfortable and cool. She is a woman who likes to be alone, like the Jiangnan shrouded in smoke and rain in early spring, hazy, but the flowers in the fog are always not very clear. But she was not like that after all, she danced like a flame with her passion, and loved those exciting things or interesting people, everyone could see, because she had changed three jobs of different nature in just six years, and the reason was that she was tired, and at the same time, she had a rich imagination, and she put herself in different times and lived different lives. The downside is that she is a person without faith and does not know where her path is.

"Maybe it's an opportunity for me to find myself. Well, come on! I'm sure I can. ”