96 Dragon Island (6)
In the world of eternal night, there is no such thing as "time".
It doesn't matter if it's a thousand years or a moment. In this world, you can only experience endless darkness and despair, you can't see the light or hear the sound, you can only move forward in a daze, or stay in a daze.
Then you'll start waiting, but you don't know what you're waiting for.
The darkness will slowly eat away at everything about you, and you will begin to gradually forget, those good or painful memories, you will gradually forget them as you remember them, you will forget the people you are related to one by one, you will forget everything you have done, you will forget all the important or unimportant people, and finally, even yourself will be forgotten by yourself.
You'll forget your name, forget who you are.
But fear not, this is just the beginning.
Oblivion...... It's just the first step in your integration into the dark world.
Because then, you will begin to forget about your "existence".
You will not even remember that you are a "human", your self-will will will disappear in the darkness, you will no longer have a personality or the ability to think, you will completely blend into this darkness and become a part of it.
This is the eternal night, the world of the eternal night.
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He Qianjue pulled Lu Xuange into this darkness, and almost the moment he stepped in, Lu Xuange could no longer see He Qianjue, and he couldn't feel He Qianjue's body, he remembered that he had been holding He Qianjue's hand tightly before, but now he had no touch, his body seemed to have lost all senses, sight, hearing, smell, touch, taste...... It was all gone, and he couldn't perceive anything.
"Qianjue?" Lu Xuange made a voice and shouted He Qianjue's name, but he wasn't sure if he had made a sound or not, because he couldn't even hear his own voice or breathing, everything was too quiet, so quiet that it made people crazy.
"Qianjue ......" Lu Xuange muttered the name, he didn't panic at first, he still forced himself to stay calm, he thought that maybe some kind of enchantment or prohibition trapped him, he had heard of this kind of prohibition, which can seal the five senses of human beings, this prohibition is actually quite terrifying, he can't see anything, he can't hear anything, he can't perceive anything, this feeling ...... It's scary.
Lu Xuange didn't want to drown himself out with fear, he tried to suggest that he was calm, and then tried to mobilize the spiritual power in his body. Cultivators are good at this, spiritual power can almost be called omnipotent, it can be regarded as both a "third hand" and a "third eye", it can replace all Lu Xuange's senses to perceive the outside world, find out what this thing traps him is, and Lu Xuange will have a solution to the problem.
But Lu Xuange discovered another terrible thing.
…… He couldn't perceive his own spiritual powers.
Or maybe he can't even feel his own body, and if he wants to move his left and right hands, he's just thinking about it in his mind, but is his left and right hands moving......? I don't know.
I can't even feel my body, let alone my spiritual power. Lu Xuange realized that the only thing he was moving now was his thoughts, he could only think, and he couldn't do anything other than thinking, there was only darkness in front of him, and he couldn't even be sure if this darkness was what he saw with his eyes or what he thought of in his thoughts.
There is no sense of distance, no sense of direction, there is darkness up and down, left and right, front and back, endless darkness.
"Am I dreaming?" Lu Xuange asked himself this question again, until the second before He Qianjue pulled him into the darkness just now, Lu Xuange thought that he was dreaming, because He Qianjue was dead, and he could only see He Qianjue in a dream. But now, Lu Xuange couldn't be sure, because it was too real and terrifying, it didn't look like a dream at all.
Then Lu Xuange thought of what He Qianjue had said to him before, He Qianjue said:
"This is the inside of the Heavenly Mirror. ”
Inside the mirror?
"I'm in the Heaven Sealing Mirror?" Lu Xuange muttered to himself, his mind was in chaos, all his thoughts were like flying birds, flying everywhere, chirping everywhere, so chaotic that Lu Xuange was almost crazy.
Why was he in the mirror? Was it really He Qianjue who brought him in? Where did Yue Rong go? What happened?
Lu Xuange tried to recall, he wanted to sort things out bit by bit, he had to know what happened, there was always a reason why it all started, however......
Something was watching him.
Lu Xuange suddenly felt a thrill, he didn't know why he had such an idea, but he did feel that in this endless darkness, something seemed to be watching him, which made Lu Xuange feel terrifying! He could hardly feel anything, whether it was sound or touch, etc., but he could only feel the sight, the "monster" in the darkness was watching his gaze!
"I must be crazy!" Lu Xuange said to himself.
He felt that he couldn't continue to think, because he thought that he couldn't think at all, and his mind seemed to be stuffed with a swarm of bees buzzing endlessly, making Lu Xuange unable to calm down and think about anything at all...... Even if it's a very ordinary thing.
Calm down! I want to be calm, there's nothing to be afraid of, it's just a dream!
"Dream?" Lu Xuange repeated the word silently.
No, it's not a dream!
This was indeed the interior of the Heaven Sealing Mirror, and Lu Xuange remembered that he had heard of it before...... I don't know who told him, or if he saw it from an ancient book, but he knew that the inside of the Sealing Heaven Mirror was indeed a never-ending pitch black, and people said that the darkness in this mirror could swallow everything, so every person or demon or other thing that was sealed to the Sealing Heaven Mirror had no possibility of escaping.
It was because of this that he made up his mind to seal He Qianjue into this mirror.
Because as long as he does this, He Qianjue will completely disappear from this world. It's not enough to kill He Qianjue, if you kill it, you still have a soul, and if you have a soul, you can be reincarnated. Lu Xuange was very afraid that he would not be able to bear it in the future, he would go to find the soul of He Qianjue's reincarnation, and he would bring He Qianjue back to his side...... He actually knows very well how much he is emotionally attached to He Qianjue.
He knew he was deeply affectionate.
But he also knew that he couldn't be so emotional, there was no so-called love on the path of cultivating immortals and cultivating gods, especially the monks who had entered the divine realm, and they were even more desperate.
Only by cutting off these love threads can they stand at the top and become real "gods".
That's why Lu Xuange chose this most extreme method, so that He Qianjue's soul would be swallowed by the mirror, so that He Qianjue would no longer have the opportunity to be reincarnated, and Lu Xuange would lose the possibility of finding him again.
Lu Xuange was like a shipwreck, wanting to cut off all his retreats.
So he also drove himself to a dead end.
"Sealing the Sky Mirror...... Haha, Fengtian Mirror!" Lu Xuange suddenly laughed wildly in his heart.
He laughed at himself: "You also have today, Lu Xuange, you also have today! You are self-inflicted! You deserve it! You deserve to die, you deserve to be driven crazy and engulfed by darkness in this ghost place! You deserve to be wiped out! Haha!"
The sight in the darkness was still silently watching Lu Xuange, watching him slowly sink madly in the darkness.
Merge with despair.
……
"He started to break down. Eternal Night silently spoke to He Qianjue.
He Qianjue didn't answer, he was actually immersed in the darkness like Lu Xuange now, but He Qianjue was very used to this kind of darkness, he was used to this feeling of not perceiving anything, like returning to some initial form, like being in his mother's belly.
Therefore, He Qianjue doesn't need to think or worry, he treats himself as a stone or an inanimate substance, empties everything, and ...... silently Enjoy this peaceful pitch black.
This is the experience that He Qianjue has gained after drifting in the dark for thousands of years, if you don't want to be defeated by the darkness, then accept it.
Accept...... It's better than resisting.
Yongye fell silent after saying the sentence just now, and did not disturb He Qianjue to enjoy the darkness and tranquility, He Qianjue has been with his monster friends during this time, so he has rarely returned to this darkness, and now that he is back, Yongye can wrap He Qianjue with his own darkness, so that he has a wonderful feeling of holding He Qianjue in the palm of his hand.
But it's a pity that Yongye is just a "will", he has no real body or hands and feet, he can never touch or hug He Qianjue, the only person he cherishes and can coexist with him, Yongye can only watch him silently.
Watch him laugh or suffer, watch him lose and gain, watch him have more and more friends, and grow farther and farther away from the eternal night.
Sooner or later, one day, He Qianjue will leave this mirror.
Leave the eternal night.
"What kind of mess are you thinking?" He Qianjue suddenly interrupted Yongye's thoughts with a cold mouth, "I can't do without you, and there is no way to leave this mirror, I have obtained your darkness and possessed some of your attributes." And unfortunately there is no way to break my contract with you, so I will be a part of you, and always will be. ”
Eternal Night was even more depressed: "It's not good, I don't want you to be the second Eternal Night." ”
"Even if you don't want to, the process is irreversible. He Qianjue said as a matter of course, "Why bother? Just let it be." ”
"I don't understand. "What is the meaning of my birth in this world? I don't know anything but devouring it, I can only be in the company of darkness and loneliness, I can't feel any emotions, I can't have any happiness, I just want to be an ordinary human or a monster, just like you." ”
He Qianjue smiled: "That's a coincidence, I actually don't know what the meaning of my birth is, you know that I am a phaseless demon, I will never have my true appearance, I am thirsting for myself, and I keep copying others...... In a sense, the two of us are exactly the same. ”
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Lu Xuange couldn't remember how long he had been in this darkness.
It may not be long, maybe just a few minutes and a half hours.
However, in just a few minutes and half an hour, Lu Xuange felt that he was ...... Something seems to have been forgotten.
But what did I forget?
Lu Xuange couldn't remember.
He was a little dazed, he had forgotten what he was just recalling, he had forgotten what he was recalling, his mind was blank, and for a moment, he couldn't even remember his name, he couldn't remember who he was.
And he didn't even feel fear, maybe he had forgotten what fear was.
He floated silently in the darkness, and all he could feel was the gaze that was always watching him, always on him, always spying on him.
Lu Xuange thought: That's it.
Silence falls, and it turns into an eternal shadow in the darkness.
With him.
……
He Qianjue didn't let Lu Xuange stay in the dark for too long.
When Eternal Night reminded He Qianjue that Lu Xuange had begun to collapse, He Qianjue waited for a while, and then went over and grabbed Lu Xuange's hand and dragged him out of the darkness.
He Qianjue didn't want to make a deal with Lu Xuange according to Yue Rong's words, and use the transaction to obtain the other party's memory. Because He Qianjue was not interested in Lu Xuange's memory at all, he didn't want it at all, let alone know the slightest idea of Lu Xuange.
Moreover, the transaction is a two-sided thing, and after Lu Xuange gave his memory to He Qianjue, He Qianjue also had to take out some things and hand them over to Lu Xuange.
But this is impossible, He Qianjue will not give Lu Xuange anything more.
So He Qianjue decided to use another way to force Lu Xuange to "lose his memory", this way is to use the darkness of the eternal night, and it is better to use the darkness to devour Lu Xuange's memory, and there is no loss to He Qianjue, and there is no loss to the eternal night, anyway, he has devoured more things.
It's just that using the eternal night to devour Lu Xuange's memory has a very serious drawback......
That is, if it is not done well, the darkness will swallow Lu Xuange's entire person. Not only his memories, but perhaps even his personality and soul will be consumed by darkness. If such a result is made, it will be a big trouble, He Qianjue doesn't want Lu Xuange to die, and he is also ready to take Lu Xuange back and Yue Rong in exchange for more immortal resources.
Therefore, on the first day, He Qianjue just let Lu Xuange experience it in the dark, and by the way, test how serious this darkness is to Lu Xuange's mental damage, and after the test is completed, He Qianjue will throw Lu Xuange into the darkness the next day, and when his memory is almost erased, he can be taken out.
He Qianjue planned to toss Lu Xuange into a state like when he woke up in the mirror, a state where he didn't remember anything except his name, and it was best to maintain basic knowledge and IQ, so that Yue Rong would be very satisfied.
He must let Lu Xuange forget completely, so he must use the darkness of the eternal night to cause some mental damage to him, the kind that cannot be cured, so that Lu Xuange will never be able to recall his past, and after he returns to the fairy world, he can honestly continue to cultivate, whether he becomes a god or becomes a god is none of He Qianjue's business, let He Qianjue never have to see him again!
Speaking of which, He Qianjue felt that she was still soft-hearted.
He is not the kind of cruel and cold-blooded guy after all, he can obviously smash Lu Xuange's body into thousands of pieces, but He Qianjue didn't really succeed.
When he dragged Lu Xuange out of the darkness, seeing that Lu Xuange had fallen into a coma, his face was pale and his body was convulsive, He Qianjue thought about it, then reached out and touched Lu Xuange's forehead, picked him up by the waist, carried him to the bedroom of the mirror space, and let him lie on He Qianjue's bed.
He Qianjue was also a little surprised when he picked it up, this guy was light, his body was very thin, and his shape was like a withered tree, which was completely different from He Qianjue's impression.
The impression of Lu Xuange is a burly, very tall shadow, which always makes He Qianjue raise his head and look up at him.
But now, he seems to be even thinner than He Qianjue.
In fact, since the day Lu Xuange sealed He Qianjue, Lu Xuange has been constantly torturing himself, don't look at his cultivation rising rapidly, it is estimated that most of them are tempered by crazy cultivation and constantly looking for people to fight in the fairy world, his mental state has always been unstable, causing his state of mind to be unstable, but his cultivation has risen so fast, it is easier for him to go mad and be on the verge of collapse.
He Qianjue put him on the bed and covered him with a quilt, and then said to Lu Xuange: "You are so miserable now." ”
Lu Xuange naturally wouldn't answer him, he just lay quietly, with a trace of pain on his face, He Qianjue could understand his feelings, walking in that terrible dark abyss, at first He Qianjue was also painful, the feeling of almost being driven crazy but always staying calm, could torture He Qianjue and wanted to erase himself, but he couldn't find a way to erase himself.
Saying that, He Qianjue sighed and continued: "With such a toss, I'm afraid your cultivation will regress a lot, but with Yue Rong supporting you, maybe you will be able to rise back soon." And in the future, when you forget your future and embark on a new path, there will be no more demons to burden you, and your previous arrogant, indifferent and ruthless character will also change with the disappearance of your memory, and you will become better than now, and all the things that put you to death will give you a future life. ”
"Look how nice I am to you. He Qianjue lay beside him, supporting his chin with his elbows, not knowing whether he was talking to Lu Xuange or to himself, he continued: "I will never hurt you, and I will not hate you." Of course, not to mention loving you. ”
"That's the worst thing, isn't it? When I have no feelings for you, you're a stranger to me, and I'll give you sympathy and pity when I see you in pain. He Qianjue said, "However, there is only sympathy and mercy...... I'm such a kind fool that when I see a beggar on the side of the road, I can't help but throw a few copper coins in his bowl. ”
He Qianjue's words had a strange meaning, he stared at Lu Xuange, and said, "Do you want those copper coins too?"
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Lu Xuange then woke up.
He was shocked to find that he could actually "wake up"! He could open his eyes, he could see the light, he could feel his limbs, and he could hear the faint sound coming from the side.
This made Lu Xuange immediately come back to his senses from that state of horror, so he sat up abruptly after shivering for a while, and his movements were so violent that the bed board on which he was lying made a squeak like a scream.
He Qianjue, who was lying next to him and sleeping with his eyes closed for a while, was also awakened by his movements, opened his eyes and raised his head to look at Lu Xuange.
Lu Xuange's face was haggard, his face was pale, and he was sweating profusely, his eyes staring blankly ahead, as if he had not yet recovered from the horror of being trapped in the darkness. He gasped violently for a while before he slowly began to subconsciously observe his surroundings, and when he turned his head, he could see He Qianjue at a glance.
"Qianjue. His Excellency Lu Xuan shouted consciously.
Of course he still knows He Qianjue, his memory is not missing to that point in a short period of time, but this makes Lu Xuange a little confused, of course he knows He Qianjue in front of him, but he feels that He Qianjue looks a little strange.
He Qianjue stood up, and then sat next to Lu Xuange, he gently held Lu Xuange's hand, and said gently, "You are awake." ”
"You look terrible, you can sleep a little longer. ”
Lu Xuange couldn't understand his words a little, he still couldn't distinguish the reality of the dream, and even began to wonder if he was alive or not, he felt that he was dead, in that endless darkness, dead.
"Do you want to kill me?" Qianjue?" Lu Xuange suddenly asked him.
He Qianjue was slightly stunned when she heard this, pursed her lips and smiled: "Why do you think so?"
"I think you want to kill me. Lu Xuange also looked haggard when he spoke, "You always want to kill me, you hate me, you hate me, I'm terrible...... I'm a hopeless bastard, I deserve to die, I deserve to die. ”
He Qianjue shook his head at him: "I won't kill you, I won't do that." ”
Lu Xuange suddenly cried.
He actually cried, his eyes were red, and tears were pouring out, he grabbed He Qianjue's hand, grasped it tightly, but his fingers were trembling, and he said, "I don't mind if you want to kill me...... Even if you really kill me, Qianjue, I want to hug you...... I miss you so much, where have you been? I can't find you......"
Lu Xuange cried intermittently, and he spoke nonsense, but he crawled over, stretched out his hand and hugged He Qianjue, and stuffed He Qianjue into his arms, using all his strength, he said, "I don't want to forget you, Qianjue...... Don't let me forget, I don't forget, please...... Please......"
He Qianjue reached out and pressed the back of his head, and softly comforted him: "You are tired, you should sleep, you will be fine when you wake up, don't be afraid." ”
"Don't ...... I don't want to sleep, don't throw me in......" Lu Xuange was like a child, hugging He Qianjue and crying, "Don't throw me away...... Qianjue, I love you...... Don't throw me away, I was bad before, you can beat me and scold me, don't throw me away......"
"Good girl, Xuan Ge. He Qianjue still comforted him, and even cast a calming spell on Lu Xuange, "Go to sleep, everything will pass, it's not so scary, don't be afraid." ”
Now Lu Xuange has almost no ability to resist, and He Qianjue's soothing spell made him start to fall asleep, but he still struggled, holding He Qianjue and unwilling to let go. He may be clear, he knows what He Qianjue is doing to him, he knows that he is forgetting everything, he is very afraid, but he has no strength to fight back.
He Qianjue always maintained a gentle smile and a gentle tone, comforting him, but pushing him into the abyss.
Then He Qianjue began to sing a lullaby to Lu Xuange, this song would be very familiar if the cicada was there, this is a lullaby that his mother often sang to him, He Qianjue can also sing, he sang the simple tune slowly with a soft and delicate voice, so that Lu Xuange was soon confused by this song and lay in He Qianjue's arms and did not move.
He will sleep for a long time.
When he wakes up, it's all over.
"Don't be afraid, Xuange. He Qianjue put him back on the bed, straightened the messy hair on his forehead, and said in that sweet tone when talking to his lover, "The pain is short-lived, and it will be over soon, I promise." You're luckier than me, you don't have to go through a thousand years. 166 Reading Network